Chapter 262: Love Is That

The bottom of the emotional sea was already brewing a storm, and being hit by his words was like throwing a lethal torpedo into it, and the south wind immediately broke out out of control: "So you are very proud now!" ”

"For so many years, I have been toyed with by you! No matter where you are! No matter what you're doing! As long as you want, any scheme, any finger hook, I will run in front of you like a fool! It's like I'm a kite in your hand, if you're happy, let me fly away, and if you're unhappy, pull me back! Lu Chengyu, who do you think you are? God or God, why are you doing this to me?! What do you think of me?! ”

For a long time, there has been a lot of pestering about him about this and that. Around her heart, she has been controlling her emotions, has been controlling her heart, every boiling has been forcibly suppressed by her, but now, those emotions and emotions have broken through the critical point and can no longer be contained.

Nanfeng hit his waist with his back elbow, she had learned self-defense techniques, and knew where the human body was vulnerable, and she was ruthless this time.

Lu Chengyu was hurt, his arms loosened, and his face turned slightly pale.

The south wind opened the iron gate and walked straight ahead.

Lu Chengyu's arm was once again tied around his waist.

The south wind forced its way forward with a choked breath.

I don't know if the strength she burst out was really great, or if Lu Chengyu didn't expect her to struggle so hard, and she was caught off guard and was actually broken away by her.

But it was only a short time to let go, and soon Nanfeng was hugged by him again, she twisted and shook like a cat that had been stepped on by its tail, Lu Chengyu never let go, but at a certain moment, there were suddenly two dull coughs from a man in his ears, and a muffled snort that came out of nowhere.

……

The body began to be uncontrollable again, not only did it stop moving forward, but it even stopped struggling, Nanfeng couldn't breathe well in his throat, and the tip of his nose was uncontrollably sour.

Lu Chengyu seemed to be very tired, her back was against his chest, and she could feel the violent ups and downs of his chest, but the breathing in her ears was quite even.

Bitter meat trick, this man switched to bitter meat trick. Nanfeng pursed his lips and didn't look back, just as he wanted to continue his steps regardless of it.

Lu Chengyu's voice came into her ears in a low voice at this time.

"Isn't that what I should ask you? What do you think of me? ”

"If I say I'm happy, I'll let you go, and if I'm unhappy, I'll pull you back, aren't you the same? While speaking coldly to me, and running away from marriage for me, if it weren't for the fact that you always refused to admit that you still loved me, I wouldn't need to force you to face your heart in this way. ”

His face was buried in her shoulder socket, and his hot breath spilled on her bare skin, accompanied by a soft sigh, a little helpless.

"Paris, attacked, fell off the bridge, that time you could have killed me while I was weak, or left me by the river to fend for myself, but you didn't, you said you didn't want to owe me to save me, but, Nanfeng, I owe you so much, even if you want my life, where did you owe me?" (234)

"You've been soft on me for a long time, but you've been making excuses for yourself, if I don't force you like this, when will you recognize your inner ......?"

Southwind was turned around by him, facing him.

Listening to his words, she was in a trance.

…… No, at that time, she really didn't want to owe him the grace of saving his life, so she didn't kill him...... Saving him was also because he was hanging her with her brother's news, and she had no choice but to do it......

Isn't it?

Is it?

Is it an excuse?

Isn't it an excuse?

…… Has she always been soft on him...... How can it be...... How can it be ......

Nanfeng's perception of himself was completely subverted by him, and he even began to doubt himself.

She looked up at him, her eyes unblinking, trying to see if he was lying, she didn't know that she had been soft on him for a long time, how did he know? Lie to her......

The sky outside the window gradually darkened, and there was only one light bulb illuminating the empty cell, and he stood under the lamp, his eyebrows and eyes could not see clearly, and his body was covered with a halo of light, which made people have an illusory illusion, and made people's hearts tremble slightly.

His throat rolled lightly, and he swallowed the feeling of poor breathing, but the sourness on the tip of his nose couldn't be suppressed, especially when he looked into his eyes from a certain angle and saw his serious eyes.

…… He didn't lie......

…… He was serious......

She really relented to him a long time ago......

She...... How can she be so unproductive, how can she be so indistinguishable from right and wrong, how can she be so cheap, how can she be so ......

She can't forgive him, not to mention that he has deceived and used her, just say that he is still her brother's killer, how can she be soft-hearted to him......

Nanfeng really hated this uncontrollable self, and she was angry with herself thousands of times in her heart, her eyes were astringent, and something rolled down from her eyes, completely blurring her vision.

Lu Chengyu frowned, held her face with both hands, and wiped away her tears with her fingertips, but she was like an unscrewed faucet, wiping off a string and returning a string.

