He had figured out my temper and knew that I wouldn't be angry with him anymore. Sometimes I think about it, I was really a little axial at that moment, and I recognized that he lied to me and hid from me, and the key was that he always came back again.

As soon as I was angry, I had nothing to deal with him except that I wanted to leave him. But that's just a ruthless verbal talk, not to mention that he won't let me go, even if he really lets go...... I felt in my heart, even if he really let go one day, I would not let him go. Who stipulates that only men can run after women, and women can't guard their men?

This person has taken up my entire life, and there is no reason to let it go so easily.

was thinking about it to himself, when he suddenly heard the cry of a child in that place, and raised his eyes to see Xin'er sitting on the ground crying, and Xiao Yuan'er was in a hurry. Yun Gu ran over to pull her heart up, but unexpectedly, Xiao Yuan'er suddenly cried, I frowned and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Ah Ping pursed his lips and said with a smile: "The bad boy bullied the girl hard, and he was in a hurry. Seeing that Yun Gu and Changning couldn't calm the emotions of the two children, he shook his head and said, "I'll deal with it in the past." ”

Although I heard him say this, I unconsciously wanted to go up with my feet, but when I stepped on my feet, I suddenly felt abdominal cramps. In fact, when I first woke up in the morning, I felt a slight pain in my abdomen, and I didn't pay attention to it, thinking that it might be a menstrual holiday. But the colic at this time came fiercely, and it hurt me in a cold sweat, not like a toss with a bad stomach, I covered my stomach and looked up to shout Ah Ping, but just as I was about to open my mouth, my legs were weakened by a piercing pain.

As soon as he knelt down in the snow, he heard an exclamation from ahead: "Queen Mother! ”

The figure who had already walked out for more than ten steps turned back sharply, and the face of Qingjun in his sight changed suddenly, and he rushed towards him.

"What's wrong?"

I gritted my teeth and struggled to say, "It hurts, my stomach hurts." ”

In his ears was his urgent shout: "Pass on the imperial doctor!" ”

After the two of them had problems before and after their bodies, the Imperial Physician Department had a special person stationed in the dormitory and stayed in the side hall, so the Imperial Doctor quickly found the main hall. I was carried in by Ah Ping, and he didn't let me go after the collapse, so he hugged me and leaned on him.

The doctor didn't come out to diagnose my pulse for a while, and I probably didn't feel so much pain because I was lying down. Ah Ping was anxious about my situation, and asked Shen outloud: "Why did the queen suddenly have abdominal pain?" ”

Only then did the imperial physician withdraw his hand and replied respectfully: "Your Majesty, Weichen has just been diagnosed repeatedly, the pulse of the queen mother seems to be a happy pulse, and the abdominal pain is because the constitution that the mother lost before has not fully recovered." ”

"What did you say?" I couldn't help but blurt out.

The imperial doctor repeated: "Niangniang, Weichen diagnosed that your pulse is a happy pulse. ”

I looked back and confirmed, "Did he say I'm pregnant?" He had a dark glow in his eyes and nodded at me, "He's saying you're pregnant." After getting his reply, I let the news slowly settle into my mind, and then slowly digest it, joy came from the depths of my heart, but halfway through it was buried by fear.

Sitting upright from Ah Ping's arms, he stared at the imperial doctor: "You said that my abdominal pain is because my physique has not recovered?" Will that be harmful to the fetus? What should I do to keep my baby healthy? "At this time, my mind was full of the feeling of emptiness, like my feet stepping under a deep well, and the chill rushed up from the soles of my feet.

"Niangniang doesn't need to be too nervous, Weichen will immediately prescribe a pair of fetal pills for you, and then adjust your body according to the recipe. This abdominal pain is also an early warning and not a bad thing. ”

"You go and make a prescription." I urged eagerly, and then called Yun Gu to follow to grab the medicine. When I saw them walk out of the hall, I grabbed Ah Ping's hand, and only then did I find myself trembling slightly, and asked in confusion, "Can the child be saved?" ”

He put his arm around my shoulders and put me back in his arms, and replied firmly, "Don't worry, I will keep it." ”

"But...... Didn't you say that it would be difficult for me to get pregnant again in the future? ”

"It's that the level of the doctor is too poor. Daughter-in-law, don't be nervous, I assure you that it is absolutely impossible for you to have an accident again this time. ”

His assurances moved me, but they didn't reassure me. I still remember how decadent I was during those painful years, guilty, hesitant, powerless, and so many emotions covered me, and I almost couldn't get out.

