You Lu's eyes began to empty, and he suddenly felt that the huge academic lecture hall was very depressing. This kind of feeling has not been felt by You Lu for many years, or in other words, whenever You Lu has such a feeling, he will pick up the brush in his hand and vent all that emotion through the canvas.

You Lu remembered the reporter's question, yes, red in You Lu's eyes, symbolizes exposure, symbolizes blood, symbolizes catharsis. He wants to show all his hatred through the canvas, and he can't wait to use human blood instead of paint.

Only human blood can make You Lu happy, and he can't wait to kill all those people, especially, men.

You Lu's memory drifted back to many years ago, how many years it was, You Lu couldn't remember it clearly, and he didn't want to remember it, because it was a miserable memory. Sometimes, You Lu wanted to forget those memories, but those memories always lingered. Every night, You Brigade is haunted by nightmares.

You Lu still remembers that he knelt in front of the old man, crying and begging the old man: "Please, let me forget those memories, I can't stand it, I really can't stand it!" ”

The old man sighed and gently stroked You Lu's head: "Child, some people can be hypnotized, some people can't, I'm sorry, I can't make you forget." ”

You Lu shed tears of despair, he knew that those memories would follow him for a lifetime. It's just that You Lu didn't know that when the old man turned around, the corners of his mouth hooked up an unpredictable arc. When You Lu left, the old man smiled and said to himself: "If you forget all this, will you still follow me?" ”

Every late night, You Lu would wake up from a nightmare, and when he got up, he looked at the empty bedroom, sweating profusely.

When he was very young, he followed You Zhigang around. You Zhigang, it's not good for him, You Lu once thought it was his own problem, he was thinking, how can there be a father in the world who doesn't love his children. When You Zhigang lost his temper, the young You Lu comforted himself: It must be his father who is too tired to make a living, so he has a bad temper.

Under such self-comfort, You Lu followed You Zhigang for a long time.

Everything changed on that day.

You Zhigang took You Lu into a new home, You Lu didn't dare to imagine that they would be able to live such a stable life one day after wandering for so long. You Zhigang asked You Lu to call the man who was close to old age Grandpa, to call the handsome man brother, You Lu hesitated for a long time before he shouted: "Grandpa, brother." ”

The old man happily stroked You Lu's head: "Good, in the future, this will be your home." ”

You Lu looked at this house up and down, in such an era, it is almost unimaginable for ordinary people to have such a large house. You Lu was a little pleased, and soon, his gaze met the handsome man, and he found that the man looked at him in a different way.

You Lu quickly looked away, he was only ten years old, and he was a little afraid of life.

On this day, You Lu's family had the most sumptuous dinner in many years, the old people vigorously served You Lu's dishes, and the young man kept staring at You Lu.

"Zhigang, since you have entered our house, let's start taking care of my business." The old man said to You Zhigang.

You Zhigang was a little excited: "Father, I will do my best." ”

This is the first time You Zhigang has called the elderly father. You Lu always felt strange in his heart, but he didn't think much about it.

At night, You Lu lived alone in a huge room, and in the room, there was everything. You Lu found a pencil in the drawer of the room, You Lu was very happy to find another blank piece of paper, when You Lu picked up the pencil, he suddenly felt that maybe in the future, he would have to be with the pen for the rest of his life.

You Lu scribbled on the white paper, he was very serious, so serious that someone entered his room, and he didn't know it yet. When a pair of old hands caressed You Lu's neck, You Lu let out a cold sweat, and he turned his head sharply and saw a kind face. It was an old man, and You Lu called timidly: "Grandpa." ”

The old man nodded with satisfaction: "Child, do you like to draw?" ”

You Lu thought about it and nodded: "I like it." ”

The old man smiled: "Tomorrow, I will ask my subordinates to prepare some colored pens and drawing paper for you. ”

On this night, nothing happened, and You Lu was very grateful to the old man, and he felt that he was very lucky.

But when he was sleeping, You Lu suddenly woke up from his dream. He dreamed that old people, handsome men, were smiling at themselves, and they had changed from good people to demons, and their claws were stretched out to themselves.

The next day, the old man really asked his subordinates to prepare a lot of colored pens and drawing paper, and from this day on, You Lu couldn't put down these things all day long. You Lu finally started going to school, everyone knows that You Lu has a very rich grandfather, and even the teachers at school take good care of You Lu.

