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What Lin said was not unreasonable, but Pan'er just couldn't give up, a pair of tender little hands pressed on her abdomen, obviously she shouldn't feel anything, but she felt a sour feeling in her heart, and she didn't say anything for a while.

"Mother, let me think about it again...... Give me a few more days......"

Although she said so, Pan'er was like a mirror in her heart, knowing that no matter how long she thought about it, there would be no result, after all, she was a person who cared about family affection, and although the baby in her belly was not born, it was connected to her blood, so naturally she couldn't give it up no matter what.

I stayed at home in a trance for a few days, and now, the children in Pan'er's belly have been more than two months, and they are about to be three months old.

Although it is not obvious to hide under the small jacket, but after the beginning of spring, the belly is a little bigger, and I am afraid that it cannot be hidden.

In addition to Pan'er, there are only two people left in the family, Lin and Mrs. Zhao, Lin feels sorry for her daughter, so she naturally guards this matter strictly, and her mouth is no different from a clam shell, and she refuses to reveal the slightest rumor.

As for Mrs. Zhao, she doesn't have the courage to do so.

She was originally bought back by the Lin family from the hands of Renyazi, and the body deed was still in the hands of the Lin family, if she didn't hide this matter honestly, she would be a mother-in-law with a big belly, even if the craftsmanship was good, I am afraid there would be no good fruit to eat.

It's going to be the Shangyuan Festival in a flash, the capital is naturally much more lively than the small place in Shiqiao Village, and there is also a lantern festival on the night of the Shangyuan Festival.

As the baby in the belly grew day by day, Lin's whole person became much more impatient, urging Pan'er to drink abortion medicine all day long, and even bought safflower back and put it on the stove to boil.

On this day, Pan'er wanted to go to the kitchen to crush the sticky rice and use it to make glutinous rice balls, but as soon as she walked into the kitchen, a bitter medicinal smell went straight to her nose.

Pan'er panicked for a moment, her hand holding the door panel was slightly forced, and her nails were blue and white.

She took a closer look and found that Zhao was not in the kitchen, and Lin, who was wearing a blue and blue jacket, sat on the small pestle by the stove, holding a big pu fan in his hand, shaking it gently.

Hearing the movement of opening the door, Lin turned her head, and when she saw Pan'er, her face changed, and even her eyes couldn't help flickering slightly, and she said angrily:

"Why don't you rest upstairs, how can you come to a smoky place like the kitchen?"

Pan'er was still standing at the threshold, not moving, although her morning sickness had gotten better recently, but the smell of medicine was more disgusting than the fishy smell, which made her body can't help but have a layer of goosebumps, her plump body trembled slightly, and her face became obviously much uglier.

"Mother, how do you boil medicine in the kitchen? Could it be that someone in the family is sick? How did I not know ......"

Pan'er asked deliberately, swallowed her saliva, stared at the direction of the stove with big eyes, and her body tensed, like a little beast being targeted by a predator.

Lin's beautiful face was hidden in the shadows, and Pan'er couldn't see her expression clearly, and could only hear her voice trembling slightly:

"Pan'er, it's been almost three months now, you don't have time to delay, obviously you know in your heart that if you have a miscarriage after three months, how much damage will it be to your body, and even the future heirs will be harmful, it's not too late to make a decision at this moment......"

"Is it too late?"

A layer of mist was covered in the big and round apricot eyes, Pan'er's mouth was bitter, her whole body was stiff, and her cheeks were flushed with emotion.

"Mother, you know in your heart that it's already late, I was reluctant to give up this child from the beginning, I beg you, okay with him? I can't get any reputation anyway, I don't want it all......"

Reputation is indeed very important for the women of the Daye Dynasty, if a girl's reputation is ruined, even if she is not immersed in the pig cage, she will be poked in the backbone to live, that kind of taste Lin has tasted, when she just gave birth to Pan'er, she couldn't wait to die to be clean.

In addition, Pan'er is greedy for glory and wants to marry into a high-ranking family, once the child in her belly is born, let alone marrying into a high-ranking family, I am afraid that she will not be able to be a wife in this life.

Even if the Lin family doesn't say this, Pan'er can figure it out herself, but what she wants to give up now is her own flesh and blood, and there are few women in the world who can be ruthless and destroy their flesh-and-blood children.

No matter whether others can do it or not, Pan'er can't, she hasn't been so ruthless.

Smack.

Lin's pair of jade hands trembled slightly, and the pu fan she was pinching fell to the ground, she closed her eyes in a dejected manner, in fact, she had expected this result for a long time, but she had never dared to accept the reality.

