I was restless all afternoon, after checking the nearby pharmacy, I wanted to rush downstairs several times, but when I got to the elevator I retreated, night sweats flowed, anxiety made me very helpless, until the time to get off work arrived, I ran downstairs quickly, and what I didn't expect was that when I walked to the car, Zhao Yang was standing there.

He's he, he's here, is this here to squat?

"Yo, our so dedicated Miss Liang actually ran out when she got stuck...... Zhao Yang looked at his watch and said, "Don't you know that some people are waiting, and you can't be impatient?" ”

In normal times, I would have taken a bite back, but today, I'm not in the mood.

"Why are you here?" In order to prevent some people from seeing my panic, I took the initiative to change the subject.

"What else can I do, I'll wait for you." Zhao Yang smiled and said, "Master, I have been walking the rivers and lakes for so many years, and it is the first time that I have waited for a woman for so long. ”

Zhao Yang's words gave me a little comfort to some extent, and I pulled the corners of my mouth and said, "Get in the car." ”

I think I'm still very talented in disguise, at least Zhao Yang didn't notice my abnormality, but I had to wait for him to buy test strips.

On the way, Zhao Yang asked me about Xiaojie's situation, and I answered 1510, and it can be seen that his brother still has two brushes, at least Xiaojie's mental state has been much better recently.

I'm much more unlucky than her.

I thought about the few times I lay down with Zhao Yang, and I couldn't figure it out. Obviously took precautions, how could it be...... No, no, no, maybe it's just postponed.

"I said Liang Xiaobai, what are you thinking?" Zhao Yang raised his voice, and only then did he pull back my thoughts.

I looked at him and said, "Did you say anything?" ”

Zhao Yang glanced at me and said, "Didn't you pay attention?" There is a tall and mighty man standing in front of you now, why are you so embarrassed to get distracted? ”

I pulled the corners of my mouth in embarrassment, and heard him say again, "Isn't there another week for your tail teeth to move?" I heard that Miss Yuan also participated, and my second brother is going to help her fight a turnaround battle, do you think my second brother can help her by doing this? ”

"What the hell did your second brother come up with again?"

"It's not ......" Zhao Yang smiled and said, "But I have to trouble you with one thing, Miss Yuan is going to participate in the show, you have to tell me 1510." ”

I thought that this matter would not be harmful to Xiao Jie, so I nodded. With that, the car stopped in the neighborhood, and I glanced at the pharmacy outside the fence and quietly got on the elevator.

Compared with my uneasiness, Zhao Yang looked excited, and when I entered the door, I found that there were red candles on the table!

That's right, it's all candlelit dinner.

Wait, this is my house, how did Zhao Yang get in?

I looked at Zhao Yang suspiciously, saw him take out a key from his pocket, and said, "Okay, I admit it, I secretly copied one." ”

I was a little helpless, but I didn't want to disturb his interest, and said, "There is red wine and red candles, but no steak is not good......"

Zhao Yang looked at his watch and said, "It's almost delivered......

Sure enough, before he could finish his sentence, the doorbell rang.

I didn't expect this man to be so carefully arranged, and the red wine steak was served, but I didn't have the slightest appetite.

Zhao Yang finally sensed that something was wrong with me, approached, took my hand, and asked, "Liang Xiaobai, what's wrong with you?" ”

I looked at Zhao Yang and hesitated to tell him.

"What's wrong?" Zhao Yang saw that I didn't speak, so he asked again.

I looked at his anxious appearance, and suddenly made a decision, I wanted to know this man's attitude, I wanted to know how true his sweet words were.

"I ...... The period was postponed by a week. ”

After listening to my words, Zhao Yang was stunned for a second, then looked at me embarrassedly and said, "Are you mistaken?" ”

"No, I remember it very well."

Zhao Yang didn't speak, he avoided my eyes, and after a few seconds, he spoke again, saying, "Did you use a test strip?" ”

"Haven't bought it yet."

"Then you wait, I'll go down and buy it." When Zhao Yang said this, he turned around, took a step, turned to look at me, took my hand, and said, "I'll be back in a while." ”

Obviously, Zhao Yang was even more nervous than me.

But this tension is a little different from what I imagined.

A person's face shows a variety of expressions every day, and each expression contains a different meaning, some people are happy and angry, while others, emotions are written on the face.

Even if I don't want to admit it, I still notice that what is written on Zhao Yang's face is not happy.

This kind of scene is all too familiar to me.

Fifteen minutes later, Zhao Yang came back with the test strip he bought, and to my surprise, there were actually four or five kinds, Zhao Yang probably noticed my expression, smiled, and said, "I'm afraid that one of them will not be accurate." ”

I didn't speak, took the test strip and went to the bathroom. It took me a while to breathe a sigh of relief when the test strip showed that I wasn't pregnant.

