46 I have found a man who is more suitable than you
I followed Kuroko back to his residence, a two-bedroom house, at a glance, the first feeling was - this must be the residence of the science and engineering man, the color is cold, the decoration style is post-modern, so many large and small figures are placed in this space, not only does it feel messy, but there is also a trendy feeling.
It doesn't quite match the sunspot who seems to be honest on the surface.
In fact, I also admire myself, at this time, I still have the heart to watch other people's residences. Kuroko hurriedly handed me a large bath towel, and when he saw my disdain, he stammered, "I didn't mean that...... The main thing is that this towel is more absorbent, your hair is wet, and it is easier to wipe it with it. β
I looked down and wiped my hair, wondering why I wanted to hide here.
Indeed, compared to where I lived, my mother's place was a good shelter.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Kuroko walked to the side, I lowered my head and wiped my hair, listened to the sound of "ding ding dong" in my ears for a while, and when I turned my face, Kuroko handed me two clothes and a pair of slippers, and said, "I'll go down and buy something to eat, you take a bath and change your clothes...... What's that, the door is locked. β
I couldn't help but laugh, waved my hand, and said, "You bring the key." β
Kuroko's face was obviously shocked, but he didn't say another word, but took the key and hurried to the door, I glanced at his back and couldn't help but laugh.
I know what Kuroko means, isn't it just that I'm worried that it will be embarrassing for a lonely man and a widow to be in the same room? It's stupid to say anything about buying food.
Indeed, compared to Zhao Yang, Kuroko is not sophisticated most of the time, let alone sleek, but his honest personality is also very trusting.
That's why I'm cheeky to stay.
I have known Zhao Yang until now, I have been wronged several times, but I have never been so desperate as today, some things are most afraid of getting a clear answer, even if you try to compete with the so-called reality, you will only feel powerless in the end.
Once Xiao Wei's move is formed, Zhao Yang and I are just one of the chess pieces, and she is the biggest winner.
When I think of this, I feel calm.
There was smoke in Kuroko's house, I stood at the window in a bathrobe, listening to the sound of rain outside the window, I involuntarily lit a cigarette, the lighter was played a few times, the cigarette was finally lit, I gently put it in my mouth, took a puff, and coughed violently.
Looking at my still trembling hands, I couldn't help but smile self-deprecatingly in the mirror.
Then the doorbell rang, and I walked over in my slippers and opened the door. Kuroko stood in the doorway, with water droplets in his hair and a bag in his hand, and looked me up and down, and suddenly his hand reached over and snatched the end of my cigarette.
"Wait......" I said.
Heizi ignored it, pinched off the cigarette butt fiercely, looked back at me, and said, "Liang Xiaobai, aren't you a heroine?" β
I shrugged my shoulders and said, "You're stupid, I'm a female hooligan at best." β
Kuroko glared at me and said, "If you come to me to self-harm, I'll send you back now, believe it or not, what the hell is the matter, the sky is falling, isn't there still our tall man on top?" β
I was taken aback by Kuroko's impulsive tone, so I simply removed my mask and sighed softly.
Kuroko looked at me and said, "The two of you quarreled? β
I glanced at Kuroko and said, "Kuroko, can you do me a favor?" β
Kuroko looked at me with a puzzled expression, and I didn't beat around with him, saying, "I need a boyfriend." β
"Don't be kidding," Heizi waved his hand at me and said, "Even if the two of them quarrel, it won't be such a virtue, Liang Xiaobai, I'll cook you something to eat, and you can call that kid when you're done." β
"I'm not kidding you," I said when I said this, and suddenly my nose was sour, "don't you want to marry me?" It's also an opportunity for you. β
As soon as I said this, Kuroko's mouth opened wide in surprise, he looked at me, suddenly took out two bottles of beer from the bag, slammed it to the side, the wine bottle opened, Kuroko gave me a bottle, and said: "Liang Xiaobai, you ask me for help, my Heizi won't say a word, but I need to know the cause and effect." β
I had a drink with Heizi, told Heizi about Zhao Yang and Xiao Wei, sighed at the end, and said: "Heizi, you are willing to help me, I, Liang Xiaobai, just owe you a favor, there are some things I don't plan to hide from you, in fact, I had a child before graduating from college." β
Kuroko probably didn't expect me to be so honest, after listening to what I said, the whole person was stunned, I know, once a girl has the label of me, unless the family background is illustrious, there is enough choice, under normal circumstances, many families are unable to accept a woman like me.
I don't blame anyone, if you want to say, you can only blame me for being blind when I was young.
