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It wasn't until I finally finished listening to the Dharma that my legs were almost numb, and I stood up suddenly and almost didn't stand firm, Li Ziluo grabbed me, and I immediately held his big hand firmly, and he glanced at me and let me hold it.

In the end, they said that they were going to climb the glazed tower, I climbed to the fifth floor in one breath, I was already so tired that I couldn't breathe, I dragged Li Ziluo and said to rest, looked at him, and found that my face did not change color and my heart did not beat, this physical strength, no wonder I am not his opponent at ordinary times.

I saw that none of them had climbed up, so I leaned in front of him in a soft voice and rubbed against his chest: "Carry me?" ”

He pulled me away: "What are you doing with long legs?" ”

I muttered, "I'm too tired to crawl." ”

He didn't cling to me, but grabbed my hand and said without a beak: "You have to climb this pagoda by yourself, no matter how tired you are, you have to climb it by yourself?" ”

After saying that, he led me up slowly, and I asked him, "Why?" Is it exquisite? ”

He said in a deep voice: "Do you think I can finish your life for you?" If you don't practice the insider, you only seek from the outside, hoping to be blessed, and there is no use. ”

I thought for a long time what he said, "What do you mean? ”

Before he knew it, he was about to reach the top of the pagoda, and a halo of light shot down from above and shone on the top of Li Ziluo's head, making him look so tall and empty, and his voice floated in the pagoda with a deep echo: "I mean let you climb by yourself." ”

So, he dragged me to the top of the pagoda, when the moment I stepped out of the pagoda, the vision in front of me suddenly opened, the mountains overlooked at the foot, the surrounding clouds and mist, as if in a fairyland, the ancient temple in the hazy clouds shrouded, like an ethereal silhouette, it seemed extraordinarily silent and solemn.

I looked at all this in front of me, and my heart suddenly suffered a violent impact for no reason, and with the distant bell in my ears, again and again, it actually hurt so much that it was difficult to breathe, this feeling was so strange! It seems to have appeared in a dream, that... Unexplained dreams...

I twisted my eyebrows and looked into the distance, took a deep breath and closed my eyes, the air that expelled the heart and lungs poured into the body, and the mood was much soothed, I felt that there was a line of sight staring at me all the time, I opened my eyes and looked sideways at Li Ziluo, his bottomless eyes fell on my face intently, and his thin lips opened slightly: "Are you not afraid?" ”

Me: "Huh? "Yes.

"Be with me, face the unforeseen..."

I don't know if he wanted to say "disaster," but he didn't continue, just looked at me in silence.

The me in his eyes merged with the majestic mountains and rivers, and I raised my chin and said to him, "Afraid\afraid!" But I'm even more afraid of losing you! ”

The peaks are continuous, the heavy rocks are stacked, all become a dim scene, I only saw his dark eyes staring at me for a moment, at that moment, time seemed to stand still, we just stood at the highest place in Rongcheng and looked at each other, a glance for ten thousand years, at that time I may not know, how important that glance is to me in the future, how many difficult days and nights with me...

After a while, everyone else came up one after another, looked at the scenery for a while, chatted for a while, and then went down the tower in turn.

After going down, a few of our women went to the bathroom, and came out just to see Xiao Tao waiting for Mengqi, when I walked over, she showed a faint smile to me, I was just about to walk past her, suddenly stopped, hesitated and asked her, "What does that woman look like?" ”

Xiao Tao was a little stunned, probably didn't expect me to ask her directly, I smiled and said, "It's nothing, I just heard Mengqi say that she is very different from me, and she is just curious." ”

Xiao Tao glanced at me and took out his mobile phone and quickly flipped out a photo, in which a group of people stood in front of an antique building, and I soon saw Li Ziluo standing with his hands in his hands, and the woman next to him was smiling charmingly.

