When I left the Ma family that day, the Ma family and his wife were reluctant to give up on me, and Master Ma told me in every possible way how I should enter the palace, and Mrs. Ma even sobbed and dragged my hand in a low voice, if I wasn't still sober, I might really think that I was their daughter. [

But just as I turned to board the carriage, I heard Mrs. Ma whisper in my ear: "If you don't want anything to happen to the people who traveled with you that night, please don't make any extraneous troubles on the way to Beijing." ”

I shuddered and turned my eyes to glare at her, "Where is he?" ”

Mrs. Ma still looked at me with gentle eyes, as if she really looked at her own daughter, but as long as she looked closely, she could see that there was no warmth in her eyes, and even a trace of coldness. I really don't understand their thoughts, they arrested me and pretended to be their daughter to marry, and even used Zhu Gaoxu as a threat to prevent me from escaping on the road.

I only heard her say, "This is your life, don't be stubborn, or many people will suffer because of you." In addition to the many people who have traveled with you, Satsuki, me, and your father, as well as your companion, will all be implicated. ”

With my fists clenched, my nails digging into the flesh, staring at her fiercely, I really wanted to grab her throat at this time and ask why, but in the end I just replied lightly: "Mother, I know." ”

Lifting my feet and getting into the carriage and lowering the curtain, the blood was surging, and there was a sweet smell in my mouth, and I swallowed it alive after swallowing it.

Zhu Gaoxu in their hands!

Since I woke up, I have been secretly observing, and no one has ever mentioned anything about that night, and Zhu Gaoxu's life and death are unknown. I was full of anxiety and sadness, but I could only endure it, thinking that I would hear his news when I left Ma's house.

They calculated that I would escape on the way to Beijing, so they pinched my weakness and threatened me. But if Zhu Gaochu was really in their hands, I couldn't gamble with his life, and thinking back on that night's experience, Zhu Gaochu was really likely to be arrested. Whether this matter is true or not, I can't ignore his life and escape by myself, so I can only grit my teeth and decide to wait until I go to the capital to make plans.

Xiaoyue is a dowry maid and rides in the same carriage with me. She told me that the journey would only take about two days, and when she arrived in the capital, she would go to another courtyard to learn the palace rules, and choose an auspicious day to enter the palace and marry the emperor's grandson.

She also said that she would accompany me into the palace to serve me, so that I could relax and wait for the wedding day.

I don't really want to deal with her, she should be Ma Jia's eyeliner by my side, so that she can monitor me at any time. Such a drama vaguely feels familiar, and it is extremely similar to some court dramas I have watched in the original era, and the power struggle has gone from officialdom to the harem, but I don't know how "lucky" I was to be chosen by the forces of the Ma family.

Two days later, as Satsuki said, we arrived in the capital. After two months of absence, I never thought I would come back in this way, and the city was as strange as I had never been. The courtyard waiting for the marriage was built in the western suburbs, and in addition to the accompanying escorts, there were already people waiting inside.

Originally, I heard Xiaoyue say that I still had to learn the palace rules, but I didn't expect that on the night I arrived in the other courtyard, two grandmothers came, and they actually dressed up for me overnight and told me about the wedding process, and tomorrow I will be welcomed into the imperial city by the palace sedan chair.

It was only then that I realized that things had reached an irreparable point, and no one cared about whether I was a married woman or not, even if I wanted to clarify that I was not Ma Enhui, but as Mrs. Ma said, I don't know how many people were implicated behind it, including Zhu Gaoxu, who did not hesitate to work hard for me.

Therefore, the previous idea of making a decision in the capital was a fantasy, especially since I had no time to do anything.

The red wedding dress was put on again, and my whole body was in a state of dread, as if a blunt knife was grinding again and again, grinding and bleeding, but I didn't feel pain, but there was a thread pulling, pulling the crack bigger and bigger.

When the red head is covered, even the ears seem to be deaf, and they can't hear a sound at all. No matter how loud the horn outside sounds, it can't reach my ears, and no matter how lively the picture is, it is isolated from me. I only knew that I was being dragged along, step by step, step out of the lintel, and board the carriage, and then I gradually realized that this was numb despair.

