This person is Yun Chang, I looked at him in a daze, my eyes were very sour.

The person I am most sorry for in my life is Yun Chang, he has paid too much for me, but not only can I not repay him a little, but he has been alone so far.

When I was guarding the ghost fetus, Yun Chang went to the underground palace under the sea many times to look for me, and I persuaded him to give up on me without success, so I had to avoid it.

I thought that after a long time, even if Yun Chang still loved me, he would slowly die and learn to let go of me.

But I still misestimated Yun Chang's infatuation, in the past ten years, he has rejected a lot of family affairs, insisted on not marrying, and did not want to be the head of the Xuan Sect.

For this reason, Yun Aotian turned white, and the father and son did not agree because of this, and quarreled as soon as they met.

When I looked for a way to gather souls everywhere with Panpan, Yun Chang kept chasing my footsteps, not flinching because of my evasion, and also helping to find it.

Until the year before last, in order to force Yun Chang to take over the position of head of the house, Yun Aotian took a fierce drug, pretending to be seriously injured and dying in the fighting method.

Yun Aotian pretended to be very realistic, there was no way, Yun Chang had to agree to take over as the head of the house in order to let his father 'go' with peace of mind.

In fact, Yun Aotian still wanted Yun Chang to marry a wife, but Yun Chang would rather not agree to this request.

After Yun Chang became the head of the Xuan Sect, he knew that he had been deceived, Yun Aotian was in good health, where did he look like a dying person?

The father and son had a quarrel again, I felt deeply guilty, and I knew that I couldn't persuade Yun Chang, so I could only avoid him.

After hiding for so long, I didn't expect to meet him here, Fu Shihan got married, and it was normal for him to come, but I thought he would come back when the wedding date was approaching.

In order to avoid seeing Yun Chang, when I met Fu Shihan yesterday, I gave the prepared gift, saying that he would not show up on the wedding day, and he expressed his understanding for this.

After so many years, Yun Chang's personality is much more stable, and it can be seen that I am the same as before.

"Xiaoling, have you come to see Senior Brother too?" Yun Chang recalled my distant thoughts and walked quickly towards me.

"yes, you're here too." I was a little embarrassed and didn't know how to face Yun Chang.

His eyes burned when he looked at me, but when his gaze moved to Li Xingfeng, his eyes darkened a little.

Today's strict style is completely different from before, he has faded from his coldness, his temperament has become gentle, and he often has an intoxicating smile on his face.

He knew Yun Chang's feelings for me, and when he saw each other now, not only did he not show the slightest annoyance, but he nodded slightly as if he had met an old friend who had not been seen for a long time, which was regarded as a greeting.

I was relieved by the reaction, and the more guilty I felt and the more shameless I faced him, the more difficult it was for him to let go of me.

In that case, why don't I be calm? After figuring it out, when I looked at Yun Chang again, it was much easier.

Yun Chang noticed my change, his expression froze slightly for a moment, and then he showed an unnatural smile.

"You're all here, Xiao Panpan, do you remember Uncle Yun?"

Yun Chang said, pinching Panpan's pink and tender little face, he has only seen Panpan a few times, he really likes Panpan, and he once said that he doesn't mind that I have Panpan, and I will take good care of our mother and son.

Panpan looked at me, then at the strong wind, and saw that we were smiling, so he threw himself into Yun Chang's arms, "Hello Uncle Yun!" ”

This little guy understands very well in his heart, but he also knows that Yun Chang is a very good person and likes Yun Chang a lot.

After looking forward to this appearance, the atmosphere present was much better, and Fu Shihan heard the movement and came out.

He looked a little weird when he saw that we were all there, and he didn't know what to do with the situation in front of him, after all, he was just an outsider.

said that I would face it calmly, but at this time, I didn't know whether to go into the house with Yun Chang or continue to be here.

Just when the atmosphere returned to embarrassment, a tall, bright-looking woman came out of the house with a vegetable basket.

This woman is Li Peirong, and now it's time to call her Tan Shiya.

Now she is as open-minded as before, but her personality is more cheerful and heroic, and we have become very good friends again.

