Chapter 330: Love until ten thousand arrows pierce the heart, and then die
I thought that if I laughed harder and smiled more truthfully, the answer would be a little different.
But this is all my self-deception!
The Flame King was silent, clenched his fists, and did not refute the God King's accusations.
My heart, inch by inch, gradually cooled. It's really that kind of ...... It's like being poured a basin of cold water on your head, from the hair strands, cold to the tips of your toes! It's so cold that it's not cold, but I'm shaking all the time, my teeth are trembling, and I can't stop.
I don't know if it's an illusion, but I felt the God King tighten his arms and hug me tighter.
In the water curtain, I saw my smiling and ugly face next to him, his eyes were slightly condensed, and the contempt on his face disappeared, as if a faint distress emerged. "Qiao Ying, do you still want to deceive yourself? If you think about it, where was he when you were at your worst? Where was he when you were most lonely, helpless, and confused and didn't know how to go on? Where is he when you are holding Yang'er, you don't even dare to cry, and you don't know how to save the child? ”
"He's in the dungeon! It's not that I'm locked up, but in order to resurrect Xiaoxiao, I can't move! For the sake of laughter, can he control you? For the sake of Yang'er, it is you who are fighting to the death. For the sake of Yang'er, it is you who are running around. In order to survive, you knelt down towards me, and kowtowed, it was you! In his heart, you are not as good as one ten-thousandth of Xiaoxiao, so why should you be a substitute and continue to stay by his side? Wouldn't it be better to stay by my side? ”
As he spoke, with a wave of his big hand, on the water curtain, there were patches of vast rivers and mountains, with mountains and rivers, and beautiful places abounded. "I use the country as an employee, a sincere matchmaker, in this life and this life, I only treat you as before, and I will not treat you as a substitute for anyone, is it that I can't compare to him?"
I looked at the Flame King, and put aside everything the God King had said, and I didn't hear a word at all. looked straight at him, "I, Qiao Ying, am not a person who can't afford to be hurt, I just want to hear you tell me in person, is what he said true?" ”
He raised his head slowly, and his red blood pupils contained a lot of deep meanings that I couldn't see through, as if I had seen him for the first time!
From the beginning, I was attracted by his eyes, and I couldn't help but want to understand the story behind him and understand him as a person! But now...... But I was disgusted with his eyes, and it was because of this look that I was amorous at the beginning, thinking that all he loved and hated was me!
My uncomfortable eyes turned red, and I said madly, "Don't look at me, say! You approached me in the first place just to repair Jing Ji's remnant soul, is it true? ”
The more he looks, the more I tremble. The more he trembled, the more sad he thought he would be silent again, he suddenly opened his lips and nodded slowly. "Hmmm......"
I was stunned, and my heart was even more uncomfortable!
I was uncomfortable when he didn't speak, and I was even more uncomfortable when he spoke. I forcibly restrained myself and tried to calm down, but my voice still leaked my panic. "So you said at the beginning that you lost your memory and didn't know why you hated me so much, and it was also false?"
He shook his head, "No, it's true. ”
I instantly understood, dare to ...... Even if he forgets everything, he will never forget his mission, which is to find me, and then engrave this dragon pattern to let Jing Ji repair her soul! How much love is this......
I wanted to laugh, but before the smile came out, my eyes blurred. With hazy tears in my eyes, I looked at him, "Did you cause the collapse of the ghost tower?" ”
He looked at me, slowly, slowly, and nodded.
My heart, as if at that moment, suddenly opened a big gap, and it was gurgling with blood. Regardless of whether there were tears on his face or not, I tried to raise the corners of my mouth, "Then did you know that my death would be fulfilled with the collapse of this ghost tower?" ”
He nodded.
"Then after you came in and left with Braid, is it really what he said, for Jing Ji?"
He nodded.
