Chapter 497 Have you opened your heart?
Lan Qing had been sitting there silently watching and listening to the conversation between the two of them, and for a moment, she wanted to ask them if she knew that she still existed, otherwise when she saw that there was no one else in the eyes of the two of them except each other, she would be very uncomfortable in her heart.
During the introduction, Lan Xin kept saying that the two of them were friends, but now seeing Qiao Mu's careful treatment of Lan Xin, is this a friend? Even a blind person can understand it, but I'm afraid that Qiao Mu likes Lan Xin very much, so he's chasing her, right?
Seriously, Lan Qing really didn't believe that Lan Xin couldn't see it, she should be pretending to be stupid, she thought so in her heart, but could it be that she was going to give up because of this? He was unwilling in his heart, obviously he hadn't done anything yet, so he gave up so simply, I was afraid that she would regret it for the rest of her life.
A good dinner, just eat well under this weird atmosphere, there will be no one else who eats the most except Lan Xin, of course, compared to Lan Xin, Lan Qing almost didn't eat much, although Qiao Mu's attention has always been on Lan Xin, but at this time he will still go to say a word or two to Lan Qing.
"Okay, I have other things, so I'll go first." When they walked out of the door of the restaurant, Lan Qing was upset in her heart, so she didn't want to continue walking with the two of them, so she watched Qiao Mu just find such an excuse to leave.
"Okay, stay safe." Hearing Lan Qing say this, Qiao Mu didn't have any opinions in his heart, after all, he was just a friend, although it didn't matter if he said that eating a meal, Qiao Mu could still see that she was uncomfortable.
"See you at the company, good night." Lan Qing looked at Qiao Mu, and after saying such a sentence, he turned around and left, very chic, without any nostalgia, as if he had given up all too many things at this time, although she was just doing it for them.
Watching Lan Qing leave, Qiao Mu himself at this time just glanced at it, and then he shifted his gaze to Lan Xin on the side, it was obvious that this woman had eaten too much, and now she just wanted to go and digest it.
"Shall we take a walk?" Qiao Mu was actually worried himself, afraid that if Lan Xin's Wei couldn't bear it at this time, then he would still be distressed, so he had to hurry up and let Lan Xin digest it quickly, so that he could rest assured.
"Let's go." Lan Xin didn't have any opinion on this, she hadn't walked around the beach at night, and when the wind blew on the beach at this time, she felt very comfortable, and she didn't feel any cold chill at all.
The two of them walked side by side on the beach, neither of them wanted to speak, as if this kind of silence was hard-won, they both wanted to keep it, and as if they knew that they were also afraid of this, after some words were spoken, maybe there would be some changes between them, good changes were good, but they were afraid of earth-shaking changes.
Lan Qing took off her shoes, she let her feet walk in the seawater, and Qiao Mu was walking outside the sea at this time. Lan Xin felt the cool sea breeze, and there were some indescribable feelings in her heart, as if she could sober up.
"Jomu." They didn't know how long they had been walking, and they didn't know how far they had walked, but they felt that they were getting farther and farther away from the people behind them, Lan Xin looked at Qiao Mu who was walking beside him and had been silent, he didn't know why there was something else in his heart, but she didn't know what it was.
Hearing Lan Xin call himself, Qiao Mu just turned his head to look at Lan Xin lightly, he put his hands in his pockets, at this time, Qiao Mu gave Lan Xin the feeling of being a teenager with a heart, obviously in Lan Xin's impression, Qiao Mu should not be like this, she really shouldn't be like this.
"Why didn't you find a girlfriend in four years of college?" Lan Xin looked at Qiao Mu, she tried hard not to let herself think of some messy things in her head, and then asked directly, of course, she also wanted to prove something.
"Why did you think to ask this question?" Hearing Lan Xin ask this, Qiao Mu himself was stunned, there have been too many people asking this question, and he chose to laugh and not answer, but this time, I don't know why, Qiao Mu actually had a bad premonition in his heart, and even he didn't know what was going on.
"It's just a little curious." Lan Xin lowered her head, not letting Qiao Mu see clearly what her inner thoughts were, no matter what the reason was, she had to ask, since she had already spoken about this topic tonight, then she would never think about anything else, she would say it all at once.
In the four years of college, she knows what kind of person Qiao Mu is, so in fact, she also knows what kind of person Qiao Mu is, but what he doesn't understand is that if this is the case, why doesn't Qiao Mu have a good eye? If it makes sense to dislike one, then if you don't like all of them, it's your own reason.
