82. Liang Shao is you, you still have to use your life to resist it
When a woman is emotionally frustrated, she is actually expecting a man to soothe her tear ducts, especially when she can't pretend to be it.
Liang Wenhao's yelling made me feel even more aggrieved, where did I still care about the so-called image problem, and I cried with my throat. Indeed, I restrained myself that time, and this time, I couldn't control it.
Because I know that my hope is gone.
We all know that feelings cannot be used as the whole of life, as a member of a social group, we have to survive, there are various responsibilities for our families, there are still various competitions in the face of colleagues, we have to work hard to satisfy our different degrees of desire, I think that as long as I continue to struggle with this layer of meaning, one day, I can stand side by side with that man.
At worst, he has a family again, but at least I'm trying.
But now, he's turned me down.
He also said he wanted to be friends with me.
Liang Wenhao listened to my complaints, while cleaning up the coffee that had been spilled in front of him, he took off the coat, as if he was a little absent-minded. This action made me even more unhappy, and I blurted out: "Don't you see a girl who is trapped in love is venting?" Can't you be serious? ”
Liang Wenhao turned his face to look at me and said, "Don't be on the ground, get up." ”
I didn't want to move, so he walked up behind me, put his hands under my armpits, and dragged me up. I still felt uncomfortable and said, "I lost my dish soap ad too." ”
Liang Wenhao didn't get up when he saw me, so he could only sit beside me and say, "If you lose it, you lose it." ”
"Lost to Yang Xiaoyun."
"Unwilling?"
"Of course."
"Then win it back next time." Liang Wenhao's hand caressed my cheek, gently brushed the broken hair on his face behind my ear, and said seriously: "Look at you, you are obviously a little woman, why do you have to pretend to be strong." ”
"I didn't."
Liang Wenhao stretched out his hand, put one hand on my shoulder, stroked my head, and asked me to lean over, I didn't want to, as soon as he pressed his wrist, my head leaned over.
"Okay, it's not been a day or two since we met, don't pretend in front of me."
It's good that he didn't say it, but I'm even more sad when he says it. I said, "Don't you think I'm disgusting?" ”
"The crying just now was disgusting." Liang Wenhao took a chance.
I hurriedly controlled my crying, only to hear me humming and chirping, not knowing what I was humming.
"Little Miss Yuan, in fact, I can feel your feelings, the reason why I haven't exposed you all this time, I'm just afraid that you will be angry," Liang Wenhao's hand stroked my hair, as if to comfort a puppy, and said: "The feeling of two people being together is very important, I don't know, even if you pretend to be a strong woman and try to get along with me, but your heart is not here at all." ”
"I'm shameless."
"Silly," Liang Wenhao patted my head and said, "Actually, it's really nothing, the real like, the feeling at first sight, the real like, is to be able to tolerate all the shortcomings of the other party, real like, how can you say let it go." ”
"But we've broken up."
"Breaking up and letting go are two concepts," Liang Wenhao said, raising his voice slightly, and said: "What's more, he appears every time you need it, how can this kind of protection be forgotten." ”
So I can't forget it, it's not a shame, right?
"I remember when we first met in the hospital, you still had a double jaw, a typical goose egg face, and a pair of big eyes bright and innocent," Liang Wenhao saw that I didn't speak, and continued, "You know, men are visual animals. ”
Why did you suddenly talk about this?
"At that time, your favorite thing to say was to lose weight, eat vegetables and not meat, in the instinct of a doctor, I don't think it's appropriate," Liang Wenhao exhaled softly and said, "But then I understood, it turned out that you were because of him." ”
"Not ......"
"I'll talk to you seriously, you can talk to the point," Liang Wenhao's tone suddenly became serious, and said: "When I came back from Sichuan-Tibet, I could notice that your whole person had changed, 5 cm block heels were suddenly replaced by 8 cm, and casual clothes were replaced by professional attire, at first glance, it seemed that you were close to the goddess." But Miss Yuan, how long can she maintain her glamorous appearance? Hormones dissipate, adrenal glands drop, dopamine secretion is insufficient, and the role of appearance will become less and less over time, and if a man really loves you, reality is often more attractive than masks. ”
That's right, I've been pretending all this time.
"I can understand your desire to continuously improve yourself for him," Liang Wenhao saw me bow his head and said: "There is a word called learning from your strengths and complementing your weaknesses, you are aware of your shortcomings, dress yourself, improve your social skills, learn French, etc., but during this period, don't lose yourself, you think so, he likes you because of his appearance, he will understand your connotation, but if the connotation is wrong, this relationship will not last long......"
