Fanwai 9: If I didn't meet you (Qiu Wen)
Although Ah Feng has also told me a lot in the past two days, when it comes to the 'battlefield', I still seem a little clumsy and don't know what to do.
When it was Ah Feng, as if he was very familiar with them, when he saw someone coming, he walked out of the bar and asked them where they were going to sit?
I stood in the bar and didn't move, they walked in, and looked at me sideways, and a woman smiled and said to Ah Feng, "When did you have a new handsome guy?" β
"Hahaha, I came here two days ago." Ah Feng back.
Lao Xing suddenly said: "He Rui, your eyelids are as shallow as Li Simu." β
Everyone on the side laughed, and then walked inside jokingly.
I couldn't help but bow my head and frown, I couldn't say what I felt in my heart, and I felt a little uncomfortable.
Ah Feng soon came back and said that they wanted to drink beer, so he took an ice bucket and handed it to me, asking me to fill half a bucket of ice.
When I loaded the ice, Ah Feng had already sent the wine back, he carried two tie pots and ice buckets and went over again, turned back for the third time and took another cigarette, grabbed a lighter, made a few pairs of dice cups and put them on the tray and sent them over.
I was a little embarrassed to see him busy by himself, but it was undeniable that I didn't want to send things over, and I always felt that Lao Xing would make things difficult for me.
As soon as they came to the originally clean bar, it was immediately lively, and the music was not very loud, but the sound of their laughter could not be drowned, and several times I always wondered if they were talking about me......
Li Simu came here twenty minutes later, driving her red sports car, and she was dressed in black.
But today it's not a skirt, but a tight-fitting big V-neck half-sleeved T-shirt, a pair of wide-legged pants, high heels, a little more capable taste than usual, with that delicate makeup, like a star.
"Heyβ" She walked in, first raising her hand and waving at Ah Feng and me.
"Sister Li." Ah Feng called her with a smile.
I raised my lips and whispered, and she turned around and walked towards us, folded her arms on the bar, tilted her head slightly and squinted at me, "What's wrong with Arwen today?" So subtle? β
"......" Her amorous appearance made me bow my head slightly, raise my hand and scratch the side of my head, "No." β
"Not yet." Before her smiling voice fell, someone called her.
I looked up and saw her straighten up, put down her hand at the bar, and turn to walk towards the group of people sitting in the corner.
The one named He Rui stood up directly and pointed at her, "As soon as I came, I was busy flirting with the handsome guy, and I didn't even come over to say hello, I said to myself, I want to have a few drinks." β
"I see you've taken a fancy to our handsome guy."
The laughter exploded, and I was speechless standing in the bar for a while, I remember that before, it seemed that we were all molesting people, why is it my turn to be molested now?
Hiss - it's really feng shui in turn.
However, what I didn't expect was that Li Simu suddenly turned around and called me, and beckoned to me to go over.
"......" I was a little speechless, but I walked around the bar and walked towards them.
After this meeting, Li Simu raised his hand and put his arm around my shoulder and said, "This is what I told you before, the one who charged my third uncle and daughter for protection." β
...... "I rub!" I told them before...... Sister Li, do you want to do this!
Li Simu asked me to sit down, and then took me to meet a circle of people, one or two are all brothers, all sisters, and I am a cup of respect.
And they should also be able to see that Li Simu is different from me, and he is also very face-saving, even Lao Xing, who I always thought would target me, didn't embarrass me, and drank the toast directly.
I drank a lot of alcohol, and after more than a dozen glasses in this circle, there was no discomfort, but the previous sense of restraint disappeared a lot.
He Rui asked me to sit down and play the dice cup together, I was a little embarrassed, Li Simu said angrily: "What if my family Awen is a young master?" If you want to play, I'll call someone to play with you. β
He Rui was silent for an instant, and an awkward aura suddenly floated in the air.
Li Simu pushed me sideways, "Busy with your going." β
ββ¦β¦ Well. I answered in a low voice, turned around and walked towards the bar, and Li Simu suddenly stopped me again and asked me to bring two more sets of dice.
This night, because Li Simu gave me enough face, it became another change in my life.
