Shen Jialan didn't thank for too long.

This award itself is not so important compared to the TV series and songs, and she has no hope of winning the award, so the words of thanks are all improvised when she is on stage, plus Jiang Yilin, who is still standing on the side and looking at her with a smile, as if she is infinitely proud of her, Shen Jialan is even more unlikely to stand on the stage for too long.

Holding the trophy in one hand and the skirt in the other, Shen Jialan carefully dressed the crowd and returned to her seat.

Tang Yuyan in the seat glanced at her with a smile, and praised her without hesitation: "You were very beautiful and great just now." ”

Hearing this, a faint flush floated on Shen Jialan's cheeks.

And the subtle interaction between the two was seen in Jiang Qianlan's eyes behind her, which made her eyes crack, and the resentful gaze that looked at Shen Jialan made her scalp tingle!

……

After the announcement of the variety show awards, it will be followed by the awards for TV series (including movies).

As an actor, although he was criticized for his poor acting skills, Jiang Qianlan was nominated for several awards because he made a lot of movies.

So when the host who had just hosted the variety show on the stage announced the start of the TV series awards and handed over the stage to the host who specialized in awarding awards to TV dramas, Jiang Qianlan couldn't help but look at Shen Jialan with some pride, and her eyes were particularly provocative.

However, Shen Jialan didn't even look back at all, and directly treated her as air.

This made Jiang Qianlan both angry and unwilling.

Won an award, and dragged it to the sky?

Jiang Qianlan thought disdainfully in her heart, because she wanted to crush Shen Jialan's heart, and her desire to win the award couldn't help but become stronger.

Almost as soon as the first of the nominations she won appeared, her nervous breathing became a little heavier, and even her face twitched slightly because she was too nervous, and she didn't look as sweet as before.

Trying her best to hide her nervousness, Jiang Qianlan looked at the award presenters on the stage expectantly, hoping to hear her name from her mouth, and then in the eyes of everyone, she walked onto the stage in a curling manner - accepting Shen Jialan's envious gaze.

But, alas, she was disappointed.

The first nomination, she did not win.

And disappointments followed.

Not only did she not win the first nomination, but she still did not win the next few nominations.

Jiang Qianlan couldn't believe it.

There were four nominations, and she didn't even win a single award.

Jiang Qianlan couldn't believe her ears and eyes, could it be that she came tonight to accompany her?

That's too insulting for her!

Jiang Qianlan couldn't help but be angry and angry.

Originally, she had to be proud in front of Shen Jialan, but now she hasn't won a single award......

Jiang Qianlan thought about it and couldn't help but look at Shen Jialan.

She would have laughed at herself.

However, Shen Jialan didn't even see her at all, and was talking to Tang Yuyan beside her.

The attitude of ignoring from beginning to end suddenly made the last string in Jiang Qianlan's mind also break.

watched Shen Jialan put the trophy in Tang Yuyan's arms, and then stood up.

Jiang Qianlan, who had no awards to look forward to, also quickly stood up and followed her figure.

The TV series awards have nothing to do with Shen Jialan, so I basically don't care, and there is a mentally retarded Jiang Qianlan behind her from time to time looking at her with resentful and shy eyes, and she has performed a big scene of ups and downs by herself, and the richness of her heart makes Shen Jialan want to ignore it.

I was too lazy to be stabbed into a sieve by the gaze there, so when I drank too much water and wanted to go to the toilet, Shen Jialan stood up without thinking about it.

As a result, I didn't expect that Jiang Qianlan didn't let her go, and even followed her.

The floor is made of black tiles, so you can clearly see the reflected figures.

Shen Jialan's eyes looked at the ground, and Jiang Qianlan, who followed behind her like a shadow, was almost drunk.

When she didn't find anything, Shen Jialan slowly continued to walk in the direction of the toilet.

She wanted to see how long Jiang Qianlan could hold her breath.

However, what Shen Jialan didn't expect was that before Jiang Qianlan jumped out, she would see a person at the door of the toilet that she didn't want to see.

Jiang Yilin had already prepared it, but when she saw Shen Jialan, her footsteps suddenly stopped.

Shen Jialan's footsteps also paused, but then quickly stepped away.

As if nothing happened, Shen Jialan planned to pass by Jiang Yilin's side, just like any stranger.

It's just that at the moment of passing by, Jiang Yilin grabbed her hand.

"Blue Blue." Jiang Yilin's eyes turned red in an instant.

She had already cried once in the toilet, but she finally stopped and made up her makeup, but when she saw Shen Jialan, her eyes suddenly turned red again, and tears swirled under her eyes: "I'm my mother, Jiang Yilin!" You're my daughter, don't you remember? ……”

Before Jiang Yilin finished speaking, Shen Jialan had already interrupted her words and said calmly: "I remember." ”

She said, her eyes fixed on Jiang Yilin's hand: "Can you let go of me?" The tone was cold and detached.

I didn't expect Shen Jialan to say that she remembered, Jiang Yilin was stunned for a moment.