"Four years of college, why don't you find a boyfriend?" Seeing Lan Xin bow his head, the same question, Qiao Mu threw the question directly to Lan Xin. In fact, no matter who they asked, this question was a very cruel topic, just because what was hidden in their hearts was about to be impossible to hide, and maybe they had no way to hide it.
Lan Xin was a little surprised, originally this question was asked to Qiao Mu, but she didn't expect that he would ask the question back at this time, she smiled bitterly, now she is no longer a child, let alone the age of dreaming, so in the face of some problems, maybe she should think about it.
"Since I was a child, the people I have contacted the most besides my family are you and Qiao Ning." I don't know how long I thought about it, but Lan Xin finally mustered up the courage to say such a sentence. In the past few days, the two of them have been avoiding Qiao Ning, and even more avoiding this topic, but it is useless to escape.
"So there's a preconceived idea, isn't it?" Qiao Mu looked at Lan Xin, this question he had always wanted to ask Lan Xin, if there was no preconceived idea, then why didn't he have any chance, why didn't she see herself at all?
All along, Qiao Mu felt that it was because Lan Xin knew Qiao Ning earlier than he knew himself, so he didn't blame anyone, just the time, but how did he forget, if Lan Xin really liked him, no matter how soon or late he knew, he would like it one day.
Lan Xin shook her head, she didn't know how to answer the question. There has never been a preconceived idea in her heart, and what kind of feelings she has for Qiao Ning, to be honest, she herself can't tell it until now.
Maybe it's because of a promise when she was young, she clearly remembers that Qiao Ning promised her that when she grows up, she will marry her, and since then, she has been looking forward to growing up every day in her heart, hoping that one day she can become Qiao Ning's bride, maybe it was from that time.
"In the four years of college, I have met a lot of girls, and they are all very good, but no matter how good they are, they are not as good as another girl in my heart." For the question that Lan Xin asked himself just now, Qiao Mu has not answered, if someone else asked him this question, maybe he wouldn't say it, but now Lan Xin is different, he will definitely say what he can say.
"She is more real than anyone else, she cries when she is unhappy, laughs when she is happy, and she will always be such a simple girl." Qiao Mu looked ahead, there was an indescribable determination in his eyes, he knew that this was just the girl in his eyes, no matter what time it was, she was like this.
"But when I got to college, I found that she was gradually becoming unhappy, and I think I knew why, but I couldn't do anything about it, because I knew that I was not the source of that girl's happiness." Unconsciously, Qiao Mu's tone turned out to be lost, he didn't want to say it so sadly, after all, he didn't care.
Do you really not care? He is not a saint, how can he not care, but compared to the loss of the blue heart, he prefers to stay by her side quietly and accompany her, without any other thoughts, which is enough to make him happy and make him happy. It's tiring though.
"Originally, I thought that I could protect her by guarding her quietly, but in the end, I found that she was still hurt in the end, and at that time I realized that if I didn't do anything, it would be the biggest harm to her." Qiao Mu looked at Lan Xin's silent appearance, she knew that Lan Xin at this time actually knew what she was going to say.
"I know that maybe I'm just wishful thinking now, or maybe once I say something, too many things will change, maybe I'll lose it, but I'll still let it go, at least I can't let myself regret it."
Tonight, even if this topic is not Lan Xin himself said first, then Qiao Mu himself has to say it, this kind of buffer for Lan Xin today is actually enough, if you wait for a long time, I am afraid that this girl's feelings for that person are recovering, and then there will really be nothing to do with herself.
"Even if you're going to lose, you're going to say it?" Because of Qiao Mu's words, Lan Xin looked at Qiao Mu very movingly and asked such a sentence. It was obvious that she knew what Qiao Mu wanted to say, but she was a little scared in her heart, why was she afraid? It's not a flood beast.
"Will I lose?" Because of Lan Xin's words, Qiao Mu looked at Lan Xin and asked back. Even if he was mentally prepared, but when it really came, he still couldn't suppress the worry in his heart, but gradually he himself became calmer, and after adjusting his emotions, he returned to the same person he used to be.
Lan Xin looked at Qiao Mu, it was already this time, she still wanted to tell how true his words were and how false they were, but it was a pity, because the light was too dim, so she couldn't see clearly at all, but she could see clearly that his eyes were so bright, like a star.
Both of them have too many things in their hearts, and both of them belong to that type of insecure, so today, even if the two of them want to open their hearts to the moment, they have to determine what kind of situation the other party is, whether they can accept it, whether they will be angry, and they are so careful.
The eyes of the two of them collided together, there was no accident, Lan Xin still dodged, I don't know why, when facing Qiao Mu, I would never be able to look directly into his gaze, as if he could see everything about himself clearly, and he could magnify her pain even more, all of which was not what she wanted.