Although I know that Lu Chai is actually a good person, and his temper is not as 'yin' and irritable as when he was young, but I don't have any other thoughts about him at all, and I think I'm 'good' to be friends with him after getting along in the past few months. Fastest update access: щщщ.79XS.сОΜ.

Lu Chai looked at me and said half-jokingly and half-seriously: "Since you are obviously a 'woman', don't always say that you are a man, this will make the men around you misunderstand." ”

I don't understand what he means, but I seem to understand a little, but I don't really want to understand it, anyway, I'm just tangled, I just want to go home quickly.

After a few seconds, I let out an "oh" and continued walking.

The two of them suddenly fell silent, and the atmosphere was not as relaxed as before.

In fact, is there any real friendship between men and 'women' in this world? Personally, I don't think so, most of the 'female' people are sensual 'sexual' animals, and there is no one in this world who will be unconditionally good to you for no reason.

When I first met Lu Chai, I only thought it was a coincidence and fate, but gradually, no matter how dull I was, I could understand his thoughts about me from Lu Chai's gestures and hints intentionally or unintentionally, but I told him at the beginning that I didn't want to fall in love now, but if he hadn't heard of it, I really didn't know what to do, so I had to keep pretending to be stupid.

When I walked to the intersection, Lu Chai suddenly asked me, "Are you tired?" ”

I thought to myself that this was the right time to ask, and I said that I was tired, and then I excused myself to take a taxi back.

"Well, tired."

"Then I'll carry you."

“……”

Well??? That's not what I thought...... That's not how the routine came about......

Lu Chai squatted down and looked back at me, "Come up." ”

I immediately thought of Fu Lingye, the man who had not appeared in my life for more than four months, but he still appeared in my dreams every night, occupying my brain and heart all the time.

"Don't." After blurting out two words, I walked forward, but without taking two steps, I was directly stopped by Lu Chasing, he pinched my wrist, and asked me in a deep voice, "Are you still thinking about your ex-boyfriend?" ”

He always mentions Fu Lingye in front of me like this, which makes me a little annoyed and angry, I don't want Fu Lingye to do anything about him? Who is he Lu Chase?

Somewhat angrily shook off his hand, "It's none of your business!" ”

Lu Chai's strength increased, and he pinched my wrist and didn't let go, "I like you, why is it none of my business?" ”

This is the first time he has said that he likes me so bluntly, but I really didn't feel happy at all because of this sentence, bit my lip, looked him in the eyes, and shouted angrily: "You're right, I'm still thinking about him!" ”

"If you think about him, why did you have to part with him in the first place?"

"The separation is a decision between the two of us, and it has nothing to do with you!"

"Yes, it has nothing to do with me why you are separated, but you are single now, I can like you to chase you, since you broke up with him, then you can't think about him anymore!"

Lu Chai's tone was too reasonable, as if I was 'communicating' with him now, I was already unhappy, but now I was even more angry, pushing his hand hard, and said viciously while pushing: "I don't want you to like it, I don't want you to chase!" I just want to think about him, think about him, think about ...... Woohoo......"

The whole person was directly pressed by him on the wall on the side of the road, he just bumped into me and 'kissed' me, I was so anxious that I was about to cry, and pushed him hard, but he didn't let go, and bit my 'lips' a little harder, I was in pain, and my clenched teeth immediately loosened. Lu Chai's tongue took the opportunity to slip in, tightly wrapped around my tongue, I was anxious and angry, tears flowed like a click, I raised my foot and wanted to kick him hard, but Lu Chai was already on guard, the whole person stuck over, and used my 'legs' against my 'legs', and my powerful arms made my upper body unable to move.

Finally, Lu Chai let go of me after 'kissing', and then hugged me, he gasped, looked flustered but persistent, and said: "I like you, I just don't allow you to think about him!" ”

I just cried, and I couldn't push him away, so I hung my hands and let him hold him.

Lu Chai saw that I was crying more and more, and he panicked, "Su Ran...... Don't cry, I'...... I can't hear you thinking about him. Su Ran, have you forgotten him, are we okay together? I'll be nice to you and won't make you sad and cry like he did! ”

……

After getting out of the taxi with tears in my eyes, I walked to the 'door' of the community and stopped when I passed the public phone booth on the side of the road.

I really couldn't help it, trotted over, stuffed a dollar and dialed the phone number that I had already memorized.

The connection was very fast, but there was no speech, and I was silent, biting my lip tightly to prevent myself from crying.

I don't know if Fu Lingye knew that I made this call, but I didn't care about anything at this time. When I heard the prompt, I hurriedly stuffed another dollar, so that the two sides were silent, I stuffed all the coins on my body, and I don't remember how many I stuffed, until I ran out of time and hung up the phone before I cried.

He must have known that it was me, he must have known, otherwise he wouldn't have answered the phone without saying anything.