Stretching out his hand to cover his face, Lin didn't speak, he cried out in pain, big tears slipped down his cheeks, that look very pitiful, Pan'er saw it in his eyes, and his heart was very unbearable, he trotted to Lin's side, reached out and hugged her arm, and said softly:

"Mother, don't be sad, even if Pan'er doesn't get married, I can take good care of you, the two of us have Rong'an Fang, and life will definitely be better than before in Shiqiao Village, so difficult days have been survived, what else can't bear it?"

Lin was originally a gentle character, and Pan'er has been dependent on each other for so many years, and what he cares about most is this only daughter, hearing this at this moment, Lin's crying is even louder, and there is a hoarse snort in his throat, and his hands are clutching his clothes, and fine beads of sweat are oozing from his palms.

When she was in Shiqiao Village, Lin felt wronged by Pan'er, she was not in good health, for fear that she would not be able to take care of her, so she set up a family affair for the Qi family.

Now that she has arrived in the capital, she has met Wu Yong again, why is her Pan'er so miserable?

Because of her pregnancy, Pan'er couldn't shed tears, and reached out tremblingly to wipe the tears on Lin's face, she calmed her voice for a while, and saw that Lin's gradually stopped crying, although her eyes were a little red and swollen, but her mood was calmer, and she started to work.

There is a stone mill in the backyard of Rong'an Fang, but now there is a thick layer of snow in the yard, and the ankles can be submerged, and it is really a bit difficult to clean up the stone mill, fortunately, there are stone mills in the kitchen, as long as the glutinous rice is placed on the mill and slowly rolled over, you can get out the glutinous rice flour.

However, in order to make the taste of the glutinous rice balls more delicate and elastic, fragrant and delicious, the glutinous rice flour must be ground at least three times with a stone mill.

Although Pan'er was pregnant, this bit of work was not difficult for her, and while pushing the stone mill around, she watched Lin pour the safflower in the pot into the swill bucket, and after washing her hands, she began to fry black sesame seeds again.

Black sesame glutinous rice balls are Pan'er's favorite food, and Lin has made them a few times before, but because it takes too much effort, in recent years, the poor family can't open the pot, and they make less than before.

The black sesame seeds are poured directly into the hot pot, and the more they are fried, the stronger the aroma in the house, and when the black sesame seeds are ripe, the whole kitchen is full of this moist and dry fragrance, and the sesame seeds in the pot have become pitch black.

Lin poured the black sesame seeds on the cutting board, waited until they were cool, and then crushed the sesame seeds little by little with a rolling pin.

This filling is different from the skin, and it must not be made into a fine powder with a stone mill, otherwise you will not be able to taste it when you bite into it.

However, with a rolling pin, the sesame seeds are large and small, and they creak in the mouth, mixed with lard and sugar, and then stirred to make a filling.

Lin used to make dim sum often, and after Pan'er made the glutinous rice flour, she directly took the basin and asked Pan'er to scoop up the water and prepare the noodles.

When Pan'er scooped up the water, she specially poured a few drops of spiritual spring into it, and then gave the scoop to Lin's, and the white glutinous rice flour was added with water and formed a ball, and Lin's hands kept rubbing.

The Lin family's skin was already white, and he has been raising it recently, and the skin and flesh of his body have become much more delicate, and he is not much worse than glutinous rice dumplings.

I saw that the glutinous rice ball was kneaded into a long strip in her hand, soft and elastic, and it didn't stick to her hands, Bai Shengsheng looked very rare, Lin took a kitchen knife in her hand, cut it into small pieces a few times, and let Pan'er knead it into a ball, press a small nest on the top of the ball with her thumb, pick some sesame stuffing with chopsticks, and then gradually pinch the nest with her fingers, and then gently rub it in the palm of her hand.

Watching Lin's swift action to wrap out a rice ball the size of a hawthorn, Pan'er also tried it.

The so-called dragon gives birth to a dragon and a phoenix, and the children of mice will make holes, this is true, Lin's cooking skills are not bad, Pan'er is her daughter, as long as she learns a little, these white cases can be used, and the things made are even presentable.

Mrs. Zhao washed all the dishes just now, walked into the kitchen with a basin, and saw that the Lin mother and daughter were also busy in full swing, she was also idle, and she washed her hands and followed to help.

These glutinous rice balls made today are not only to be eaten, but also to be sold in the shop, so the amount is naturally more, anyway, this food is easy to store, and it is very easy to get it.

It's just that you can't eat too much, otherwise once you accumulate food, I'm afraid you will have trouble for several days.

After the rice balls are wrapped, they are directly put into the bamboo basket and placed outside the window, and now the weather has not warmed up, and the snow is thick enough, even if the rice balls are placed outside for ten days and half a month, it must not be bad.