She saw so many people standing outside the door and was surprised: "What are you all doing standing here?" Brother Shi Han, let everyone in! ”

Tan Shiya shouted like this, and the embarrassment was instantly resolved, and I looked at Yun Chang, "Let's talk, okay?" ”

"Good!" Yun Chang nodded crampedly, and subconsciously glanced at Li Xingfeng.

Seeing Li Xingfeng looking at him with a smile, I was even more uncomfortable, I couldn't bear it, and took the lead in walking behind Fu Shihan's house.

Behind his house is a bamboo forest, which is a quiet environment that is perfect for conversation.

******

Looking at Yun Chang's back, I felt very uncomfortable.

"Xiaoling, I wish you happiness, if he dares to bear you again, even if he fights for his life, I will help you teach him a lesson."

Yun Chang's words still echoed in my ears and lingered for a long time.

He still can't listen to my advice, in fact, he himself said that once you really fall in love with someone, how easy is it to let go?

If you can really let go easily, it means that the love is not deep, but I have already taken root and sprouted in my heart, and it is difficult to pull it out.

Yun Chang didn't want to bother me, he said that he wouldn't disturb our family's life.

As for himself, whether he loves me or not is his business, so I don't need to feel guilty.

I couldn't help but smile bitterly, every time I persuaded Yun Chang, he said this.

Sighing, I was about to walk out of the bamboo forest when I suddenly heard a strange sound not far away.

"Come out!" My face changed slightly, Yun Chang and I were emotionally unstable just now, and I didn't even notice anyone hiding in the bamboo forest.

As soon as my voice fell, a girl in a light green top and jeans sprang out from behind a bush of lush bamboo.

The girl had a lovely baby face and was very young, about fourteen or fifteen years old.

She pursed her lips and glared at me reluctantly, and seeing her reaction, I guessed who she was.

As soon as the girl opened her mouth, she asked, "What good do you have?" I really don't know why Brother Yun is obsessed with you. ”

I laughed and asked, "You're the calyx?" ”

Six years ago, Yun Chang went to Haixia Underground Palace to find me, and at that time I had already left with my newly born Panpan.

Yun Chang left in despair, and on the way he encountered a nine-year-old girl who was violently beaten.

He has always been upright and kind-hearted, and he couldn't see others bullying the weak, so he rescued the little girl.

The little girl's name was Hua Xiaocao, her parents died in a car accident, and she was bought by an unscrupulous uncle to be trafficked.

Yun Chang knew that I had also been victimized by my uncle, and felt pity for Hua Xiaocao.

He was going to find someone to adopt Hua Xiaocao, but she insisted on staying with him.

At that time, Yun Chang was already twenty-seven years old, and in his eyes, Hua Xiaocao was just a child, and when he saw that she was pitiful, he placed her in the Xuan Sect.

He was often outside, and he didn't take Hua Xiaocao with him, if he hadn't heard Fu Shihan talk about it, I wouldn't have known about Hua Xiaocalyx.

In a blink of an eye, Hua Xiaocao was already fifteen years old, and although it was the first time we met, I could see that she liked Yun Chang very much.

She probably didn't expect me to guess her identity, and was stunned, "How do you know?" ”

I smiled and said nothing, and the flower calyx might have sensed that I had discovered her mind.

She stammered a little, "Y-What are you laughing at?" Don't laugh! ”

It's so simple! I suddenly felt that Yun Chang should be matched with such a girl.

I put away my smile and knowingly asked, "What are you looking for me?" ”

Hua Xiaocao exhaled: "You have a husband and children, Brother Yun is still lonely, are you embarrassed?" ”

"Doesn't he have you, how can he be alone?" I quipped.

Hua Xiaocao's face flushed with shame, "I—I'm not—"

"What's not?" I looked at the calyx steadily.

Although I hope that Yun Chang can find his own happiness, but in order not to make people think that I have no love for him, I will push him to others, and I don't want to encourage Hua Xiaocao to chase him openly.

Hua Xiaocao said in shame: "Hmph! It's none of your business, I came to you to see what the woman who can make Brother Yun never forget looks like. ”

"Now that you see it, what do you think of me?" I asked deliberately.