After more than ten seconds, the phone I had just dialed when I was crying suddenly rang, and I couldn't help but be stunned, and quickly wiped my tears to answer.

There was still no need to speak on the other side of the phone, and I didn't say anything, but it was in such a silent call that all the unhappiness in my heart was gradually smoothed out, and the irritability slowly dissipated.

I don't know why he's so powerful, and I can't explain what kind of magic it is, as if as long as he's there, all my 'gloom' will be replaced by sunlight.

After I was completely calm, I finally reluctantly hung up the phone.

I stood in the public phone booth for a few more minutes, wiped the tears from my face and made myself look normal before walking into the community.

Looking at the time, an hour has passed.

It's really a bit incredible, I actually talked to Fu Lingye on the phone and then silenced each other for an hour, but I couldn't feel that so much time had passed......

Today is really because he was 'kissed' by Lu Chaiqiang, and he really wants Fu Lingye, so he acted a little impulsively. Alas, I don't know how Fu Lingye is doing now, so he didn't dare to ask Xiao Fang at all, for fear that he would be out of control after asking a question......

Now that I've resigned and come back, let's settle down. Maybe he's about to start his new life, and the silence for an hour with me today is also because of the past......

Lying on the 'bed', as usual, he couldn't help but turn out all the records with Fu Lingye and read them again, sighed heavily, put down his phone and remembered Lu Chai's words again.

Lu Chai is relatively calm and introverted, but he 'kissed' me so impulsively today, and took the initiative to confess to me. After thinking back to his confession, I cried and told him intermittently that I only treated him as a friend, and if he wanted to do this in the future, then we wouldn't even have to be friends.

Lu Chai smiled bitterly at the time, and before parting, he said to me: "Su Ran, do you know, in fact, the first time I saw you at the sea house, I was interested in you at first sight, I never thought that I would meet you again one day, I thought this was the fate arranged by God, but I didn't expect that there was indeed a fate to meet, but it was a love without part." I won't be like this in the future, and I hope we can still be friends, friends like we did during this time. ”

He patted his head, sighed again, rolled over and fell asleep.

In the blink of an eye, the end of the year is approaching.

In the past, every year was the first day of the Lunar New Year, and I went back to the old house in the county with my 'milk' and 'milk' to incense my grandfather and parents, but this year's 'milk' and 'milk' caught a cold, so I asked me to go home on the twenty-eighth day of the new year and burn the paper money in advance, and tell my grandfather and parents about it, and wait for our first day of the new year.

I packed a close-fitting clothes and a 'hairy' towel and toothbrush and went back by car, just for one night, came back on the twenty-nineth, and the Chinese New Year's Eve and the 'milk' and 'milk' ate the New Year's dinner, and then the year passed like this.

The county seat belongs to the eighteenth-tier city, and the old house is a two-story building built by oneself, in the town.

After getting off the bus, I first went back to the old house, opened the windows for ventilation, and quickly took out the quilt and sheets that I was going to cover tonight to dry, and then went to buy paper money ingots and other things to go to the grave.

The more you walk, the more remote it becomes, and it's all mud roads, and there are rice paddies on both sides, so it looks relatively depressed because it's winter.

Today's weather is pretty good, the sun is big, but I'm afraid of the cold, I still wear a down jacket, I know that the road is not easy to walk, so I came back in sneakers, and the whole person walked on the path quite lightly.

When I got to the place, I saw three graves next to each other, the one on the far left was my grandfather, and the next one was my parents.

At that time, my parents left in a car accident, and it was also winter, they drove from the county seat to their home, and the car accident on the road, because there was no monitoring on the road, and even the light of the street lights was very dim, so the driver ran away at that time, and no one saw it, and when they found out, they were no longer breathing.

Every year I stand here, these things come out of the deepest part of my heart as if they were discussed.

I burned the paper money and ingots, the fire shone on my face, burning my face red and hot, and I had words in my mouth, "Grandpa, Dad, Mom, 'Milk' and 'Milk' are not in good health and will not come to see you this year, you have to bless 'Milk' and 'Milk' in good health, bless me...... Always young and beautiful, buy a lottery ticket and win the jackpot, don't win it many times, just once......" thought about it, it seemed a little unrealistic, sighed again, and said to himself, "Forget it, just let me grow naturally." ”

Taking advantage of the burning fire, I quickly dismantled the handful of incense, and was about to bend down to light it by the fire, when suddenly a cigarette butt flew out from behind me, and I was so frightened that my soul was gone, and the incense in my hand fell to the ground, and I turned around in horror with a cry.

This glance brought all my souls back into place, but the whole person was frozen, and I forgot to breathe, and my eyes were fixed on that person.

His cold face, his delicate facial features, his inky hair, and his deep eyes have appeared in my dreams countless times......