The south wind didn't make a sound, just shed tears like this, and his eyes seemed to have been washed, wet, but bright.

It wasn't the first time Lu Chengyu had seen her cry, but no matter how many times she was like this, he felt very uncomfortable.

He pursed his lips and pressed her into his arms, and it wasn't long before he felt a wetness in his chest.

“…… Southerly. Don't cry, I'm so distressed......"

The south wind pushed him away.

But Lu Chengyu hugged her again.

This time she didn't resist any longer, her head against his chest, and the fine veins on her forehead clearly felt the firmness, toughness and heat of his chest, which was his flesh and blood.

Seven years ago, in a dilapidated house in Los Angeles, she fell asleep listening to his heartbeat every night with her arms pillowed in the crook of his arm; Four years ago, in the Lu Mansion, she woke up from his arms every morning, and she could kiss his chin when she raised her head.

He had given her so much warmth, and she had loved him unforgettable.

He asked, can you forget him in this life?

…… How could it be forgotten? Whether it's hatred or love, you can't forget it......

Lu Chengyu lowered his head and kissed away her tears, and took every teardrop of her . Lived, tasted bitterness.

Nanfeng closed his eyes: "I hate such an irrational self......"

Lu Chengyu held her shoulders with both hands, his gaze made her unavoidable, his dark eyes were clear and clear, and he looked directly into her heart: "I know you don't like it, but Nanfeng, feelings are not something that can be analyzed in a way that analyzes the pros and cons, right and wrong, people are emotional animals, if you can't even do it, isn't it a pain to live?" ”

After being quiet for two seconds, Nanfeng opened his eyes, and his voice was hoarse with clarity: "If you are born as a human being, you can't really do what you want." ”

Lu Chengyu shook his head, and his folded eyebrows were solemn: "You know that what I say is not as you like, I just mean feelings, just love." ”

"Love is not one, two, three, four, addition, subtraction, multiplication and division, love is love, you don't need to worry about whether it's right or not, whether it's good or not, whether it's okay, and you don't need to look ahead and consider the opinions of others, thinking about what she will think, how he will look at it, how they will look at it, and it's not a constitution, does it have to be recognized by the whole world when you talk about a relationship?"

"No, you love me, I love you, that's enough."

Nanfeng came back to his senses further and shook his head: "Yes, love only needs me to love you and you love me, but life is more than love." You think we can get back together, but have you ever thought about how I should explain to my brother and Sister Lan if I promise you? ”

Is she worthy of them?

She can still love him, she can never forget him, but she can't really give up everything to be with him.

Running away from the engagement today, she is already sorry for Li Nanyan, she can't be sorry for more people, especially the two relatives who are no longer in the world.

Nanfeng felt powerless, turned his face away, and pushed him away. There is no solution between them.

Lu Chengyu broke her face back, and her eyebrows were pressed tightly: "They are not a problem. ”

Nanfeng couldn't agree: "Why isn't it a problem?" They are my dearest relatives, and you can't get rid of their deaths. ”

Lu Chengyu's lips were pursed, and his expression seemed to be hiding some secret, and he wanted to say it, but in the end, he still said: "They are not a problem." ”

Whether it's a question or not, it's not him who has the final say. Nanfeng avoided him, lowered his eyes, and covered the various colors in his eyes with his eyelashes: "Forget it...... they are not suitable......

"What's the matter?" Lu Chengyu grabbed her hand and refused to let go, and said a word to break her mind, "Nanfeng, do you want to escape again?" ”

Nanfeng avoided him: "Let me calm down, I'll think for myself." ”

What calm down, what to think about herself, she went out of this door today, and she will definitely hide her true thoughts in her heart again! She always does!

Having said so much, she still refused to face her heart, Lu Cheng was annoyed by her ostrich characteristics, and seeing that she had already wanted to leave, he suddenly grabbed her: "Then I'll help you think!" ”

“……”

Nanfeng only felt a pull pull back on her, and she took a few steps back by inertia, and then her waist was also grabbed. Before she could even react, the hand around her waist shifted position and lifted her horizontally.

In a whirlwind, the back was attached to the plank bed.

Although the cell was clean, the facilities were standard, with only a thin layer of bedding on the hard wooden bed, and the cold of the planks could be felt by the south wind's back.

She was distracted by the strange touch for a while, and the figure of the man who turned her head was covered, and without giving her time to react at all, he grabbed her two wrists with one hand and pressed them on top of his head, and at the same time lowered his head to grab her lips and tongue, and kissed her fiercely.

Nanfeng tasted his toughness and predation, and the smell of blood slowly spread in his mouth, coupled with the fact that his hands were grabbed and his body was imprisoned, and the feeling of being forced was suddenly maximized.