After that, his friends came, they were very polite to me, and after a long time, they would ask me to have two drinks together, and I knew a lot of brothers, many sisters, and became more and more familiar.
From their chats and conversations, I learned a lot and gained a lot of knowledge.
In the blink of an eye, more than 20 days passed, and I got my salary for the first time, and I don't know how to describe it, I can't put it into words, it's a bit like satisfaction......
That day, I asked Li Simu a question that I wanted to ask for a long time, why did you help me.
She laughed and said, "My sister is so amusing her."
By the way, during this period, Zhang Bin came to me once, I didn't mention Li Nan's birthday, and he didn't mention it, but I went to him, and his mother should have told him.
Obviously, he was trying to overdo it by pretending that nothing had happened.
Actually, I don't care anymore, because my biggest pleasure now is to go to work, especially when Li Simu and her friends come, it is very interesting to sit with them and chat, and listen to their chatter, which can increase a lot of knowledge.
Zhang Bin came to me after dinner, and he also felt that my attitude towards him was lukewarm, and he didn't know what to say, and when I said I was going to work at half past six, he was shocked.
We went downstairs and went out of the community together, he simply asked me where I was going to work, and after listening to me say that after the ink, he said excitedly that he was free to play with me.
I replied lightly, what are you coming to play with me when I go to work?
After this sentence, there was no word all the way, and when I got out of the community, he walked to the left, and I walked to the right......
When Li Simu paid me my third salary, I handed it to Li Simu with the 700 I had saved in the previous two months.
She looked at the money I handed over and was stunned, and I said, "Sister Li, please help me return it to Jiayi." β
She paused for a second to look at me, but didn't answer, "You can give it to her yourself." β
"Heh......" I smiled, showing an expression that you don't tease me, "I'm afraid it's inconvenient to see her." β
Li Simu smiled, "Then do you want to see it?" β
Think? It seems that even if you want to, at most you will say thank you.
So I shook my head, Li Simu looked at me for two seconds, and finally didn't say anything, and reached out to borrow money.
A week later, Li Simu suddenly called me in the afternoon and asked me to go out to dinner.
I was a little confused, although I was drinking with them, and occasionally went to have a supper or something, but I was eating seriously......
Although I was confused, I still went, but when I went to the restaurant and entered the private room, I saw Li Jiayi, and there were two people in the private room, Li Jiayi and Li Simu.
Didn't you say that I should not look for Li Jiayi? What kind of play is Li Simu?
Later, I learned that today was Li Jiayi's birthday, and Li Simu would go to the piano store to block me that day, also because Teacher Su sued, and Li Jiayi's mother was worried.
Coaxed and coaxed, scared and frightened, Li Jiayi was a classmate, and she didn't say what her name was, and finally she could only mobilize Li Simu to ask.
Li Simu is also a human being, and he coaxed Li Jiayi to say everything in two days, and the only thing is to say that I robbed money as borrowing money.
However, she is also trustworthy, and she didn't reveal too much to Li Jiayi's mother, so she said that she was responsible for handling it, so there was the scene where she blocked me in the piano shop.
On this day, I accompanied Li Jiayi to dinner, and then accompanied her to KTV to sing, blow out candles, and cut cakes...... The whole process is just me and Li Simu.
I can see that Li Simu is really good to this cousin, and I am ...... Li Jiayi I am grateful to her, and at the same time, I also have an inexplicable sense of oppression in the face of her.
The heart can't relax, and I am really incompatible with her, so I don't talk about the personality, and there are very few topics in common.
In fact, Li Simu's kind is the type I like, and being together makes people feel relaxed, natural, and fun.
I thought it would be just a birthday, but I didn't expect that in the days that followed, she would come to Mose to find me every once in a while, and everyone thought I was dating her.
What can I say, Li Simu is silent, and I can only be dumb and can't say whether it is bitter or not, after all, if I beep, I will lose my job at any time, and I need this job very much now.
At that time, I not only knew how to observe words and feelings, but also knew how to forbear, and because of forbearance, I was under more and more pressure on Li Jiayi, and this pressure increased with the passage of time.
I began to realize that I couldn't be like this, so one day, I heard Brother Luo and them chatting that there was an account recently, and people couldn't find it, and there wasn't much money, and no brother was willing to squat, which gave them a bit of a headache.