"So he found out that I was not a good turtle, so he completely worshiped me......"
"No......" Liang Wenhao saw that I was about to cry again, glared at me, and said, "Yuan Xiaojie, you are enough, you have been crying for more than an hour, and your tear ducts are really developed." ”
"Even you say I'm ......" continued to cry.
"Okay," Liang Wenhao patted me on the back and said, "I told you so much nonsense, I think you should hear some important points." ”
Lovelorn people don't have a point.
"He doesn't like you, it's not your problem. That's two people...... There is no fate. ”
Finally got to the point, isn't it just that people don't look down on me?
It's just Mr. Zeng, your feelings are inevitably too free.
"You say, is there another possibility," I was allowed to pretend, "maybe, he ...... for my good?"
A trace of surprise flashed on Liang Wenhao's face, and when he saw that I was very disappointed, he immediately spoke: "Okay, okay, there is such a possibility." ”
"That'...... Why is he? ”
Liang Wenhao looked at me and said, "How do I know ......?"
"Could it be because of Jiang Tianyang? Didn't you say he was pretty good? ”
Speaking of Jiang Tianyang, Liang Wenhao's eyes changed, he looked at me seriously, and said: "He has a very good background, you must remember this person, you must stay away." ”
"Could it be because of this...... Also, Jiang Tianyang mentioned Mr. Zeng's ex-wife to me, and I ......"
Liang Wenhao withdrew his shoulders, stared at me, and said, "Don't you want me to help you inquire?" ”
"I didn't ......"
"That's it," Liang Wenhao looked at me and said, "I have a few friends in my hands, I can investigate, but ......"
The point is?
Liang Wenhao got up, stretched out a hand in front of me, and gave me a look.
I reached out, and he pulled me up, and then with a strong force, he actually hugged me to the desk.
I looked up, looked at him, and heard him say, "First, eat on time, second, no more than 10 o'clock overtime, and third, ......"
You say.
"Don't be disturbed by any factors, look like a goddess on the outside, and keep that little innocence in your heart," Liang Wenhao's eyes fell on my face and said, "If you can't do it, there will be no news." ”
I nodded, suddenly realizing how embarrassed I was at the moment, and instantly jumped off my desk and into the bathroom.
Closed the door, washed my face, tidied my hair, glanced at myself in my glasses, and said silently, Yuan Xiaojie, start again.
In the following week, my life slowly returned to normal, and when Xiaobai saw me like this, he hinted at me several times, and I smiled and told her not to worry, because this time, I didn't need to pretend anymore.
Of course, it is impossible to say that I can put it down, I think that Mr. Zeng may have a hard time, but I put this concern very deeply, and I dare not take it out easily, so I can only secretly watch the news when I am busy to see if I can catch his news. But no.
Liang Wenhao also officially went to work, but he often had to work the night shift, and I didn't dare to disturb him much, sometimes when the sunspot came to find Xiaobai, I would ask him to bring some soup to the angel in white, and life was peaceful and uneventful.
Losing to Yang Xiaoyun this time, I was not convinced in my heart, which made me understand that in the advertising industry, your creativity is useless, you have to meet the needs of customers, and you also have to understand the economic situation of partners, some people are not bad for money, and some people want a good and cheap idea, and some people want good things, but they don't want to pay, in short, after so many years, for all people from all walks of life, I can only say that it is not strange, fortunately, there are also more modest customers, do a few print ads, the money is not much, There were a lot of collaborations, and the company was making a profit, so Xiaobai told me that a local car brand was recruiting excellent advertising talent everywhere, and it was an opportunity for us.
I listened to my heart and immediately Baidu read the relevant content, but after reading it, I realized that the other party only recruits advertising and marketing planners, not partners. Xiaobai and I were both quite disappointed, and we always felt that everything was special, so we decided to give it a try.
It is not difficult for a small advertising company to be creative, but it is difficult to win over customers, now the market competition is so big, more than our large advertising companies, of course, we have to try to get to know customers, fortunately, Xiaobai is eloquent, this is not, make an appointment with the head of the other department, and it is successful.
Of course, this Manager Zhang is not an ordinary person, according to Xiaobai, before the appointment was successful, Manager Zhang had rejected her three times, I thought that this person was not good at talking, but after listening to Xiaobai's explanation, I knew that this person wanted to get a kickback.
