065 The past is painful

The latest free chapters of the book can be found here. For three days. Kong Ruqin finally stopped the diagnosis and treatment of Yinyue's needle and bloodletting. And Xiahou Cheng finally didn't have to wait anxiously at the door stupidly.

Now he can swagger and feed him with a medicine bowl. You can ignore the time constraints. Endless waiting to see him. Guarding the ......

The first day is after the medicine. Xiahou Cheng just sat stupidly in front of the couch and didn't do anything. Just look at him. Staring at him without leaving for a moment. I'm afraid he'll leave and I'm looking forward to his wake-up. Looking forward to the moment when he opened his eyes and looked at himself. Can...... The truth disappointed him. Because he didn't wake up as expected.

Next. Xiahou Cheng is still like this. Attached to his side. Take good care of him. Occasionally, I'll talk to him like a fool. Although no one answered, he still insisted...... Again, the scene he was expecting did not happen. He thought it would be okay if he woke up and glared at him. But that's how bleak it is.

All the anticipation goes by over time. It also made Xiahou Cheng become vicissitudes of life and not as good as one day at a time. Three days down. He can't get a sip of water a day. It's hard to eat a bowl of rice. The whole person is embarrassed. It's like growing up next to the silver moon. If he doesn't wake up. He won't do anything.

Finally, on the fourth day, a ray of sunlight slanted through the window and shone silently. Xiahou Cheng is still lying in front of the bed in embarrassment. Not to mention the messy hair. The dark robe he was wearing was the same as it had been four days ago. At this moment, it has been tossed on him.

The body forced Xiahou Cheng to wake up again because of discomfort. The first thing he does when he opens his eyes every day is to look at the man in bed. Compared to the complexion of the previous two days. Now he seems to be much better. But why haven't you woken up? In the past few days, every time Kong Ruqin came in to see the situation. He was forced to ask helplessly.

"Aren't you awake yet......

Deep, deep timbre. Accompanied by the rays of sunlight shining in, calling the people who are still sleeping. Xiahou Cheng, who did not get a response. Stupidly staring at the face that seemed to have been sleeping for a long time. Ruoda's palm quietly covered the cheeks. Rubbing your thumb caressingly. Gentle as water.

A room so quiet that you can hear faint breathing. Xiahou Cheng leaned over and lay on top of him. The face is buried deep in his neck. The shaking shoulders tell us what happened.

Yes. He cried.

Warm water droplets in long, narrow eyes. As his face dripped onto Silver Moon's body. Finally, I can't bear this sense of despair that is full of expectations and has been broken again and again. He really didn't know what he was going to do. What exactly should be done.

He just felt like he was going crazy. Crazy trying to grab his body and yell. Messy wants to beat him up. Wake him up. Tell him you're still waiting for him...... I've been waiting for him......

But. He didn't dare and didn't want to...... I can only shout in my heart impolessly. Why haven't you woken up yet...... Why torture him so much.

Tears twitched with heartache. The river flows like flowing water. He was venting all his emotions for four days. Tell him. If he doesn't wake up yet...... He's really going crazy and going to die......

The whimper made King Ning, who was about to bring breakfast in, stop. From the small crack in the door, what he saw was the scene of Xiahou Cheng lying on Yinyue and trembling. This time. His heart was surprisingly calm.

He didn't know if Xiahou Cheng was blaming himself or something. He doesn't laugh or eat these days. Stupidly taking care of the sixth child really frightened him.

This only happened when he was eight years old. At that time, he was black, small, thin, and weak, and he was a lonely little beggar on the side of the street. And just like that, a little guy is standing stupidly on the street. Don't cry, don't move, don't accept handouts from anyone, don't resist any pushing. I stood there for three days and three nights.

Three days later, after the baptism of heavy rain that night. His body was completely overwhelmed. The whole person is not what it looks like. And he didn't have a father at the time. Witness all his persistence for three days. It doesn't matter day or night.

Seriously. I took him in because I was touched by his persistence. A child can do this far. It can be seen how deep and persistent his heart is.

If Xiahou Cheng hadn't fallen ill at that time. Maybe I won't go home with him yet. Even if I went home. He's still going to get out. The same stupid guy standing on that street. Look ahead. In the eyes is anticipation.

Even now as a father. All he knows is that he's waiting for someone. Wait for someone who deceived him into abandoning him.

During that year. I don't know how many times I've brought him home when he's sick. Back and forth often back and forth. Even the people who were tossed by him at the beginning even had the urge to give up and adopt him.

But whenever I see him clinging to a person who has abandoned him. The softness in his heart was touched by him.

For the last time. When Xiahou Cheng fell in the snow, it was already the last day of the year. That day he hugged himself and cried so fiercely. It can even be said that the grief accumulated over the past year has been vented.

He still remembers the gray sky that day with the lush white snowflakes falling in the sky. Xiahou Cheng's delicate body trembled and nestled in his arms. Loud whimpering accompanied by tears. It wet his shirt and pounded his heart heavily. I don't know how long I cried. He pushed his body away weakly. He took out a cheap jade pendant that was only half of it from his bosom. Raised his hand and threw it into the pile of snow.

Accompanied by the landing of the jade pendant. His body also fell in the snow.

Since then. Xiahou Cheng has changed. Can laugh, can be naughty, and even fights with people. Later, because of these Ning Wang, he was sent to Wolf Feather Mountain. Even if you return with a full load of learning. And his personality never changed back.

Although every time Xiahou Cheng made him angry and half dead. But. He knows his pain. He just buried his original self in the bottom of his heart. The dust is sealed forever.

So. This time. I was able to cry when I saw him. His heart seems to be much better than Xiahou Cheng's heart. Even if it's not his biological father. I also watched him grow up. Accompany him through those painful pasts. So for Xiahou Cheng. I don't know him very well. But also the only one in this world who understands him.

Think about it. King Ning's eyes were deep and he finally looked at the scene in the room. Groan in my heart. turned around and left silently.

For him. The children are all grown up. I know what path I should take. All he had to do was hide and quietly guard them.