Chapter 193: I Don't Love You Anymore
I thought that Shao Yihan was serious about wiping the range hood, and couldn't help but smile, "He is really a bit clean, but the habit should be formed in the army." ”
Shen Hao poked his head in from the door and asked curiously, "Has he ever been a soldier?" ”
"Well, you can't imagine what kind of soldier he is." I'm a little sassy.
"What soldier? It can't be special forces, right? ”
"You guessed it, it's a special forces, and it's a major." I spoke with pride.
"Wow, that's so cool." Shen Haolu had a surprised expression, and then teased: "No wonder you are fascinated by him like this." ”
"How am I?"
"I'm almost thirty years old, and my IQ is not as good as that of a three-year-old child."
Belch! I picked up the pillow and threw it at him. He caught it and teased me, "You see you're still embarrassed." With that, he threw the pillow over, quickly withdrew, and continued to clean.
I hugged the pillow, rested on my chin, looked at my feet and was stunned, thinking about the bits and pieces of the past between me and Shao Yihan, and my heart was sweet and astringent...... It turns out that little by little has long been unforgettable.
Shen Hao cleaned up the house, brought me a bottle of water, and said that he would check me out first, and then bring me food when he came back later, so that I could lie on the bed and rest. I barely slept last night, and I was a little sleepy in the morning. After he left, I leaned against the head of the bed and fell asleep for a while.
After living in Shen Hao's apartment for three days, the swelling of his calves finally subsided. And in the past three days, I haven't stopped calling Shao Yihan, but the phone can't get through, and like before, it has become turned off again, which makes me very discouraged.
This morning, Shen Hao went out very early, I stayed in the apartment until noon, and my leg no longer hurt, so I wanted to go to Shao Yihan's residence to have a look. I've seen that photo countless times in the past few days, and I think there can't be two people who are so similar in this world, it must be him.
I took my bag and mobile phone, had lunch near the apartment, then took a taxi over, to that side is not a little bit, I registered at the gate of the villa, to the east area, the leg just happened I didn't dare to go too fast, walked slowly, it took nearly half an hour to walk to the door of the big villa, this time I did not ring the bell, but outside the door to observe inside, the big iron gate is some distance from the villa, I can not hear anything, can only stare wide-eyed to look in, found that the villa is very large, the swimming in front of the door is also very large, there is a large grass, There is a circle of apricot trees planted around the villa, and there is a small garden behind the villa, which is very well greened.
It was dark that night, and I didn't see what it looked like inside, I didn't expect it to be so big, and this villa seemed to be more magnificent than the one where Shao Zhiheng lived.
I stood by the big iron gate and saw from a distance the two windows on the right side of the second floor were open. How to say that I am also doing real estate, I am still familiar with the structure of the villa, that location is definitely the master bedroom, open the window is not a representative...... Someone living there?
My chest heaved slightly, remembering that the aunt seemed a little late in talking to me that night, was there someone next to her?
The more I thought about it, the more I felt that it was possible, I walked around the perimeter, my eyes kept staring at the window, I just went around the small half circle, I saw a black Bentley coming out of the garage of the villa, was going around the swimming pool to the big iron gate, I hurriedly turned around and ran towards the big iron gate, fortunately I didn't go far, and when I went back, the iron door just opened, I rushed up desperately, because of the urgency of running, the left leg was weak, and I fell down directly.
The car came to a screeching stop in front of me.
I climbed up from the ground in pain, and when I raised my eyes, I made eye contact with the people in the car.
That glance I will never forget in my life.
Shao Yihan held the steering wheel with both hands and looked at me in surprise, all kinds of emotions rolled in his eyes, and then his eyes became very indifferent.
And the moment I saw him, tears overflowed, and I looked at him in disbelief, looking at him full of grievances.
He's back, how can he not see me.
Knowing that I had called him so many times but ignored him, even now that I appeared in front of him, he was not half happy, but cold and scary.
Shao Yihan ...... Why don't you see me? I shouted.
He looked at me fixedly, with no emotion in his eyes.
I wiped away my tears and cried, "Do you know...... How have I been here these months...... How can you bear not to see me, woo, I call me every day, I miss you ......" I couldn't cry when I said the back.
The man slowly got out of the car, but did not come over, and stood by the car door. He is dressed in simple casual clothes, looks a lot thinner, but his complexion is fine, his hair is shaved very short on both sides, it is the kind of short hairstyle, his facial features are even more three-dimensional and deep, but the eye sockets have become a little deeper, and the eyes are unusually bright, looking at me.
I looked at him, and when I saw the indifference in his eyes, a feeling of horror rose in my heart that was worse than death.
