Chapter 210: Can't Die Before Her
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Well, let's start all over again.
What an affectionate word.
What a touching word.
Nanfeng turned his head and looked at the man who walked behind her at some point, the creator favored him too much, with long eyebrows, eyes, nose bridge, thin lips, and all his facial features were ingenious, otherwise she would not have promised to save him when she first met him.
If he hadn't been saved back then, maybe there would not have been her seven-month captivity, let alone her brother's tragic death.
Since before he didn't say goodbye?
Or since he knew that she was Yu Sheng?
Nanfeng lowered his eyebrows and smiled lightly: "Yes." ”
Lu Chengyu stared at her deeply, and there was a little more hardship in his eyes.
"If you could turn back time and make everything that didn't happen, I'd start all over with you." She said this sentence with a witty smile, unable to distinguish whether it was ridicule or sarcasm, and pointed her finger at his heart, "My brother's life, my child's life, if you come back, I will start over with you, but you"
"Can you afford it?"
Lu Chengyu's back stiffened slightly, and his lips seemed to be whiter than just now.
Nanfeng put it on his shoulder, stood on tiptoe, leaned close to his ear and whispered, "Can't afford it?" It doesn't matter, I can take it myself. ”
After saying that, she helped him straighten his collar, smiled one last time, and turned to go out.
Never look back.
The faint scent of orange blossom swept past the tip of his nose, and Lu Chengyu subconsciously reached out to grab it, but there was only a cold room in his tentacles.
Five fingers stopped in mid-air, and he stood in place for a long time before slowly lowering his hand, while the corners of his mouth hooked up with a faint self-deprecation.
It's him who thinks a lot.
It's that he thinks too much.
He vainly wants to start over from scratch across life and death.
But she didn't know that since she stepped into Banyan City, she hadn't thought about leaving half a way out and leeway.
Back then, life and death in the alley, the broken house and sideburns grinding, the smile on the golden platform back then, the warmth and sweetness in the Lu Mansion back then, it was already back then, he personally forced her from his arms to the opposite side, and now what do you say from scratch?
Lu Cheng couldn't help but let out a low chuckle, took a few steps back and sat on the sofa, his fingers inserted into his hair to support his forehead, laughing weirdly and uncontrollably.
Song Qi came to deliver the documents, and when he saw him like this, he was stunned at first, and then looked at it, and found that his face was terrifyingly white, and he was shocked: "Mr. Lu!" ”
Song Qi had just approached, Lu Chengyu grabbed her hand violently, and his expression returned to cold and quiet in the blink of an eye, except for his pale face, he was almost exactly the same as when he was ping, Song Qi almost thought that the gaffe Mr. Lu just now was just her illusion.
"Mr. Lu, are you okay?"
Lu Chengyu's eyes were as black as ink, but blood slowly grew around his eyes, and he slowly spit out the words: "I'm not afraid of death, but I can't die in front of her," his voice became lower and lower, and in the end, the remaining words of this sentence were not heard clearly by anyone except Song Qi.
Song Qi, the only one who heard clearly, turned red in an instant.
The two cups of green tea were still on the table, and white smoke flew into the sky, as if to foretell a certain impending fate.
Nanfeng walked all the way out of the Lu Mansion, and unexpectedly saw a white sedan parked outside the door, and the driver's window was lowered, revealing a man's half gentle face: "Get in the car." ”
Shaking the car keys in his hand: "I drove the car myself." ”
"Let someone else drive back." Li Nanyan tapped his finger on the steering wheel, "I've driven so far to pick you up, if you don't get into my car, I'll lose face." ”
The corners of Nanfeng's mouth raised slightly, and he didn't refuse anymore and sat in the passenger seat.
Fastening her seatbelt, she turned her head sideways and asked, "How did you know I was here?" ”
Li Nanyan smiled: "Guess." ”
Nanfeng snorted: "Who believes you." He didn't say, she didn't ask again, they have been getting along like this all these years.
The car drove quietly through the woods, and the south wind looked out the window.
April is spring, but I may feel the dark waves under the banyan city, and even the flowers and trees are not alive.
After driving for a while, Li Nanyan's voice sounded in the carriage: "Told him?" ”
Knowing tacitly what he was referring to, Nanfeng responded without emotion: "Hmm." ”
Li Nanyan turned her head to look at her face, her expression was very light, there was no pretended fake smile, she looked real but cold.
Revealing the past and discernment didn't seem to have any impact on her, but after a closer look, he still found the polish in her eyes, Li Nanyan sighed in his heart, and held her hand: "If you want to cry, cry." ”
Nanfeng closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, the water in her eyes was gone, and she smiled faintly: "I prefer to watch others cry now than I cry myself." By the way, when will Xiao Chen return to China? ”
He said wait.
