Chapter 367: Revolution Depends on Consciousness
Jing Xian saw that her face had changed, and hurriedly turned her head to look at the door.
Shen Lixing hurried back to Beijing, and reported the things found out in the camp in a panic, and was scolded by his grandmother as soon as he returned home. Knowing that the people in Beijing thought that he had raised an outer room, he was in a hurry, and his grandmother said that Gao Shiman had never returned home, so he immediately rode a horse to Zhuangzi.
It doesn't matter if others misunderstand him, but Man'er can't. The happiness of the rest of his life points to her, but he can't let her frown coldly at him.
As soon as he came in, he didn't bother to greet Jing Xian, and immediately walked towards her. Her face was really bad, and when she saw him looking at her coming, she immediately lowered her head.
"Man'er", he stepped forward to take her hand, and she hurriedly ducked away.
Shen Lixing has a lot to say, but what is going on with this Zheng Jingxian, where is Man'er going, and where is he too? He raised his eyes to look at Jing Xian and smiled at him.
Jing Xian knew that he should avoid it, but he didn't know why, he suddenly didn't want to go, he wanted to see if these two people would quarrel, and what it would look like if they quarreled, he was suddenly looking forward to it. So he lowered his head and pretended to read, as if he didn't see Shen Lixing's eyes.
Shen Lixing was helpless, so he had to take her hand again, but she just didn't let it, because outsiders were present, and Shen Lixing couldn't be strong, so he had to say: "Man'er, listen to me, that Shi Xiaofeng ......"
"You don't have to tell me, I don't want to hear it, what you do has nothing to do with me, and what I do has nothing to do with you", Gao Shiman took a deep breath and said coldly.
Shen Lixing paused, he felt uncomfortable listening to this. He didn't even listen to an explanation, so what should he do?
He endured it and said, "Man'er......"
"I still have something to do, you can go back, and I'll go back when I'm done", she pretended to be calm.
Looking at her resolute face, Shen Lixing raised his head and said to Jing Xian: "Jing Xian, you go out first." ”
As soon as Jing Xian moved, Gao Shiman raised his head and said, "You are not allowed to go out." ”
This made Jing Xian a sandwich biscuit, and it just so happened that he didn't want to go out, so he sat there and didn't move.
Shen Lixing was annoyed: "Get out!" ”
Gao Shiman dared to get angry when he heard it, so he didn't think about it: "It's you who should go out, you get out!" She looked at him hatefully, and saw that his eyes were red with anger, and the tears that she had endured for a long time flowed silently down her cheeks. She hurriedly stretched out her sleeves to wipe it, Shen Lixing saw her like this, her heart ached, and she said to Jing Xian in a good voice: "Jing Xian, you go out first." ”
Gao Shiman leaned on the table and didn't say anything, Jing Xian looked at her, and had to retreat.
"Man'er, listen to me", Shen Lixing's voice softened.
"Don't listen!" She lay on the table and the tears flowed uncontrollably, not wanting him to see it.
The study was quiet for a long time, Gao Shiman held back tears and looked up and said: "Since you broke the agreement between the two of us, then there is no need for us to get together, since you are back, write me a ......"
"Man'er!" Shen Lixing was heartbroken to death, he didn't expect that she wouldn't even listen to the explanation, so he would be sentenced to death.
She was so frightened that she lowered her head and pursed her lips silently.
He thought for a moment and said, "No matter what you want, you can listen to me first." ”
"I don't want to hear it", her words are all grievances, why do you need to sprinkle salt on the wound, so that it is good to disperse.
"Listen!" He suppressed his anger, "Shi Xiaofeng is from Qishou County, her brother was injured to death by a tiger, and it was a coincidence that he saved our group, and entrusted his mother and sister to us before he died. ”
Gao Shiman didn't say anything for a long time, and Shen Lixing was anxious: "Man'er, what I said is true." ”
"Then Shi Xiaofeng took a girl, saying that she was a girl from Yu Garden, she brought Shi Xiaofeng to me and asked me when you would go back to Beijing to admit her into the mansion, saying that she was temporarily raised by you in Yu Garden......" Gao Shiman said as tears fell again, "Shi Xiaofeng also said, when you return to Beijing, you will accept her into the mansion." ”
Shen Lixing was angry, when did he say that he wanted to accept that woman to the house, after thinking about it for a while, he also understood why Shi Xiaofeng wanted to find Gao Shiman, he said coldly: "Hmph, she thinks beautifully, her brother said that he saved us, but we also gave the silver, at that time she was going to follow us into Beijing, I didn't think too much, I didn't expect her to hit this idea." ”
Gao Shiman didn't speak, this kind of thing is not the fault of one party, if the man doesn't say it clearly, then he deserves to be used by the woman, she listened to Shen Lixing's explanation, and she didn't let go, so she still lowered her head, but the separation in her heart was finally reduced a lot.
Shen Lixing saw that she didn't speak, so he hugged her in his arms and said: "Don't be angry, I didn't tell you before, I was afraid that you would be too careful, but I didn't expect it to make you so sad, if anything happens in the future, I'll tell you first, okay?" ”
The sincerity of his tone and the sincerity of his words, he thought that Gao Shiman would be moved, but he didn't.
She didn't want to say anything, if she didn't sort things out this time, then there would be a next time. How to deal with things depends entirely on Shen Lixing, she will not teach him how to do it, revolution depends on consciousness.
"Come back with me", he looked at her.
"I won't go back", and she didn't let go.
