Is Chen Jinziyu a character that Yao Kechen forcibly instilled into my consciousness? No, she really existed, and besides, Yao Kechen had any reason to do that, Chen Jinziyu only had a few vague pieces in my mind, and it couldn't play a substantive role at all.

I can't figure out the relationship.

I thought, no matter how horrific the scene of the Holocaust was, I had to find a way to bring it back to my memory and see what I had been through in the past.

I asked Lu Bingliang what he had to do to awaken the memories that had been sealed by hypnosis.

I asked too directly, and my attitude was a little too urgent, which immediately aroused Lu Bingliang's vigilance and asked me why I wanted to know this.

I lowered my eyebrows and pondered for a few seconds, then looked up at him very sincerely, and told him that I suspected that I had lost my memories for a while, and that sometimes in some special circumstances, I could recall a few vague fragments, but they could not be connected with the event, and I wanted to recall them.

He frowned even tighter, his eyes were sharp, and his tone was a little stern: "Have you received psychological treatment before?" ”

I was confused: "No, maybe I don't remember?" ”

He shook his head slowly: "One thing you have to make clear, in the process of growing up and aging, it is normal for people to forget some things, not necessarily to be sealed by hypnosis, as far as I know, so far in China, the use of hypnosis is very cautious, like you said, no matter what level, it is not allowed." ”

I retorted to him in my stomach, and I can't report it to you if I do it? If the case in Zhejiang hadn't been involved in the case, I'm afraid you wouldn't have known about it, right? I thought so, but I didn't say anything, after all, I asked him, and attitude was very important.

Lu Bingliang is still serious, I hope I understand that the human brain is very magical, some people encounter major traumatic setbacks, do not need psychological intervention, and directly forget about themselves, this is the deep consciousness of the overall protective function. He thinks that what I said about forgetting is either a natural forgetfulness or an active forgetting of deep consciousness, and the possibility of being hypnotized should be very small.

I told him that both of these situations were within my consideration, but I wanted to know more about the situation of hypnotic blockade, and if I had been hypnotized before, how could I re-release the blocked memory.

He crossed his ten fingers and nodded hesitantly: "Then it depends on whether the person who hypnotized you has set the 'trigger point' just mentioned, if so, it can be activated, if not, I'm afraid there is no way." Generally, if this kind of hypnosis is done for the purpose of treatment, there is no trigger point, and no one wants to recall the things that caused their pain, which is unnecessary. ”

Then he said that there is no such thing as a "trigger point" that cannot be guessed or reasoned about, that to know is to know, not to know is not to know, it can be the sound of anything, it can be a specific smell, and even light can be used.

"If you can't be sure if you've been hypnotized or not, and you don't know who the person who hypnotized you is, it's even less likely to know the 'trigger point,' so it's a dead end," he said. ”

It seems to be like what he said, it is a dead end.

But I don't think so.

The bells on the curtains of Peng Liang's house are the trigger points of my memory, so I still have a chance to go back to Qianzhou and go to him again and try to recall the memory at his house. But since I'm here in Meicheng, I have to ask everything I want to ask.

I asked Lu Bingliang: "If I find the trigger point and successfully release the part of the memory sealed in my brain, how can I tell if those things have really happened, or have they been forcibly instilled in me by hypnosis?" ”

As soon as these words landed, his expression was wrong, and he asked suspiciously and worriedly: "Are you involved in something very serious?" ”

I really have to feel his acumen as a psychiatrist.

Although I couldn't tell Lu Bingliang the truth, I didn't need to deny it completely, so I replied half-truthfully: "Almost." I grew up without parents and grew up with my grandfather, who said that my parents died unexpectedly when I was young, but he didn't say the details, and he didn't even say what kind of accident it was. A few years ago, my grandfather passed away, but I found out from somewhere else that my mother seemed to be alive, I began to search, in the process, I often appeared in my mind the appearance of a woman, very clear, gave me a very warm feeling, but only some bits and pieces, I can't remember where I had crossed paths with her, or what the relationship between us was, now I want to figure out what is going on, want to find some clues from the memories, to see if I can find my mother or other relatives. ”

Although Lu Bingliang couldn't completely know what strange things happened to me, he expressed understanding and sympathy for me, and then answered the question I just asked: "To distinguish between what you have in your head is a real memory or something imposed by others through hypnosis, it is actually very simple, it is to find factual evidence. I'll give you a random example, for example, the woman you just talked about, you have to find out if she is real, if so, you go to her, see her reaction, look for evidence that can connect you together, such as old photos, tokens with obvious features, etc., if you are more high-tech, such as fingerprints, DNA or something. If you can actually find the woman in your memory and do a paternity test with her to reach a clear conclusion, won't all doubts be broken? ”

I nodded, but sighed inwardly.

