Why is it so cold in May?

Holding the paper bag in my arms, I slowly groped my way to the high platform not far away.

Even if I fell halfway, I didn't care, but fortunately, other students saw it, kindly came over and helped me, and took me to the high platform.

I sat there, took out the contents of the bag, opened it, and drank slowly.

The slogans grew louder and louder, and the more I thought about it, the more sad I felt, but I didn't know why.

I just feel cold, unusually chilled.

The bell rang in my coat pocket, and I put down the beer in my hand and reached out to find it.

But I could only slide with my memory, and my eyes hurt from the stinging of the halo, and I became grumpy, reached out and fell off the high platform, and said, "Fuck it!"

I started crying, and I drank the wine next to me violently, and I couldn't stop coughing.

"Drinking such inferior wine, wearing such a delicate dress, and crying like this, it seems that Miss is a person with a story in your heart."

I looked up suddenly, only to see a cloud of light and shadow, this person came to the light, but he was not Gu Qiao.

Gu Qiao's tone was not as brisk as his.

When I was in a car accident, Gu Qiao said similar things to him, is he a savior?

Thinking of this, I smiled and asked, "Sir, who are you?" Why are you here? ”

He handed me a tissue, and I didn't answer it for a long time, I didn't answer it, I didn't see it.

Then he didn't care about stretching out his hand to wipe it for me, and said, "I just finished my research and came for a walk, but I didn't expect to meet a very sad woman crying."

"I'm not sad," I stressed.

"Well, you're not sad."

He sat next to me, and a faint breath came, and I asked, "Man, are you a university teacher here?"

"I don't teach students, I do research."

"Oh, it's a scientist." I suddenly leaned my head on him and said with a smile, "I just met you, and your shoulder lends me to lean on."

I pillowed on his shoulder, feeling his body stiffen slightly, and I comforted, "Don't be afraid, I'm just leaning on it, and I won't do anything to you."

He smiled, like a spring breeze, and said: "Miss, what you said is a joke, if you are sad, you can rely on it, I won't be so stingy."

"You're so nice."

Yes, he's so nice, and he's so appropriate.

When I'm so cold, show up to give me a little warmth, give me a little support.

I can only warm myself from strangers now.

I couldn't see the playground at night, but I could imagine what Su used to run.

There are also photos I saw last time at Su's house.

When he was a teenager, he was really good-looking.

But why do I think of him again?

The people around me didn't speak, and I suddenly said to him, "If a man in a suit comes in at the door, you can remind me."

He asked, "Why?"

"Because I'm leaving."

"Hmm."

I asked him, "What's your name?"

"Li Bei."

I complimented him, "Nice name."

"A man in a suit came in."

I staggered to my feet and said, "I'm leaving."

I had just taken the next step and stepped into the air, but instead of falling, I was held by a large hand around my waist, and when I stood firm, he immediately let go of me.

He knows how to advance and retreat and maintain a gentlemanly demeanor.

He blamed slightly: "I saw that the young lady also fell when I was far away, and now it is too."

"I'm drunk."

I smiled, and at this time, Ruan Jing came to my side, helped me and said, "Go back, Mr. Gu."

I hummed, turned my head to the man next to me and said, "Thank you, I'm going back."

"Miss, your eyes are not looking at me."

Ruan Jing immediately picked up my words and said, "I'm sorry, my Gu is drunk."

Then Ruan Jing simply hugged me and left, and on the way he complained: "Mr. Gu, he is a strange man, what if something happens?"

I asked, "What should I do?" What can I do? ”

Ruan Jing may have been stunned for a moment, because he was silent.

When I went to bed at night, I reminded Ruan Jingdao: "If the Su family sends the divorce agreement, remember to notify me as soon as possible."

Ruan nodded and said, "Mr. Gu, don't worry, he will sign it, and he won't hold you out."

Yes, Su Qiannian should have countersigned.

Because I wrote a letter.

Sure enough, the next day, Ruan Jing received a call from Su Tiannian, and he asked me to meet him.

It's easy to expose yourself when you go to see him.

I simply asked him to come to the house, while I pretended to be sick and lay on the bed, my eyes slightly closed.

He opened the door and came in and felt him sitting next to me, reaching out and touching my face.

I snapped my eyes open and snapped, "Take it away."

Su Qiannian said: "Even now that I touch you, are you unwilling?"

I was silent, and Su Qiannian continued: "The matter of Saturday and Saturday is not that I have the intention to deceive you."

"I know, including the scene where you went to the hospital to be with the Zhou family's father and daughter, I know it."

Su Qiannian was shocked and asked, "How do you know?"

"None of this matters."

Su Qiannian asked, "Gu Xi, do you really want to divorce."

"If I don't get a divorce, I'll kill myself."

