023: How many times have you remembered the past
Neatly repaired the makeup of the two people, Shen Jialan looked at it carefully, and said with a smile: "Okay, you can take a look for yourself." ”
Lou Yasheng glanced at the mirror, and the delicate features of her facial features in the mirror seemed to be blessed, and she was much more beautiful than usual.
However, compared with her beautiful self, Lou Yasheng's eyes were more on Shen Jialan, who was standing behind her and admiring with her.
Talking cat's eyes, a slender nose, and seductive lips...... It's really a person who is pleasing to the eye when you look at it.
Compared with herself dressed up, Shen Jialan, who was standing behind her, was not only not inferior in the slightest, but had a different kind of brilliance, and it was no wonder that her cousin was willing to do that for her.
Lou Yasheng thought about it and smiled: "Enid, in order to thank you for giving me such a beautiful makeup, why don't I invite you to dinner tonight?" ”
As she spoke, she suddenly turned her head and glanced at Duan Yixi again, "Yixi should come too." ”
Duan Yixi, who received Lou Yasheng's signal, did not speak, but just looked at Shen Jialan fixedly.
But seeing Shen Jialan waving her hand, she said a little embarrassedly: "No need, it's rare to go back to China for a few days, I want to accompany my father at home." ”
Shen Jialan is telling the truth, she will try to go back to accompany her father as early as possible in the past few days. Especially in two days, she may have to go back to country H again, and it is not easy to accompany her father again, so in these two days, Shen Jialan cherishes the time she spent with her father.
Looking at Shen Jialan's gentle and resolute look, a little disappointment appeared on Lou Yasheng's face.
She wanted to say something, but the director who shot the MV over there had already sent someone to urge her, so she had to go up helplessly.
Duan Yixi bit her lip and glanced at it with some disappointment, then turned around and followed Lou Yasheng towards the shooting place.
Shen Jialan stood there for a while and watched their shooting situation, then sat down.
Yu Baining didn't know when to stand beside her.
Today, the other members have their own announcements, and he is fine, so the task of supervising the progress of the MV shooting falls on him.
I'm tired of playing with my mobile phone, and everyone else is busy shooting, Yu Baining is looking around, and the only person who can chat with her is Shen Jialan.
But he is not familiar with Shen Jialan, and the only point of intersection is only Tang Yuyan.
After thinking about it, Yu Baining still used Tang Yuyan as a breakthrough for chatting: "This song was written by Ah Yan two years ago. ”
Shen Jialan was watching Lou Yasheng hysterically playing Duan Yixi in the rain, but she didn't expect a voice to ring in her ears.
As soon as he turned his head, he saw Yu Baining standing there with his hands in his pockets.
Shen Jialan didn't think that Yu Baining was very familiar with him, and he didn't know why he would talk to him for no reason. So at the beginning, Shen Jialan didn't realize that Yu Baining was talking to herself, until she looked around and found that there was only herself around, she was sure that Yu Baining was talking to herself.
However, not knowing how to answer, Shen Jialan just smiled and didn't speak.
Yu Baining seemed to care about her non-answer, and sang the lyrics in a low voice: "Don't leave me / Don't forget me / I don't want to be separated from you / I'm afraid that after separation, new people and new things will cover the memories / You will forget me / Those joys and sorrows / Only I remember / Are those feelings / Just me alone in nostalgia ......"
This is the first time Shen Jialan has heard the lyrics of "Don't Forget".
Before, although she also knew that this song was written by Tang Yuyan, she didn't take it to heart.
At this moment, listening to Yu Baining sing this song in a slightly sad voice, the meaning of the lyrics made Shen Jialan's hand on her lap can't help but clench slightly, as if she saw the quarrel when she and Tang Yuyan filed for divorce two years ago.
"The song "Don't Forget" is mainly about a couple of lovers who announce the end of their relationship because they are tired. Both the hero and heroine must reflect the exhaustion of feelings, the hysteria during quarrels, and the longing after separation......"
Shen Jialan remembered the scene when Tang Yuyan explained the meaning of the song to her, which made her clenched hand can't help but buckle into her palm.
However, Yu Baining didn't notice Shen Jialan's abnormality.
He sang his own song, and suddenly smiled and said: "It's really strange to say, Ah Yan is not the first time to write a song, but it is still the first song to write about retaining feelings." The reluctance to love revealed between the lines makes me suspect that he fell in love with someone and finally separated again. The feelings in the lyrics are very sincere. ”
"But this song is really well written, although the music source has not been officially released yet, but when I saw the lyrics, I vaguely had the idea that this song would be popular." Yu Baining said, the smile on his face was even bigger: "This feeling is even more obvious after we finish recording the song. ”
Yu Baining said, glancing at Shen Jialan.
