Dealing with the aftermath......

These words stung my eyes.

I didn't have the courage to ask the doctor just now, how long would my dad live, I was afraid that if I knew, I wouldn't be able to face every moment of death.

Dad is asleep now, so what will he think when he wakes up? Should I ask if he still has a wish......

Messy, really messy.

I stared blankly on the ground, my mind blank, when suddenly a pair of white sneakers appeared in my sight.

I looked up blankly, it was Xu Chengyang.

He looked at me breathlessly, his eyes full of worry.

Actually, I wanted to stand up and hug him, but now I really don't have the strength to do that.

"I'll go, what are you doing here? When you call yourself Hanako (beggar)? He dragged me up.

I had no strength at all, and as if I was missing a bone, I slid limply and sat down.

Xu Chengyang sighed and simply sat next to me.

Finally, there is someone to lean on......

I silently and quietly leaned my head on his shoulder.

"Your dad...... What's going on now? He seemed a little hesitant, but asked anyway.

"Liver cancer, advanced." Although these two words are mentioned repeatedly, it still hurts to say it now.

He reached out and scratched my hair, then put his hand on my shoulder and patted it gently.

My heart finally fell silent, but I was still confused, in the end, should I tell my mother?

The whole person calmed down, and his thoughts gradually became clear.

"By the way, Xu Chengyang, how did you know that my dad was sick?" I frowned and asked softly.

"You don't care about that...... By the way, I'll tell you something glad about it! He smiled.

My eyes widened and I was a little confused.

"Wu Huan and Hu Jun'er are divorced! Hu Jun'er was outside, and someone took a photo and posted it on their company forum! Do you know what's the funniest thing? Wu Huan knew about Hu Jun'er's derailment a long time ago, but he has endured it, and he probably wants to go to the United States with him! As a result, as soon as this matter was troubled, Hu Jun'er's qualifications were cancelled, and now Wu Huan quit, took the evidence to the court to sue, and heard that he also found an acquaintance, so he let Hu Jun'er go out of the house with a very slippy move...... Come, I'll show you how the two of them tear up in the group! ”

As he spoke, Xu Chengyang took out his mobile phone, tinkered with it a few times, and handed it to me.

I knew he was trying to make me amuse, so I didn't want to dismiss his face, so I reluctantly lowered my head and glanced at it a few times.

Xu Chengyang slowly slid down my line of sight, although I didn't have the heart to read it seriously, but those words were too straightforward, and I could understand it at a glance.

Wu Huan scolded Hu Jun'er for being a scumbag, still short and coarse, and now that he is away from him, he can find a better one, but Hu Jun'er choked her that she has been like a balloon since she gave birth to a child, only elasticity and no toughness, so that he has to pretend to be very happy every time he lives as a couple.

Anyway, how vulgar and vulgar those languages are.

I never thought that the two of them would actually pull out all the sexual affairs, or in the group of classmates.

Probably, this is retribution? I'm not sure.

However, even after reading this, it didn't make my mood better.

Seeing that I was stunned, Xu Chengyang sighed and slowly withdrew his phone.

"Your dad has this disease...... Why did you come here to be cured? ”

yes, why, I don't understand.

This traditional Chinese medicine hospital is not very famous, and the oncology department is not well-known here, except for the small number of people, it does not have any advantages at all......

"Xu Fat, I used to have a relative who also had this disease, he went to the hospital for treatment, and also used a lot of home remedies, I'll help you ask later, see if there is a prescription that can be used!" Xu Chengyang said softly.

I nodded, tears streaming back into my eyes.

Why are there so many people getting liver cancer these days?

"Why don't you get up first, it's cold on the ground!" As he spoke, Xu Chengyang stood up first, and then pulled me up.

This time, I stood firm.

"Xu Chengyang, do you think I should tell my mom about my dad?" I looked up at him.

Xu Chengyang knows the situation at home very well, and it is appropriate to ask him at this time.

Hearing my question, he frowned and didn't answer immediately.

"Xu Fat, you're really me...... However, I personally tend to tell her, after all, your mother still has feelings for your father, you can hide her for a while, but you can't hide her for a lifetime! Your dad is going to ...... then," and suddenly, he paused, "do you think your mom can forgive you?" ”

Xu Chengyang's words can always wake me up to the point, yes, I can't hide this from her for the rest of my life.

"However, you can also ask your father's opinion first, is he no longer married now? It's actually quite embarrassing to ask your mother to run over and bump into your aunt......"

"My dad didn't marry her!" Before Xu Chengyang finished speaking, I interrupted him categorically, "Moreover, she has already left my father with her daughter!" ”

"What?" Xu Chengyang seemed to be shocked, and his eyes rolled, "Isn't that right?" Can you spend some time in peace as a family? ”

"But what am I supposed to tell my mother?" I shook my head feebly.

