I took out my mobile phone after listening to the whole song, and the ringtone of the mobile phone was so appropriate no matter when, at this moment, I felt that those few earth-shattering ringtones. It's the best fit for me.

"Hey."

I guess I was going to catch a cold after the rain, so my voice was very hoarse.

"Ma Jiaolong, are you okay?"

"Hmm."

"What's wrong with the voice?"

"It's raining here," I said, my eyes a little sweaty again, and I reached out and rubbed it, "I hate it." ”

Cheng Baize paused on the other end of the phone: "I just fell at home, and it hurts." ”

I bit my lip: "I didn't let you fall, it's my business." ”

"It's about you, since I gave you the needle with blood, I will always sense something about you, whether you have been bullied."

"Nope."

"Say, don't force me to drive to you with a limp now."

I tugged at the corners of my mouth, but my eyes tried to look upward: "It's really not hanging up without me." ”

Directly pressed the phone, I took a deep breath, looked at the phone but suddenly remembered Lin Jiabao's appearance, and closed my eyes. Thinking about his face in his head, three stops full and average. I remember that he was born nine years ago when I went to the city with my grandmother during the summer vacation, and I was just about to calculate the specific year, month and day, only to hear my sister-in-law sit next to me: "Qiaoqiao, you are tired." ”

I opened my eyes and shook my head, forget it, grandma obviously explained that you can't tell fortunes to your relatives, and the child's life will change, what's the use of me calculating, I can't change anything, since I decided not to donate a kidney to him, then I shouldn't think about these useless things.

"Jojo. In fact, donating a kidney is really difficult for you. ”

I didn't respond, it's hard to be embarrassed, but I don't want to be so noble, I'm just an ordinary person, I'm scared, and I can say no.

"Qiaoqiao, are you listening to my sister-in-law?"

I hummed and nodded to look at her: "Sister-in-law, I don't donate, I don't think I need to do that, I'm done, and no one will read me well, so why should I push myself out, I'm scared, I'm really scared." ”

The sister-in-law nodded. Pulled the clothes draped over me, "I know, your dad said something ugly." I can't listen to it anymore, it's just that Xiaobao's matter is very urgent, saying that he can't find the kidney source within a week, and the child doesn't even have the opportunity to replace the kidney, in other words, then he can only wait to die, no one expected this, Qiaoqiao, if you try it, it may not be a match."

"I'd rather everyone blame me than have this kind of luck mentality." I looked at my sister-in-law: "I'm disheartened with my parents, it can also be said that I hate them, they treat me as something, since, I choose to donate a kidney, everyone will feel that it is right, but I don't donate, everyone thinks I am ruthless, and even think that Xiaobao may have been killed by me, since they are so selfish, then I also have to cherish my body, I don't donate, it's meaningless." ”

"Qiaoqiao, you don't mean it, you see that you have helped so many people in the village, and even almost got bitten by a dog in order to help Zongbao find some souls, and you have done so many things for my sister-in-law, my sister-in-law knows that you are kind, but this choice is indeed cruel, my sister-in-law can only say that you are right whether you donate or not, but for Xiaobao, this answer is more cruel to him"

I lowered my head: "Life is cruel. ”

When I said this, my heart twisted and hurt, maybe I should get used to it, being a good person, a good child, too tired

My sister-in-law sighed, "Forget it, I won't say it, just now your dad sent me a video, saying that it was for you to see, if you still decide not to donate after watching it, then everyone will not force you." ”

"I don't look."

I exited and got up to leave, "Jojo! My sister-in-law grabbed me: "This may be the last time you will see Xiaobao." ”

Saying that, my sister-in-law directly called up the video, I didn't look at it, but I heard Xiaobao's immature and somewhat weak voice coming from the quiet corridor of the hospital: "Twinkle and twinkle, the sky is full of little stars hanging in the sky and shining brightly, like many little eyes, hello everyone, I am Lin Jiabao~ My mother named me Lin Jiabao because I am the little baby of the Lin family, I have two sisters, one is called Tong Anqi, the other is called Lin Qiao, Lin Qiao is my own sister, my mother said that she went to the countryside when she was born, so I haven't seen her a few times"

"Jojo, look"

My sister-in-law sent the phone directly to my eyes, and I looked at Lin Jiabao on the screen who was lying on the hospital bed in a hospital gown with a breathing tube in his nose, "My sister doesn't like me very much, because I'm naughty, and I've made mistakes, I shouldn't have beaten her with a golden hoop stick, my mother said, she can save me, sister, where are you, can you save me, I want to live and I want to go to school, I won't make you angry again, can you save me, I really want to live If you're angry with me, I'll tell you I'm sorry, let me go to school, sister, You save me, I really want to live"

My chest twitched, and I couldn't help but crouch down and cry.

My sister-in-law reached out and patted me on the back gently: "Qiaoqiao, children are innocent, adults are at fault, but if Xiaobao really leaves like this, you will regret it for life."

"Qiaoqiao, aren't you going to see Xiaobao in his ward?"

I shook my head, helped my grandfather tuck the quilt, and glanced back at my sister-in-law: "You asked my parents if they said hello to the doctor, and I went directly to do the matching." ”

Grandpa lay on the hospital bed and took my hand, and tears flowed out of his eyes again.

I stretched out my hand and wiped him: "Why are you crying again, didn't you say it, the lower leg fracture will be fine if it is healed, don't run around in the future, and think of yourself as a young man." ”

Grandpa shook his head: "Qiaoqiao, after the operation, grandpa will take you back, borrow money, and finish building the house, and you will not be allowed to do any more work in this life."

I gently tugged at the corners of my mouth: "You're because of this, it's okay, what about the kidneys, yesterday the doctors all popularized knowledge with me, it's useless to have one more, it's quite a hindrance to put it, don't think about it, I'm not afraid of pain, take care of your illness, wait for me to do the matching first, don't worry about Xiaobao, I have the same blood type as him, the main thing is to look at the HLA matching, and you don't understand this, you rest first, if everything goes well, when I'm done, I'll transfer you to our hospital to recuperate." ”

As soon as the words fell, my sister-in-law walked in with her mobile phone and looked at me: "Qiaoqiao, let's go upstairs to check." ”

"Hmm." I nodded, gave my grandfather a reassuring smile, and walked out directly with my sister-in-law.

"Qiaoqiao, don't be afraid, grandpa is here." Jin Litouba.

I hummed, looked back at my grandfather's face, still pursed the corners of my mouth vigorously, and raised my hand to close the door.

My sister-in-law walked beside me and took my arm: "Qiaoqiao, don't be nervous, it's okay to have the same blood type normally, looking at HL only reduces the risk of rejection in the later stage, but you are sisters and brothers, so it should be fine." ”

I nodded but didn't respond, but the person behind me who was about to lift my foot into the elevator slammed into me, I stumbled, my sister-in-law hurriedly helped me, and looked at the man wearing a peaked cap who hit me with some displeasure: "Be careful." ”

The man bent down again and again to apologize, and after entering the elevator, he stood directly behind us, and after a while, I felt a faint tingling in the position of my waist.