When Chen Yiyi was caught embezzling the company's tissues, he once mentioned Zhou Xi's name. But Shen Yan didn't care about it at that time, and then Chen Yiyi didn't say anything about it, so she forgot about it.

When she heard Huang Ying say this, she suddenly remembered, it was very strange, she was not surprised at all, as if she had guessed it a long time ago. "How do you know?" she asked. ”

Zhou Xi disappeared after taking Chen Yiyi's money, and no one was contacted, especially Huang Ying.

Huang Ying said: "Before he left, he called me a sum of money, saying that it was all her savings, and that he hoped that this money could make me happy." The more she spoke, the deeper her voice became, and her heart turned a thousand times.

At that time, she didn't want the money, because she had no relationship with Zhou Xi. Even if there was, she didn't dare to accept such a large sum of money. But it just so happened that at that time her mother was sick and needed a large amount of money for first aid. After hesitating, he used the money.

I originally wanted to wait until I earned the money and then return it to Zhou Xi, but after that, I couldn't find Zhou Xi.

I knew that a few days ago, there was a policeman Zhao Duo who asked her about Zhou Xi. Huang Ying was suspicious and asked what happened, and the police told him what happened.

"He's gone into hiding now, no one can find him, only me. I don't want him to be wrong again and again, so I'm going to find him. Huang Ying said slowly.

Shen Yan was a little speechless: "You don't know where he is, it's useless to look for him." Just leave this kind of thing to the police, you come back quickly, don't let everyone worry. ”

At this point, Huang Ying has completely given up everything, and it is impossible to come back, otherwise he will not cut off all his back roads. Even if you want to regret it, you don't have a chance.

So without waiting for Shen Yan to persuade her again, Huang Ying directly interrupted Shen Yan's words: "I've already decided, no matter how much you say, it's useless." I'm calling you just to tell you you're safe. ”

Shen Yan was silent, the sky outside was dark, even if there were street lights, she still had no sense of security, and it made people feel chills when she looked at it. She subconsciously picked up the small blanket next to her and covered her body, which made her feel a lot more comfortable.

After a pause, Huang Ying continued: "You asked me before, do you still miss Zhou Xi?" At that time, I couldn't answer, but now that I have finally figured it out, I have thoughts about him. There are some things that it is useless to say that it is useless to give up, I don't want to make myself too uncomfortable, I just want to be willful. ”

When it came to the back, Huang Ying's voice was already choked. There are still bustling passers-by next to her, but none of them belong to her, and her heart is in Zhou Xi.

After hanging up the phone, the room fell silent again. Shen Yan closed the window, closed the curtains, and did not turn on the light, trapping herself in extreme darkness.

I remembered what Huang Ying said in my mind.

"There are some things that it is useless to say that it is useless to give up." If your heart can't accept it, then it will be uncomfortable for the rest of your life.

……

After notifying Huang Ying's agent, Shen Yan's life returned to peace. She didn't call Huo Sijing back that night, and Huo Sijing didn't bother her, and neither of them mentioned it after that, as if nothing had happened.

But both of them knew that there was a membrane between them, and this membrane was getting behind and closer, and in the end, they couldn't even see each other's appearance clearly. Both of them are cautious, walking on thin ice, and the daily phone messages are full of procedural as if they have completed a task.

Even so, no one said anything, there was always a smile on their faces, and when the atmosphere became more and more weird, Shen Yan didn't know how to get along.

On this day, Huo Sijing finished work and called Shen Yan to go out to dinner together. said that the two hadn't seen each other for three days and missed her very much.

But Shen Yan paused, and then said, "I'...... I wasn't feeling well, so I didn't go out. "I don't know why, I don't want to go out, and I don't want to see Huo Sijing.

She was still thinking about Huang Ying, and she felt very uncomfortable. was uncomfortable, and what came to mind was Luo Dongsheng's appearance, lingering, and he couldn't face Huo Sijing at all.

She felt that this was not fair to Huo Sijing at all, and even more unfair to Luo Dongsheng. I began to wonder if what I was doing was right, so that all three of us would be hurt in the end.

"Uncomfortable? What's wrong? Do you want me to come and see you? Huo Sijing was very nervous.

"No!" Shen Yan refused without thinking about it. After the voice fell, I realized that I had answered too simply, and I was suspected of disgust. The atmosphere was silent for three seconds, and then she laughed dryly to lighten the mood.

After a pause, he said, "I mean you just finished work and must be very tired, so don't come to me and take a good rest by yourself." ”

Huo Sijing on the other end of the phone didn't make a sound, and could only hear the sound of his breathing. Just when Shen Yan thought that Huo Sijing was angry and didn't want to take care of himself, he said slowly: "It's okay, as long as it's your business, I will never be tired." ”

There was a hint of a wry smile in his voice, as well as obvious loneliness, and even his agent was startled by his reaction and looked at Huo Sijing in a daze.