I can only threaten him with death now, and that's the excuse written in that letter.

Su Qiannian asked again: "Is there really no room?"

There's no room, the relationship between us and my body, I don't have any room.

I didn't answer him that question.

Su Tiannian suddenly sneered: "I thought I could keep you by my side all the time, but in the end, I still can't resist your paranoia." Gu Xi, you are finally old enough to make decisions for yourself, and this decision made you give up your two children and me. ”

Is he blaming me?

"Custody of the child is given to you."

I can't even take care of myself, I can't take care of them, how can I take care of them?

Su Qiannian said: "I have never seen you so decisive."

After a pause, he said, "So determined that I never recognized you." Gu Xi, in my heart, in fact, I don't do as much as one ten-thousandth of you. You have had an affair with Song Zhichen for so long, he hugged you and touched you, I blame you? And now because I'm such a lie that isn't a lie, you're pushing me away? Why haven't you thought about why I didn't tell you? I'm just afraid that you will be cranky and misunderstood, so I said that she and I are related to my in-laws, but ......"

But it backfired.

I closed my eyes, endured the sourness in my eyes, and said, "Su Qiannian, let's leave with the divorce agreement."

"Okay, do it to you."

A kiss fell lightly on his forehead, and when he opened his eyes again, Su Tiannian's silhouette was gone.

His breath was gone.

This time it just has nothing to do with him anymore.

My heart hurts to death.

I couldn't help rolling tears, the custody of the child was given to him, my heart hurt when I said this, and it hurt to die when I listened to him.

Soon Ruan Jing came in, he picked up the divorce agreement next to the bed, flipped through it and said, "Mr. Gu, he has already signed his name, Su Qiannian."

I nodded, and Ruan Jing couldn't bear to say, "Mr. Gu, why do you want to divorce after all?"

I smiled and said, "Ruan Jing, I'm not good at it."

"It's going to be fine." Ruan Jingdao: "A doctor will come and examine you later."

"Ruan Jing, I feel very tired and want to sleep, can I see a doctor tomorrow?"

Ruan Jing decided directly: "Then let's watch it at night."

I understand these words very well, and my low mood has also caused me to not recover for a long time, but to get worse and worse.

But I found out that I had misunderstood, and there was something really wrong with my body.

I fell into a coma again, and it was Ruan Jing who sent me to the hospital, and when I woke up, he said frankly: "Mr. Gu, when you had a car accident last time, there was blood in your head, and it gradually became a tumor, so it compressed the retina. I have scheduled my surgery for tomorrow. ”

Is it? It's too fast.

I asked, "Surgery tomorrow?"

"I can't afford to delay Mr. Gu."

Well, I asked worriedly, "Will it lose my hair?"

"Just one piece."

"Oh, Ruan Jing, you can help me send a gift to Jinyun, I feel guilty when he called me on his birthday some time ago. When you give him a gift, you say that your aunt misses them very much. ”

Let's just say that my aunt misses them very much.

"Okay."

When Ruan Jing came back, he said that the child was very happy and asked me where I went.

I smiled when I heard that.

When I entered the operating room the next day, I was not the slightest bit scared, and even took it for granted.

If you can't get out, it's fate.

If it is fate, you have to admit it.

But I came out alive.

The doctor said, "This cannot be completely cured, but the bruising has cleared up and the tumor has become smaller, but there is no guarantee that it will not recur." And the retina is hard to find, and besides, she can't have this surgery recently. There are any other sequelae after the operation, we also need to observe, and it is best to stay hospitalized during this time. ”

However, after the surgery, the vision returned a little bit, at least the outline was not so blurry.

I was in the hospital for more than a month, and no one bothered me for more than a month.

When I don't reach out to others, no one will remember me.

It's a failure in my life.

No, Jilo's harassing emails don't count.

But just when I thought no one cared about me, Song Zhichen sent me a text message.

He said, "Xiaoxi, I sent you a gift back to China, I hope you will always be happy."

Because of such a text message, I cried so much that Ruan Jing hurriedly stopped me.

He wouldn't let me cry, he said it wasn't good for my vision.

Okay, then I won't cry.

After a few days, Ruan Jing went to pick up the gift sent to me by Song Zhichen.

It's a bracelet.

There is also a postcard from Paris, France.

This bracelet is exactly the same as the one he once gave me, but this one is no longer a USB stick.

And he's always been there.

I smiled happily and put it on, and then asked Ruan Jing to go to the Su family villa to move my previous suitcase.

When he came back, he told me—

Su Qiannian asked him, "How is she doing?"

"Good."

"Why hasn't the Gu family heard anything from her for more than a month? She wasn't in the company? ”

"Mr. Gu is studying abroad."

Su Tiannian said: "Well, take care of her."

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