Chapter 402 Shao Jiuxing's confession
He Zhaoyuan said with a smile and a smile: "My aunt, where do I want to fool you?" But I still have ...... in the afternoon."
"What do I care about your company? If you don't get A-Ning back for me today, I won't pay attention to you anymore! He Mulan bared his teeth and threatened.
"Good, good." He Zhaoyuan waved his hand and begged for mercy, "Wait, I'll pick up the car." ”
Under He Mulan's coercion, He Zhaoyuan had no choice but to drive a car to the airport with He Mulan, and had to give up the company's regular meeting.
On the highway, Shao Jiuxing's car was driving fast, he was still up and down in his heart, for fear that he would not be able to catch up, in order to hurry, he had already run a few red lights, fortunately, today's road was not blocked, and in the end, Shao Jiuxing still came to the airport in time.
Yu Panning took Lele out of the car, Lele rubbed his eyes sleepily, looked at the airport, and was a little confused.
The driver took Yu Panning's luggage off the car and asked politely, "Do you want me to send you in?" ”
"No need." Yu Panning smiled and took his suitcase, "You go back directly, anyway, there is still an hour before the plane takes off, so it's not too urgent." ”
"Then be careful yourself, and remember to call Mr. He if there is anything." The driver was worried about a few words before leaving.
Yu Panning watched the driver go away, pulled Lele to turn around and walked into the airport hall, the more he walked, the more empty Yu Panning felt his heart, as if something had been left behind with his footsteps, what were those things? Yu Panning didn't want to think about it anymore, but she suddenly remembered that when she was eighteen years old, when she first met Shao Jiuxing, the smell of disinfectant in the hospital seemed to be still smelling, and he stood in front of her with a cold face and asked her name.
Yu Panning's tears slid down, she raised her hand to wipe her tears, sniffed, if she didn't tell him her name at that time, but turned around and ran away irresponsibly, wouldn't it happen again in the future? After some people encounter it, it is like two red threads intertwined, tied one by one, and then they will not be able to untie it for the rest of their lives, unless they burn the two red threads to ashes with a blazing fire, so that everything will cease to exist.
"Pan Ning! Yu Panning! A familiar voice sounded, Yu Panning was stunned, this was Shao Jiuxing's voice, when he was in the hospital, he subconsciously repeated his name, but he kept it in his heart for a long time, she wouldn't hear it wrong, but how could anyone call her name at this time? Could it be an auditory hallucination?
Thinking of this, Yu Panning couldn't help but shake his head, wanting to shake off his thoughts, but suddenly heard a few more calls: "Panning!" You wait! ”
Yu Panning was stunned in place, and at this moment, she felt Lele pulling the corner of her clothes, and then Lele's immature voice sounded: "Mom, it seems that someone is calling you." ”
Yu Panning looked at the reactions of the people around her, followed the gazes of those people, and sure enough, she saw a figure rushing over, the closer she got to her, the more she looked forward to it, and the more scared she became.
It's him, it's Shao Jiuxing, he's coming to find himself.
Shao Jiuxing ran in front of Yu Panning, bent down and panted for breath, then raised his head to look at her and said, "Why are you leaving?" Why didn't you even tell me? Why don't you come and see me? ”
Yu Panning's eyes dodged, and Lele also shrank behind Yu Panning, looking at Shao Jiuxing half curiously and half frightened.
"I want to leave quietly when I leave, what are you doing here?" Yu Panning turned his head and replied lightly.
"I'm not allowed!" Shao Jiuxing shouted with some excitement, "You can't just leave, what should I do if you leave?" ”
"You can live how you want to live, it has nothing to do with me, no matter what, your life will never be worse than mine." Yu Panning continued to speak in a cold tone, and Shao Jiuxing's heart was even more painful.
"You don't understand, life without you can't be good at all!" Shao Jiuxing subconsciously grabbed Yu Panning's shoulders and forced her to look at herself, "You know what? Since the day you left, I have been looking for you all the time, almost turning the whole city upside down, and then I finally found you, I won't let you go, you have a shadow, you hate me, you hate me, you hate me, you scold me and beat me when you are sad! I'm not going to fight back! Pan Ning, don't you go, okay? ”
Shao Jiuxing's eyes were painful, and the circles under her eyes were also red, Yu Panning was forced to look at his gaze, her heart seemed to be cut by a delicate knife, every mouth was bleeding, and the slightest wisp of pain was painful, and she finally couldn't help but cry like rain.
"I'm afraid of you, how many nights have I dreamed that you found me and asked me fiercely why I left." Yu Panning cried silently and said, "But I can't help thinking about you, those previous things are in my mind, no matter how much I want to forget, it won't help, eighteen years old, I was only eighteen years old when I first saw you, after returning to Shao's house with you, I can no longer feel what happiness is, and I am no longer the same as those other eighteen-year-old girls." ”
"I'm sorry...... Pan Ning, it's all my fault. The more Shao Jiuxing listened, the more remorseful he felt in his heart.
"Why do you think I went home with you?" Yu Panning shook off Shao Jiuxing and cried and said, "Some people will mistake their lives at a glance!" Shao Jiuxing, I wish I had never met you
! I wish I hadn't left my house at that time, or I wouldn't have been in the pain I am today. ”
Shao Jiuxing wanted to catch Yu Panning, but she avoided him, he saw Yu Panning squatting down and his thin body, and hugged the confused Lele behind him tightly, as if he was hugging the only pillar in his life.
"Please, let me go, it's impossible for us anymore, no matter what you try, I can't convince myself to believe you." Yu Panning choked up and said, then she wiped her tears, stood up and pulled Lele, and said in a trembling voice, "Let's go, Lele, the plane is about to start." ”
However, just as Yu Panning turned around and was about to leave, he was suddenly grabbed by Shao Jiuxing behind him.
"I'm not going to let you go." Shao Jiuxing's firm voice sounded behind Yu Panning.
Yu Panning closed her eyes, her heart was surging, but she didn't show it on her face, although she didn't know what Shao Jiuxing was going to do, but Shao Jiuxing's words just now undoubtedly shook the firmness in Yu Panning's heart.
"I know I've done a lot of wrong things, maybe you won't forgive me anymore, but I don't want to just let you go, let you be lonely with Lele, it's okay if you don't accept me, think I'm a heinous bastard, I just beg you, give me a chance. Even if you don't get together, let me take care of you, accompany you out of the shadow in your heart, I can do everything for you, as long as you are happy. ”