He felt that he praised Tang Yuyan so much in front of Shen Jialan, and he would definitely be able to add a lot of good impression to Tang Yuyan.
In fact, this is the first time he has taken the initiative to talk to someone.
After all, as long as he stood there and didn't have to do anything, someone would have already come over because of his status as a member of the Templars.
Although I don't know why Tang Yuyan pays so much attention to the makeup artist in front of him, since it is the first time that Tang Yuyan has paid so much attention, he will help as a friend.
So there was a rare opportunity to improve Tang Yuyan's favor in front of Shen Jialan, even if Yu Baining was not used to it, he still tried to do it.
However, what Yu Baining never expected was that he praised Tang Yuyan so much, but Shen Jialan not only didn't say something like he thought he was like those little girls before, "Tang Yuyan is already great" "He's so good, the songs he wrote are so good, he will definitely be popular!" "He's the captain of the Templars, and it's obvious to all that he's powerful," and he smiled a little reluctantly: "It's pretty good." ”
Yu Baining looked at Shen Jialan's reluctance that she couldn't hide, and blinked, suspecting that she had mistaken her eyes.
This is the first time he has seen someone praise Tang Yuyan so reluctantly.
This couldn't help but make Yu Baining a little curious and want to explore, but saw Shen Jialan suddenly stand up from his seat, and said with a somewhat unpleasant face: "I'm sorry, I'm a little uncomfortable, I want to leave." ”
Shen Jialan said, and turned around and left without waiting for Yu Baining's reaction.
Yu Baining stood alone in place, puzzled by Shen Jialan's ugly face.
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Shen Jialan stood in the bathroom and splashed her face with cold water several times, until her face was not so pale, and then she slowly put down her hand.
Looking at herself in the mirror, Shen Jialan's thoughts were in a trance.
"Don't leave me / Don't forget me / I don't want to be separated from you / I'm afraid that after separation, new people and new things will cover the memories / You will forget me / Those joys and sorrows / Only I remember / Are those feelings / Just me alone in nostalgia ......"
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"It's not the first time Ah Yan has written a song, but it's still the first song to write about saving feelings. The reluctance to love revealed between the lines makes me suspect that he fell in love with someone and finally separated again. The feelings in the song are very sincere. ”
Thinking of Yu Baining's words, Shen Jialan couldn't help but lower her head, put her hands under the faucet again to catch the water, and then splashed it on her face again.
After repeating this several times, Shen Jialan's hand hung down weakly.
The drops of water were dripping down the broken hair next to her cheeks, and with her not so good-looking face, Shen Jialan's whole person looked a little embarrassed.
Actually, she didn't think she would feel it.
The moment when I felt it most was already in the past.
Until now, Shen Jialan still remembers how she felt at that moment when she filed for divorce.
The nine-year relationship is suddenly coming to an end, as if he is going to pull his heart out of his body alive and pull all the nerves around his heart.
And the cruelest thing is that your heart has already hurt to the extreme, but you still have to hold on not to show it.
For a moment, Shen Jialan, whose heart was about to be numb, even wanted to hug Tang Yuyan and tell him that she would stay and they would not divorce.
But when he saw Tang Yuyan's face, Shen Jialan's reason returned to the furnace, and the severe pain in his heart became numb.
……
With the experience of extreme pain before, two years have passed, and Shen Jialan thinks that time has already smoothed everything.
At least, now that she sees Tang Yuyan again, her heart has already been stable without the slightest violent fluctuation.
She really didn't love him anymore, at least her heart didn't beat for him anymore.
However, until this moment, Shen Jialan found out that she was wrong.
Her mood would no longer beat for him, but probably because the memories of the past were too unforgettable, he could still easily sway her emotions.
Even though she felt that she had let go, when the memory surfaced, Shen Jialan found that she had never forgotten it. Even the painful feeling at that time seems to have been preserved without reservation. Every time the memory came back, she would hurt again, just like she had at the beginning.
Hand, unconsciously caressing the place on the heart, Shen Jialan couldn't help frowning slightly, and then smiled bitterly.
How many times has she recalled the past few days?
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When Shen Jialan returned from the bathroom, Duan Yixi's MV had already come to an end.
The rest of the film will probably be completed tomorrow.
In other words, the day after tomorrow at the latest, she will leave country Z.
This made Shen Jialan breathe a sigh of relief.
At least, staying in country H, her emotions won't be so volatile, and she won't recall the past she doesn't want to remember at every turn.