Standing in front of the washbasin, after a simple grooming, I looked at myself in the mirror haggard, pale face, with a pair of empty eyes, and a pair of very symmetrical dark circles, like a panda looking in the mirror. ――b

Today, no matter what kind of explanation he gives, even if his explanation will embarrass me, I can't show weakness, I can't back down and I can't compromise, no matter what, I don't want him to see my haggard and weak side, as the so-called "loser doesn't lose battle"!

Lowered his head and turned on the faucet again, holding cold water in both hands and splashing it on his face, after trying several times, he dared to raise his head again to look at the person in the mirror, and under the stimulation of cold water, he finally looked a little like a person.

After wiping off the water on his face, he walked out of the bathroom, changed into a denim suit, tied his long hair into a ponytail, sat down in front of the dresser, picked up cosmetics that he didn't usually use, and began to apply them to his face......

Maybe it's really the mood that can affect the makeup, when I was in a good mood before, even though I was without makeup, I could still be beautiful, but now, no matter how thick the foundation on the face is, I can't hide the haggard face, and finally only rub a layer of concealer around the eye circles, although it can't completely make it disappear, at least this way, the dark circles are not too exaggerated.

"Han Yueqiao, come on!" I clenched my fists and shouted at the people in the mirror.

In a blink of an eye, I looked at the mobile phone that had been quiet, it was already 8:45, except for the phone call just now, no one looked for me again, opened the address book, the first contact was a bad man, and his high emotions became cowardly in the face of reality, his thumb stopped on the broadcast button, but he didn't have the courage to press it, and he suddenly felt so nervous, and the confidence that had been brewing for a long time disappeared without a trace.

"It's a blessing or a curse, it's a curse that can't be avoided!" I closed my eyes, folded my hands, clenched my phone, and muttered this sentence in my mouth, to fight or not to fight? To go or not to go? To ask or not to ask? These questions haunted my mind and made me feel so uncomfortable.

"Let's flip a coin and decide!" I looked at the ceiling and thought for a long time to come up with such a solution, and everything was left to fate.

So I turned around and walked to the desk, took a coin out of the drawer where I usually put change, and looked at the silver coin, I said to myself, "It's Tiananmen, I'll call and take the initiative to ask for understanding; It's a word, so I went directly to him and asked him to give me an explanation in person! "Well, that's it.

After saying that, I threw the coin into the air, and the coin was like an arrow from the string, turning in the air, and my eyes nervously followed it from top to bottom, and finally, it landed with a "bang", and the silver coin kept spinning on the ground, and I stared at it with wide eyes, and with the action of mechanical inertia, it rotated more and more slowly......

"Am I mistaken?!!" The second it stopped turning, I couldn't help but scream.

Looking at the coin standing upright, my whole body collapsed on the floor like a deflated ball, what does this mean? I was going to resign myself to fate, but, God, you're obviously playing with me!!