At night, when You Lu was painting, You Zhigang suddenly snatched the pen in his hand and shouted angrily: "Can you be productive playing with these things all day long?" ”

You Lu's tears fell, but at this moment, a more stern voice sounded: "The child loves to play, let him play!" ”

You Zhigang turned around respectfully, and he sighed: "Father, this child still has to be strictly disciplined." ”

The old man snorted coldly: "Isn't it useless to paint, child, I'll let you paint and see who dares to stop you." ”

You Zhigang didn't dare to say anything more and walked out. You Zhigang was smoking in his room when his wife came over and asked You Zhigang what was wrong.

You Zhigang shook his head: "It's okay." ”

You Zhigang did not dare to resist the elderly. He finally lived the life he wanted to live, how dare he make the old man angry.

You Lu became more intimate with the elderly, and often, You Lu would be in the arms of the elderly, and slowly, You Zhigang no longer objected to You Lu's painting.

Day after day passed, in a hazy late night, You Lu suddenly felt that someone was lying on top of him, You Lu opened his eyes in a daze, reached out and turned on the bedside light, and he found that the handsome man climbed into his bed.

Looking at the handsome man's expression, You Lu was a little scared: "Brother, what are you doing." ”

The handsome man stood up, he smiled slightly, and shook his head: "It's okay, you can sleep." ”

You Lu didn't take this matter to heart.

However, on the second and third nights, the handsome men would climb into You Lu's bed. It wasn't until You Lu knew that the handsome man had bad intentions, You Lu began to struggle, but the handsome man actually slapped You Lu in the face, and You Lu was too frightened to make a sound.

The handsome man tied You Lu, and You Lu's mouth was gagged by the handsome man.

You Lu felt that his body was in pain, and he cried vigorously, but he couldn't make a sound.

After the man put on his clothes, he took a fruit knife and patted You Lu's face: "If you dare to say it, you will die a miserable death." ”

The man left You Lu's room.

At dawn, You Lu's mother found that You Lu had blood in his stool, You Lu's mother was very anxious and asked You Lu what was wrong, but You Lu was hesitant and didn't dare to say.

It was the old man who picked up You Lu, and the old man took You Lu to the room and asked You Lu: "Child, did your brother sleep in your room?" ”

You Lu cried and nodded, and the old man stroked You Lu's head dotingly: "Child, I'm going to scold your brother, don't tell your mother and your father, you know." ”

You Lu wiped the tears from his face: "Grandpa, if you say it, what will happen?" ”

The old man replied: "You will leave here, there will be no father, no mother, your father, will beat you to death, are you afraid?" ”

You Lu thought of You Zhigang's appearance when he was drunk, and there were still many bruises and scars on his body that You Zhigang had left behind. You Lu nodded: "I'm afraid." ”

"Then don't say it, let grandpa handle it." Said the elderly.

You Brigade did not notice that the old man's hand reached into his clothes.

You Zhigang was busy with the voices of the elderly every day, and one day, he suddenly heard someone say that the elderly did not know how many times they had adopted a child. Everyone praised the elderly for their kindness and often adopted little boys, but unfortunately, those little boys eventually fell ill and died.

You Zhigang felt that something was wrong, so he secretly went to check it.

Sure enough, You Zhigang found that the elderly had raised a total of six little boys, but these little boys all fell ill and died in the end.

You Zhigang remembered something, and he ran home suddenly.

On this day, only You Lu, handsome men and the elderly were at home.

You Zhigang shouldn't have gone home at this time, but his heart was full of uneasiness.

He slowly approached You Lu's room, the door was locked, You Zhigang put his ear to the door, he heard two lewd laughter, and a heart-rending scream.

You Zhigang put his hand on the doorknob, his hand trembling, he wondered if he should push the door open.

He gently turned the doorknob, but eventually, he let go. He turned around and left the house.

It was raining outside, the sky was overcast, and the streets were full of noisy noise.

You Zhigang's whole body was drenched in heavy rain.

"No, I've come this far, I can't just give up everything. I don't want to live in poverty again! You Zhigang's face began to distort.

You Zhigang and You Lu's mother moved out, You Lu's mother wanted to take You Lu with her, You Zhigang smiled and said, "Let this child follow his grandfather and get some education." ”

You Brigade often ran out, but every time, he was caught by the old man sending someone back.

The night has become the time that the young You Brigade is most afraid of.

"Everyone has a tragic experience, doesn't it?" Professor Li on the stage brought You Lu's thoughts back to reality.

"But does a tragic experience necessarily lead people to sin?" Professor Li asked a question.

You Lu's hands trembled, he wondered, would it be?

Yes, You Lu, at a very young age, killed those two people.