I frowned: "Liu Xiao? ”

Xiao Tao was a little surprised: "Do you know?" ”

I nodded and asked casually, "Where did you shoot it?" It's pretty good. ”

Xiao Tao glanced at me and put away her phone: "Last month in Hengdian." ”

Just when Mengqi came out, I didn't say much to Xiao Tao, and rushed to Li Ziluo's side, he saw me coming over and naturally took my hand and asked me, "Is it cold?" ”

I reluctantly smiled and shook my head, he didn't let go of me anymore, and talked to the bosses next to me while holding me, while I was absent-mindedly thinking, last month, just when I was in awkward trouble with Li Ziluo, he actually took Liu Xiao to Hengdian?

Li Ziluo told me before that he didn't have anything to do with her, but why did he take her on a trip during our quarrel?

I looked at his side face talking and laughing, and suddenly I couldn't see him clearly, why every time I made up my mind to follow him to the death, there were always these things that made me question, and I was in a good mood, but suddenly I was depressed.

When I was drinking tea, I obviously thought that I was different from Xiao Tao Mengqi, but now looking at them, I was thinking about how different I was from them?

Xiao Tao walked and suddenly stopped in front of a Bodhi tree, looking at it a little stupidly, not knowing what she was thinking, until Mr. Su turned around and called her: "Peach, hurry up." ”

She suddenly blushed and trotted two steps to follow.

As we walked along the path from which we had passed, the abbot came to see us off, and as we were leaving, he suddenly stopped Li Ziluo and seemed to have something to say to him.

Li Ziluo asked them to go first, and I waited in the distance, and there was a broom next to me who kept sweeping the dead leaves falling from the trees, and I stepped on the soft leaves under my feet, making a "rustling" sound.

Looking sideways, the sunset was plated on Li Ziluo and Master Xiancheng, as if they were covered with a halo of holiness, Master Xiancheng didn't know what to say to Li Ziluo, he first nodded, and then frowned slightly, and nodded slightly, they talked for a long time.

I stood in place and put my hands into the pockets of my down jacket, looking at Li Ziluo, his face became more and more gloomy, I looked at him puzzled, he suddenly looked at me, there was a complex emotion in his eyes.

Soon he retracted his gaze and said a word to Master Xiancheng, who folded his hands together, and Li Ziluo also saluted him and strode towards me.

He quickly walked up to me, took my hand, and as the sun set, I followed him through the temple, listening to the deep and distant sound of the bells, flanked by several huge Bodhi trees, which were still so tall and green in the harsh winter.

I just don't know why Li Ziluo's steps are getting more and more urgent, and the hand holding me is getting tighter and tighter...

It wasn't until I got into the car that I asked him what Venerable Xiancheng had said to him, and he slowly closed his eyes, looked a little tired, and said, "It's nothing." ”

It's just that he still holds my hand tightly until he gets home.

After getting out of the car, Li Ziluo grabbed me and opened the door of the house, I don't know what happened to him, as soon as he entered the house and closed the door, he suddenly kissed me madly, the frenzied breath instantly made my heart beat violently, and I called him in a hoarse voice: "Li Ziluo, what's wrong with you?" ”

He picked me up a little drunk, pressed me on the sofa and straddled me, took off his coat uninhibitedly, loosened the collar of his shirt, exposed his tight and seductive chest, leaned down and landed on my back, rubbing gently, but I felt that he was invisibly and firmly bound my body, making me stiff and afraid to move.

Gently called again: "Li Ziluo? ”

He didn't answer, but kissed me down the neck and opened my collar, and a kiss mark fell on my collarbone, I murmured, he looked at my collar that he had lifted open, and his eyes flashed a strange luster and raised his eyes to me, "Do you believe in fate?" ”

Looking at his bottomless black eyes, my heart went into arrest, as if I had been sucked into a bottomless abyss in an instant, and I said, "I don't know what life is..."

There was a bloodthirsty smile on the corner of his mouth, so uninhibited, not afraid of the arrogance of heaven and earth: "I don't believe it, Xiao Poo, I didn't believe in fate since I was a child!" ”

He opened his right hand, Hugh's long fingers intertwined with the light and shadow outside the window in front of my eyes, slowly clenched into a fist and stared at me firmly: "I only believe that fate is in my own hands, as long as I accumulate enough ability, I can go against fate, do you believe it?" ”

I looked back at him deeply and said firmly, "I believe in you." ”

His eyes were full of great emotion, deep love, he touched my cheek, warm lips pressed up, fierce and presumptuous, big hands pulled open my clothes, slid down the shoulders, he hugged me affectionately, each other's breath burned hot, as if so many days of thoughts turned into crazy obsession at this moment...