Later, Ah Ping tried his best to pull me out of the quagmire and ashore, and since then he has never dared to think about the child again, and decided to cherish the people in front of him and not remember the past. I didn't think I would get pregnant again, so I put all my thoughts on Yuan'er, and this news suddenly made me unable to believe that it was indeed true.

I wrapped my arms around Ping's arms and rested my head in the crook of his arm, "This is redemption, it's the baby who I haven't met who has finally decided to forgive us, so it's coming again." ”

From that day on, I listened carefully to all the advice of the imperial doctor, and poured down no matter what unpleasant decoction was without frowning. And let life become regular, go to bed early and get up early every day, and insist on walking slowly in the hospital for half an hour in the morning. As long as it is good for the baby, I will follow the arrangement.

Finally, I received a diagnosis from the doctor that my pulse had stabilized and my constitution had fully recovered. At this time, I was four months pregnant, and my belly was slightly bulging. After Xiao Yuan'er learned that I was pregnant with a baby in my belly, his curiosity was simply inflated, and he always came to ask where his brother was when he was not pregnant, why didn't he show up? Later, when I learned that it was in my belly and learned that I would grow up, I asked every day why my belly was not big? Now that his stomach is a little out, he always listens to it close to his stomach, and he is troubled because he can't hear any movement.

I was so frightened by him that I hid in Ah Ping's imperial study from him, but I was still able to be intercepted by him. Finally, his father stood up for me and let Yan Qi take this kid away.

On this day, I hid in the imperial study again, drinking rock sugar bird's nest, and when I saw Ah Ping pushing the door in, my face was very heavy and I couldn't help asking: "What's wrong?" He looked at me, "It's fine." ”

No matter how you look at this posture, it looks like something, and I am not in a hurry to ask, so I continue to nest on the couch and drink rock sugar bird's nest slowly, which is suggested by Xiaoxiao, saying that bird's nest is particularly nourishing for pregnant women. I am very obedient to the doctor's advice anyway, as long as it is good for the baby, I will obey it.

When I finished drinking and put down the bowl, I raised my eyes, and saw Ah Ping sitting in a chair and not commenting on the folds, his face was calm and he didn't know what he was thinking.

"Ah Ping." He let out a soft voice, attracting him to look back before asking, "Is there something difficult to solve in the court?" ”

But seeing that there was hesitation in his eyes, I felt a slight sigh in my heart, after the palace change, he even asked me to help review the folds, not to mention the affairs of the court, most of them are also clear, including his handling of the court affairs has also found some doorways.

After contemplating for a moment, he suddenly heard him say: "Zhu Di is reversed." ”

I didn't react, so I asked, "What?" He paused, word by word: "Yan Wang Zhu Di is reversed." ”

The brain buzzed, Ah Ping said that Zhu Di was reversed?! Even though I had expected this for a long time, but when I suddenly heard it from Ah Ping's mouth, I still couldn't control the shock and the feeling of powerlessness that surged in layers.

"On what grounds?" I asked with difficulty.

"Jing Nan."

This was the beginning of the Battle of Jingyan, which was divided into the Southern Army and the Northern Army, which opened a three-year civil war, and finally, the iron hooves of the Northern Army were the first to step into the capital by Zhu Gaoxu, and ended in a fire in the Imperial Palace.

That's history as I know it.

We always think that through hard work, we can reverse our destiny by upholding the determination of man, but we don't know that fate is like a powerful tyrant, completely irreversible, and cannot be changed, and sometimes it even gives you hope to tell you in another way that everything you do is in vain. This conclusion was not achieved overnight, but was the result of many heavy lessons I had learned...... Experience.

I felt a little sad when I said it was experience, I was silent for a long time before I raised my eyes, and I was stunned when I met Ah Ping's gaze, he seemed to have been looking at me like this for a while, and I didn't quite understand what that look meant.

After staring at each other for a moment, I heard him suddenly ask, "Don't you ask me what I will do?" ”

My heart tightened, he was actually looking at my attitude. Regarding Zhu Di, he will care more than anyone, especially my attitude. If I follow his inquiry, I am afraid that I will not be able to satisfy him, and it is the wrong way to avoid or dodge at this time.

After pondering, I replied, "Since the army has rebelled, I have sent troops to suppress it on the grounds that I am guilty of treason." ”

His dark eyes flashed, "Do you really think so?" ”

Knowing that he still had doubts in his heart, I reluctantly stated again: "It really can't be true." "It's his wife, can you still stand up to him with all your might? I don't know how his brain circuits were formed.

After a moment of silence, he locked his eyes on me and said firmly: "Then I will be their enemies in the future, the old friendship will be put down, and goodbye will only be the battlefield." ”