In the advertising industry, we all make a little money, and as a result, Ni? A number of advertising companies revolve around a project, who to give, who can make money, but why should people give it to you, do you say that you are talented, cut, no good thing, not relatives, why do others help you.
Xiaobai means that this kind of thing is very common, after all, people are big companies, in addition to rebates, we can also make a lot of money, which is cost-effective.
I listened to Xiaobai's words, set up a table in Dafugui, and warmly invited Manager Zhang to come. After meeting, I realized that this person and that person are really different, the same man, Mr. Huang is lustful, and Manager Zhang loves money.
There were a lot of words in the scene, Manager Zhang was greedy again, I was dizzy from drinking, and people still drank with me, saying that I cherish talents. Cut, you cherish talents so much, what do you want kickbacks for?
I poured myself wine while despising this man, and there were only four people at the table, and it was a bit difficult to mix some boiled water or something. After a while, I was drunk.
At this time, Xiaobai answered a phone call and went out, and I chatted with Manager Zhang, carrying it to death.
"Xiao Yuan, I already know your situation, but ......" Look, to the point.
"Manager Zhang, you see, you work hard day and night, it's too hard," Xiaobai taught me a high hat, and I now say more than anyone else, "I respect you." ”
At this moment, the door of the private room opened, Xiaobai walked in, and there was a man behind him, I squinted my eyes and took a closer look, isn't this Liang Wenhao?
Liang Wenhao looked at the wine glass in my hand, and immediately felt a little displeased, Manager Zhang was a little bored with this unexpected visitor, for fear of ruining his reputation.
Liang Wenhao smiled and said, "Hello, I'm Liang Wenhao." ”
Manager Zhang looked at me, and I hurriedly explained, saying, "Doctor, doctor." ”
Liang Wenhao glared at me, took my wine glass, and said, "I'm sorry Manager Zhang, I know that I shouldn't come to pick up people at this time, but it's really not early." ”
Wait, this is going to be bad?
Manager Zhang looked at me inexplicably, and before I could speak, I heard Liang Wenhao say: "You Mr. Wang also like to drink, last time I was at the Iron Lady's house, I drank a lot of ......"
This sounded very awkward, Manager Zhang's face immediately changed, he looked at me, then at Liang Wenhao, and said, "Mr. Liang is right, it's too late, Xiao Yuan...... Director Yuan, if you don't drink this cup, we'll disperse, right? ”
Xiaobai was smarter than me, and immediately sniffed out the opportunity, walked over with a wine glass, and said with a smile: "Manager Zhang, why did you leave here, the cooperation ......"
Manager Zhang glanced at Liang Wenhao, squeezed out a smile, and said, "Why don't you come up with a plan as soon as possible and send it to me?" ”
"Okay, okay, director, let's send Manager Zhang."
Manager Zhang got into the car very depressed, and Xiaobai and I waved to him enthusiastically, until the black BMW disappeared from sight, and I breathed a sigh of relief.
Dizzy.
Xiaobai slipped away when he saw the situation, and when he got into Heizi's car, he said goodbye to me, I turned around to check out, and hit Liang Wenhao's heart.
"Why don't you look at the road......
Liang Wenhao blocked me, pointed to his wrist, and said, "What time is it?" ”
"Isn't it not yet ten o'clock?"
"You!" Liang Wenhao glared at me and said, "Look at your ......"
I walked past him, returned to Dafugui to swipe my card, looked at the numbers on the bill, and suddenly felt pain.
Out of the mix, none of them are easy.
Liang Wenhao bought me a glass of water, I leaned on the car window, the weather in July, hot like an oven during the day, but cool breeze at night, very comfortable.
I went to the bathroom and pulled out all the wine I had drunk, holding the mineral water in my hand, and staring at the people who came and went.
Liang Wenhao saw that I didn't speak, his hand reached out to my forehead, my first reaction was to avoid it, and then I heard him say, "I'm not drunk." ”
"What's wrong with that Manager Zhang? When you hear Sister Fu's name, you seem to be scared? ”
"Aunt Fu and his boss Mr. Wang have a very good relationship with each other, and they often play golf together."