At this moment, there was a "bang", and we both stiffened at the same time, looked up together, and saw Mama Yang standing on the stairs with rubber gloves and a rag looking at us.

At that time, my brain was blank, and I was so frightened that I didn't know how to react, and I broke out in a cold sweat!

However, Li Ziluo reacted quickly, pulled up the clothes that had slipped off my shoulders, straightened up and said to Mother Yang very calmly: "I thought you were going home." ”

Mother Yang was embarrassed, her eyes didn't know where to look, she felt that she wanted to swallow the rag in her hand, and stammered: "I, I'm planning, I'm going to help you a year ago, put down, get rid of the hygiene, and have a good New Year." ”

Li Ziluo casually straightened the collar of his shirt and coughed dryly: "Then you are busy." ”

Then he glanced at me, and went upstairs to the study, I was so embarrassed that I didn't dare to look at Yang's mother, it felt like the rhythm of early love and boyfriend rolling together and being caught by parents, both nervous and embarrassed.

I swallowed my saliva and stood up, picked up my coat and hugged it to my chest, tiptoeing, and wanted to sneak back to the room unconsciously. ”

I was so frightened that I almost stepped on the air, and turned around with my hand twisting and pinching the staircase: "Just, it's the year before last..."

Mother Yang pondered for a while: "When Mr. Li was injured? ”

I nodded, and Mama Yang thought for a while, and then turned around.

I looked at her with my clothes in my hands, then retracted my feet and ran over to her and asked, "What happened then?" I went back to Jiangcheng without saying hello, and he was angry? ”

Yang's mother recalled and said: "It seems that a man came to his house to look for him, and the two chatted for a long time in Mr. Li's study, and after he left, Mr. Li began to drink, and at that time he was only healed from his injury, and he was still in the recovery stage, I remember that I also advised him not to drink, but he didn't listen, and then he called Dong Han and asked people to check where you were, and it seemed that he went to look for you the next day." ”

Me: "Oh. I said a sigh, and then turned around and walked upstairs absentmindedly, but I was thinking in my heart, I heard what Li Ziluo said to Li Fan that year, he said that it was impossible with me, and said that this matter would not be compromised, I returned to Jiangcheng heartbroken, but I never thought that on the day before the New Year, he would appear downstairs in Nanxiu's house and take me away.

I didn't expect him to turn me into his person that night, I still can't guess why Li Ziluo suddenly changed his mind, could it be that I ran away from home, and he suddenly found that he couldn't love me so much, he couldn't live without me? Of course it can't be!

When I got back to my room, I took a shower and slept until nine o'clock in the evening.

Ran to the study to find Li Ziluo, he was buried in reading some documents, heard me push the door, looked up and glanced at me: "Go downstairs to eat." ”

"Have you eaten yet?" I asked him.

Him: "Hmm. "Yes.

When I went downstairs, I found that Yang's mother had left, and after eating in a hurry, I ran into his study again, and Li Ziluo was already sitting on the recliner in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, with a knitted sweater draped over his shoulders, reading a book.

I leaned over and looked at the book cover: "Ulysses, what kind of book?" Is it good-looking? ”

As I said that, I was about to lean over to take a look, but Li Ziluo suddenly closed the book, startling me, and I looked at him in astonishment: "What's wrong?" ”

He snorted and put the book behind him: "Nothing to see. ”

I inexplicably sat down on the chair across from him: "You still see nothing to see?" It's not yellow, what are you nervous about? ”

Li Ziluo's eyes flickered, and he took a sip of the teacup and floated out of the window...

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Lao Yuan: Joyce's masterpiece "Ulysses" has a lot of descriptions of x love and hand x, which is a stream-of-consciousness led story about the small citizens of Dublin, which is very controversial and has been banned in the United Kingdom and the United States, because the content is too much, maybe Brother Luo was seeing the wonderful part at the time, hahahahaha....