I finally cried tired, and was half-carried back to the sofa by Zhang Jingchi, who carefully treated my wounds, and ran to find clothes to bathe me.

Waiting for me, Zhang Jingchi immediately came up with a towel to help me wipe my hair, I sat on the sofa like a puppet at his mercy, he finally put down the towel and whispered, "Let's go to bed first." ”

I looked up at him, and finally said very willfully, "Do you have wine at home?" ”

Zhang Jingchi's hand paused, and he quickly said, "I won't give you anything to drink, and sleep obediently." ”

I grabbed him by the sleeve and said pitifully, "Just drink a little." ”

I couldn't resist it, Zhang Jingchi didn't know where to find a bottle of red wine and opened it, poured me a little bit, he said he could only drink a little bit.

By the time he came out of the shower, the bottle had bottomed out.

The alcohol was a little up, and I stood up in a daze and said, "Hey, I'm going home and sleeping." ”

Before I could take two steps, I was picked up by the waist, and soon I was put on a soft bed, Zhang Jingchi pulled the quilt on me, he leaned down, his hand suddenly covered my face, his voice was never gentle, he said, "Sleep obediently." ”

With the strength of the wine, I wrapped my backhand around his arm and hugged him, my voice reached my eardrums and was already a little confused, and I said, "I want you to sleep with me." ”

I've been haunted by loneliness and nightmares for too long, and I desperately need someone by my side, and my hand climbs all the way up until I pull Zhang Jingchi and half fall on top of me.

He quickly sat up and pulled the quilt on me again, he frowned and said, "Silly, do you know what this sentence means for a normal man?" ”

And I was drunk, and the alcohol that was rampaging through my body dominated me, and I was desperate to seek a safe embrace, and I was afraid that the man in front of me would also abandon me like my so-called family.

Being thrown away like a trivial piece of garbage is enough for me to experience it once.

So I sat up with a headache, my hand quickly clinging to Zhang Jingchi's neck, I looked up at him and said, "Will you always love me?" ”

In the insignificant light of the bedside lamp, I saw a lake of impermeable water in Zhang Jingchi's eyes, and he quickly said, "Yes." ”

Even if I'm drunk, I know that I'm too strong to be a strong person. Actually, what I should ask is do you love me.

With a little annoyance, I said, "No, you actually just like me a little bit." ”

As soon as my words fell, Zhang Jingchi's lips surged, this kiss was a bit rampage domineering, I was a little overwhelmed, and I didn't even realize that the clothes that didn't fit well were rubbed open.

Zhang Jingchi's breath suddenly became heavy, and he quickly pushed me away and said, "Don't make trouble." ”

I was so greedy for a warm hug that the drunkenness made me forget all my reserve and shyness, and I hooked his neck again.

Zhang Jingchi's body stiffened slightly, and there was a demagogic charm in his voice, he said: "I really want to, but I don't want to take advantage of people's danger." But if you don't let go of me, I'm going to make a mistake. ”

I was stunned for a moment, but in a blink of an eye, I couldn't extricate myself from his bottomless eyes, and I rubbed against him again.

As if he had been stung, Zhang Jingchi took a while before asking, "Can I?" ”

It was only a matter of five seconds of hesitation, and I made a decision on the spur of the moment that ruined the rest of my life.

I thought that this decision was the beginning of my approaching happiness, but it was only later that I learned that I had only pushed open the gates of hell that night and embarked on a road to hell.

This night, which I will never forget, turned out to be a heavy foreshadowing of the tragedy that happened to me later, and I had to pay tens of thousands of heavy prices for my willfulness today.