Chapter 43: Unclean and Impure
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When I heard this, I stared at him intently, and my mind was almost blank.
If I had to say why, it would probably be: in addition to rejoicing, I was more questioning whether this was another joke.
We exist in this world, we say a lot of things every day, but there are not many people who can really speak, because ordinary people like me, language is only to express the thoughts of the moment, not every sentence is said to be responsible, and often forgotten later. So I admire people who are good at listening, and I used to fantasize that one day I could turn to the kind of person who either doesn't speak, but hits the nail on the head as soon as I open my mouth.
Unfortunately, my fantasy didn't come true, and I didn't change sex.
The long silence seemed to make Ah Lin a little uneasy.
He frowned, and straightened his spine irritably: "I'll rub, the master said such a fleshy thing, how much reaction is okay?" ”
I nodded lazily and said to him, "Remember what I said to you on the day you went on a blind date?" ”
He was silent for a moment.
I said seriously: "I said that day that I don't care if I get married or not, as long as the two of us live happily together." If you really want to tie the knot with me, then you will tie it. If you want to not tie the knot first, and then run in and run, then don't knot first. ”
This is probably the most sensible thing ever said in life, especially under such a great temptation. Because I know very well that what I rarely feel is with him, and it doesn't have to be a marriage. Marriage is a long word, I don't trust it, but I don't want to make a villain and walk away.
Ah Lin stood on the edge of the bed and looked at me, he unconsciously licked his lips gently, and after thinking about it, he said resolutely: "Knot! ”
"So you love me, don't you?" I asked him seriously, after all, every word of what he said that day was still seared in my heart.
Ah Lin slowly sat on the edge of the bed, his hands casually propped up on the edge of the bed.
I didn't hear any answer for a long time, but he looked at me, his brows furrowed a little, and he hesitated in his femininity. He thought about it for a long time before he said to me, "If crazy missing someone is a manifestation of love, then I must be in love." ”
Ah Lin's voice was very slow, and his expression looked a little stupid.
I looked at him with a smile, I don't know how the tears fell out of my eyes, they were tears of happiness, I buried my head and buried it gradually, crying so much that I couldn't straighten my waist. When I think of the twenty-four-year-old me and the imminent arrival of a home of my own, I really can't express the feeling.
After Jiang Fengying left, my dad and I depended on each other for many years, he never told me about emotional education, no one taught me how to love someone, and no one taught me how to be a sleek girl that everyone likes. I had to fight for everything. It's like I don't want to be beaten so I can only learn to fight back, like so many people call me a sister-in-law but actually only treat me as a bitch, and now I'm about to become his wife. It is even more proof that it is not the ability that governs my life, but the will.
"Why are you crying when you marry me?" Ah Lin's voice was quite irritable.
When I looked up, my eyes were swollen, and my shoulders twitched and I said to him, "I cry mine, whatever...... Fart...... Affair. ”
Ah Lin looked at me for a while as if he had taken gunpowder.
The preparation before the wedding is the most tedious, he and I are both married for the first time, and we want to do many things as much as possible, from choosing wedding dresses to finding a honeymoon venue, we are like bees who are busy from morning to night, a bunch of things that we can't finish but are willing to do.
On the fifth day of our wedding, Ah Lin and I went back to my dad's house together.
He had already received the news, so when he opened the door, the first thing he said was to Ah Lin: "Call Dad to listen." ”
Ah Lin glanced at it arrogantly, and said a little embarrassedly: "Lao Cheng, did you do it on purpose?" ”
My dad didn't give up, and smiled heartily: "What is deliberate, if you want to marry my daughter, you have to call me dad!" After a pause, my dad crossed his fingers and sighed: "You said that we have been friends for several years, why has this generation changed?" In fact, among so many friends, I am most convinced by you. First, focus on feelings. Second, morality, third, there is no need to say much about being rich and beautiful, and you are no longer a young man who has nothing to do. My daughter gives it to you, it's worth it! ”
Two years ago, my dad had been urging me to get married sooner, because he was from the countryside, and girls got married early in his day. And when he was young, he climbed to that position little by little, and he had a lot of diseases on his body, and he was worried that if something happened to him one day, he wouldn't be able to see someone by my side to take care of me.
Ah Lin stood beside me, glanced at me, and then the city government said to my father quite deeply: "Hehe, don't come and fill me with this garlic, you handed over your daughter to me that day, isn't this what you are thinking?" On the surface, it is reasonable, but in fact, I know that I have not had a family for so many years, and I deliberately want to send her to me. ”
I was stunned and looked at my dad in disbelief.
