After a day of tossing, I was indeed very tired, and my whole body and mind entered a state of extreme exhaustion!

I took off my clothes and prepared to take a shower, but the water was cold, so I just took a cold shower!

Then, as I lay on the empty bed, my mind became more and more dizzy, and I stared at the ceiling lamp hanging over my head in the darkness with my eyes half-open, and many images alternated in my mind.

One time it was when I was a child, sitting on the hillside with a little lamb and watching the sunset, and then it became a puppet doll that I hid in the corner and looked at the big pillar in his hand, and then I saw my father and I sitting on the dirt pit in front of the house, he smiled warmly at me, and finally Lu Qianyu said to me in the fire: "Dabai! Live..."

The chaos in the brain is the same as a kite with a broken string! A boundless sense of loneliness enveloped me, and the coldness of my body made my lips tremble.

But my head is getting heavier and heavier, Wang Mei is not my mother, it seems that for so many years, I have not been able to figure out why she always dislikes me, and now I finally figured it out!

I suddenly felt at a loss, who is my real mother? And my father, the only one who can tell me this answer, will never wake up again!

All the veins were broken before I could sort them out!

I got out of bed in a daze, and subconsciously walked to the opposite side and knocked on the door, and after a while, the door was opened, Li Ziluo was wearing a nightgown, and his wheat-colored skin was like a shadow on his chest.

He looked down at me condescendingly: "Why don't you sleep yet?" ”

The quiet air made me suddenly a little nervous: "Can I go in?" ”

He didn't answer immediately, but looked at me for a few seconds to get out of the way, and in those few seconds, I was really afraid that he would turn me away!

The room was cold and cold, I sat on the edge of the bed with a weak body, Li Ziluo didn't care about me, but walked straight to the window, still busy with the notebook.

I felt my throat burning, and my voice was a little hoarse: "I don't know what you like about Liu Xiao, can't you see that she is pretending to be good to me?" ”

Li Ziluo was stunned for a moment, glanced sideways at me, and then turned his head to ignore me.

The tip of my nose was sore, and when I was 16 years old, I had the courage to kiss him, Li Ziluo put down the music box, went to Beijing the next day, and came back half a month later!

At that time, I didn't know why I wanted to kiss Li Ziluo, I only felt that Liu Xiao's appearance made me very panicked, and I even felt that I would be abandoned by Li Ziluo in the near future, he would live with another woman, his good-looking smile, and deep eyes would bloom to another person, and I would leave him from now on, just like when I left my parents!

That's why I hate Liu Xiao, and I rejected her from the first sight!

But when Li Ziluo came back from Beijing, he brought Liu Xiao with him, and he smiled at me as usual and asked me, "Have you eaten?" "It's like nothing happened between me and him.

Liu Xiao had long curly hair, so beautiful that she bent down and said to me like a child: "You are Xiao Poo, right?" It's so cute, Ah Luo always mentioned you to me, by the way, this is my gift to you. ”

She brought me a doll, the kind that blinked and sang, and had the same big curly hair as she did.

I took the doll and went back to the room, and I heard Liu Xiao's voice coming: "What's wrong with her?" Don't you like me? ”

"Adolescent girls will always be inexplicably awkward." I felt Li Ziluo's deep gaze on my back.