When I was 11 years old, I witnessed my mother being hit by a car and I was standing across the street.

That day, my mother rarely went to school to pick me up, and we were almost home, but she suddenly asked me, do you want to eat fried buns? Said that it would be better to go back to cook for a while, for fear that I would be hungry.

I was a little hungry after school, so I said I wanted to eat.

She told me to wait on the side of the road, and she went back to buy it, and the fried bun shop was across the road.

After a while, I saw her buy back the fried bun and shake it at me with the bag. The green light came on, and she ran towards me with a smile, but just as she was running to the middle of the road, a car suddenly came from behind, and it was driving so fast that she was knocked off before she could react.

I watched as she swirled in the air like a rag doll and then fell to the ground, scattering the buns and staining the ground red with blood.

I stood still, stunned and unable to make a sound, and my whole body was stupid.

The perpetrator only poked his head out to take a look, then fled in panic, and the car ran over her body in a panic.

If I had said I wouldn't eat fried buns that day, maybe something would have happened to her.

The funny thing is that the person who hit and killed my mother ran away, but another person ran out and said that he had killed my mother, but it was not he who killed my mother...... But no one believed me.

I could see the face of the man who killed my mother clearly, how could I have recognized it as a mistake, even if he turned to ashes.

During the time I lost my mother, I felt like I had autism, and I would dream of the scene when she was hit every night, and I could only watch her fall in front of me again and again...... But he couldn't save her.

Every time I woke up from a nightmare, I didn't want to talk to anyone.

Soon I was picked up back to City B.

Children without mothers are always different from other children, not to mention that I don't have a father by my side, but fortunately, there is a grandmother in City B who loves me, and she is the cutest old lady in the world.

Under my grandmother's careful care, I gradually stopped having nightmares, and my symptoms improved a lot. Half a year later, I was sent to school again, but I still didn't want to talk to the students. My grandmother discussed with my uncle, and asked someone to arrange for me to be in the same class as my cousin Guo Ziliang, and asked him to take me with him.

Zi benign and cheerful, under his drive, I gradually talked more, with him to play with me I am not so reluctant to the new environment, just whenever I look at the front table...... I think of the front table in Tongcheng, the girl I've always secretly liked.

After I went to junior high school, I basically returned to normal, but I was unusually rebellious, and even Ziliang was led crooked by me, and I either fought with people or ran to play games all day long. It's the same when I go to high school, it's the most difficult student representative in school, and my grandmother can't do anything about me, just because she spoils me too much.

It wasn't until the first semester of my junior year of high school that I met Shen Xin.

Playing on the basketball court with a few classmates that day, I grabbed the ball too hard and hit a girl with the ball flying out. The moment the girls turned their faces, my mind swished and appeared at my elementary school desk, and their faces and eyes were very similar.

At that moment, my heart thumped twice, and I thought: Could it be her?

I began to approach her when I learned that she was also a sophomore in high school and her surname was Shen, and I couldn't contain the excitement in my heart, so I began to chase her.

Later, I found out that she was not, but she looked like her and happened to be surnamed Shen, and she was a little disappointed after the truth, but in fact, it was expected, how could her family go to high school in Tongcheng City.

Just when I was hesitating to break off with Shen Xin, she suddenly became very active.

A few brothers on the side said she was very good and asked me to accept it, so I accepted it. Because each of them has a girlfriend, every time I go out, I am alone, and I am always teased by them.

The two of them were together, and it felt good at first, but after a long time, I found that she was very clingy and a little contrived, but a girl seems to have these problems, and I can bear it. But she shouldn't have carried me to my grandmother's house, or in the name of my girlfriend. Although my grandmother loves me, she is against my early love, how I played and how disobedient before, she turned a blind eye, but I was particularly serious about my early love, saying that my mother hurt her because of early love.

So as soon as I graduated from high school, I was sent directly to the military school, Shen Xin couldn't see me, and began to make all kinds of trouble, at first I was more patient and coaxed, but every time I called, I complained to me, and I was annoyed for a long time, not to mention that Lao Tzu was trained like a dog every day, and he had to coax her, and he was tired. For a while, I didn't answer her calls.

That was until one of my brothers called and said she had a new boyfriend and asked me if I knew. Damn, how can I bear this kind of thing, so I pretended to be sick and asked for leave that day and ran to find her. I was really caught by me, that Lao Tzu's fist was not a vegetarian, and the man was directly beaten by me in the hospital, and I completely said goodbye to Shen Xin.

Afterwards, Shen Xin called many times, but I didn't answer. Later, once she begged someone to call me, I answered, and she said that the man was deliberately found by her to stimulate me, and she had nothing to do with him. I just wanted to laugh after listening to it, and I hung up the phone without saying a word.