"No wonder." I nodded, then turned my face and smiled, saying, "So I have a good handful of cards in my hand." ”
Liang Wenhao threw me a big roll of the eyes and said, "It's almost enough, don't have such a big appetite, listen to Xiaobai's recruitment of two more people, and deal with these people when the time comes, you don't have to go out in person." ”
I was silent, then changed the subject and said, "Why are you free to come here today?" Is there any news? ”
Liang Wenhao looked at me helplessly and said, "There is a little bit of news. ”
"Tell me about it."
"Just now I looked like I was dying, but now I ......" Liang Wenhao was a little dissatisfied, seeing that I was sitting in a precarious position, he coughed and said: "Zeng Ziqian and his ex-wife are not registered in China, it is said that they are in Chicago, and their wedding is also in a hurry, as if the family does not agree." ”
Isn't it an arranged marriage? The speculation of the rival with Jiang Tianyang can be denied.
"Can't you find out who your ex-wife is?"
Liang Wenhao gave me a blank look and said: "The confidentiality work is very good, it is said that he met when he returned to China during the summer vacation, and the girl received the certificate as soon as she graduated." ”
Although it is an ex-wife, it is still a little uncomfortable to listen to the news.
"Also, I also inquired about the house," Liang Wenhao saw that I didn't speak, and said, "I heard that the original owner of the house was not him, and he was later bought." Earlier than when you get the room. ”
Earlier than me?
"What else?"
"So far, I know so much," Liang Wenhao showed a trace of displeasure on his face, and said, "You have a really good eye, and you have found such a mysterious man." ”
"Are you complimenting me?"
"What do you think?"
I looked at Liang Wenhao avoiding my eyes, turned my head to look out of the car window, and suddenly felt a little ashamed, and said, "Why don't you check, in case he knows about it......"
"Now you know you're worried about me?"
I glanced at the look on Liang Wenhao's face and said, "My stomach is empty, shall I invite you to eat?" ”
Liang Wenhao showed a smile and said, "I came over at the end of duty, and I was hungry." ”
We went to the snack street together, Liang Wenhao didn't dislike it, ordered two servings of cold skin, sat on a rattan chair to eat, next door is oden, I went to buy a back, sweet and spicy sauce, I was in a good mood to eat.
Liang Wenhao looked at me and said, "What is this?" Tastes good? ”
I nodded.
"This ...... I'll have one too. ”
I gave it to him without even thinking about it, and it wasn't until I noticed the smiling face on his face that I realized that we used a pair of chopsticks.
Liang Wenhao was stealing fun, so I put the oden next to him and said, "Give it all to you, I'll buy another one." ”
He didn't reply, I got up, and the phone in my pocket rang suddenly.
It was Yuan Xiaohao who called me.
I hurriedly answered the phone and heard the other end of the phone say, "Miss Yuan, we haven't seen each other for a long time." ”
This sound? Could it be......
"Where's my brother?"
"Oh, you say this little brat, he broke a bottle of my '82 Lafite." Jiang Tianyang's voice was lazy, clearly challenging my limits.
Yuan Xiaohao obviously went to work in an Internet café, how could he have a relationship with Jiang Tianyang?
"Mr. Jiang, children are not sensible, you should take care of them," I softened my voice and asked, "Where are you." ”
"Miss Yuan, how can I be angry with a child? Isn't this a phone call that keeps you connected? ”
Of course, it won't get through.
"Oh, I'm at Caesar's Clubhouse."
I hung up the phone, took my handbag and left, Liang Wenhao hurriedly followed, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
I was very aggrieved in my heart, for fear that something would happen to Yuan Xiaohao, so I reluctantly said: "My brother is with Jiang Tianyang." ”
Liang Wenhao's expression also changed, he looked at me with great calmness, and said, "You stand here and wait for me, I'll go drive, and we'll go over together." ”
I was anxious in my heart, and when I saw Liang Wenhao's eyes determined, I nodded.
The car raced all the way to the Caesar's Clubhouse, and the waiter reported the private room number, and they led us up. The door of the private room opened, and there was confusion in front of him, seven or eight men and women were sitting in the private room, and it was Jiang Tianyang lying in the center.
I quickly searched the crowd, only to find Yuan Xiaohao sitting in the corner.
Fortunately, there were no injuries.
I walked up to Jiang Tianyang angrily and said, "Mr. Jiang, how much is your wine, I will pay for it." ”
Jiang Tianyang looked at me, then at Liang Wenhao behind me, and said, "Miss Yuan, do you think I'm short of money?" ”
"Jiang Shao, why bother?" Liang Wenhao walked from behind me, looked at Jiang Tianyang, and said, "It's hard to be a woman, it's not like a gentleman's job." ”
Jiang Tianyang didn't get angry when he heard this, his eyes fell on me with bad intentions, and then he looked at Liang Wenhao and said, "Liang Shao, no, no, Doctor Liang, this is a matter between me and Miss Yuan, do you want to interfere?" ”
"He ......"
