When Fuji Yichen said that, he lost his usual casual attitude, and felt that he had a story.

Maybe it's because Little Tail said before that he jumped out of the cracks in the stone, which always makes me think that he is quite lonely, although it is estimated that there are many women around him, but I haven't seen any woman stay by his side all the time.

So I said casually: "You are not a big man, and you don't plan to get married, is it difficult for a person to die alone in the future?" ”

He glanced at me and said, "No one likes to be lonely, but loneliness will make people more down-to-earth than disappointment, blows, and discomfort after alternating between hot and cold." ”

To tell you the truth, the first time I've heard this kind of remarks when I'm so old, it's like, you know that thing is bitter, so it's a reason that you'd rather starve to death than eat it, is he too thorough, or is he an ostrich better than me?

What kind of childhood trauma did this Teng Yichen have to comprehend such a powerful theory, it really impresses me!

At the same time, I had another opinion of him, before, I felt that this person was extremely unreliable, although I still think so now, but it seems to understand a little, his debauchery may also be a kind of self-protection, in short, the organization he participated in should be quite awesome! Seeing that he is so attentive to me, is he planning to train me to be the successor?

In the few days that my sister lived there, I often accompanied my mother to pound wool, Yunnan about 50 border trade materials are in and out from here, every time I arrived at Yucheng vine dust, I didn't see the shadow of the cat, and I went back at night to make a big bag of things, I kept saying that he was corrupt, like a woman, and came out to Taobao, why not pick up the broken wine bottles on the side of the road?

As a result, as soon as I went back, my mother glanced at the rags he had scooped up, and said to Teng Yichen: "You know jade? ”

I immediately told my mother that Amway Teng Yichen is an internationally renowned jewelry designer, Balabala, and Fuji Yichen was praised by me and was a little embarrassed.

Later, my mother asked me if I had ever been married to Fuji Yichen? I quickly cleared up that he and I were just ordinary friends, I didn't tell my mother about me and Li Zhao, just like she asked me how Tang Jia is now, I just said that Tang Jia is abroad, and now he is developing well, and when he returns to China, he will have the opportunity to bring him to meet you.

My mom didn't object!

Since the calf beat us up, he has been following us all day long, of course, mainly behind Teng Yichen's ass, and secretly asked me if Fuji Yichen was a star, I told her that it was not, and she stared at me with a very suspicious look: "Our place is biased, don't lie to me!" ”

I said in my heart that the eldest sister initiates spring, which is like a river of spring water, and it can't be stopped.

Later, I found that Xiao Niu often ran to the small shop at the entrance of the village with a broken second-hand notebook, and once I followed her curiously, and found her lying on a small bench and tapping the keyboard with her eyebrows in her arms.

I secretly stood behind her for a long time, and she didn't even notice me!

But I found out that she was writing a special online serial.,Amazing my little sister.,Since I found out her little secret,,She's embarrassed to tell me.,There's no Internet at home.,Go to the small shop at the entrance of the village to rub the Internet.。

The calf said that her mother, that is, my mother, always said that she might as well sell chicken feet on the side of the road for this kind of unproductive work.

Speaking of which, the girl looked depressed, I took a look at her, and found that the content she wrote was quite rural, and it was extremely consistent with her temperament! I seem to see the second generation of Zhao Benshan!

I encouraged Sister Maverick and told her that everything is important in persistence, after speaking, I was stunned for a moment, speaking of persistence, what have I Tang Wan insisted on in her life?

So at the end of the day, I had nothing, and the weather was very gloomy that day, and my mood was inexplicably bad, and I don't know if other people would feel this way.

It's in a specific place, at a special time, that I especially think about someone, and that afternoon I especially missed Li Zhao.

My mind was suddenly full of memories, from when we were children, we ran to the construction site together, and then went to school, he asked me to go out to surf every now and then, we were teachers together, Xu Ziyan, secretly having fun together, and of course we would often quarrel and quarrel with each other.

Later, when we got married, we had a lot of noise, and it seemed to be sweet, and suddenly we felt that our hearts were occupied by a huge emptiness!

In the evening of the same day, I said to Teng Yichen that I wanted to go back, and Teng Yichen looked at me like a neuropath: "If you want to go back, you have to wait until tomorrow morning, what time is it for you to rush back to Mangshi now, and you have to drive at night, how dangerous it is!" ”

I said resolutely: "If you don't drive, I'll drive, if you don't go, I'll go!" ”

Teng Yichen scolded me helplessly: "Capricious! Say convulsions, convulsions! ”

After getting on the road, the car window showed a crack, I kept frowning and smoking, and I couldn't listen to Teng Yichen when he talked to me.

I suddenly felt very irritable, I used to call Li Zhao, his number was stored in my mobile phone, since he left, that number was turned off at first, and it didn't take long for the number to be empty.

During that time, I was like crazy, and I still dialed the empty number according to three meals a day every day!

