Lou Shaotang's figure still did not move.

I was so nervous that I wanted to hear it, but I was afraid to hear his answer, so I couldn't help but clench my hands.

For a moment, a snort came from between his lips and teeth, with some mockery.

My heart was pounding.

yes, I'm ridiculous to think that he still loves me.

How can it be!

Suppressing the sudden intense heartache, I pulled my lips self-deprecatingly, "Just kidding." ”

I deliberately pretended to be lighthearted, as if the question was really boring and a joke on him.

With that, I turned around and lifted my feet, which suddenly looked like sandbags strapped, to go back to the store.

I took 2 steps forward with difficulty, only to hear a series of eager footsteps behind me, just about to turn back, my hand was so violently pulled by a strong force, I was so shocked that I didn't have time to react, and my body was turned around.

I looked at Lou Shaotang in surprise, his hands clasped my shoulders, his eyes fixed on me, panting deeply, and he was very excited.

"That's right! That's right! I love you, I love you again! He shouted at me as if he was out of control, "You are so ruthless, treacherous, so easy to empathize and change your mind, but I still love you, love you, just fucking love you!" I can't forget you! ”

"Tell me, why? What the is going on here? He shook my shoulders like a sleepy beast, as if he was angry, as if he was grief, and mixed with unwillingness and overwhelm. The eyes were scarlet, and the water shone rippled in the sockets.

I was stunned, staring at him in a daze, my mind went blank, only the four words he said, "I still love you", echoed in my ears.

"Divorce him! Divorce him! ”

Before I could come back to my senses, his voice fell into my ears again, and his tone was strong and domineering. The next second, he grabbed my left hand, pulled the ring off my ring finger, and threw it to the side.

"Divorce him. Right now. Right away. ”

He gasped heavily, his chest heaving violently, but he was no longer as agitated as before, his emotions calmed down a little, but his tone was as domineering as before, and his eyes staring into my eyes were resolute.

He didn't do it on the spur of the moment, he really wanted me to do it.

He still loves me.

He still wants me.

I had mixed feelings, tears welling up in my eyes.

"Lou Shaotang, don't you think I have a daughter?" My voice trembled slightly, choked and hoarse.

"No." Lou Shaotang didn't think twice.

"Don't you hate me for betraying you?"

"I don't hate." He's unequivocal.

"Don't you think I'm disgusting and dirty?"

"I don't know." He didn't hesitate.

My eyes were hazy with tears, my heart was sad, my heart hurt, and I was even more distressed.

Lou Shaotang cupped my cheek, looking serious and solemn, "Tu Ying, divorce Zhai Jin, let's start over." ”

"Lou Shaotang, I ......" My throat was full of sourness, and it was difficult to make a sound.

Seeing that I was shaking his head, Lou Shaotang's face sank, and the light of hope flashing in his eyes was instantly extinguished.

He stared at me with a heavy gaze, and for a moment, a self-deprecating sneer came out of his mouth, "Huh? I'm so stupid. ”

His expression was also extremely self-deprecating, slowly letting go of his hands, hanging weakly to the side of his legs, staring at me, stepping back step by step.

I saw in his eyes a sadness that bordered on despair. My heart hurts, my left palm hurts.

It's not like that, Lou Shaotang, it's not like that.

I cried out in grief.

However, he could not hear me, chuckled to himself again, turned around, and walked forward.

His steps were so heavy, but he was so resolute.

Panic rose from the bottom of my heart in an instant, and at this moment I knew clearly that I could not lose him again!

"Lou Shaotang!" With all my might, I broke through the sourness in my throat and called out to him.

Lou Shaotang did not stop and continued to walk forward.

Without any further hesitation, I ran towards him and grabbed him from behind.

Lou Shaotang finally stopped.

I wrapped my arms around his waist and pressed my face against his back.

His back is so warm, just like it was back then.

"Lou Shaotang, tell me, how can you leave if you are not married?" I asked, crying.

