That day, we talked a lot along the way, about the true meaning of life, about youth, about those hearts that we never dared to touch...... I suddenly found that there was such a topic to talk about between me and Chenxi, we went to the same elementary school, the same middle school, the same high school, our names were once posted on the honor roll at the same time, and the people and things we experienced had intersecting tracks.

At the end, Chen Xi said: Think about it, I really have a relationship with you.

But I laughed, and I said to him in my heart: Behind all this providence that you have done, do you know how much effort I have put into it, and I like to follow it all the way?

I remember when I was in junior high school, the fairy said, "Niu'er, we can't afford to go to such an expensive school, and I really can't afford that much money."

I said, "It's okay, I'll earn it."

During the summer vacation year after year, I moved countless bricks on the construction site, and every time I moved an extra one, I felt closer to Chenxi; When I rode my bicycle to deliver food to a fast food restaurant, braving the cold wind and storm, and ringing the doorbell one by one, I felt that Chenxi was right in front of my eyes, smiling at me......

I sometimes feel in a trance, and over the years, Chenxi has never left my sight. But why, every time he actually stood in front of me, I felt so strange?

Ah Pao knew all my thoughts, so when he saw Chenxi walking with me, he was far away.

Ah Pao later said to me: Dayi, I'll see that you are quite a good match in the back. At that time, I had a feeling that you would be in a relationship.

After Wan Xian's funeral, my relationship with Chenxi was inexplicably much closer.

Perhaps it was because of the summer vacation, no homework, no worries and no pressure, we once poured water in the school post bar and invited each other to play basketball and football to travel......

My popularity in school has always been very good, I like to play with boys, and my usual behavior is also used to men, and people who mix together love to call me Dayi, because I am taller.

My breasts have been in an undeveloped state, and the 36D fairy was worried and wondered if I was her own, but I didn't care, I went out to hang out with them all day in a tank top and shorts at the airport.

In the past, Chenxi rarely had the company of our group. We belong to different worlds, to be exact, the world of rich and handsome and dick.

He was busy studying, organizing campus activities, giving speeches, and making school flowers all day long.

I was busy studying, exercising, working, and having a crush on him.

However, we suddenly got closer, he pulled a few of his friends, and played with our group at every turn, and we even went to the restaurant together, sang K together, played games together, and were inseparable together.

Chenxi became extremely happy, and he also began to call me Da Yi, he said: Da Yi, I didn't know that you guys were so fun.

The relationship between Chenxi and Ah Pao also began to become very good, and under Chenxi's guidance, we met his friends Ah Jian, Xiaobin, and Wu Song.

In this team, mixed with me, a strange woman who is neither male nor female, is not inconsistent at all.

At that time, Ah Jian, Xiao Bin, Wu Song, Ah Pao, Cub, and Chubby all had girlfriends, and when they all came out to play with their women one day, Chenxi and I suddenly found that it seemed that only we were single.

At that time, I also had a heart-to-heart conversation with Chenxi sitting on the dam with his legs dangling, and I said: Do you still like school flowers?

He smiled and said, "Yes, but she's too far away, so far away that I don't think it's real."

I asked again: Are you still in touch?

He said: I don't contact her, and occasionally go to her blog to see how she's doing.

The she in his heart, the him in my heart, are all the same, so far away.

My heart, unconsciously, shattered to the ground.