I sat cross-legged on the ground, muttering to myself: "The blood is shining for a moment, the disaster is at the moment, and the heart is unsolvable, it all depends on one thought." ”

This is the old fairy's words to me, but I don't understand the meaning of these words, that is to say, my incomprehension of this disaster is all based on one thought?

Standing up against the wall, at this moment, I think that it is a trivial matter whether this disaster can be broken or not, and the big thing is how Cheng Baize could have something to do with my bloody disaster! Isn't he still trying to kill me?

I was so cranky, walking out of the corner of the corridor, my heart seemed to be stuffed with a lot of cow hair, blocking me all kinds of uncomfortable, raised my eyes, just when I didn't know whether to leave or stay, I saw the door of Cheng Baize's studio I don't know when it was actually open.

Immediately, I felt a trace of inexplicable weirdness, because there was no light in the studio, and when I looked inside from the corridor, it seemed that some unknown species was waiting for some little white rabbit to come over with a big black mouth and die, I was a little scared, I don't know why I was afraid, maybe it was after Xu Meijin was injured, no matter how good a friend I would be with such a trace of defense.

The brain even began to get a little out of control at this moment, and uncontrollably began to think about something that was not there, maybe Cheng Baize was bitten by something like a zombie, so the whole person was perverted, he was not him anymore, so he was going to bite me to death?!

With a 'snap', the lights in the studio suddenly brightened, and I was so nervous that I even took a step back: "What's the situation!" ”

"Where have you been?"

Immediately afterwards, Cheng Baize's puzzled face appeared at the door, and he was still carrying the dishes I packed: "As soon as I opened the door just now, I found that your things were missing from the door." ”

I controlled my emotions a little, looked at his face that was not abnormal at the moment, and wiped the sweat on my forehead: "Why did you turn off the lights in your studio just now, it's so dark, it's scared to death." ”

"Oh, it seems that the circuit is unstable just now, and it tripped, so I just went into the house and opened the electric switch again." He said lightly, his eyes no longer looking at me: "Come in." ”

I swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and said to myself secretly, Ma Jiaolong, you are a waste, who is he, he is Cheng Baize, a person who is better to you than your own brother, who has always taken care of you, not only borrowed your vajra to save the emergency, but also used his own blood to lure the needle out of your body, and your grandfather, isn't it also that he drove all the way to see it again and again, if he wanted to do anything to you, he would have done it a long time ago, why wait until now! You're still afraid, you're just afraid that no one should be afraid of him!

"What are you doing, come in."

Seeing that I was still hesitating in place, Cheng Baize threw out a sentence in the studio.

I hummed, took a deep breath and strode in, pushing open the door of Cheng Baize's office, I was slightly stunned, the lights in his office were still off, but a few scented candles were lit on the four corners of the coffee table in front of the sofa, the candlelight was curling, and the artistic conception was very good, but my heart was like thunder at the moment, and I always felt that something was going to happen!

Cheng Baize didn't look up at me, but opened the food I packed, and ate it on the coffee table, without speaking, not knowing what he was thinking.

"What are you doing with wax, it's easy to cause a fire."

I stood in the doorway and didn't move, watching him go straight out and ask.

"In order to keep yourself from seeing what you don't want to see."

"Since you don't want to see it, it's useless for you to light a candle, there is still light." ”

He didn't answer, he didn't talk like him, I was a little anxious, I took a deep breath, closed the office door, and walked directly to the sofa and sat opposite him: "Cheng Baize, what's wrong with you." ”

Cheng Baize lowered his eyes and ate two more bites of food, then opened his mouth and said, "You know, you are my most attentive and only friend." ”

I looked at him by the faint yellow candlelight: "I know, you're my best friend too." ”

"But you're the only one for me."

He spit out a sentence, pulled the tissue and wiped his mouth, and then put down the chopsticks: "Because it is the only one, I cherish it incomparably, Ma Jiaolong, do you know, I have lived for twenty-five years, and you are the one who takes the most things from me." ”

I looked at his face, the candlelight was slightly swaying, his body was mostly sitting in the shadows, but his eyes were unusually bright, and he opened his mouth: "I know, I am very grateful to you, but I don't know how to repay you now, we are friends for life, in the future, I ......"

"I never wanted you to repay me, I was kind to you, it was wishful thinking, it's just that I regret it now, can you give me back what I gave you......"

I don't understand what he meant, "Cheng Baize, I don't understand, how can I give it back to you, haven't we always been very good friends, can you tell me, what happened to you, why did you leave when you were in the hotel, and now, why do you have to say these words to me?!" ”

What the hell is going on!

Cheng Baize lowered his eyes, "Why did you come to the city last year, since your grandmother told you that she wouldn't let you come to the city, why did you still come, if you didn't come, I would stay for a year and leave, but why did you provoke me......" Saying that, Cheng Baize actually raised his eyes and looked at me with a sad smile: "Ma Jiaolong, do you know, you took a wrong step, and it was not only you who hurt yourself." ”

I looked at him: "What do you want to say, I also know that I shouldn't have come to the city last year, but I'm already here, I think although I'm not all happy here, but I know you, Cheng Baize, I think the thing I regret the least when I come to the city is to know you!" ”

"Shut up!!"

Cheng Baize suddenly yelled at me: "But this is the thing I regret the most!" ”

I was stunned: "You regret knowing me?" ”

"Yes, I regret knowing you."

Under the candlelight, his face was unusually pale: "Ma Jiaolong, from today onwards, you can choose to hate me, hate me, or even curse me for not dying well, I won't blame you, because, we won't meet again and will no longer be friends." ”

"Why?"

He suddenly tugged at the corner of his mouth: "No, why." ”

"You're my best friend!"

I couldn't control my emotions: "Do you know that I'm the only one left!" You said that even if you Cheng Baize die, you will not regard me as an enemy and will treat me as a friend for the rest of your life! You also said that even if everyone in this world says that I am annoying, and even you think I am annoying, as long as I open my mouth, as long as you are there, you will appear in my sight! Have you forgotten what you said!! ”