This time I lost my phone, I can't remember his number, it feels like a kite has a broken string, the only implication is gone, even the last time he took a selfie in Inner Mongolia that I was extremely ugly and he was extremely handsome!!

Suddenly, my mind flashed, Inner Mongolia! it! I didn't think that he would go to Inner Mongolia!

I immediately kept urging Teng Yichen, and grabbed his mobile phone and began to search for tickets to Hohhot in Mangshi!

As a result, Fuji Yichen braked suddenly, and I asked him what he was doing, and he stared at the rearview mirror and said, "Your mother seems to have something to say to you, I'll wait for you in the car." ”

I glanced back, opened the car door and went down, my mom was panting, and her eyes were red and grabbed me.

As night fell, she held me tightly and said, "Your dad came to me back then, when I had a big belly, and the calf was about to be born, and your dad didn't show up, but I know that he lived in my sister for a month, and he would come to see me secretly every day, I know, I know everything!"

Tang Wan, don't blame your father, he couldn't do anything at that time, he could only blame myself, I was born badly, dragging him down"

"He left early"

My mom was so wilted when she heard the news that I can't put into words the complicated look in her eyes.

She was still standing still when I turned away, my hand touching the handlebar and glancing back at her.

Suddenly, my heart was filled with a huge shock, it was not easy for me to see her, this time I separated, I don't know how long it will take to see each other again, her thin figure looks so down.

I suddenly let go of my hand and ran towards her, hugged her and shouted, "Mom, I'm leaving, I hope you're doing well!" ”

Her stiff body slowly raised her hand and ran it along my back, and at that moment, I suddenly thought of Li Zhao, who had coaxed me to sleep like this for countless nights.

He always reluctantly and warmly said that he wanted to be my husband and my mother, but that time seemed to be far away.

We let go of each other, tears streaming down our eyes.

The car drove far away, and I still saw her standing there, watching where I had left

No matter what kind of occasions my mother had been on when she was young, she was a kind woman after all, and she was afraid that I would blame my father, so she ran out to comfort me when she left!

However, whether it was right or wrong, the events of that year were buried with the death of my father.

I think, my father must have had a hard time in this life, after my mother left, he didn't remarry, not even a woman around him, I used to ask him why he didn't find us a stepmother, he always smiled and touched my head and said, Tang Jia and I are still young.

Now I know that it's because my dad can't forget her, and he has guarded Furun and us all his life, but in the end he has nothing!

And I, after all, is leaving, she already has her own family, her own children, I have always been like an outsider, out of place, sometimes looking at her nagging calf, I am particularly envious, really, I will not have this blessing in my life!

As I was leaving, I saw this passage on the old fence at the entrance of the village:

I laugh at you

Love is thinner than paper

Drunk sigh red face

Can't forget

Ten miles of red makeup

Qiyan Fengdan chair

See you later

Lonely as smoke

Remnants of snow fall on the tips of clothes

Contemplative Hope

The old pavilion is slanting rain

The sound of the piano is around

Wake up in a trance

Dreams are shattered

Wander alone

Fuji Yichen's car was driving very fast, and there were flashes of light in the dark sky, and my heart was tormented.

I said to him, "Do you know Fuji Yichen? I've been wondering why I'm such a bastard with Li Zhao, and now I finally know that I inherited my dad!

We are all deluded with self-confidence, thinking that many people and many things are originally familiar, and we think that we can continue tomorrow.

So he turned around and let go for a while, thinking about the hope that he would be reunited soon. But you think, before the sun goes down and rises again, those things will be impossible to experience again, and those people may say goodbye to you forever!

In the past, Li Zhao and I often quarreled, and I even often acted rough with him, don't look at me so thin, I was crazy to be ruthless, and once I even took a broken wine bottle and stabbed him in the heart!

When I treat him like that, he sulks with me for one day at most, and then comes back the next day, and coaxes me in turn, you say, am I afraid of him?

I thought that this time, he would come back after making trouble, you don't know, when he left, I really thought so, so I didn't cry and make a fuss, but it's been almost half a year, and I realized for the first time that I might never see him again in my life!

Teng Yichen, I'm so scared, I'm really scared, what if, what if I'm like my father, and I'll be lonely for the rest of my life? I'm not as open as you see, and I don't want to die alone!

You say the earth is so big, what are the chances that we will meet again?

He had told me before that he would not leave me unless he was dead set on me, but he had a good heart!

But he's really left me now, do you think I'm a bastard? I could kill someone with a good heart!

He must never want to see me for the rest of his life, but I regret it now, I really regret it!

I don't know when I fell in love with him, and by the time I found out, it was already out of control, why was my reaction so slow, I couldn't even understand my own heart, no wonder Li Zhao said I didn't understand him, I didn't understand him, why was my brain so dull!!

But what can I do, he is gone, I am alone, how will I live in the future? ”