Have to wait? Nanfeng's eyebrows moved, she and Xiao Chen are partners, equal status, Xiao Chen has his actions, not under her command, he said that he still has to wait, and she can only wait for him.
But it doesn't matter, he doesn't want to act yet, she can do something else first.
There were four culprits back then, Xing Huandong has fallen, Song's whereabouts are unknown, and there is no Michael left
Nanfeng thought about things for a long time, and when she came back to her senses, she found that Li Nanyan had also been very quiet, her eyebrows were deep, as if she was thinking about something, she smashed him with her elbow: "What's wrong?" ”
Li Nanyan lowered his eyes: "When you reunited with him, why didn't you tell him directly that you were the one who saved him back then?" ”
Nanfeng was stunned, and then he realized that what he asked was why she and Lu Chengyu didn't directly identify themselves when they reunited at the Golden Terrace?
She laughed: "It's cheap." ”
In the past, Sheng Yuchen used this word to describe her relationship with Lu Chengyu, but now it is quite appropriate.
Isn't she just a slut?
In the hundred days that he was by his side, she didn't want to recognize him, but no matter how light she was, the distance between them was also a fact, he was Lu Shao in power, she was a down-and-out daughter, and the disparity was more than clouds and mud.
She has never been presumptuous, and she doesn't take the door seriously, no matter what kind of high-ranking and powerful person is standing opposite, she can not be humble or pit, but there is only one Lu Chengyu, she can't help but think more, this may be what Zhang Ailing said, to love someone is to be humble to the dust, she wants to become better and worthy of him, but when she finds that no matter how hard she tries, she can't reach the height of being shoulder to shoulder with him, she will retract her head like an ostrich.
So she didn't say anything, she didn't say anything, and she left in style every 100 days.
It's just that God likes to joke, and he even made them get deeper and deeper, and even let her hear him say marry me again in the end.
"When he broke the appointment, why would you believe that he didn't deliberately leave you?" Li Nanyan suddenly asked again.
Nanfeng snorted, turned her head to look at him, as if she felt that she couldn't see clearly, she simply twisted the whole person to his side, her expression was very meaningful: "Lord Earl, why are you so interested in me and his affairs?" ”
Li Nanyan didn't squint: "Normal people will be interested." ”
"But you're asking too carefully, give me a feeling," Nanfeng teased, blinking, "that you're jealous." ”
She just made fun of him, but the Earl actually answered: "Since you returned to Rongcheng, I have been jealous, and you just found out?" The car stopped at the door of the hotel, and with his hands empty, he hugged her into his arms, "Hurry up and settle this matter, and then come back to Moscow with me, n." ”
He wasn't joking, his tone was a little heavy, as if he was hiding countless thoughts, Nanfeng's hand moved, and he didn't hug him back, but promised in a low voice: "Okay." ”
That night, Nanfeng lay on the bed, and Mianmian beside him had fallen asleep.
She remembered the question Li Nanyan had asked her.
Lu Chengyu obviously missed the appointment, why did she believe that he didn't deliberately leave her?
There aren't so many whys, just because of trust.
Even if she wishes she hadn't had that past, she can't deny that the three months in Los Angeles were the purest time between her and Lu Chengyu.
is also because of the purity, so the love is particularly obvious.
Lu Chengyu, who loves her like that, may trick her into staying by his side, but it is impossible to leave her at the moment of life and death.
If he wanted to leave her behind, he wouldn't have left a note, he could have walked away, anyway, she didn't know where he was, and if he was caught by the gangsters, he wouldn't be able to reveal his secret.
He left a note to prove that he really wanted to take her with him, but he didn't know what happened along the way, causing him to miss the appointment.
A few years ago, Yu Sheng may not be as mature as the current south wind, but it will never be unclear, if Lu Chengyu deliberately left her back then, then it is impossible for her to take the initiative to approach him again in the reunion of Jinjintai.
Although she still doesn't know the reason why he broke the appointment back then, it doesn't matter, the only past that can be regarded as love between them is the cause of a series of tragedies later, and Nanfeng's heart has long become mottled, and she doesn't want to know what the truth is.
After the pouring of the new villa area was completed, Nanfeng was not as busy as before, and took the time to see a few houses, although she would not settle in Rongcheng, but she did not leave so quickly, if she was the only one, she could be greedy for a convenient hotel, but now with Mianmian, she felt that it was better to have a stable place to live.
She took a fancy to an apartment close to S, the upper and lower floors are open and wide.
When she was packing up her things, Nanfeng's photo album fell out because of the old opening line, and she hurriedly squatted down to pick it up.
One of them, she held it in her hand, and suddenly frowned.
The thickness of this zhào piàn doesn't seem quite right
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