Lou Shaotang's body stiffened suddenly, and he turned around suddenly.

His face was full of shock and disbelief.

"You...... Say what? He grabbed my arm, his hands trembling a little, and his voice trembling slightly.

I sucked away the tears in my nose, took a deep breath, forcibly restrained my excitement, and said, "Lou Shaotang, I want to show you something." ”

Lou Shaotang frowned slightly, a little puzzled, his eyes followed me, looking at my left hand clenched into a fist.

Suddenly, as if he realized something, he grabbed my wrist, pulled it up, and broke his fingers.

The palm of his hand was spread out in front of his eyes, and because he clenched it too hard just now, the scar that had already healed was slightly reddened, and it was clearer.

Lou Shaotang was completely stunned.

I stared at his misty eyes, and my eyes were blurred, "Lou Shaotang, I have held you in the palm of my hand all the time in the past 3 years, and you have always lived in the softest place in my heart, no one can touch or violate." Whenever I miss you, I touch your name and imagine it's your face and you're smiling at me. ”

My voice was full of tears, I was so choked that I couldn't speak, I paused, swallowed the sourness in my throat, and continued: "Lou Shaotang, I love you, I've always loved you." 3 years, more than 1,000 days and nights, more than 20,000 hours, every minute and every second, has never changed. I didn't marry Zhai Jin, you are my husband, the only and eternal husband in this life. ”

Tears rolled out of Lou Shaotang's eyes the moment my words fell, dripping into my palm.

It's hot.

He slowly lifted his eyes to look at me.

I've already burst into tears.

"But I am no longer qualified to love you, and I no longer deserve your love. So, when I learned that you had another woman, my heart ached, but I sincerely blessed you, wished you happiness and joy. I can't give it to you, I hope that woman can give it to you. It's just that I never expected that you would hate me more than I imagined, and in order to get revenge on me, you would actually make peace with ...... and ...... "When I think of Mina, I feel like I have a fish in my throat, and I can't say it anymore."

"There is no other woman." Lou Shaotang opened his mouth, his voice was hoarse, and he was also full of tears.

I was slightly stunned.

He stared at me, his Adam's apple rolling deeply, "3 years, more than 1,000 days and nights, more than 20,000 hours, every minute and every second, I am only you." There is no other woman, no. ”

He said it with great certainty, and I was so surprised that I stared at him in amazement.

He raised his head slightly, took a deep breath, and then chuckled, quite self-deprecating.

"Those women are the medicine I use to dissolve my deep longing for you. I thought I could make myself forget you through them, but it didn't work, and instead of forgetting, I missed you even more. I'll think of you when I look at them, even if it's just a similar gesture to you, a smile. I found that I had no desire for any woman but you, so I never touched them. Including Mina, I didn't even touch her with a finger until you came back. ”

I was stunned, he hadn't touched Mina? How so?

The doubts in my heart couldn't escape Lou Shaotang's eyes, and he chuckled again, still laughing at himself.

"It's all for you to see. Although I have been thinking about you for the past 3 years, I often think that you are living a happy life with Zhai Jin's family of three, and I will never think of me at all, but I still spend every day and night in the torment of missing you, and my psychology is very unbalanced, and I hate you. So when I heard that the owner of the one where your father's grave was located was going to sell the mountain, I immediately bought it and forced you to come back and move the grave. I thought I was doing this to punish you for betraying me, but now I have to admit that it's not, because I miss you, I miss you so much that I can't stand it anymore, and I must see you again. ”

As he spoke, his smile couldn't help but rise, revealing the sad look he had before.