Later, when the carriage went somewhere, it was pulled off again, and then changed to a sedan chair, and I felt dizzy and dizzy. Leaning against the corner and closing my eyes, I vaguely felt that someone was pulling me, so I got up and walked with the person who pulled me. When I stood still, the red hem of the robe and the red men's boots were so dazzling in my sight, and suddenly I was numb and the center stinged, how did I really come here and marry someone else? What about Ah Ping? What should I do? No, I can't marry this person!

But suddenly a voice in my ear arrived: "Niangniang, bend your knees and bow down." ”

It was like ice water coming down, instantly extinguishing the fire that had just burst in my heart, and filling my heart with despair again. Stiffly do so, three times in a row. A hand handed me tea, and the sound made me have to drink it all in one gulp, and it was obviously sweet, but I drank it bitterly.

Then I bowed down several times, and the voice in my ears was like a spell, and every time I said something I had to do as she commanded. The headdress on my head was so heavy that my neck was sore, and when I got up, if it wasn't for someone next to me to help me, I would have fallen to the ground.

Finally, after a long process, I was supported to walk, and the road seemed long, but I hope that there is no end, and it is okay to keep going like this. However, this was just a fantasy, and I was stopped with a gentle tug from the people around me, "Mother, be careful of the threshold." "Someone reminded me that it was a very high threshold, and I wanted to cross it but I was bound to the wedding dress and couldn't step forward, so it was Gong'e on the side who lifted the skirt for me to step through.

When I got to a room and sat down, there was something the people around me were saying, but I couldn't hear a word, and when she finished explaining and left, I lay down on my side. It doesn't matter what kind of grandson he is or the grandson of the emperor, who knows him, at this time I just want to lie down, my dry eyes hurt, close it.

I must have fallen asleep and dreaming, otherwise I would have seen Ah Ping in a daze.

Suddenly, my emotions collapsed, and tears rolled out of the frame. What should I do with my Ah Ping? I am obviously your wife, but today I am forced to marry someone else, what kind of royal relatives, how can they be as good as you! I just want you, I just want to find you when I escaped from Peking after all the hard work, and I don't want anyone else.

Ah Ping hugged me with distressed eyes and said "I know, I know" in my ear over and over again.

I cried and laughed, my eyes blurry and I couldn't see him.

Ping, you don't know! You don't know how miserable I am. Your grandfather forced me to make a bet, saying that he wanted someone to teach me the rules of March, and if he didn't learn well in March, he couldn't be with you, he was your grandfather, and I couldn't embarrass you, so I should go. But where there was March, I was almost assassinated that day. A lot of people chased me, and I could only run as hard as I could, until my legs were broken and I fell, and the sharp knife was just like me.

"Lan, it's me who is not good, it's me who makes you suffer so much."

I laughed, tears could not be stopped...... Yes, Ah Ping, it's all your fault, it's all blame for why you can't be born in an ordinary family, it's all blamed for having such a stern and hard-to-talk grandfather, how good it would be if you were really just a little fool, then I don't have to worry about not being worthy of you, and no one will try to break us up. You're just Ah Ping for me, and no one can stop us from being together.

Ah Ping, I was arrested and went to Beiping, and I almost couldn't come back. It was Axu's child who escorted me all the way, desperate for me, I couldn't ignore him, my life was saved by him, without him I would have died under the humiliation of the black shop owner, and without him, the group of killers would have hacked me to death. I really can't ignore him, he was arrested by them, they want me to marry into the palace to be the concubine of some imperial grandson, I want to escape, even the escape route and plan have been set, but Ah Xu was arrested by them, if I escape, he will die. I can't, Ah Ping, I'm out of options.

"Lan, look at me, you open your eyes and look at me, I'm Ah Ping."

I shook my head and refused, I couldn't open my eyes, as soon as I opened my eyes, Ah Ping would disappear, I had nothing left, only this dream.

A stream of warm liquid slid into my neck, and I thought to myself, is Ping crying? Cry and cry, if a man has tears, he doesn't flick it and talk, but it doesn't get to the sad place. Since it was in a dream, I cried so sadly, he should be sad with me, who made me love him so much.

Ah Ping, don't go, stay with me, okay?

"Well, I'll never leave you again."

I smiled happily, tears rolled into my mouth, salty and astringent, still laughing. Later, I hugged my Ah Ping tightly and sank into the darkness, if the dream can come true, then get drunk and dream of death.

But if you are not drunk, how can you get drunk and dream of death?

It's a dream, and you have to wake up......