Hua Xiaocalyx's expression suddenly darkened, and she said in frustration, "She looks better than me, and she doesn't feel bad." ”

I didn't expect her to say this, I was afraid that she would lose confidence, and just wanted to comfort her, she said, "However, you are not as young as me, and you are not as cute as me, as long as I treat Brother Yun well, one day, Brother Yun will like me." ”

Hua Xiaocao didn't wait for me to speak, she ran away, and when she ran to the mouth of the bamboo forest, she turned around and waved her fist at me a few times as if demonstratively.

She has a natural erection on her body, a youthful and enthusiastic fearlessness.

After this little episode, my mood suddenly improved, and I watched Hua Xiaocao leave.

Li Xingfeng didn't know when he came to me, he held my hand, "Each has its own fate, don't worry too much." ”

"I hope she can impress Yun Chang." Only when Yun Chang is also happy, can I truly let go of the guilt I feel about him.

Later, Yun Chang really walked with Hua Xiaocalyx, and I heard that Hua Xiaocao almost died for him.

I don't know if Yun Chang was moved or moved by Hua Xiaocalyx, but I hope it's the latter.

******

After leaving Fu Shihan's house, Li Xingfeng and I visited a few more places with Panpan.

In the end, we chose a small village with beautiful mountains and rivers as a place of seclusion.

We bought a villager's extra house because we planned to live in the village for a long time, and we had to build a good neighborhood relationship.

When I was ready and moved in, I grabbed some pastries and snacks and gave them to my neighbors.

Only the last family in this alley where we lived was left.

It's been a few days, and most of the neighbors have seen it, but this one is the only one.

Because the door of this family was often closed, and it was a little far away from the house where we lived, we never saw anyone.

Before I got closer, I heard a beating and scolding.

Then, a woman with a disheveled hair ran out crying.

A man with a big waist and an ugly face chased after him with a burning stick, "I beat you to death, a dead mother-in-law, and you can cook for a long time, do you want to starve me to death?" ”

The man grabbed the woman by the hair and pressed her to the ground, the burning stick in his hand hitting her continuously.

"I was wrong, don't fight, don't fight.................."

The woman cried so much that she even knelt on the ground and begged for mercy, and the neighbors ran out to see it, but no one persuaded her.

Although I have just come to settle down, the villagers here give me a good feeling, they are all simple and welcoming.

This situation puzzled me, but I really couldn't get used to seeing men beat women.

As soon as I wanted to stop drinking, the neighbor's fat aunt grabbed me, "Girl, this kind of woman should be beaten." ”

Pan Pan muttered: "It's not right to beat people, and it's even more wrong to beat women." ”

The fat aunt was amused by Panpan, and she told me that the man of the house was a butcher with a very hot temper and a favorite drinker.

Every time he finished drinking, he beat his mother-in-law violently, and when he talked about his mother-in-law, the people in the village were extremely disdainful.

There was a mother-in-law who died in front of the butcher, and no one was willing to marry him, so he asked someone to buy one from other places, which is the current mother-in-law.

This woman is very restless, often the butcher is not at home, and everywhere she with men, and there is no woman in the village who does not hate her.

Hearing the fat aunt say this, I couldn't help but look at the woman, who had just been pulled by the butcher's hair, and her face was tilted back.

I finally saw her appearance clearly, it was Mu Yao.

I haven't seen her for many years, she looks older than her actual age, and her eyebrows and eyes are full of sorrow.

When Li Xingfeng and I were going to Sooyang Mountain, we passed through a small village, and Mu Yao was forced to marry a fool and set fire to kill people in order to escape.

didn't expect that after going around for so many years, Mu Yao still couldn't escape the fate of being sold to someone else as a wife, and she didn't expect to meet her again.

When she saw me, too, she was so stunned that she forgot to continue crying, and the butcher, thinking she had been beaten stupidly, dragged her into the house.

Don't say if it's her retribution, I don't want to pursue the past, but I don't want to care about her either.

After that, Mu Yao took a detour when she saw me, and I also treated her as a stranger and didn't associate with her.

She spent almost every day in dire straits, and I didn't fall into the trap, but I also thought about pulling her along.

The practice of letting Mu Yao spend the rest of her life miserably seems indifferent, but in fact, all of this is caused by herself, who is to blame?

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