When I opened my eyes, I thought about Zong Bao's words, but I didn't rush to respond.

When did I think Cheng Baize's friend was very important, probably from more than three years ago when I borrowed the vajra with him to get the bones of Aunt Xuemei, we were not familiar at that time, the vajra is such a precious thing, but he borrowed it from me, Cheng Baize's first impression to me is that he is very good, very kind, always with a smile on his face, and he is the kind of person who will not show it no matter how depressed he is.

When I stood alone on the stage and was at a loss to bear the criticism, it was he who came down out of thin air to save me from fire and water.

When I wanted to donate a kidney to Xiaobao, he also planted a Gu for me just to let me save the kidney, although this matter has always made me very conflicted, but it is undeniable that he is for my good.

And after my grandfather broke a bone, he also came over again and again to accompany him......

In my memory, the most struggling time for him was to ask me to say to him that he hated him, because he wanted to kill me, but he didn't do it in the end, I will remember the love of that palm for a lifetime, although I don't have a real master, but I know that one day as a teacher, a lifetime as a father, killing me is his master's last wish, although I don't understand why his master asked him to kill me, but that was the task given to him by his master, he disobeyed the master's order for me.

Zong Bao has been saying that it was not right for him to kill me, how can human life be taken as he says, but in fact, Zong Bao doesn't understand, how difficult it is for Cheng Baize to take this step, he can't kill me, but it is disrespectful to disobey the master's order, there is no way, he has to bear the pain himself, and what I remember is the affection that Cheng Baize wants to bear by himself.

How fortunate I am to have Cheng Baize's friend, although his appearance in Hong Kong made my mind messy, but I still blame myself for this matter, it is the phone I want to answer, to see Zhuo Jing's mother, but in fact, I think that if Zhuo Jing's mobile phone I didn't answer, maybe his mother will do something else.

Although I quarreled with Cheng Baize in Hong Kong, I can't deny that he is good for me, whether it is Zong Bao's support or Cheng Baize's opposition, it is for my good, because my decision is itself contradictory.

I don't want to speculate about my friend, because I care about him, this kind of care can't be described, he seems to be a person who appeared in my life like a timely rain, like Zongbao, not my relatives, but better than my relatives, I want to believe that God finally took pity on me, so I sent a few people around me that I can rely on, otherwise, I am embattled, how can I hold on to today?

If I had to describe it, I would like to say that Cheng Baize and I are like his dimples, warmly lighting up my life.

Probably seeing that I didn't answer for a long time, Zong Bao's voice sounded again: "Why don't you speak." ”

"I don't want to say it, because I think he's good, I'm grateful to him, and I don't want to doubt my friend."

Zong Bao was quiet, he turned over, his back to me, and when I thought he was going to turn on the mute mode completely, he suddenly sat up, and his voice revealed a little unwillingness that was difficult to press: "Jiaolong, I don't deny your heart for friends, I'm the same as you, I have very few friends, so I cherish one when I can meet one, but as your bystander, there are some things I must say." ”

"These two men beside you, a Zhuo Jing and a Cheng Bai Ze, I haven't made friends with them, I only have a relationship with you, I don't want you to be blinded by the so-called affection, to be honest, Zhuo Jing is indeed arrogant and a little disgusting, but he is true to you, so he looks for you at him, and he can't find you like that, I think he is real, he won't deal with your feelings, so he has been fighting with you, of course, I want to say that Zhuo Jing has exposed a lot of shortcomings in you, But these shortcomings give me peace of mind. ”

"But Cheng Baize is not, he is very scheming, I can't see through, a person is too beautiful, or in other words, too perfect, that can only be said that he is pretending, it is impossible for a person to have no weaknesses, he is so good, he gave me an image of selfless dedication to you without regrets but without asking for anything, is this possible, no profit can not be early, this is what my mother has told me since I was a child, now I want to ask, why is Cheng Baize so good to you, do you really know him so well."

I opened my mouth: "Zongbao, what do you want to say." “

"I want to say, either Cheng Baize has something to think of you, or Cheng Baize can get something from you, no one in this world is good to anyone for no reason."

"What about you, aren't you kind to me for no reason?"

“……”

"Say, do you have thoughts about me, or do you want something from me?"

“…… Go to bed! ”

Zong Bao threw down two words, and lay down on the kang with a 'tom', really ignoring me, I can't chat, I'm talking about people like me.