My eyes were scarlet and tears welled up in my eyes. "Then what you said at the beginning was all fart, right? What do I deserve the best...... What wait for this matter to be over, you will carry a sedan chair eight times, and marry me back with ten miles of red makeup...... No matter how difficult the future is, even if you die, you will be by my side and protect the people I protect...... What you are my sky, as long as you don't die, my sky won't fall, all of this is a lie, right? ”
He shook his head and looked at me fixedly, "No! The deity is a promise, and the daughter is not changed. ”
"Then you let this ghost eye appear, let the death calamity come true, didn't you think about me? Didn't you care about that prophecy? Liu Wenxuan's death has no effect on you, I can understand it! Gege lost his mind and went crazy, he was demonized, now people are not ghosts or ghosts, you don't care, I can understand! After all, they're just my friends, you can't feel it! But...... Shan'er almost died because of this, Gensheng sacrificed himself to save Shan'er, don't you care about these? ”
After I finished speaking, my heart hurt so much that I couldn't breathe. In the past, he was able to speak well, but now he seems extremely clumsy. I looked at him, the tip of my nose sour. "You can not care about me, you can make me a furnace, but Shan'er is your child after all, haven't you ever considered him? Still is...... Even he is a vessel you used to resurrect Jing Ji? ”
He was silent, and his silence made my heart hurt even more!
And at this time, the God King still refuses to let us go!
They won't let me go!
It seems that I can't wait to drop my heart directly from the sky at once, and die simply! He no longer wasted time, but manipulated the body and the clone, pulling us down, sinking, very close to the yin and yang eyes. The flames below burned the hem of my skirt to reveal a pair. Leg.
I was crying embarrassed, but Jing Ji over there kept her eyes closed, unfazed.
Just like her whole person, she will always be pure and beautiful, she will always be held in the palm of her hand, and she will always be loved without worrying about anything. Even if she is abandoned all day, no one will abandon her. And I'm different...... From the beginning, it was as the outcast.
The God King looked at the Flame King and lost his patience. "I only count three, three counts one, if you don't choose, then neither of them will have to live!"
"One!"
"Two!"
"Three!"
He counted very quickly and didn't give anyone time to think. I was so confused that when he finished counting three, my first reaction was to close my eyes cowardly! It was he who grabbed me and made me open my eyes to see how the Flame King jumped up and rushed towards Jing Ji!
He rushed so without hesitation, and rushed so without thinking!
My heart is finally ......
It was shattered to the ground. The God-King let go of his hand, and I fell swiftly, as if I had been on the wall one night, and my heart was like ashes. At this moment, I finally understood what Granny Golden Silkworm said at the beginning, people are in the world, when they are in the midst of thorns, if their hearts do not move, their bodies will not move. If you don't move, you won't hurt ......
I understand that sentence, what's so good about seven emotions and six desires, one day what hurts me the most is the love that I can't give up now!
I'm so enchanted!
Love hurts all the people around me......
Tianqing Daochang, Faceless Ghost, Qingsha, Gege, Liu Wenxuan, and my mother...... And that root, which has nothing to do with it......
It's all my fault! I was so painful that I couldn't breathe, I couldn't cry anymore, and my heart felt like an atomic bomb had exploded, and it was full of suffocating pain!
This fire is really hot!
It's really uncomfortable......
What is uncomfortable is not how hot this fire is, and not how painful it hurts me, but how uncomfortable it is......
I was struggling in this fire, and over there, he was still fighting with the God King in order to save Jing Ji, and he didn't even look back. The God-King appeared beside me and picked me up from the sea of fire with a deep gaze and compassion. "I've won the bet."
My tears, dripping down without warning, were instantly evaporated by the heat. Slowly turned her head and looked at the pigtailed corpse over there, and finally understood why she showed a trace of pity in the end, it turned out to be ...... She knew early on that what was buried underneath this, and even more so she expected my ending, and it wouldn't be much better than her!
In a trance, I remembered what she had said. She said that she was talking to the Flame King, "If she hurts her fur, you will treat it as a treasure." I've broken my bones, and you'll always turn a blind eye? ”
This sentence sounded so touching at the time! But at this moment, looking at Jing Ji who was held in his arms, for me, it was not a kind of irony!
I looked in the direction of the pigtails, and I wanted to say something to her......
"It's not me who treats him as a treasure when he gets a little injured, it's Xiaoxiao, it's his Jing Ji! You've at least made him hate, and me? I've been nothing more than a substitute from start to finish! He didn't even give me hatred! ”
In the sea of fire, at this moment, I suddenly remembered a song, who sang it in a whisper in my ear:
But the more I hugged it, the tighter it became.
But the more I love, the more greedy I become.
I just want to love until ten thousand arrows pierce my heart, and then I die......