"Coincidentally, I met you at the airport on the day you came back, and it can be seen that you are not only glamorous and beautiful, but also look like you have lived a good life over the years, carefree, and I lowered my head and pretended not to see it. My heart was like I was cast with ice, but I was relieved that maybe you really didn't see me. ”

"After that, you and Mina got into a car accident, and I met again. You didn't run away this time, I thought you would at least show me a little guilt, apologies, or sadness, but you didn't, not at all. Not only that, but I still love the daughter born to you and Zhai Jin so much. Thinking of how much you hated this child back then, desperately trying to beat her, but now holding her in the palm of your hand as a treasure, I think it's really ironic, all the tolerance and sacrifice I made to you back then, the dignity and pride I abandoned for you were all jokes, and I was a big idiot. ”

Speaking of this, Lou Shaotang chuckled bitterly and self-deprecatingly, took a breath, and continued: "So I was furious, I didn't want to see you again, and I used all means to make things worse for you, humiliate you, and stimulate you, so that you could go back to France as soon as possible, which is one of these means." What you heard in my office that day was false. ”

"Fake?" I was in pain from his previous words, and I was about to explain the airport to him, when I was suddenly shocked by the last sentence, my eyes widened in disbelief, and my tears stopped, "How can it be fake, I obviously saw a woman's lace-silk underwear on the floor in the lounge, and the scratches on your back......"

"Qin Lang. I asked Qin Lang to catch it. Without waiting for me to finish, Lou Shaotang snapped and said, "There are also kiss marks, which I also asked him to pinch." I had Cindy buy new underwear and throw it on the ground to make you see it so you think it was Mina's. There are also those called-bed sounds, which Qin Lang downloaded on Seqing's website. ”

“……”

I was speechless, and suddenly remembered that Qin Lang's nails were broken before, and it turned out to be this reason. No wonder I asked him how he got hurt at the time, his expression was so unnatural, and he was a little embarrassed.

And Cindy, no wonder her expression is weird, it is estimated that she thought that Lou Shaotang was engaging with Qin Lang in the lounge. This is a broken!

"Lou Shaotang, in order to take revenge on me, you can fight hard." At this time, crying and laughing had to overshadow the sadness in my heart.

Lou Shaotang didn't smile, he was still sad, and continued to say: "Over the years, I have been tormented by the contradiction of loving you and hating you repeatedly. Especially in the days when you came back, whenever I humiliated you, I didn't feel a little better in my heart, but I was very painful, and then I told myself not to humiliate you anymore. But later, when I saw you and Qiao Chenfei, Wang Gongzi went in and out, talking and laughing, I was very angry again, and I couldn't help but sarcastically mock you again, humiliate you, and then hurt myself again. As the cycle went on, I couldn't tell whether I loved you or hated you. ”

Staring at his aching face, my heart hurt again. I didn't expect it, I really never thought that his inner world would be like this. Because of me, he was constantly tormenting himself and suffering.

Tears began to flow out of his eyes again. I only heard Lou Shaotang say again: "That dinner, when you said that you were willing to die, I was very shocked and very scared, afraid that you would really jump down." At that moment, my heart was completely broken, and I completely surrendered to you. I have to admit that I can't hate you, not in this life. I love you, and I love you. Even if you have empathized and said goodbye, no longer love me, and have a happy family with Zhai Jin, I have decided to continue to love you, and I will never love again in this life, and accept any other woman again. ”

When his words fell, my tears were flooding. A picture popped up in his mind, so he asked, "Qin Lang...... Qin Lang met me that night and then sent me home, did you arrange it? ”

Lou Shaotang pursed his lips and nodded, "Yes." I didn't worry about you when you left that day, so I called him and asked him to drive over to you immediately and send you back. ”

Yes, I thought about how I could meet him so coincidentally, but I didn't think about Lou Shaotang.

All the knots in my heart were opened, and I was saddened, but more than that, I was happy.

It turns out that in the past 3 years, Lou Shaotang has no other women, he has always only loved me.

raised his hands to wipe away all the tears on his face, and was just about to smile at Lou Shaotang, but after thinking about it, it's not right!

So he immediately asked: "You said you didn't touch Mina, but that day I was in the apartment in the south of the city, and I saw her shirt on the balcony, what happened?" ”

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