I know that if it is their own company's account, they can share 10% of it, and if they want to help others, depending on the situation, they can talk about 50% of the most.
My heart moved, asked how much, Brother Luo said, just 100,000, the company's account, can only be divided into 10%, no one under the brothers is willing to go, and those who promised to go shopping twice, did not take it to heart, these two days of property questioning, quickly annoyed him to death.
When I heard this, I said, "If I receive it, will I get 10,000?"
Brother Luo paused, then laughed, and asked me not to joke.
I said I'm serious, I've been short of money lately, and I'll give it a try.
In the end, Brother Luo not only promised me to try it, but also promised me that he would give me an extra 5,000 when he arrived.
I was so happy that I wasn't sure if I could get there, but I was still eager to try it and went to someone's house the next day.
At the end of the day, except for the wife and children of the debtor, I didn't see the debtor, and I was not depressed, so I decided to continue squatting the next day.
Isn't it because there is not much money in this work, and it is difficult to find people, so no one answers? I believe that hard work pays off.
As a result, I went to work in the evening, and Li Simu talked to me and asked me if I was sick, and I went to learn what debts people wanted, and I wanted to find her if I wanted debts.
I was hit by her and scratched my head, and in the end I didn't know what to say, so I squeezed out a sentence for a long time, "Isn't this a lack of money?" β
"How much is missing? Sister lend you. β
"Poof-" I have a mouthful of blood, who said before that no matter how poor you are, you can't spend a woman's money?
And I don't want to...... Do you want to get rid of that sense of weakness and forbearance and are in a hurry to ask for money?
Or, what I'm anxious about is not money, but I don't want to rely on anyone, or I can't live without anyone, I have the ability to survive! And I want to confirm it!
"What are you poofing?" Li Simu said angrily.
"Nothing." I lowered my eyes and bowed back.
"Say, how much?"
ββ¦β¦ I'm not short of money. β
"Blow you."
"......" I had a little pain in my skull, and after a pause, I would lift my eyes to look at her, "I really didn't, I ...... Even if I had a brain pump for a while, I didn't have to go if I asked. β
She looked sideways at me, paused and narrowed, "Really? β
"It's more real than pearls!"
She didn't say anything, but looked at me fixedly and said, "Don't do anything, that's not for you." β
"I see."
A few days after these pieces, it was time to pay salaries, and my salary and Ah Feng's wages rose from 1200 to 2000 in an instant, Ah Feng was so smiling that he couldn't close his mouth, and I ...... But he couldn't laugh at all.
Both Li Simu and Li Jiayi are good to me, but this kind of good makes me feel pressured.
It didn't take long for me to meet a girl, and I had a good feeling, and when my sister showed me goodwill, I didn't think about dating that girl.
Because in my opinion, Li Jiayi and I are nothing, why do I have to do that job, because everyone acquiesces to what I have with her, and what they are good to me, I have to restrain myself?!
After being with my sister for less than a month, Li Simu found out, and then she talked to me privately and asked me if there was anything like that.
I didn't think about it before I admitted it, Li Simu immediately rushed up and whipped me, tore my shirt like crazy, and kicked me with his foot.
While she was beating, she also scolded me for daring to step on two boats, whether I was looking for death.
She doesn't hurt when she hits, but my heart is cold, all good, but it's because of Li Jiayi.
But she has always wondered why she is crying, beating and scolding, what is she crying, it is Li Jiayi who likes me, not her.
She told me to get out, I got out, I didn't go to work anymore, I was idle at home for two days, my grandparents asked me, and I said that Mose went out of business, I was unemployed.
My grandparents didn't say anything, it's just a bar, it's not an official unit, isn't it okay for me to lose my job?
I was always at home, and I didn't go to the girl who was dating me, and even she went to my house in person and came to find me to go out, and I said that I didn't want to go out, and for a moment it seemed that I had lost all interest in her.
This strange feeling made me wonder, I thought about it for a long time, and then I thought, maybe it's because of the rebellious mentality, I ...... I want to escape from that kind of forbearance, repression, and unwillingness!