Liang Wenhao stopped me, looked at Jiang Tianyang, and said, "Her business is my business, since the wine money can't be solved, Jiang Shao, what do you think is wrong with this matter?" ”
Jiang Tianyang looked at me, suddenly laughed out loud, and said, "Doctor Liang, why did your taste suddenly change after you came back from the army?" ”
Yes?
Liang Wenhao remained silent, took a wine bottle next to him, opened it, and then stretched out in front of Jiang Tianyang and said, "How do you say to play?" ”
Jiang Tianyang's face froze, and he said, "How can we say that we once lived in the same compound, so let's do it." ”
When Jiang Tianyang said this, he made a look at the waiter, and after a while, the waiter came up with wine.
Jiang Tianyang picked up one of the wine glasses and said, "This glass, a small glass of whiskey into a large glass of beer, is called an atomic bomb." ”
Liang Wenhao didn't say a word, drank it, Jiang Tianyang glanced at the waiter again, and said, "Put a small glass of beer into a large glass of whiskey, it's called a neutron bomb." ”
Liang Wenhao drank it directly again, I was worried that he couldn't bear it, and just as he was about to step forward, he stopped him.
"Three-quarters of a cold beer mixed with tequila," Jiang Tianyang picked up the silver spoon and tapped, "Submarine." ”
This cup was a little bigger than the previous cups, however, Liang Wenhao was still bored.
"Hahaha, Doctor Liang, you have been drinking a lot since you started medicine," Jiang Tianyang said with a smile, and waved his hand to the waiter, and for a while, five or six colorful cups appeared in front of him, and his hand mixed these wines bit by bit, and then said with a smile: "This is more interesting, aircraft carrier." ”
My feet trembled with anger, but at this moment, Liang Wenhao still drank it without hesitation.
After four glasses of mixed wine, he was obviously a little delirious, but he still settled down and said, "Jiang Shao, now I can take my brother away, right?" ”
Jiang Tianyang glanced at me and said, "Okay, brother, you take it, Miss Yuan, stay." ”
When I heard this, I naturally knew that this guy was deliberately provocative, so I simply walked forward, pointed at Jiang Tianyang and said: "The surname Jiang, how much enmity do you have with Zeng Ziqian, you will trouble me twice in three days, and I don't have a dime with him now!" ”
Jiang Tianyang looked at me, the corners of his mouth finally showed a satisfied smile, seeing that he smiled so treacherously, I picked up the wine bottle on the side and smashed it on the table, which immediately startled everyone.
However, I am also giving myself courage.
"Jiang Tianyang, my brother made a mistake, naturally he has to apologize, if you get another inch, I will ......" I spoke, shining the broken wine bottle residue on my neck, and said: "There is a human life, neither of us will have a good time!" ”
Jiang Tianyang looked at me and said, "Miss Yuan, who are you this Liang Shao, you still have to use your life to resist it?" ”
I looked at Liang Wenhao, who was already drunk, and said, "Can you manage it?" ”
Jiang Tianyang approached me with a smile and said in a very flirtatious tone, "Could it be your man?" What about Second Brother Zeng? ”
"Zeng Ziqian slept with your wife or jumped into the well with your son, I said, I have nothing to do with him!"
Jiang Tianyang laughed, his eyes suddenly turned behind me, and said, "Second brother, why are you here to join in the fun?" ”
I looked behind me in a panic, and sure enough, Zeng Ziqian was standing there.
No, he probably was already standing there just now.
At this time, Liang Wenhao suddenly fell, I panicked to help him, and then heard Zeng Ziqian say: "Irrelevant people go out, Jiang Shao and I have something to say." ”
There was no one in the private room in an instant, Yuan Xiaohao ran over to help, but I didn't dare to look at the person standing behind me.
"Second brother."
"Take them out." Zeng Ziqian's voice was steady and ordered Yuan Xiaohao.
Yuan Xiaohao came over to help, and the two of us helped Liang Wenhao to walk out, and when I passed by Zeng Ziqian, I glanced at him with my spare eyes, but he walked straight to Jiang Tianyang.