"Yunduo, close your eyes and rest for a while, will you leave it to me?"

Yun Duoduo closed his eyes and felt that he was being held by Feng Zikai all the way, this feeling was very reassuring, until he was placed on the soft bed, and he suddenly opened his eyes like a dream.

"This is where I live, it's my home."

Feng Zikai said, leaned on the head of the bed and hugged Yun Duoduo and smiled: "My dear, this is the first time you have come to me, just say whatever you want to say." ”

"Zikai ......"

Yun Duoduo stared down at her fingers, and the elegant lavender smell around her seemed to be mixed with other flavors, but she was not in the mood to pay attention.

"There are some things that I have to make clear to you today, and I hope you will have the patience to listen to me."

"I've always been very patient, because the person I'm talking about is you, and I've waited too long for this day."

"Zikai, are you really going to get engaged to me?"

"You don't want to?"

"I ...... I feel that after too many things have happened, I am not worthy of you now. ”

Looking up, Yun Duoduo looked at Feng Zikai boldly and frankly: "I don't need anyone's mercy, let alone anyone to give me anything, you know what happened to me in the past." Zikai, do you think those things will not become a shadow between us in the future? ”

Feng Zikai was silent in thought and did not immediately answer Yun Duoduo's question.

He is a man, a man who is arrogant and conceited, the overlord of one side, if he doesn't care about the woman he loves deeply, the first time he gave it to other men, he loved other men, it was a lie.

But something like this has happened, maybe what he really cares about is not that Yun Duoduo and Jie Ziwei have had intimate contact, but who Yun Duoduo loves in his heart.

As for the rest......

Feng Zikai stretched out his hand and pressed Yun Duoduo's shoulders: "Yunduo, look at my eyes, yes, I admit that it is impossible not to take it to heart at all, then you are not the woman I love." I assure you that these things will not affect the relationship and life between us. From the time you became my fiancée and wife, this matter will forever be an unspeakable past! ”

"Don't talk about it, but it's still in your heart."

Yun Duoduo sighed lightly, looked at Feng Zikai and said: "Zikai, I am grateful for your affection, I hope you can be happy and happy, and I don't want to see you suffer silently in the future." ”

"Cloud, do you remember how many times you've said that?"

Feng Zikai stood in front of Yun Duoduo, lowered his head and stared at Yun Duoduo with dark eyes: "You always say that I can have better, I can have more and better choices, I can do this, I can do that." But do you really know what's best for me? ”

Yun Duoduo shook her head, reluctant to mention some things in the past, even if she already knew that the man in front of her was not an elegant gentleman, let alone a nobleman, but a real underworld!

No matter what kind of person Feng Zikai is, if he is good to her, even if he is a person who has no heart, he can feel it!

Is this her fate?

left a demon wolf king like Jie Ziwei, but he wanted to be with someone like Feng Zikai who was involved in the dark?

In this life, is it destined to be turbulent and unpeaceful?

"You don't know what's best for me."

Feng Zikai held Yun Duoduo's chin with his hand, and the two looked at each other.

Yun Duoduo nodded: "Yes, I apologize to you, I shouldn't have imposed my own ideas on your head, let alone pointed out anything to you with my not very good ideas." In fact, it's you who really know what to do. ”

"Then why don't you ask me what is best for me? What do I want? ”

"I ask now, hopefully it's not too late."

Her heart was a little apprehensive, she was not afraid that Feng Zikai would reject her, so she didn't keep standing in place waiting for her.

Yun Duoduo is worried, everything about her Feng Zikai knows, in front of him, she is like a transparent person, seen through by Feng Zikai, there is no secret. Even the most private and unbearable past is clearly known to him.

If the two of them live together in the future, this incident will forever make it difficult for her to look up in front of Feng Zikai!

Full of bitterness, it turns out that she has always refused to accept Feng Zikai's love, and has avoided it for so long, the knot in her heart is not because she feels that she is not clean and unworthy of Feng Zikai, but because of such thoughts?

"Clouds, look at me, remember what I said to you? Give me a chance, believe me once, and leave everything to me to arrange, just once! ”

"I remember, but I failed your kindness, I was too selfish to think about your feelings. Zikai, you're right, the most unbearable thing is my own heart knot! ”

"Yunduo, if there is anything to say, you say, I listen."

Feng Zikai sat on the edge of the bed and hugged Yunduoduo into his arms: "Say it." ”

"If two people are together, they will suffer from each other, so it is better to separate and go to find a better life separately. Zikai, I often feel that I can't face you and feel ashamed of you. Such a feeling makes me unable to raise my head when facing you. ”

Yun Duoduo whispered her feelings, if two people are together and bring each other only torture and, mutual accusations and defenses, what reason is there to continue to be together?