I haven't fully recovered from the blow, and if I want to pull my mother in again, I don't know how messy it will be for the two of us.

"The sooner the better, of course!" Xu Chengyang looked serious, "Xu Lan, I know this matter is difficult for you to accept, but it is a fact that my uncle has cancer!" It's also a fact that cancer is at an advanced stage! It's not something you can escape without thinking about it and asking! So, you have to cheer up! You're the backbone of your family now, you know? ”

I nodded blankly and leaned against the wall, trying to digest his words.

Yes, my dad is like this now, and once my mother knows the news, she will definitely be devastated......

Xu Chengyang is right, I have to cheer up, I have to stand up and carry this family, no matter what, I have to get through this most difficult time smoothly......

I wiped my tears and dragged Xu Chengyang to the doctor's office.

Director Sun was reading the information, looked up and saw that it was me, and nodded politely.

"Director Sun!" I took a deep breath and sat down next to him, "I, my dad...... He, how long will he live? ”

When this sentence was reluctantly spoken, his body trembled very much, and Xu Chengyang hurried over and blocked his back with his body, as if he was afraid that I would faint.

Director Sun glanced at Xu Chengyang with some surprise, and said in a kind tone: "Generally speaking, at his stage, the average survival time is only about one month...... Of course, this is only an average, and it is not excluded that it will be advanced or delayed! ”

One, one month!

My heart trembled.

"Doctor, according to you, how long can a man like his father live?" Xu Chengyang picked up the conversation.

"Of the cases I have treated, there have been records for half a year! However, the patient is very young, only in his thirties, which cannot be compared with Xu Guohui's physical condition! If he had been caught earlier, surgery or chemotherapy might have taken longer...... But for now, all I can say is try to keep him alive a few more days! ”

My brain suddenly emptied, I forgot what I was going to ask, and the words "a month, a month" echoed in my ears.

"Doctor, can you allow us to use home remedies during your treatment?" Fortunately, there is Xu Chengyang by his side.

Director Sun nodded: "Yes, yes, you can sign a liability waiver agreement when the time comes!" Hey, I can understand the feelings of the family, anyway...... How to rest assured, how to come! ”

The meaning of his words could not be more obvious, a dead horse is regarded as a live horse doctor, and a living person is just trying to have peace of mind.

However, I didn't want to give up, I really, really wanted to give it a try, no matter what.

"Director, Xu Guohui is awake, do you want to go over and have a look?" At that moment, a nurse walked in through the door.

Hearing this, I didn't even think about it, turned around and ran wildly towards the ward.

My dad was lying on the bed, his eyes open and closed, as if he hadn't fully awakened.

I gritted my teeth, pinched my palm, and told myself not to cry.

"Dad, Dad?" Caressing his forehead, I whispered.

Dad slowly opened his eyes and said in a weak tone, "Girl, haven't you left yet?" ”

I smiled: "Dad, what are you talking about, you are hospitalized, how can I go?" ”

At this time, Director Sun and several doctors came over and began to examine my father.

I didn't understand a lot of the terms he said, but I saw the doctors on hand constantly writing them in his notebook.

A smell of porridge came to my nose, and when I turned my head, I saw that it was a family member in the adjacent bed feeding the patient.

By the way, what did my dad eat in the hospital?

With this question in mind, I whispered to the family members of the bed next to me, but the answer I got made me feel very sad.

He said that my dad asked the nurses to help buy three meals a day, and patients like them especially avoided oil and meat, but where to buy it outside was so suitable, so he often mixed it with white rice and mustard, and sometimes the people in the same ward looked at him pitifully, and would give him a little bit of the food he brought, and every time he politely accepted it, and then took out a hundred yuan, which was not to be given to others, which made people embarrassed.

My heart tightened, and tears blurred my eyes again.

I don't want to, I really don't want to cry, but when I hear these words, I really feel like I'm a muddy ball.

Why, why can't I see him often? Why couldn't he have discovered his anomaly sooner? It's all my fault, it's all my fault......

"Xu Lan, it's okay!" Xu Chengyang patted me on the back.

I kept inhaling and exhaling, and after Director Xu finished checking, he nodded at me and left with a group of people.

Wiping the tears from the corners of my eyes, I tried to squeeze out a smile and slowly greeted it.

"Dad, do you want some water?"

Dad nodded: "Help me sit up!" ”

I hurried over and carefully pulled his arm.

Xu Chengyang shook the head of the bed very cooperatively, poured another cup of warm water and handed it over.

"He'......" my dad stared at Xu Chengyang with a puzzled expression.

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