202 A touch of happiness and a touch of sadness
As soon as I heard him mention the incident of the previous child, my heart was suddenly touched by something sharp, and my face collapsed, "I don't want to hear this, if you still mind my past and never get over that hurdle, then we can break up now." β
He was smothered for a few seconds, and a little smile tugged at his lips, "Don't make it so serious, I'm just saying it casually, I mean, about the child, just let it be, no need to go to the hospital to toss." β
"Are you sure you don't mind?" I couldn't help but think of the unspeakable past with He Yu in my mind, and unconsciously my mood became gloomy again...... Actually, even if he doesn't mind, I'm still a little awkward.
"What's the matter," he said in my ear, lightly, "didn't I defeat him in the end?" The past is in the past, and it's not interesting to dwell on it repeatedly, only if you can remember that your identity is already my wife in the future. β
Hearing this, I looked into his eyes and couldn't help but ask, "What about you, you really didn't have a relationship with Gu Minyi?" β
"No," he said softly and earnestly, caressing my cheek, "there's a secret that I haven't told you all this time......
I immediately became interested, "What secret?" β
"Iβ" He withdrew his fiery gaze and said with some indescribability, "I have no other woman before or after you. β
"What do you mean?" I understood, but I didn't believe it at all, I just thought he was joking.
"I can't help it if you don't believe me," he turned his face sideways and said in a cold voice, "Before I met you, I didn't have much interest in women, and I was surrounded by some pretentious plastic faces, none of which could get into my eyes, and I barely had a relationship with a few women, but I didn't get to the point of going to bed, and I couldn't be interested at all." It wasn't until I ran into you later that I felt like my body was awakened......"
I couldn't help but laugh, because I didn't believe every word in his mouth, and I thought it was ridiculous for him to lie to me with such words, I turned his face to myself, "Is it funny to make up this kind of thing, anyway, I don't care if you are a virgin or a man." β
He glared at me, "Believe it or not, anyway, I can't find 'evidence' that you are the only woman in my life now, and I say this just to tell you that I have no interest in any woman except you Lu Yuncan, even if I am tortured by you half-dead, I am quite spineless to keep my loyalty to you." Satisfied now? β
Staring at his embarrassed appearance, I really believed it a little, but when I thought of those stormy nights with him, I felt too naΓ―ve......
"Alright, don't talk about this boring topic." I rubbed his thick hair lovingly, and as soon as I smelled his breath, I became confused, and said in a rather emotional and soft voice, "Kaede, I've been together for so long, I haven't loved you well for a day, and I always can't get out of the shadows of the past, swaying from side to side...... But every minute I think of your appearance and hear your voice, I am still so excited, heartbroken and heartbroken, heartbroken and lonely...... I think, I can't withstand any wind and rain anymore, so let's just be together in the future, without anyone to disturb me, and I can see you every day when I open my eyes, and I am very satisfied. β
His eyebrows and eyes became gentle, his body shrunk down, his head was close to my bosom, and he muttered to himself, "It's been a long time since I've heard you say such nice things, even if it's fake, it's so good," he looked up and smiled at me, "Call me 'husband' again!" β
"Don't you think that's a dirty name," I pinched his cheek, "I might as well call you baby,"
"Lu Yuncan, I warn you that it's best not to seduce me, otherwise, I can't guarantee that you will be able to get chuang tomorrow morning," he said, and he rolled over and pressed me under him......
It was another frenzied and intoxicating night, we were deeply immersed in the joy of the unity of body and mind, and we climbed one peak after another, everything was so harmonious, we no longer had to worry about tomorrow, we didn't have to feel guilty about anyone, we didn't have to worry about this as a dream...... We finally got each other for real, and God still favored me so much.
After soaking in the hot springs and going home, he took me to the Civil Affairs Bureau again. Because our marriage certificate was torn up by Gu Minyi last time, we reissued two copies this time. When I went out of the Civil Affairs Bureau this time, it was also sunny, there were no emergencies, no Gu Minyi, no encounters, and no people and things that did not go well. We went all the way home, discussing the arrangements after the wedding. After all, a lot of complicated and embarrassing things have happened in the past, and we have all unanimously decided not to do the wedding again, mainly to choose a place for honeymooning.
Our reunion, the most satisfying is Jiang Wanru, she now loves me as her own daughter, everything is on my side, she regards me more important than Jiang Feng, she can be called the most understanding mother-in-law in the world, and she will cook with the nanny herself without a meal, and like all middle-aged and elderly mothers, she ties her joys, sorrows and sorrows to me and Jiang Feng.