Kuroko's hesitation gave me a little blow, I smiled, blew out the wine bottle in my hand in one go, and said, "Listening to me this bad woman complaining so much, I have to thank you today, it's not too early, I'll go first." β
After I said this, I walked to the entrance, and as soon as I took two steps, the sunspot caught up, and he stopped me and said, "Liang Xiaobai, since you like it, why don't you go for it?" β
I laughed and said, "Kuroko, don't you understand?" No matter who Zhao Yang chooses in the end, I am the one who loses. β
Heizi didn't seem to understand what I said, I thought about it for a while, and explained: "He and Xiao Wei have walked together for ten years, and no one can replace them in these ten years, even if Xiao Wei doesn't tell the truth, so what?" Zhao Yang will believe it, if he believes it, it means that Xiao Wei is half of the success, if he chooses me, it will be unkind and unjust, if he does not choose me, he will not be able to escape this charge of injustice and injustice, because in this way, he will also be sorry for another woman. β
After listening to me, Heizi showed an expression of sudden realization on his face, he looked at me in shock and said, "Liang Xiaobai, you really love him." β
I laughed and didn't say anything, and then I heard Kuroko say, "You love him, so you have to choose a way not to embarrass this man, so, you need to be the woman who betrays the love between you?" β
I shook my head and said, "No, I do this, but I'm afraid that in the end, I can't help but be reluctant to let go, and in the end, I will only be left with this man with a dead face, compared to a love humble to the dust, I choose to let go proudly." β
At least, many years later, when this man thinks of me, he will grit his teeth and say that it was this ruthless woman who dumped me at the beginning.
After listening to my words, Heizi fell into deep thought, he lowered his head and didn't look at me, and after a few seconds, he suddenly raised his head and said, "Liang Xiaobai, you are really a woman worthy of love." β
"Female rascal." I grinned, afraid tears would slip down my cheeks.
Kuroko stretched out his hand in front of me and said, "Then, from today onwards, I will do my duty to you." β
I bit my lip, afraid that tears would welled up in my eyes, and said, "Kuroko, I will remember you well for the rest of my life." β
I didn't go back this night, lying alone in the guest room of Kuroko's house, although it was a guest room, this man still carefully prepared a soft quilt and pillowcase for me, a rain fell all night, and my heart was flustered all night.
I've read a lot of sentences describing sadness, such as sleepless nights, shivering, tears, etc., but it wasn't until today that I suddenly realized that in fact, the real pain can't be described in words, it is the embarrassment of crying and laughingβit seems that the whole world is missing all hope.
But I understand that this is not the end, because the next stop of the battle has just begun.
And what I didn't expect was that at noon the next day, I suddenly learned from Xiao Jie's mouth that Wang Luoqi, the woman who had broken up her and her ex, was actually just Zeng Ziqian's younger sister, and that woman called Zeng Ziqian's cousin.
This means that the promises that Zhao Yang made to me before were all true.
This man is not lying to me.
It is worthy of my Liang Xiaobai that I like this man so deeply.
Saying that Cao Cao Cao arrived, I was just thinking about Zhao Yang in my heart, and this man called me, and after answering, I heard him say: "Liang Xiaobai, I am downstairs with you, I have something very important to see you." β
Zhao Yang's voice was pleasant.
I smiled and said, "Well, I have something to tell you as well." β
"Then you come down, I'll wait for you."
"Okay."
The phone hung up, and I walked to the bathroom in two steps, glanced at myself in the mirror, and inhaled softly.
He and Zhao Yang didn't go anywhere else, but in a square not far from the company, today's wind is beautiful and breezy, and it is not a pity to break up.
Zhao Yang was the first to see me, and ran towards me from a distance, he took my hand, smiled and said, "Do you know something?" My second brother has already confessed to his sister-in-law, and the misunderstanding has been resolved, Liang Xiaobai, you have to believe me, right? β
I withdrew Zhao Yang's tightly held hand and said, "I know, but I want to tell you something else." β
Zhao Yang saw my serious expression and asked, "Liang Xiaobai, every time you show this expression, it's not a good thing." β
I shrugged my shoulders, looked up at Zhao Yang, and said, "You guessed it, Zhao Yang, let's break up." β
Zhao Yang looked at me in surprise, rubbed my hair, and said, "Don't make trouble, didn't you say that you took me to officially meet my aunt after this problem was solved?" β
I dodged Zhao Yang's hand and said very seriously: "But now I regret it, Zhao Yang, I have found a more suitable man than you." β
ps: That's all for tonight, I suddenly thought of one thing, saying that Xiaobai - women will be tired if they live in a confused way, and they will be tired if they live too clearly. See you tomorrow