Who would have thought that when he said 'help her', he would help like this...... It's just taking advantage!

Nanfeng angrily raised his knee and slammed into him!

"......" Lu Chengyu easily dodged her attack, and at the same time opened his eyes and looked at her, as if to punish her attack, he bit her tongue. Don't let go of your head, suck in heavily.

"Hmm...... "It hurts!"

The pain intensified and the rejection intensified, and the south wind missed a blow, and continued to work hard, but each time he was lightly avoided.

One attacked and the other dodged, and the two rolled to the ground together, each other's clothes rubbed. Rub, it didn't take long to be messy.

The temperature in the cell was sweltering, and after a while, sweat began to flow, and beads of sweat slowly evaporated in the hot air.

Back and forth, Nanfeng finally broke out his hands and immediately pushed his chest, and his face was turned to the side to avoid his lips: "Lu Chengyu!" "What does this bastard want to do!" Let's go! ”

Lu Chengyu just didn't hear it, his dark eyes were dyed with moisture, staring at the woman with crimson cheeks and panting under him, Shaoqing, pursed his lips, lowered his head again, and bit her earlobe instead.

That's the most sensitive she is. sense of place.

The south wind couldn't dodge, and his eyes were red with anger.

……

Lu Chengyu's eyes were dark and dark: "Yes, you go back to China to find me, and whether you get back together or not are two things." Whether we do it or not, and whether we get back together, are also two different things. ”

Nanfeng was stunned for ten seconds, and then he understood what he meant by this, and suddenly blushed: "You are insane!" ”

Lu Chengyu blocked her back elbow, and the tip of her straight nose was gently grinding on her cheeks, like the ancients said, her ears and temples grinding.

He spoke in the most demagogic voice: "South wind...... Don't you want me? ”

Nanfeng couldn't get rid of this man after exhausting all kinds of methods, she was too passive, and gritted her teeth with hatred: "Who misses you!" ”

"I miss you."

I miss you.

I miss you.

Nanfeng's body trembled, and he subconsciously turned his head to look at the man behind him.

His arms tightened around her waist and took her completely into his arms. He was also looking at him, and his beautiful phoenix eyes did not hide from her scrutiny, as if he was just going to put his mind out and let her see clearly how ...... he was Miss her.

Lu Chengyu spoke softly: "I'm gambling." ”

"Bet on whether Sang Yu's words can move you, bet on whether you will lose your cool because of Sang Yu's words, and bet on whether you will come back to me?"

"Three years ago, I was betting with myself."

"Bet that you have been hurt so deeply by me, will you come back to me for revenge this time, or will you stay away from me from now on?"

"I hope it's the latter, and I secretly hope it's the former, and I think, if it's the former, you're back, what will happen to us?"

Nanfeng listened to his words, but he didn't move, his heart was like soaking in a cold pool, cold and floating.

This man, who seems to be omnipotent and in control of everything at any time, has been so contradictory before.

I hope she comes back, but I hope she doesn't.

wanted to let her go, but was reluctant to let her go.

Just like Song Qi said that day, he hoped that she was okay so he let her go, he didn't dare to check her whereabouts, he didn't dare to inquire about her, he was afraid that once he knew where she was, he would not be able to control himself and leave her behind.

That's what he meant, and Nanfeng knew what he meant, but hearing it from someone else's mouth and hearing it from his mouth was a completely different feeling.

……

All right.

Stop it.

Don't think twice about his words.

This man is full of lies, first deceived her back, and now he is saying this, he just wants to trick her into being willing to do it for him, yes, he is lying to her, it's all fake!

Who wouldn't be warm?

She won't be fooled again!

……

Lu Chengyu's lips kissed from the back of her neck all the way to the side of her face, Nanfeng said that he was not fooled, but his body betrayed his thoughts, and he didn't push him away.

He pinched her chin with his thumb and ring finger and twisted it slightly, her eyelids lowered, her eyelashes leaving a faint shadow on her eyelids, and he looked at her for a moment before pressing it to his lips.

This kiss is the real purpose.

The night was getting darker, and the whole world seemed to be quiet.

Nanfeng was carried back to the wooden bed, and the white wedding dress was untied and thrown under the bed at some point, pressing the man's white shirt and black trousers, and the picture was inexplicably erosive. The electrical circuits in the cell were unstable, and the originally bright lights flickered and then became dim, with only two overlapping figures reflected on the walls.

……

Nanfeng never thought that he would have such a negative distance between himself and Lu Cheng.

Even on the way here, she never thought that things would develop to this point.

……

By the time it finally stopped completely, it was already dawn, and Nanfeng was wet and held in his arms, she was still thinking about it when she was doing it, and she would leave as soon as it was over, but now she didn't even have the strength to push him away and sit up.

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