"By the way, when will your show start?" She loaded the card, pulled up the bag, looked up and asked me with a smile.

I paused, hunched over and picked up the cigarette case on the coffee table, "The exact time hasn't been set yet, and I don't know." ”

"Oh......" she replied in a low voice, then laughed again, "I'm looking forward to it, I'm a little anxious." ”

I put the cigarette close to my lips and bit it on the tip of my teeth, thinking about my efforts this month, thinking of myself in the camera, I couldn't help but chuckle, "Actually, I'm anxious myself." ”

"You're filming hard, aren't you?" She asked.

"It's okay."

"Is the director strict?"

Is "......" strict? I frowned, then laughed, picked up a lighter, lit a cigarette, and took a deep breath.

"What's wrong?" She tilted her head to look at me, "Is the director bad?" ”

"The director is very good." I exhaled the smoke, and my voice was faint.

Yes, in fact, the director is still okay, but he can't do a lot of things, and I can feel that he is also helplessly following the crowd.

"Then why are you laughing like that?"

"Laughing like that?" I raised an eyebrow.

"That's the kind of ...... A little mocking and a little helpless. ”

"......" I didn't know what to say for a moment, so I couldn't help but lower my eyes and take a deep puff of cigarette.

In the past few months, I have been holding back a lot of things in my heart and I want to say it, but who am I talking to? Who can understand it? It seems that there is only Jiayi.

But...... Why should she help me share these troubles, I already owe her a lot, didn't I just want to make it clear to her? So you start to want to complain to her again?

"Oh, there's one more thing I've always wanted to ask you." She said suddenly.

My heart skipped a beat and I turned to look at her, "What's the matter?" ”

Maybe it's because I have a weak heart, and my mind is full of her feelings for me, and I thought that her question would also be about what is between me and her, but I didn't expect it......

"Your character was suddenly replaced."

My chest thumped, and it took a second for my head to react to her words, "Didn't you say it before?" The director felt that I was better suited for another role. ”

She didn't speak, just looked at me, and I couldn't help but look away, and I was a little afraid to look at her.

Because I read the three words of disbelief in her expression and eyes, and I couldn't help but think about it very much! Spit out the grievances of the past few months! Spit out the injustices you have seen in the past few months!

The air was silent for a while, I took a puff of cigarette and spit it out, she suddenly said: "Actually, I'm not stupid, at that time, the director was able to choose you as a candidate for the second male lead, instead of directly letting you play another role, which means ......"

"Do you mean that I didn't have a candidate competition, and I deliberately bragged to save face?" The contradiction in my heart clashed back and forth, like two villains biting hard, and the restlessness rose, and when I said it, my tone was very bad.

Her voice paused, and she frowned at me, with no blame in her eyes, only doubt.

My heart felt like a spike had been poked, and I couldn't help but purse my lips and look in the direction of the door, "I'm sorry." ”

"I'm going to say I'm sorry, I didn't make it clear, what I want to say is...... Is there something going on? Her voice was soft, with a sense of caution.

This kind of flattery makes my heart very uncomfortable, she can be high, like Li Simu, she has so much capital, she doesn't have to please me like this, and I can't give her anything!

"Jiayi." I rolled my throat and turned my head to look at her with a half-bang, "I...... I'm really not suitable for you, in fact, you don't have to be so nice to me. ”

She paused for a second and lowered her eyes, "Can you still be friends?" ”

"......" My heart shrank violently, and I quickly stopped looking, I didn't dare to look at her at all, and I couldn't answer her.

It's easy to be friends, but I can't afford to give her what she wants.

"You say I'm good to you, then I want to know, shouldn't friends help each other?"

“……”

"I know you don't like me, and I don't want you to like me, and as for the future, I haven't thought about it, but now I feel that we are friends, and if I can help you, I will naturally do it, and if I don't do it, I will be very uncomfortable."

“……”

"I'm just trying not to feel uncomfortable, so you don't have to feel like you owe me anything."

“……”

I said something more resolute, and after she finished speaking, she stood up after a pause, and said that she was leaving, with a shallow smile on the corner of her lips, but her eyes were a little red.

I also felt sorry for that girl before, but when I saw her eyes red, I just felt guilty, and at this moment, seeing Jiayi like this, my heart was inexplicably tight.

Many times, feelings are born so inadvertently, like a thin transparent thread, and when you don't see it, it has connected the two people......

I already have feelings for her, otherwise why would my emotions be affected by her?

