Chapter 315: Don't be special

"I didn't expect the second lady to be willing to drink the medicine I sent, I'm afraid that she will ignore me!" Ling'er had a bright smile on her face, as innocent as a child.

"I'm afraid that she will ignore you, so you won't let Jingqiu go?" Jingqiu originally wanted to send medicine to Wuyan on her behalf, but Ling'er refused.

"How can you let Jingqiu go? I made the second miss unhappy, and if I don't go, how can I know that the second miss has forgiven me? Ling'er was very glad that she didn't let Jingqiu do it for her.

When she went to the room, she was leaning back in the chair in front of the window, looking at the pale blue sky outside the window, her eyes were far-reaching, and she seemed to be looking far away.

Gu Wanwan poured a cup of boiling water for her and walked over: "Come, drink a cup of boiling water!" Typhoid fever needs to drink plenty of water to get better quickly. ”

Wuyan took the cup, took a sip, and looked up at her: "Thank you for your concern, I'm much better." ”

"That's good, it's cold in winter, so you must pay more attention to keeping warm." Putting down the cup in her hand, Gu Wanwan took a quilt for her to cover her body.

Wuyan grabbed her hand and looked at her with a puzzled gaze: "Why am I so bad to you, you all have to be good to me?" Are you sympathetic to me? ”

No matter what attitude she used towards them, their attitude towards her was the same, and if it was before, it would not have been like this. Now it's to see that she's down, not as good as before, so don't worry about her, right?

"If you must think so, I have nothing to explain, because no matter how I explain it, you will still insist on what you think." Gu Wanwan looked at her and said very seriously.

Since she had already decided that she and Ling'er were sympathizing with her, blindly explaining would only make her more sure of this idea in her heart, and she wouldn't really think about it.

"Isn't it?" She really couldn't believe it, "If it was me before, would you still be like this?" ”

Gu Wanwan was slightly positive, if it was Gu Qianxian before, of course she would not care about her so much and accommodate her.

"But you're not the same person you used to be!" Gu Wanwan was silent for a moment and then replied to her.

"What's the difference?" The eyes of Wuyan looked at her with a smile, but they were not smiling, as if they had expected her to say this.

"In the past, you were domineering and selfish, and you would never apologize to anyone, because you always felt that you were right." Gu Wanwan paused and continued, "But now you will be sad because you have done wrong things to others, and you will blame yourself for having a bad attitude towards others. You're not who you used to be, so stop comparing your old self to your current you! ”

When comparing the past with the current her, she will recall the past scenery and feel sad for the current situation, at this time, if anyone is kind to her, she will blame the huge gap, and then question the kindness of others to her.

"Is that really the case? I thought that my transformation was just from Gu Xianxian to faceless. He smiled bitterly, as if he was laughing at himself.

"You should know me, I don't like to lie, and I don't say flattery." Since Wuyan remembered what virtue she had before, then she should know that she was not a pretentious person.

"I believe in you." Shameless stared at her and said after a moment.

"Really?" Her eyes were pure and smiling, not like she was lying, but the transformation seemed to be a little bigger.

Seeing that she didn't seem to believe it, she sighed with a shameless smile: "You didn't disdain flattery to me before, how can you flatter me now?" Even if...... Even if you really do it to make me feel better, it is enough to show that you are a kind person, and I should thank you. ”

And she constantly questioned a kind-hearted person, and she felt that she was excessive.

Gu Wanwan smiled knowingly, it was great that she could think like this.

"As long as you can understand that we have no ill will towards you." I'm afraid that she will misunderstand, and I'm even more afraid that she will make herself unhappy because she misunderstands others.

"I understand, I will never be like this again in the future, but you tell Ling'er not to be so good to me in the future." When Wuyan said this, he lowered his brows, looking not very happy.

"Actually, Ling'er just wanted to show some concern for you, and she didn't mean anything else......"

She wanted to explain to Wuyan, but was interrupted by Wuyan at this point: "I know, Ling'er wants to care about me, I understand everything, but I'm not a waste, I don't need others to take care of me like that." Ling'er's meticulous care makes me feel like I'm still the same person I used to be, which makes me feel uncomfortable, can you understand? ”

Wuyan's speed of speech was very urgent, and she was anxious to express her thoughts, but she was afraid that Gu Wanwan would not understand, so she could only look at Gu Wanwan with anxious eyes, wanting to convey her thoughts.

"I understand!" Gu Wanwan comforted her softly, "Don't be nervous, I can understand what you mean, I will talk to Ling'er." ”

After Wuyan heard her words, her emotions stabilized.