Huo Sijing said, "I'll go over and see you." ”

He was so persistent that Shen Yan felt a little weak. Suddenly, an idea surged in her mind, and she hurriedly said: "I really don't need to, I'm going to go home for dinner and family reunion in a while......"

Only family members can go, she said it so tactfully but easily understandable, I believe Huo Sijing should be able to understand. Sure enough, after she finished saying this, Huo Sijing didn't speak.

After a while, he said, "Okay, then I won't bother you." His voice became lower and lower, which was very distressing, and his agent felt that Huo Sijing was not worth it, but as a bystander, was he qualified to say more.

In this way, Shen Yan hung up the phone and refused Huo Sijing's date for the first time. I didn't feel the guilt I imagined, but I felt relaxed, as if I was freed.

Pull back the curtains and it's sunny outside and the weather is exceptional. She sent a message home, saying that she was going back to dinner today and asked Su Yan to make what she liked.

Hearing that her daughter had finally gnawed home, Su Yan was naturally very happy, and hurried to prepare the ingredients, and asked if she needed to let Shen You go over to pick her up.

"Mommy." Shen Yan smiled. said: "I'm not a child anymore, I still recognize the way home." "She doesn't drive, and she can go back by taxi, so as not to make Shen You run around too hard.

"Isn't that too happy?" Su Yanwei said angrily, even if she is already a grandmother, she is still full of girlishness, and she has no sense of disobedience at all. She said: "Some time ago, I saw the selfie you posted on Weibo, it seems that you have lost a lot of weight, and you must make up for it when you come back this time." ”

Since Shen Yan had a car accident, fans have been very worried about her and asked her to post some life photos every now and then, so that everyone knows that she is really fine. And Su Yan, because her daughter doesn't come home often, can only see her daughter through Weibo and TV.

The photos and videos can be zoomed in frame, so Su Yan looked at it very carefully, and once she found out that she was thinner than before, she would feel distressed.

Shen Yan was dumbfounded: "Mom, have you forgotten that I have a special team to retouch pictures, otherwise how dare they send it up." She reminded Su Yan, Su Yan responded two sentences, and she was still distressed.

Shen Yan had no choice but to let Su Yan do the cooking, and she hung up the phone.

After packing up my things and taking another nap, I went home slowly. There is no complicated work, the pace of life has slowed down, and the whole person is a lot lazy, Shen Yan is now in such a state.

It was not far back to Shen's house from where she lived, and if it weren't for the traffic jam on the road, she would have been home in half an hour. Today, she slept for more than an hour and a half in the traffic jam.

Yes, she didn't hear the phone ringing, and she didn't see the message coming. I got out of the car in a daze and went straight to the door of my house. Turning the keyhole, I walked in by myself, and I didn't see an extra pair of leather shoes in the hallway.

It wasn't until she changed into her home shoes, walked into the living room, and saw Luo Dongsheng, who was sitting quietly playing chess with Shen You, that Shen Yan was finally stunned for a moment, and her movements were quite obvious.

She didn't expect Luo Dongsheng to be here, and Su Yan didn't say anything before she came. At this time, I was not mentally prepared at all, and I was very overwhelmed when I saw him suddenly. She stood outside the living room and stood for a while, but Su Yan came out of the kitchen to see her and brought her into the living room.

"Xiao Yan is back?" Shen You raised his head and called her, with a smile on his face, obviously having an advantage with Luo Dongsheng's game of chess.

Luo Dongsheng didn't speak, he just raised his head slowly, his eyes swept over her, and he quickly withdrew his gaze and lowered his head to play with the chess pieces in his hand. There was no superfluous expression on his face, so that others could not see what was in his heart.

Shen Yan nodded and shouted to Shen You: "Daddy." He didn't call Luo Dongsheng, as if the two were strangers.

Seeing that the scene was so embarrassing, Su Yan hurriedly pulled Shen Yan to the kitchen: "Look at you, you've lost more than one lap." Come with Mommy, Mommy will serve you soup to drink first, and then help after drinking. ”

"Hmm." Shen Yan answered softly, took off her coat, and went in with Su Yan. After entering, she asked Su Yan: "He ...... What's wrong with it? ”

Su Yan said with a smile: "I asked him to come over, Dongsheng, this kid is always busy with work and forgets to eat, I am afraid that he will spoil his stomach, so I let him come over to eat together to nourish his stomach." ”

The relationship between the two families is very good, and Su Yan also treats Luo Dongsheng as his own son, because he can't see him working too hard. It is also a common thing to call him to the house for dinner.

It's just that Su Yan has been abroad for too long, and Shen Yan has forgotten about it. She picked vegetables carelessly, not even knowing that the water was not boiling.

"It just so happens that we haven't eaten together for a long time, so I'll call your brother and sister-in-law back in a while." Su Yan gave Shen Yan a bowl of soup, put it aside to cool, and proposed with a smile.

In fact, there are so many coincidences, everything is arranged by her. Knowing that Shen Yan would go home, he hurriedly called Luo Dongsheng over.