Chapter 313: Living for Atonement

"Why are you so stupid? Knock yourself like this? Does it hurt? Gu Wanwan wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with a handkerchief, and said distressedly.

"It doesn't hurt, as long as the prince can forgive me, even if I can kowtow a thousand more times, ten thousand rings, I am willing." The corners of the shameless eyes were not dry, and tears overflowed from the eyes, but they were happy tears.

"It doesn't matter if he forgives you or not!" She hadn't done anything to be sorry for Yan Wushuang at all, so why apologize to him?

"No, miss. When he wanted to have fewer slaves and maids, he took advantage of them and set fire to the palace...... If it weren't for what I did at the time, how could the prince be like this? Thinking of this, Wuyan suddenly felt sad.

"I think that the king of Youwang at that time was an excellent man with a good demeanor, but he was ruined like this by me, I really deserve to die!"

"Actually, you don't have to be like this, he ...... "Gu Xianxian did harm the Youwang, but now it is Yan Wushuang, and it has nothing to do with the Youwang." Seeing Gu Xianqian's self-blaming and sad appearance, Gu Wanwan really wanted to tell her the truth, but she still couldn't say it.

Yan Wushuang is already very dissatisfied with Gu Xianxian now, if he lets Gu Xianxian know his secret again, I am afraid that he will really move his character.

"I have experienced that kind of pain firsthand, and when I was in the midst of the fire, I kept thinking that this must be retribution, a punishment given to me by God. I've hurt the Ghost King like that, so I deserve the same pain. "Shameless shed tears and repented at the same time.

At this time, Ling'er happened to walk to the door, and when she saw this scene, she couldn't help but be startled: "Princess, this ...... What's going on? ”

Before Gu Wanwan could answer anything, Ling'er had already walked into the house, pointed at Wuyan and said, "Do you really dare to come to see the prince?" Didn't I stop you already? Why do you ...... as soon as I turn around? What do you think? Was you scolded by the prince? I knew it was going to be like this! ”

For her good, he stopped her and didn't let her come over to collide with the prince, who knew that she didn't know the hearts of good people and refused to accept her love. On the surface, she was perfunctory, saying that she would not come again, but whoever wanted her to turn around, she did it. Seeing her crying like this, she must have been scolded by the prince.

It's self-inflicted! Ling'er looked at her with gloating eyes.

"Ling'er, go get the medicine!" Gu Wanwan frowned and said.

Ling'er put away the taunt on her face and turned around and walked out.

"This Ling'er just talks a lot." She really regretted that she hadn't told Ling'er about Gu Xianxian earlier, if she understood, she wouldn't have said these words.

"It's okay, Ling'er is actually a very kind girl." Wuyan wiped away the tears on his face, and when he looked up at Gu Wanwan, a smile appeared in his eyes, "The prince is willing to keep me in the mansion, I am really happy, I will definitely do my best to obtain the prince's forgiveness." ”

"Second sister...... Shameless, I know you want to atone for your past wrongs, but you should also live for yourself. As long as you don't do evil things again, I believe he will forgive you, and you don't need to do anything deliberately. ”

Seeing her like this, Gu Wanwan felt that she had completely lived in repentance of her past mistakes and guilt for Youwang. But the Ghost King is dead, she is still alive, and she should learn to let go.

"How can this work? I've done so many wrong things, if I don't make amends, what shame will I have to live in the world again? Wuyan shook her head, if she didn't atone for her sins, she wouldn't be able to live in peace at all.

"But you also have to take care of your body." Her body hadn't fully recovered, and she was really afraid that she wouldn't be able to toss.

"My body doesn't matter, I'm already a person who died once, these days it's all picked up, I'm going to do what I have to do." Shameless looked at the starlight outside the window, his eyes shining brightly.

"Did she really say that?"

After sending Wuyan back to the room, Gu Wanwan told Ling'er the story of Wuyan's transformation from Gu Xianxian, and Ling'er was dumbfounded when she heard it. She really couldn't believe that the vicious second lady who was arrogant and domineering and instigated the eldest lady to bully the princess all day long would have such a big change, and she would have to change her mind and become a new person one day.

After Gu Wanwan nodded, Ling'er asked again, "Then is she really wrong?" Or is it pretended? ”

"What do you think?" Gu Wanwan didn't answer the rhetorical question. She told Ling'er so much, couldn't Ling'er tell the truth from the fake? Is there a problem with her formulation?

"The slave maid thinks it should be true, after all, such a big thing has happened, if she still refuses to change it, then it is really hopeless!" Ling'er replied after thinking about it.

"That's what I thought too." It seems that there is no problem with her expression, and there is no problem with her thoughts, Ling'er thinks the same as her.

"But how could the prince allow the second lady to continue to stay in the mansion?" Although the words that the prince said before leaving, it seemed that she agreed with the second lady to stay in the palace, but in her opinion, it was still impossible.

"Since he said that, he shouldn't go back." Although Yan Wushuang has a very annoying mouth, he is generally still a very honest person and rarely breaks his promise.

"But how did the prince forgive the second young lady?" She thinks that the prince will not forgive her for setting fire to the palace and seriously injuring him just based on the words of the second miss, right?