"And when are you going back?" Shen Lixing was pitiful.
She thought for a while and said, "Everyone in Beijing looks at me as a joke, and I don't want to go back to the capital." "This is all, although he has expressed his attitude, but I don't know what to do, I am laughed at when I return to Beijing, it is better to accompany Xiangcheng in this Zhuangzi, if he does things cleanly, it is not too late to go back; If it's not clean, it means that he can't be trusted. In this kind of thing, if the man is not decisive, the woman will be like a maggot attached to the bone, and she will be entangled again. In this way, there will be hemp entanglements in the future.
How could she be reduced to grabbing men with other women. Anything can be fought, but men can't fight, which she knows very well.
He was very helpless: "Man'er, I promise you to do things well, can you rest assured?" ”
She still shook her head: "On the day of the Lantern Festival, many people saw her proudly and told me that you would admit her into the house, Yu Garden is such a good garden, you let her live alone, and let people wait, people will inevitably look forward to it, the jasmine who followed her seems to be very optimistic about her, and she is very helpful to her, I ...... I was almost laughed to death by Gao Shijuan, and I didn't have the face to go back. She pretended to be something, and while rejecting him, she didn't forget to give eye medicine to the other two.
Shen Lixing was angry, he hadn't been there since he placed the woman in the garden, but now it's good, and he raised an ancestor to come out, even Gao Shiman dared to bully.
He knew her temper, and if he didn't say it, he would definitely not go back, and thought for a long time and said: "Man'er, then you don't have to be angry, I will go back to Beijing to deal with this matter, the imperial history in Beijing is staring, and it is estimated that I will wait for me to return to Beijing; There are also a lot of business to be dealt with, will I come to see you tomorrow? ”
She was a little soft-hearted, he had just returned to Beijing, but he had to run around at both ends, but she couldn't let go, so she lowered her head and didn't make a sound. Shen Lixing was depressed in his chest, so he only kissed her on the face and said, "You are obedient, I will come back tomorrow." ”
Before she could reply, he dodged out.
Along the way, he thought about it, the woman made the city full of storms, causing everyone to think that she was his outer room, so it was impossible to help her find her in-laws in Beijing, so he could only return the goods. So as soon as he returned to Beijing, he asked people to go to Qishou County to find Aunt Shi and ask her to take her daughter back, and he would pay some more money. He first wrote down the disappearance of the general in Dingyuan into an excerpt and reported it in detail.
It turned out that the general who disappeared in Dingyuan was called Shen Daoguang, who was extremely lustful, and he went out of the camp to look for women when he was free, because his position was not low, so no one dared to care. He fell in love with a woman surnamed Lu in Dingyuan City, and thought that everything would be fine if he gave a few taels of silver, but he didn't expect that the woman was fierce, and she fought hard to resist for the first time.
He coaxed the girl to bring her jewelry the next time she came, the girl kept a heart, the second time she brought her own scissors, but it didn't work, but was restrained by Shen Daoguang, and was killed by Shen Daoguang in the dispute, he had to take a lot of money to seal, but the girl's father was unwilling, he was such a daughter, and now he has lost his support, so he took the risk, when the girl was the first seven, please be cautious and wide. This kind of thing is not easy to publicize, Shen Daoguang only brought two personal soldiers, and drank the tea of sweat medicine and was locked in the cellar.
But after all, this is three lives, and Daddy Lu has never dared to kill them, and it is really difficult to ride a tiger for a while, so he has been locking the three of them in the cellar. It was a big deal that there was no general in the camp, and everyone in the camp had to report it when they saw that the general had not returned for two days, so Shen Lixing left Beijing to inquire about it.
Shen Lixing entered the barracks, so he called Shen Daoguang's other personal soldiers, asked Shen Daoguang about the scope of Shen Daoguang's recent activities, and found Daddy Lu's house along the way. However, how could Daddy Lu admit that he imprisoned the three of them, and only cried that Shen Daoguang killed his daughter. Shen Lixing felt that the military discipline was slack, but he had to find Shen Daoguang first.
After entering the platoon, he finally rescued Shen Daoguang and the others, but Shen Lixing couldn't bear to deal with Daddy Lu and his wife. As a general, Shen Daoguang went out of the camp privately, bullied men and women, and harmed people's lives, which is a big crime, even if he can't hold it, he can only control Shen Daoguang to return to Beijing to report.
Public and private affairs were a mess, and Shen Lixing felt that this was the darkest period of his life for more than 20 years. He still went to see Gao Shiman every day, but she was polite to him, which made him depressed and crazy. She is no longer the same as before, she makes him feel strange and extremely frightened. Not to mention lingering with it, even a kiss hasn't fallen yet.
If a woman is no longer willing to be coquettish in front of you, it means that she has no expectations for you.
Shen Lixing quickly realized this, and in this way, he strengthened his belief in returning Shi Xiaofeng to the place where he was. The person he sent to Qishou County was called Chang Yinghui, who was not the person who accompanied him last time, and he went to the first house at the entrance of the designated village, but found that it was not inhabited. It turned out that Aunt Shi took Shen Lixing's silver and bought another big house and lived in the village.
Chang Yinghui was surprised, grabbed an uncle and asked, "Uncle, has Aunt Shi's house moved away at the entrance of this village?" ”
The uncle is also a man of many words, and immediately said: "Hey, you don't know, since Bao'er and his mother were taken away by the nobles in Beijing, their family has been developed!" ”