I don't know what's wrong with that time, I'm a little depressed, Lao Shao thought that I was like that because I broke up with Shen Xin, so I thought I was right, and I took 500,000 yuan to smash her, I didn't want to, after this person was smashed by the money, he really left.

I can see people thoroughly.

Boys will always mature later than girls, but I'm not, I didn't have a mother since I was a child, and I had a father who didn't care much about me. My mind is always buried in the place where no one knows the most, because I don't know who to talk to, so I can only disguise my loneliness with my rebellion and cynicism.

At first, I hated it very much when I entered the military school, but those four years were extremely important four years in my life, and it was these four years that made me really grow up, knowing that as a man, I should shoulder the heavy responsibility of protecting my family and defending the country, and I also knew what kind of person I wanted to become in the future, and I also remembered that I still had a blood debt to pay, and only by honing myself could I make myself stronger.

After graduating from military school, I was selected by the special forces with outstanding grades, and I signed up without consulting my family at that time. Therefore, Lao Shao was furious with me, saying that no matter what I do in the future, he will never care about me anymore, I said that is good, anyway, he has never cared about me since I was a child, and it would be better if I broke off the father-son relationship.

We had a big argument that we didn't talk to for a few years.

I have a hatred for Lao Shao in my heart, I heard my grandmother say that my mother was a top student in the school when she was in high school, and she was supposed to be sent to Tsinghua University and Peking University, but she was ruined by Lao Shao. He didn't know how to entangle his mother, who had always been well-behaved and sensible, and let her conceive a child at a critical time.

In their time, a high school student was pregnant, and the spitting stars of public opinion could kill people. But her mother was extremely strong and decisive, and despite the opposition of her family, she gave up her studies and married Lao Shao's gangster.

Of course, they cut it first and then made it together, grandma said that when she and grandpa saw their marriage certificate, they were so angry that they almost fainted. But the raw rice has been cooked and his mother's reputation has been ruined by him, if he does not marry him, what should the child in the womb do, and he can only accept it in desperation.

Later, my grandmother learned that the old Shao family was not an ordinary family, they were the second generation of the military, and the old man Shao was a well-known figure in the military and political circles. But the marriage between his mother and Lao Shao was not accepted by the Shao family. After the two got married, they didn't even have a place to live, they were still rented outside, after I was born, the old Shao Jue, who had been a gangster, couldn't live like this, one day he suddenly disappeared, and only called his mother a few days later, saying that he went to the south, saying that he wanted to break out a world for his mother, otherwise he would not come back.

He left me and my mother, who had no livelihood, and left me for four years. In those four years, my mother endured all the hardships and suffered a lot of coldness, if it weren't for my grandma carrying my grandfather to help us, I guess there would be no me.

Four years later, Lao Shao broke out of the world, but he also lost his wife and children, I don't know who he is, his mother's love for him in those four years was wiped out by poverty a little bit of scum left, only regret remains, although after he came back, we lived a life that everyone envied, but between him and his mother is like a Pacific Ocean, never to go back to the past. As time passed, there were more and more contradictions between the two.

Grandma said that Lao Shao really loved his mother, but the way he loved was not suitable for his mother, it was too strong and extreme, and finally they divorced when I was six years old.

I hate Lao Shao for ruining such an excellent person as my mother, but if it weren't for him, it seems that there would be no me. But I still hate him, because after his mother's accident, he didn't track it down immediately, and only cared about making his money.

If the four years of military academy have made me wake up from a confused teenager to adulthood, it is not an exaggeration to say that the career of special forces has been reborn for me, and I have changed a lot in those five years, from the inside out, from the will to the mentality.

After retiring from the army, I didn't even go back to City B, and went directly to Tongcheng. More than ten years later, the scene of my mother being hit still often appears in my dreams, and every time I wake up, the wound in my heart will be torn open, and the pain of losing my mother will never be forgotten.

This incident has dragged me for more than ten years, and the first thing I did when I returned to Tongcheng was to investigate the car accident that year.

It is difficult to collect evidence after more than ten years, and I don't have any connections in Tongcheng, so I can't start the investigation, so I took the initiative to call Lao Shao for the first time, and I want to have an identity to enter Tongcheng. He said that I was discharged from the army and wanted to find a job in Tongcheng, and he quarreled with me when he heard it, but then he still asked Mr. Wang to come to me, and Mr. Wang gave me a position in "Bihai Pavilion".

I met Mu Qinghua in Bihai Pavilion, and it was through Mu Qinghua's hand that I found out the Mo inheritance. I didn't expect his identity to be so special and there was a powerful group behind him to support him, no wonder there were people willing to take the blame for him back then, so I started the investigation with the person who took the blame.

But I didn't expect that before I found out anything, I fell into someone's trap first.