What she is most worried about is to follow the old path of her classmates and parents, and the two of them hold on to the past because of the past, and every time there is a dispute, they take out these things from the past again and again. Reopen the bloody scars and hurt each other.

"Yunduo, do you think I'm such a shallow person?"

Feng Zikai faced the clouds, looked at her and asked.

"Zikai, in my heart, you have always been a gentleman, a gentleman of the West. But after spending a lot of time with you, I gradually found that I knew so little about you, so little that I knew almost nothing. ”

"What do you want to know about me? Why not ask? ”

Feng Zikai took out a cigarette and lit it, and a wisp of smoke floated from between his slender fingers.

In the smoke, Yun Duoduo suddenly felt that Feng Zikai's handsome face was so unfamiliar!

"You don't want to say, I won't ask."

She said softly, this is her insistence, just like treating Jie Ziwei, since the other party doesn't want to say, why should she ask?

If you want her to know, you don't have to ask, Jie Ziwei will tell her.

If she didn't want her to know, how could she ask anything?

treats Feng Zikai like this, she never wants to force the other party to say something she doesn't want to say. Trust and love for each other depends on each other's honesty, not questioning.

"Yunduo, after so many years, you are still the same, and not much has changed. I know you have a lot of questions in your mind, and you are even blaming me and hating me. ”

"I don't hate you Zikai, I have never hated you, I can only be grateful to you."

"I'm not a good person, much less a gentleman, but from the moment I saw you, I wanted to go on the right path. Clouds, what was before, why can't it pass? I remember an old saying, yesterday is like yesterday's death, and today's is like today's life. Will you be happy if you always live in the past? ”

"I wish I could wake up from a dream and forget all the nightmares I had in the past."

Yun Duoduo said sadly, sat up and faced Feng Zikai: "Zikai, if you refuse my mother's request, I won't have a trace of resentment and hatred towards you." ”

"Yunduo, the person you love in your heart has always been only one meson, right?"

"Zikai, you can't do it."

Yun Duoduo said quietly, got out of bed and stood beside the bed, with his back to Feng Zikai.

Feng Zikai's heart sank, and he wanted to reach out to hug Yun Duoduo, but he finally withdrew his hand. Too many times, he took the initiative to accommodate her, indulge her, spoil and tolerate her, and at this moment he suddenly didn't want to be so gentle and affectionate.

"My dear, it's not the person I mentioned in your heart, because tomorrow is the day of our two engagements, and before that, you can have someone else in your heart. But from tomorrow onwards, you can only have me in your heart, because in the same way, I have only you in my heart. ”

The clouds stared blankly out the window, could she do it?

shouldn't blame Feng Zikai, he, like Jie Ziwei, is a proud man, how can he tolerate his fiancée and pretend to be other men in his heart?

Compared with Feng Zikai, she is even more unbearable, what reason is there to blame him for mentioning Jie Ziwei?

"Are you really going to get engaged to me and marry me?"

Yun Duoduo looked back at Feng Zikai.

"Yes, from the moment we get engaged, empty and delete the past, so that both of us can have a new beginning."

This sentence gave Yun Duoduo a big shock, yes, she just wanted a new beginning. Although it is impossible to completely forget the past, she can bury all the past in the deepest part of her heart until those past decay and fade away!

"Zikai, I hope you think about it carefully and don't regret it. If you bring up the previous story in the future, I will leave immediately. ”

"Very good, I can do it with only you as a woman in my heart, my beloved wife. I can never talk about the past. My dear fiancée, can you do it with only your fiancé in your heart? ”

Yun Qingfeng's light and elegant tone completely shattered Yun Duoduo's heart.

What Feng Zikai can do, can she do?

"Why are you engaged to me since you think I can't do it?"

"Because I love you clouds, so this time you have one last chance, give you, and give me a chance, let's start again, follow me!"

Feng Zikai stretched out his hand to Yun Duoduo, looking at the hesitation in her eyes, he also saw her temptation!

For a while, the clouds didn't move, just looked at Feng Zikai's outstretched hand.

Can she walk over and hold Feng Zikai's hand?

"My dear clouds, I take you away from here and to live the life you want. I'm going to quit the underworld you don't like and run a company that's truly my own. Our villas are surrounded by flowers you like, green grass is everywhere. Yes, I have a dark past, but you will bring light to me! ”

Feng Zikai looked at the clouds: "A new tomorrow and beginning, the darkness of the past, will be far away from me, as long as you stretch out your hand!" ”

This time, he didn't want to take the initiative to go over and hold Yun Duoduo's hand, this time, he stretched out his hand, and waited for her to take the initiative to come over and hold his hand!