Outside the bathroom, Zhao Yang's voice sounded again: "Liang Xiaobai, is there a result?" ”

I took a breath and couldn't laugh or cry. I should be glad that at least I didn't let myself get to the point where I had no way back.

Squeezing out a smile, I walked out of the bathroom and pretended to be relaxed and said, "No." ”

Zhao Yang obviously took a breath as well, he took the test strip in my hand, looked at it several times, and exhaled a long breath.

I can see all this clearly.

"Mr. Zhao, if I really win the lottery, what are you going to do?" I was a little unwilling, but I still asked.

Zhao Yang looked at me and said, "Isn't this a lottery win?" It's all my fault, I'll have to pay attention to it later. ”

"Oh."

After this incident, the atmosphere of the candlelight dinner was ruined, and I smiled and said, "I'm so tired today and want to rest." ”

Zhao Yang didn't deliberately stay, and said a few words of concern before leaving.

I walked to the window, and within two minutes, I saw his figure coming out of the hallway, and then I saw a relaxed expression.

It turns out that he also has times when he is worried.

Doesn't it mean that if a man likes a woman, he will want to marry her and have children? If that's the case, then why is the man downstairs so nervous?

I didn't sleep well this night, there were always cold props in my dreams, and I woke up with night sweats, I was a little uneasy, I called the company to ask for leave, and went to the hospital alone.

One of the reasons why Yuan Xiaojie and I were able to get so close was that I was bored with the hospital.

After the blood was drawn, the doctor suggested that I do a B ultrasound, although I was extremely disgusted, but I still did as required, the test results came out, the doctor looked at me with a list, and said: "The ovaries are recovering well, if there are signs of repregnancy, remember to come to check as soon as possible." ”

I walked out of the hospital with my head down, not wanting to go back to work, let alone home.

I walked around, and finally, I turned to the main entrance of the university campus.

I got out of the car and entered the school gate, and the past flooded in.

In fact, a colleague of mine was quite right, and I did have a little less self-love at that time. My liking for that person has no principles and bottom line, for him, I take a place in self-study in the morning and evening, help go to the cafeteria to eat, send umbrellas when it rains, send shoes when it snows, even my mother says that he is not, I can turn my face directly.

What is self-esteem? This thing can't match a smiling face on his face.

Therefore, as long as he wants, I am willing to give it, thus forgetting the most basic bottom line and back road of girls. It turns out that the woman who sticks upside down does not have a good result, no, he said that he would go abroad and he didn't bother to say a word to me.

Even then, I had his children.

Actually, I'm quite grateful to him, if it weren't for him, I wouldn't have known that the male species is actually very realistic, and I wouldn't have understood that if a girl is really a tendon, it won't be able to get a good result.

So sometimes when you think about it, isn't that the same thing between men and women? The flesh is the main thing, and what love is not love, it's all fucking a lie.

So I reject men, so I refuse to give sincerely.

So in the relationship, I'd rather be the one who betrayed. Even if you really like it, you will never give others another chance to hurt again.

Even if this man is called Zhao Yang.

I stayed at school until the afternoon, and when I noticed that I was hungry, I went to the second cafeteria to eat a bowl of wontons, and I was full of food and drink, and I also had the power to negotiate.

I took the initiative to call Zhao Yang and asked him to meet him at a café near Galaxy Park, he came over with a smile, looked at me, and said, "Liang Xiaobai, you are not well-behaved, sneak out during work hours, be careful of being deducted from your salary." ”

I smiled, put on a serious face, and said, "Mr. Zhao, I have something I want to ask you." ”

Zhao Yang took a sip of coffee and said, "Why are you so serious all of a sudden?" ”

"Because it's a lifelong event for me."

Zhao Yanghu glanced at me suspiciously and said, "Could it be that the test strip is not accurate?" ”

I shook my head and said, "No."

"That?"

"Will you marry me?" I didn't even think about it, and asked directly.

Zhao Yang was obviously stumped by my question, he was sitting on the front of his face, his eyes moved, he looked at me, and said, "Why did you suddenly ask this question?" ”

"You're dodging my question." I was slightly displeased.

"It's not Liang Xiaobai, you asked this question too suddenly......"

I tugged at the corners of my mouth, picked up my bag, and said, "You're giving me the answer." ”

When Zhao Yang saw that I was leaving, he immediately panicked, and he made an apologetic gesture to me, saying, "Liang Xiaobai, have you been thinking like this woman all the time?" Can you tell me what prompted you to get married? ”

"Love that is not for the purpose of marriage is a deception." I glared at Zhao Yang and said, "Those who keep talking about love and affection are just nonsense words to achieve their goals." Zhao Yang, if you just want to talk nonsense to me, it's better to break it off early. ”

PS: That's all for tonight.