I exhaled softly, tugged at the quilt on my body, thinking about Cheng Baize's face in my mind, and slowly thought of him convulsing and vomiting blood on the ground, the other side of him, maybe I have never seen it, but I don't want to think of him complicated, no matter what kind of person he is, his kindness to me can't be erased, everyone has another side, even if I can't see it clearly, but for a person who saved my life, what qualifications do I have to criticize him in retrospect.

Just lying like this, I don't know how long it took, Zong Bao actually snored slightly, I turned around slowly, my eyes swept, and I actually found that there was a child squatting in the corner of the kang under my feet!

This scares me......

Because my eyes had adapted to the darkness in the room, I stood there and looked carefully, but I couldn't see my face clearly, but the red clothes instantly loosened my heart, and I thought I had brought one from below.

"Having children?"

Shengzi has always been the appearance and figure of a four- or five-year-old doll, so he curled up in the corner, a small lump, pitiful appearance.

My body is still a little sluggish when giving certain commands, for example, now, I want to sit up, but the speed is half a beat slower than before, I am not sure if I am in a dream now, because giving birth to a child always appears when I am napping, but why am I still so inflexible in my dreams.

Shengzi ignored me, but there was a small sound in his mouth, and I didn't hear it until I sat up, and he was actually sobbing.

"Son, what's wrong with you......"

I stretched out my hand to touch him, but Shengzi shrank his body into the corner of the wall, and said vaguely: "Sister, I can beat her, I can actually save you and your grandfather, but I don't know how I can only save one......"

It turned out to be for this, I helplessly hooked the corners of my mouth: "Okay, it's all over, give birth to a son, how old are you, you are still crying when you are several lifetimes older than me, is that an accident, I can still beat her, isn't it too lighthearted." ”

Shengzi snorted and looked at me, his eyes watery and shiny: "Sister, I'm angry with myself." ”

"What's so angry, I know you're afraid of me dying, but I'm fine now, don't cry, it's the first time I've seen you cry."

"But sister, what should I do with my eldest brother, my eldest brother is angry, if I can't beat her, my eldest brother can't be angry, I can't use my strength, I don't know what's wrong, I can't use my strength, I'm angry with me, woo, sister~~~~~~"

"Can't muster your strength?"

Shengzi nodded, his voice was full of grievances: "Yes, I can't use my strength, I can really beat him, I know all the mountain gods here, it's my uncle, I've been here for so long, how can I not beat the woman in the water, but I just can't use my strength, I can only hold one, sister, what should I do with the big brother, the big brother must be very angry this time." ”

I lowered my eyes, and the words of giving birth made my heart tighten, and I sighed softly: "Yes, the big brother must be angry with me now." ”

"Sister, it's all my fault."

I shook my head, "No, I'm stupid." ”

"Sister, you go to the big brother to explain, you just make it clear to the big brother."

Interpretation? I have to explain so much, because I don't know how to explain this one thing after another.

Raising my eyes, I looked at him: "Shengzi, is Fengxia really so powerful, can you not exert your strength?" ”

A water ghost, even if she succeeds, but she is not physical, I can't figure it out, how did she hook my grandfather, even if she is capable, she can only lurk in the water, could it be that there is something wrong with grandma's formation at the same time?

"I don't know, sister, I'm just thinking about what to do with my big brother, sister, don't give up on my big brother, they won't let me talk more...... Woohoo......"

I frowned: "Who doesn't let you talk more?" ”

Shengzi shook his head: "I can't say too much, otherwise I won't be able to come out, sister, there are a lot of bad people around you, don't be afraid of them." ”

I looked at the crying sobbing son and nodded: "Don't worry, sister is not afraid of bad people, don't cry anymore, sister is fine now, I will find a chance to explain to my eldest brother, Shengzi, I want to thank you for saving my grandfather, and your original body, not drinking that, how can I get better so quickly, do you say yes." ”

Shengzi squatted there, watching me cry all the time, I thought he could say something to me, who knew that he would just cry and cry and hide in the wall, and he was a child who blamed himself for not being able to do himself, because he was almost smiling and smiling every time he appeared, so he cried and I was distressed, and wanted to reach out and hold him, but before he called out his name, his fingers touched the cold wall directly, and Shengzi would generally say hello to me without accidents and then leave, this time, He must have felt very guilty in his heart, I think no matter how long he lives, maybe his mind is just a child, so he said, I want to be my child with Zhuo Jing.

Actually, I also want to, but the world is unpredictable, it is always difficult to disobey, I always seem to like the courage of the husband, but I am too kind of a woman, hurt others and hurt myself, and bind myself.