When she heard Shen Jialan ask her to let go, she couldn't help but subconsciously grasp Shen Jialan's hand tightly, as if she was grasping a treasure that could not be lost.

"Why don't you recognize me?"

Shen Jialan's calmness and indifference made Jiang Yilin very devastated.

Shen Jialan also said that she remembered, but she didn't recognize her, and her attitude towards her was worse than that of strangers.

Jiang Yilin only felt that her heart had been pierced by scissors again, and there was blood flowing there, and her whole body was curled up in pain.

She stood staggeringly, barely supporting herself, so that she did not let herself fall in front of Shen Jialan's erected indifference.

"Why don't you recognize me?" Jiang Yilin looked at her with tears streaming down her face, and stubbornly asked her when Shen Jialan was silent.

saw a smile on Shen Jialan's face.

is as gentle as her, and it is rare to hide the sarcasm in her smile: "Why should I recognize you?" ”

Shen Jialan said, breaking away from Jiang Yilin's hand.

"Back then, it was my mother who was sorry for you, I didn't take good care of you, it was my mother who was wrong......"

The hand was opened by Shen Jialan, and Jiang Yilin couldn't help but want to hold it again.

She hurriedly stretched out her hand towards Shen Jialan, and her voice was just like her movements, with an anxious meaning.

However, Shen Jialan wouldn't give her a chance, so Jiang Yilin pounced, and suddenly raised her hand sadly to cover her face.

"You hate me, don't you...... You hate me, don't you, Lanlan? You hate your mother for not taking good care of you and not giving you enough love, right? You still hate me for deliberately embarrassing you for the sake of Light Blue, right? But I didn't know at the time, you were my daughter! Lanlan, I'm sorry, it's Mom I'm sorry for you. After you lost it, my mother always regretted it. ”

For any other person, when listening to Jiang Yilin's words of apology, he may be moved and speechless.

But for Shen Jialan, she is a person who will not easily change in the future.

Just like at the beginning, she decided to divorce Tang Yuyan, so there was no way back.

As for Jiang Yilin, she had long been dead, so although Jiang Yilin said it was very sincere, she was still indifferent, and said without any emotion: "I know you regret it." ”

Shen Jialan's words made Jiang Yilin suddenly put down her hand from hiding her face, and looked at her with tears in her eyes.

She thought that Shen Jialan was going to forgive her.

However, Shen Jialan just hooked her lips and said with a very sarcastic smile: "Yes, you regret it very much, you regret adopting a person who looks very similar to me, and since then you have transferred all your guilt towards me to her." ”

"That's what you regret, isn't it? You must feel that when you are kind to Jiang Qianlan, all your regrets to me will be made up for her, so that your guilt and self-blame can be slowly reduced, right? ”

"Do you think you're great enough to do what a good mother should do? Do you think I should be impressed? The reason why you are so good to Jiang Qianlan is actually because I am gone, so you make up for everything on her, and in this case, you can make up for me indirectly, right? ”

"But why should I be moved? Why forgive? ”

Shen Jialan's voice was originally faint, as if she was stating a fact, but when she said this, her voice began to rise unconsciously.

And Jiang Yilin's face suddenly turned slightly pale.

"No matter how good you are to her, what does it matter to me, do you think I will be happy? Just because she's my stand-in in your heart, I should be happy? But why should I be happy, have you been nice to me? Since there isn't, why should I be happy that a stand-in got so much good?! ”

"I think if you haven't forgotten, you should still remember what you said to me for Jiang Qianlan when you were in Haitian Hospital. From beginning to end, you didn't give me a single point of kindness, but you want me to be moved to understand you because you are good to others, how ridiculous is it?! Put away your self-righteous touching and dedication! I don't need you, and you don't have to pester me anymore. ”

……

Jiang Yilin always thought that she was doing the right thing.

Her daughter died, and she adopted Jiang Qianlan in order to send her affection.

Later, in order to make up for his guilt, he spoiled Jiang Qianlan to the sky.

In her heart, she is good to Jiang Qianlan is good to Xi Jialan in the past. If Jialan had a spirit in the sky, she would definitely understand her regret and guilt and self-blame.

But now, Jialan told her she wouldn't.

No matter how good she is to Jiang Qianlan, she will not be moved.

Why should she be moved by the fact that others have received the good she once asked for.

Especially......

Jiang Yilin thought about it and walked out dejectedly.

All that echoed in my mind was Shen Jialan's sentence: "You keep saying that you are very guilty and you blame yourself, but you have turned your self-blame and guilt into connivance, and you have the ability to hurt me by conniving at another person." With this, do you dare to ask me for my understanding and my forgiveness? ”

……

Thinking of the previous incident in Haitian Hospital, Jiang Yilin finally couldn't maintain her goddess demeanor anymore, and couldn't help squatting on the ground and crying bitterly.

"I don't need you, and you don't have to dwell on it anymore."

Her Jialan is so avoidant of her!