"Don't you know me?" I cried and asked, limping towards him, and when I was about to walk to him, he suddenly said, "Shen Jia, you can go." ”
I looked at him stunned, "Why?" ”
"Ever since you knocked the child out, I've said that I'll get it back one day." He glanced into the distance, "In that part of Xinjiang, I was just playing with you. As the words fell, he turned to me with a contemptuous smile in his eyes.
I looked at him blankly, unable to digest his words for a moment.
He smiled faintly again: "Now the two of us are even." ”
"Haha," I laughed angrily, "Shao Yihan, are you brain-dead...... You do drama, do you use your life to do it? Well? ”
The corners of his mouth hooked up a wicked smile, and he said word by word: "I don't love you anyway." ”
"You...... Is there some illness that makes me feel like this? Well? I stepped forward and looked up at him.
He tilted his head, "You think of me too well, I'm not that great." As the words fell, he opened the car door and was about to get into the car.
As soon as I was in a hurry, I hugged him with my hands around me, "Don't leave until you make it clear." ”
He stiffened, turned around, and forcefully pulled my hand down, and even though I cried heartbreakingly, he didn't change his face and yelled at me, "I just said it very clearly, I don't love you anymore." ”
I was stunned by his roar, my hands froze in space, and I looked at him in a daze.
"Shao Yihan," I called him softly, "you forgot, you proposed to me in the cellar, we talked about it...... Live and die together in this life, have you forgotten? You don't want to be like this, okay? ”
Shao Yihan frowned, "I don't love you anymore, don't you understand what I'm saying?" ”
"I don't believe it," I yelled, "can you look me in the eye and say it again?" ”
The man lowered his head, took a deep breath, and raised his eyes to meet me, "I don't love you for a long time." ”
I looked at him fixedly, there was no wave in his eyes, there was no half tangled, and there was no so-called ...... Unbearable or sad, looking at me is like looking at a stranger, without any emotion.
I felt a little dizzy, I couldn't help but close my eyes, and when I opened my eyes again, there were no tears in my eyes, as if I was frozen, I couldn't flow out of my heart, and my heart seemed to leak a hole, extremely cold.
In order to take revenge on me, since you gambled with me with your life, this world ...... I guess I can't find a second person, how much does he hate me?
"Shao Yihan," I called him softly, "It doesn't matter if you're retaliating or whatever, but I still have to thank you." I pursed my lips, "If you hadn't saved me, I wouldn't be standing here right now, so...... If you say you don't love it, then I'll ...... Won't haunt you anymore. After a pause, I looked up at him deeply, "But I ...... I still hope you can be happy! ”
His eyes looked into the distance, his lips pursed tightly, and his jaw tightened.
"Goodbye!" As soon as the words fell, I turned around and walked along the side of the road, enduring the pain in my foot and neck, without looking back, until I reached the gate of the villa.
Standing on the side of the road, looking at the blue sky, I squinted slightly. It seems like I have exhausted half of my life to get out of this part of the road. I can't describe how heartbreaking I felt at that moment, I just felt numb and didn't feel anything.
It turns out that he doesn't love me anymore, that's why he hasn't been in touch with me so cruelly for more than four months.
But I don't believe it's true.
Revenge on me...... I'm not so stupid that I can't tell the difference between true and false.
I gradually calmed down, and the more I thought about it, the more I realized that there was something wrong with him. Or subconsciously, I simply don't believe or accept what he says.
But why did he say that...... Do you really not love me?
Has anything happened in the past four months?
Thinking back to the scene in the cellar, I am more and more sure that he must have something to hide from me, and if he can really forget me lightly, then he will not hate me because of love before, let alone chase me to the northern frontier, and will not risk his life to save me.
But his attitude is so cold now...... What should I do?
Back in Shen Hao's apartment, I sat in the living room for a long time, and when I thought of the hurtful words Shao Yihan said to me, my heart ached.
He'd say something like that, and he's determined to break with me. What is the reason exactly...... Let him be so desperate?
I didn't think about tea and dinner for a few days, and I was afraid from the bottom of my heart that he really didn't love me? But I just don't believe it, two people have lived and died together, how can you say that if you don't love, you won't love?
I was really uncomfortable alone this day, so I called Xu Lu, I came to B City she didn't know, she was very busy recently, there was a large-scale event in the spring of their newspaper, she was sent to go on a business trip, I rarely saw her after returning to Tongcheng.
The phone rang four or five times before the other end picked it up.
"Jiajia ......" Xu Lu's voice gasped slightly.
"Are you busy?" I walked to the window with my phone.
"Just finished the interview, Maya, I'm tired to death." She was still panting for breath over there.
I looked out the window and said lightly, "I saw Shao Yihan." ”