He said it simply, paternity test, I don't need to do a paternity test, I also know that I can't be Chen Jin Ziyu's daughter, but it is because she runs in my head from time to time, making me confused, so I wonder if it will be forcibly poured into my brain by Yao Kechen.

But the "factual evidence" that Lu Bingliang said exists.

It is the purse in my waist, and the embroidery pattern on it is exactly the same as the embroidery pattern on the dress that Chen Jin Ziyu gave to Qiao Lanxiang, which is evidence that Chen Jin Ziyu not only exists, but must have been related to me.

It's much easier for me to do, I don't have to struggle like Qiao Lanxiang to distinguish between the real and the fake images and consciousness in my head.

They're all real, I just need to wake up the memory.

I asked Lu Bingliang if I had really been blocked by someone with hypnotism to block part of my memory, could I not go to that "trigger point" and wake up directly with hypnosis.

He immediately shook his head, firm: "No." My university tutor told us that trying to bypass the 'trigger point' and forcibly awaken the blocked memory will only lead to the collapse of the patient's consciousness and a complete fall into an irreversible immensity similar to a multidimensional space. ”

Although I didn't understand the meaning of the "immensity of multidimensional space" he said, it sounded very serious, so I was speechless for a while.

At this point, of course, I had to give up the road I thought was feasible, so the only way left was the bells on the curtains of Peng Liang's house.

After chatting for more than half an hour, the topic was still spinning in those aspects just now, and there was no further expansion. I pretended to mention Zhuang Jing unintentionally, observed his words and expressions, and made sure that he really hadn't contacted Zhuang Jing, so I thanked him and got up to leave.

This is really a good psychiatrist, who expressed great concern and concern to me, and repeatedly told me that until I am not sure what I have experienced, I must never try to directly use hypnosis to awaken my memory, the consequences will be really terrible.

I solemnly assured him that I would never joke with my head or experiment uncertainly.

He also said that wherever he could help, he could call at any time or come directly to the clinic to see him.

On the way back to Qianzhou, I was full of emotion, thinking that the profession of a doctor, whether it is a doctor or a doctor's heart, the most important thing is not medical skills but character. Like Lu Bingliang and Wu Sha, I believe they must have saved the lives of many patients, and like the one named Liao Rong in Zhejiang, although the details are not very clear, it is really bad to harm a young girl for others for money.

When I arrived at the service station, I stopped for a bite to eat, and then called Peng Liang to tell him that I would visit him in two hours.

But the phone didn't work.

My heart was beating wildly, and I immediately realized that it was bad, but I didn't know what kind of bad it was, so I was so anxious that I couldn't even take a bite of the food that had just been served on the table, so I quickly paid the bill and left, stepping on the accelerator all the way to Qianzhou, praying that Peng Liang would never be harmed.

When I went to the city center to call Peng Liang again, the phone was still turned off. I felt a sigh in my heart again, and the car rushed to his place, knocking on the door for a long time and no one answered, and I became more and more panicked. Before the kidnappers sent Li Xu to kill him, Li Xu couldn't do it, let him go once, those people definitely didn't give up, and they would arrange it again and again, the reason why he lived until now is because he hid in Tibet well, but now he ...... It's probably me who exposed his whereabouts, and who knows how many eyes have been on me since I've been involved in all this.

I stood firm against the wall, took a deep breath, and then called Bai Yafeng and asked him to bring a locksmith to the house of the hacker I was introduced to last time.

Bai Yafeng didn't realize how serious my tone was at all, and he was still joking with me without heart or lungs: "Alas, I'll go, Nier, I'll find someone to help you, and if you turn around, you'll pick someone's lock, alas, I'll go, it's too unsophisticated." ”

I gritted my teeth and roared, "Give me a hurry!" ”

Only then did he realize that something was wrong, and hurriedly said that he would come soon.

said that it took more than forty minutes to arrive immediately, and it took nearly thirty minutes for the locksmith to have six locks with extremely high anti-theft coefficients, if Peng Liang had just arrived there and there was still a breath left, he would have died by the time we entered it.

Fortunately, I was too worried, and there was no one in the house at all.