"Actually, this prince is not as bitter and hateful as you think." If it was really Feng Jiu, he would naturally not forgive Gu Xianxian so easily, but this was Yan Wushuang, what reason did he have to suffer and be bitter?

"Why is that?" Ling'er couldn't understand, could it be that King Youwang could really ignore his past suspicions? But that's too much to see, isn't it? In other words, she would not let go of the culprit.

"I mean that the prince may think that Gu Xianxian was instructed by Yun Zixiu, so don't worry about it!" If this question continues to be entangled, she is really unable to tell. Gu Wanwan hurriedly terminated and changed the topic.

"Forget it, don't talk about that. The purpose of me telling you this is mainly to let you understand that Wuyan is the Gu Xianxian of the past. Although she looks like a nobody now, she is still very fragile and needs to be cared for. ”

She deliberately pretended to be very strong, it didn't matter, she just wanted to distinguish herself from Gu Xianxian in the past. But she deliberately wants to change herself and get rid of the past, which just shows that her soul is fragile and needs to be cared for and protected.

"The slave and maid know, and the slave and maid will go and apologize to the second lady later." Thinking of her inappropriate words before, Ling'er also regretted it in her heart.

"No, I'm not asking you to apologize to her, and she doesn't need you to do that. I just want to tell you that in the future, when you treat her with a normal heart, you have to stand in the perspective of protecting her, understand? Gu Wanwan tried her best to express her meaning clearly.

But Ling'er was a little dazed when she heard it: "I'm sorry, princess, the slave didn't understand!" ”

"Forget it, this matter can't be rushed, I'll teach you slowly in the future, you go back first!" She used modern words to Ling'er, and Ling'er naturally didn't understand.

In fact, not only Ling'er felt at a loss, but she was also at a loss, she felt that it was not good for Gu Xianxian to blindly blame herself like this, but she didn't know what to do to make her cheer up again and have confidence in life.

Ling'er didn't sleep well all night, so she got up early and waited at the door of Wuyan. Since listening to the princess's story, she felt that the second miss was very pitiful now, and her previous attitude towards the second miss was really excessive, so she specially went to the shameless door, waited for her to get up, and apologized to her.

But after waiting for a while, the second lady didn't come out, and through the window, she heard a cough from inside the house, and couldn't help but worry.

"Second Miss, how are you? Isn't there something uncomfortable? Do you want a slave to give you a doctor? ”

"Who's at the door?" Hearing a voice from outside the door, Wuyan was a little surprised, "Come in and talk, the door is not locked." ”

Hearing this, Ling'er pushed the door in, but the next moment she screamed and fell at the door.

Gu Wanwan woke up from the screams, and quickly went downstairs to look, only to see Ling'er leaning against the tree, her shoulders trembling, and she seemed to be very frightened.

"Ling'er, what's wrong?" Gu Wanwan hurriedly went over to ask.

"Good...... It's terrifying......" Ling'er's hand pointed to Wuyan's room, and just as Wuyan walked out of the room, Ling'er trembled and shrank behind Gu Wanwan.

"It's all my fault, let Ling'er enter the door, but forgot to wear a veil, which scared her." Wuyan walked over and said guiltily.

Gu Wanwan looked back at Ling'er, and wanted to say a few words of disgust, but when she saw Ling'er's ashamed gaze, she endured it.

"Ling'er, she loves to make a fuss, you don't care about her. It's cold, I'll send you back to your room, don't get cold. Gu Wanwan stepped forward to help Wuyan back to the room, but when she heard her cough, she frowned and asked, "What's wrong?" What's uncomfortable? ”

"It's okay, it's just that my throat is uncomfortable, just take a break." Wuyan shook his head and said.

"No, princess, the second lady has been coughing for a while, and she is cold." Ling'er stood at the door and didn't enter the house, but her eyes looked at the house anxiously, "Let's let the slave go and invite the doctor to come!" ”

"Ling'er, don't go, it's just a trivial matter, don't ......" Wuyan waved his hand and said, coughing again in the middle of the conversation.

"Or a trifle? Illness starts from shallow Chinese medicine, Ling'er goes quickly. Gu Wanwan gently patted her back and looked at her with frowns.

Ling'er quickly invited a doctor, it was indeed typhoid fever, Gu Wanwan asked Wuyan to stay in the house, lie down, and not go anywhere.

Ling'er was busy decocting the medicine for Wuyan, and after the frying was done, she personally sent it over. Gu Wanwan knew that she was afraid, so she wanted to take the medicine bowl, but she heard her say, "Princess, let the slave come!" ”

Ling'er went straight around Gu Wanwan, walked in front of Wuyan, and said with a smile: "Second Miss, the slave maid has brought you medicine." ”

"Ling'er, you...... Aren't you afraid of me? "Looking at Ling'er's appearance now, it's very different from before.

"Don't be afraid! Second Miss, the slave apologizes for the previous incident, please forgive the slave. She really didn't mean to yell and laugh at Miss Er, she really suddenly saw that her face after being burned by the fire was unbearable and couldn't control herself, but she really regretted it in her heart now, and she wanted to make up for her previous excesses.