I sent her out of the community, and waited for her to get into the taxi before turning around and walking back, a little bitter and a little depressed, but also relieved.

I don't think she'll come to me again, the thought made me depressed for two days, because it's only been two days, and she's here again, still big and small, still smiling so much that she can't see her teeth.

I watched her and didn't say anything for a long time, but she curled her lips and asked me, "What's wrong?" I'm not welcome? ”

I didn't start smiling, my eyes swept over the branches and leaves of the big tree downstairs that were so lush that they poked into the hallway of my house, and the low mood was swept away, but the feeling of oppression did not come up again.

After that, she still came to see me every once in a while, bringing me what I liked to eat, and also brought discs, all kinds of movies, and we also went to watch new movies together.

I originally wanted to do a temporary performance, but she persuaded me that there was no need to rush, I went to learn the car first, and waited for the drama I played to start broadcasting, and see the situation.

I found that she was very good at planning, and her little head was very thoughtful about things, and I was impressed with her.

Later, when I played the show, my grandparents also watched it, and my grandma was all kinds of blows with the people in the community, and I instantly became a little celebrity.

Don't look at all the pretense on my face to be calm, in fact, I am more excited than anyone else, especially when I hear that the second male actor is not as good as me, ouch! My mood can be described as full of joy.

I am more and more convinced by the voices of praise around me that I can do it, and I will definitely be watched, immersed in the time of reminiscing about that drama every day, watching it all the time, watching it repeatedly.

Jiayi also often accompanies me to watch and chat with me, I sometimes ask her with a smile, won't it be annoying to watch it so many times?

She always shook her head, and replied lightly, "How come." ”

It's not that it won't, but how it will, the small satisfaction in my heart always comes up like that, and I can't suppress it.

However, with the passage of time, the popularity of that drama has also faded, I haven't received any calls, and I am now very concerned about the trends in the entertainment industry, so I easily found out that the director is preparing a new drama again, and the male and female protagonists of that drama, even the second male and female protagonists have news and trends of the new drama.

Gradually, as my initial passion passed, the bottom of that drama began to dim.

Even when the enthusiasm I had decided to do a temporary performance was about to be exhausted, I received a phone call from someone who claimed to be an assistant to a certain director, and when I heard the director's name, my whole body froze, and I couldn't hear what the other party said.

It wasn't until I heard him say that he was interested in joining their new drama on a schedule that I came back to my senses and was embarrassed to let the family say it again.

That's right, a crew invited me to participate in the new drama, and the director is quite famous, my wait was not in vain!

The first thing I did when I hung up the phone was to call Jiayi and want to share the good news with her, but her phone never answered.

I called several of them, and the results were all the same, and I couldn't help but feel a little strange at the same time, and suddenly I realized that she didn't seem to have come to me for several days.

However, this doubt was quickly diluted by joy, because I had to rush to the city where the crew is now to audition!

rushed to get a role, although he is a villain, but the role is not small, and whether it is the director or the crew, as well as the production of this play, it is much better than my previous one.

I was excited, I took the script and went back to wait for the start-up notification, and then I called Jiayi again, and the result was the same as before.

I had already walked out of the initial excitement, and immediately felt that something was wrong, and after hesitating for a while, I still called Li Simu.

It was the first time I've called her since she told me to fuck off.

"Hello?" The faint voice, in front of the lazy smell, the feeling of not waking up yet, and it was already past eleven o'clock in the morning.

"Uh...... Sister Li, it's me, Awen. ”

"I know." The voice was still faint, "What's the matter?" ”

"......" I could feel the coldness and detachment in her voice, pursed my lips and asked, "I want to ask Jiayi, what's wrong with her lately?" ”

"Oh...... Jiayi, she was grounded by her parents. ”

"Grounded? Why? ”

"I don't know." Her voice sounded fainter and quieter, and I didn't know how to ask, so she said, "That's it first, I'm going to sleep." ”

"Hmm...... Thank you, Sister Li, don't bother. ”

The phone hung up, I looked down at my phone, took a deep breath and sighed.

I can't blame Li Simu for not waiting to see me, after all, I used to 'step on two boats', and now I called her to find Jiayi......

It's just that Jiayi's parents didn't give her a door? Could it be...... My first thought was that her parents knew we were together and didn't want her to come to me again......

My heart was a little blocked, but knowing that she was okay, I felt a lot more at ease.

However, the day after I called Li Simu, Li Simu called me and asked me to go to Mose at night, and I didn't say anything.

The hunch was not too good, but I went anyway, and I was surrounded by people when I got to the inky door.