At dinner that day, Jiang Wanru said to us softly, "Cancan, and Ah Feng, I thought about it, why don't you two move to that newly bought villa, after all, you are still young and need to live your own two-person world, and it is really inconvenient for me to live with you in many places." β
"Don't even think about it," Jiang Feng directly denied, "The house is so spacious, there are many empty rooms, what's inconvenient, don't think about it all day long!" β
I also wondered if Jiang Wan would suddenly say such things, especially the 'inconvenience' in her mouth, which seemed to imply that we should have children sooner...... I was sensitive again when I got here first, put down the dishes and chopsticks, and said to Jiang Wanru a little unexpectedly, "Mom, you don't seem to know my situation yet, right?" β
"What's your situation?"
I gritted my teeth and felt that she was not an outsider, so I said bluntly, "It's infertility, blocked fallopian tubes, and the doctor said that the chance of pregnancy is relatively small." β
Sure enough, hearing this, Jiang Wanru's face changed slightly, her smile froze on her lips, and she was stunned for a long time before she smiled stiffly, "Really?" Hehe, I ...... I haven't heard of it before, but it's just a small chance, it's not that you can't get pregnant at all, right, your symptoms are actually relatively common, now that medical technology is so developed, as long as you go to surgery, you can be cured, and you can also do IVF, don't worry. β
Seeing her still smiling kindly, my heart was slightly cold...... I thought that according to her relationship with me, she would understand my difficulties like her own mother, at least not so obviously that she wanted me to have children, but I still overestimated my status in her heart.
"Mom, if I don't have children with Ah Feng, can you accept it?" I asked anyway.
"This-" she smiled a little embarrassedly, "Cancan, don't say such unlucky words, you are in good health, I am not very old now, I have nothing to do every day and wait to bring you children, and you both have companies, no matter what, you have to have a successor." β
...... "I was completely choked, cold from head to toe.
Jiang Feng said to Jiang Wanru casually, "Mom, Cancan and I have long decided not to have children, that is, to be 'Dink', you don't need to mention the matter of children anymore, you have to be really idle, go to the beauty salon every day to make your face, or go shopping and play mahjong." He deliberately glared at her and complained, "I said that you are not good at learning, can you learn from aunts and children?" β
Jiang Wan looked at me and Jiang Feng in disbelief, mainly staring at me, a little anxious, "You guys, have you really decided not to have children?" β
My heart sank, considering the instability of her condition, and it was not good to stimulate her, so I pretended to smile easily, "No, don't listen to Jiang Feng's nonsense, Mom, don't worry, I like children myself, there will definitely be." β
"Hmm." She nodded reluctantly, but she obviously had no appetite for the rice bowl, and she was thoughtful and worried about the rice.
Sure enough, when Jiang Feng was busy with work in the study at night, Jiang Wanru called me to her room, gently squeezed my hand, first shushed me for a while, and then expressed how happy she was that I could be her daughter-in-law, and finally talked about giving birth, "Cancan, are you really blocked both fallopian tubes?" I remember last year or when, as if I heard that you were pregnant? You won't lie to me, have you found a few more hospitals to diagnose it? β
I really didn't know how to answer her for a moment......
She sighed, "Cancan, I'm not a feudal old woman, but when I reach this age, really, the biggest thought is to hug my grandson, you and Ah Feng have gone through so much and are finally together, and it is more stable to have a common child, isn't it?" Mom is not forcing you, but I have such a wish, I hope you can help me achieve it, think about it, the two of you have a descendant is also the continuation of your own life, and you will have hope when you are old in the future, right? Because of your disease, she is not very serious, but we are trying to solve it with medical means, why not try it? β
I could only nod, but my heart was even more sad, especially when I thought of the child I had lost before, and my heart was even more congested, "Mom, I definitely want this child more than you, but I'm not a 'normal' woman, even this easy thing in the eyes of other women, for me it's more difficult than climbing to the sky, but I will try." β
She hugged me again, "Take your time, don't rush this kind of thing, keep your mood happy, I believe our family will not be so unlucky." β
Unlucky......
Hearing the word 'unlucky' pop out of her mouth, although it was unintentional, I was still sensitively stung.
After Jiang Wanru left, I briefly conveyed her desire for a child to Jiang Feng, and began to discuss with him solemnly, "I really can't wait at my age, I plan to consult the doctor systematically, whether it is better to get pregnant naturally by dredging the fallopian tubes or IVF......
He still didn't care, he didn't take this big thing in my opinion as a thing at all, "Didn't you say that you are too lazy to toss, everything will be natural, just conceive, forget it, how big it is." He looked at me, smiling, "I don't think it's good to be pregnant, I don't have to wear that thing when I 'run errands', I can come when I want, and I don't have to worry about pregnancy, how good?" β
I sighed, "......"
He comforted again, "I don't need to think about my mother's nonsense, she is just panicking." However, I have a special proposal for my mother, I don't know if you will agree? He looked a little more mysterious.
"What?"