My dad was also stunned, and then scratched his head a little embarrassed and said, "It seems that my Lao Cheng's acting skills are not good, so easy for you to see?" Hehe, fortunately, when I was young, I didn't take any undercover missions, and people like me are going to go, so I guess I will be sent to death directly. ”
"You ......" I was really shocked, pointing at Ah Lin, and then at my father, my brain and mouth were not good, and I couldn't speak.
Ah Lin pinched my fingers, slowly pressed them down, and said to me, "Lao Cheng really cares about you. ”
"Call Dad! Father-in-law is also successful! "My dad is still obsessed with taking advantage of him.
Ah Lin made a face, sneered a few times, bared his teeth and said, "You are an old immortal." Alright, my name is. ”
He really thought about it for a long time before he called out to his father-in-law very reluctantly, which caused my father to reply proudly: "Okay! Good! A son-in-law is half a son, in the future, I will be your father, and you will be my son! ”
Ah Lin lit a cigarette and said sullenly: "Lao Cheng, after you retire, you should go to be a fisherman, the kind that specializes in casting nets to make big fish." ”
My dad pointed at him and smiled: "It's true that I cast a net, but if you don't enter the circle, can you be netted?" The key is that my daughter is well raised, even if it is not you, I don't think it is unusual to find a bigger young boss! ”
At this time, Ah Lin glanced at me, scraped the beauty mole on my eyebrows with the shallow nails of his little thumb and said, "Well, it is faintly seductive, maybe she is the reincarnation of a fox spirit." ”
I shrank back and listened quietly to the praise of the two men, and my heart was actually very happy. The only frustration is probably that my dad 'sold' me, is it because my dad's circle is different, so what he sees is Ah Lin's serious and mature appearance, is his other side only born for darkness? It may not be everyone's chance to get to the bottom of him.
We had a meal at home, and my dad drank a lot of wine because he was happy.
A pound of liquor, my dad drank it after a while, his words became more and more, even if Ah Lin and I persuaded him not to drink anymore, he still opened the bottle again, and poured it into the cup with his arm dangling, most of it was poured outside, only a small half was poured into the cup.
My dad was a tough guy, and I don't remember when I cried. But today, two bean-sized tears rolled down from his eyes, and he said a little inexplicably: "When you get married, how good would it be if your parents were around?" ”
My dad must have regrets about his marriage to my mom. I looked distressed, grabbed his hand and said, "I'll just get married and have my dad here." Don't mention that woman to me again! ”
My dad pushed me away and waved his hand again and again, "No, I'm not your dad." ”
His heart was suddenly stabbed by the words, and he must have been drunk and confused.
I looked at Ah Lin, and his eyes suddenly flickered, as if with boundless murderous aura.
Later, my dad pulled a tissue from the table, wiped his tears fiercely, the crumpled tissue was not thrown away immediately, and he woke up rudely and said drunkly, "No, I'm not your father." Jiang, when Jiang Fengying married me...... You're in her belly. The woman thought I didn't love him, but she didn't know ...... I'm ...... for her Received a general ...... Man...... Belch...... I can't accept it. She has no conscience! No conscience! ”
I was stunned, as if at that moment the sky was spinning, like a drunken dreamer. I couldn't tell where I was, I couldn't tell what I was hearing.
I took my dad's hand and laughed heartlessly: "Dad, you say it again." ”
My dad hung his head, tilted his face and stared at me for a while, and said slowly and cruelly: "Child, your life is miserable, your mother doesn't want you anymore, and my father's family is also defeated." It's hard to say, if I'm ...... At that time, I was selfish and didn't care about you, you ...... What is the difference with orphans? What's the difference! Yes? My dad yelled out and slammed the beer mug in front of him on the table.
He buried his head, crying so much that his whole back was pumping, and he didn't care that the table was full of glass shards, and his arms were directly on the shards, crying extremely desolately.
I sat in my chair without emotion, just staring at my dad, not helping him or speaking.
The hatred for Jiang Fengying in my heart rose to the peak at once, in this home that had long been crippled. I am not my father's own daughter, and Jiang Fengying, who does not hesitate to hurt me again and again, is really connected to me.
"He's drunk, don't listen to his nonsense." A Linyin said predictively.
I ignored it.
Because I know my dad, I know better that he won't talk nonsense about this kind of thing.
I asked, "Dad, who is my father?" He...... What's the last name? Don't tell me, my father is Lu Feng! ”
My dad buried his head, waved his hand, and said in a sullen voice, "No, it's not ......"
My throat was hot, and my nose was indescribably sour: "Who is that?" ”