When Gu Wanwan walked out of the door, she found Ling'er standing at the door.

In the house, Wuyan had already fallen asleep, Gu Wanwan carefully closed the door and took Ling'er upstairs.

"Princess, Ling'er heard the conversation between you and the second lady in the room just now." Ling'er said to her.

Sure enough, it was the same as she thought! Just looking at Ling'er's frowning brows, it seems that she is worried about this matter.

"Don't you understand?" Gu Wanwan asked her.

Ling'er nodded and asked Gu Wanwan, "Princess, why do you say that Second Miss is like this?" ”

"Actually, it's nothing, she just wants to be treated normally by us, and she doesn't want to be special." It may be that there is a deviation in the thinking between ancient and modern people. That's why I feel that it's not normal for others to reject their kindness.

However, for Wuyan, she is anxious to get rid of her past identity and does not want her current situation to be sympathized with by others, so the more care she gives, the more pressure it will cause her.

It's hard to be normal, and she can understand the feeling.

"What specialization? Princess, Ling'er doesn't understand. Ling'er looked at Gu Wanwan blankly.

"It's a modern term, and it's normal that you don't understand it." She didn't know how to explain to Ling'er, so she simply changed the topic, "Actually, that means that she wants to be like you and me, and she doesn't want to be treated specially." ”

"But...... The princess is sick, and Ling'er will take care of the princess! If Ling'er is sick, the princess will never abandon Ling'er! She still doesn't understand why normal care has become special treatment.

"That's true, but she doesn't understand it yet." Ling'er is right, they don't treat Wuyan as a special treatment, just the most ordinary care, but she still doesn't understand this truth.

"Then what should Ling'er do in the future?" Ling'er bowed her head in embarrassment and twisted the handkerchief with her fingers.

"Since she doesn't like us paying special attention to her and caring about her, let's distance herself a little! Let her catch her breath too! "Not all care can be understood and accepted, and sometimes giving too much care will make the other person feel breathless.

"Alright then!" Ling'er reluctantly agreed.

In fact, she couldn't do it at all, and she still ran to the shameless room as usual every day, either to deliver medicine and food for her, or to bring her tea and water. The shameless face can naturally be imagined, and he has shown impatience with Ling'er, but he has not resisted Ling'er's enthusiasm at all.

Ling'er was still so good to her, and when she saw that she was in a bad mood, she told her jokes.

When Gu Wanwan came here that day, she heard her telling a story to Wuyan: "Once upon a time, there was a bear that ate and slept every day, and ate when it slept, and didn't like to move around. But one day, his mother went out and did not come back, and he was so hungry that he could not wait any longer, so he had to go out and find food by himself. But he didn't know how to find food, and he didn't even know where the food he usually ate came from, he only remembered that he loved to eat roast chicken, but he didn't see a roast chicken all over the forest......"

When Ling'er said this, she couldn't help laughing. Gu Wanwan couldn't help laughing when she listened to it outside the door, in fact, she told this joke to Ling'er, but she didn't expect Ling'er to tell it to Wuyan again, wanting to make her happy.

But looking at the faceless appearance, it doesn't seem to be funny.

"And then?" She asked Ling'er.

"Huh? Later......" Ling'er was asked, she didn't know what happened to this story. The princess told her this, and she laughed here, not thinking that the story would come later.

"No later!" Ling'er could only answer her like this.

"Why not?" Wuyan disagreed, and she continued, "Later, it should be that the bear's mother never came back, and the bear couldn't find food on its own, so the bear starved to death." ”

"No, it's not!" When Ling'er heard this, she found that Wuyan's tone was wrong, and hurriedly said, "Later, the bear's mother came back!" ”

She thought that Wuyan's mood would be better when she said this, but when Wuyan spoke again, she heard a colder tone: "Then what if one day the bear's mother dies?" Isn't that bear going to starve to death? Why can't the bear find food on its own? Why is it so lazy from birth? ”

"This ...... This ......" Ling'er really didn't know how to answer her series of questions, and her face was at a loss.

"I believe that the bear will become industrious after this lesson." Gu Wanwan walked into the house and replied for Ling'er.

"Yes, yes, the princess is right, when the bear discovers that he does not know how to find food, he will definitely learn from his mother how to catch food, and he will not starve to death." Ling'er echoed Gu Wanwan's words and said.

"Will it? Its mother is so doting on it that it never lets it catch food by itself, and when it wants to, it doesn't know what to do. Even if you learn, you may not be able to learn it. Wuyan glanced at Gu Wanwan and shook his head slowly.