Chapter 42: Give Him Back an Afterlife
The Peach Blossom Fairy hadn't come out since she returned to the Hundred Flowers Palace, and she locked herself in her room.
She felt that she had been in a dream for a long time, but this dream was so real, so real that she thought everything was really happening.
But how can it be true?
She is an obedient little fairy, the Hundred Flowers Fairy has told her not to let herself come into contact with mortals, how could she knowingly commit it?
So it's simply impossible.
The monsoon is not real, and the death of the monsoon cannot really happen......
She wiped her tears, why were there so many tears?
When did she become such a crying little fairy? Monsoon didn't die, monsoon didn't die, monsoon didn't die at all......
Why are you crying, why are you crying, why are you crying...... Woowoo......
Her whole body trembled more and more uncontrollably, and tears rushed out as if the floodgates had been opened.
It is useless to deceive oneself.
Even if the mind has deceived itself a thousand times, the heart still hurts so much that it is almost breathless.
It turns out that tears follow the heart, not the mind, and it turns out that the monsoon has long lived in his heart......
"Silly girl, don't tell me I'm sorry, we're friends......"
"Little Peach, you...... Would you like to be my friend?"
"We are best friends. ”
"My life is very short, but I know you, little peach, and I'm really happy. ”
"Wow-", the Peach Blossom Fairy cried bitterly, it turned out that losing a friend would hurt so much!
"I Hurt You......"
When the hypnosis of the self is lifted, the guilt in my heart all comes up.
He wouldn't have died so early if she hadn't appeared, he died to save her.
Why is she still alive and well, she is a god, she won't die at all if she is bitten, but he is different, he doesn't have to die......
The Hundred Flowers Fairy walked in slowly, and she gently stroked the back of Little Peach Blossom.
"Little Peach, Monsoon is just a mortal, and his lifespan is not long. ”
Her voice had a healing power that reached the bottom of her heart.
"Do you think that the peach blossom on the peach tree should have been in full bloom for five days, and a bird accidentally touched it when it passed by and fell to the ground, would you blame the bird? Or would you think that it was the peach blossom that was going through?"
The voice of the Hundred Flowers Fairy became more and more gentle, "Little Peach Blossom, you are a fairy, and immortals have to look down on life and death more than ordinary people, because our life span is too long, so long that we have to see the heat and coldness of the world, the separation of life and death." ”
She stretched out her arms and gently wrapped her arms around her, slowly flicking her head into her arms.
The Hundred Flowers Fairy had never experienced such pain, and she didn't know how to comfort her.
All she can do is give her tenderness and embrace, so that her heart full of sadness is slowly warmed.
She thought that all the pain in this world could be warmed in the gentle embrace.
"Fairy ......" Little Peach Blossom threw herself into her arms and cried out in a chopping voice.
"I knew that was what he was going through, but ...... Why me? I'm guilty...... Woo woo woo ......" The Peach Blossom Fairy whimpered and said the deepest pain in her heart.
yes, why her?
It is very easy to see and accept anything on others, but once it is put on yourself, it is a different matter.
She also knew that the fall of the peach blossom could not be blamed on the flying bird, that was the fate of the peach blossom.
But that's because she's not the bird, what if she's the bird? She will feel guilty, guilty for hurting the peach blossom because of her own fault.
So, the question is, why her? How good would it be if she hadn't been there......
So, instead of grieving Monsoon's death, she is feeling guilty about her own mistakes......
The Peach Blossom Fairy's crying gradually became quieter, and she felt as if a thought had suddenly crossed her mind, but before she could grab it, it was gone.
She slowly rose up, her tears wetting the White Flower Fairy's clothes.
"I'm sorry, fairy......" she muttered and apologized.
"Silly girl, I'm sorry for what you said. The Hundred Flowers Fairy patted her gently on the back, "Are you better?" Her eyes were full of concern.
"Hmm. The Peach Blossom Fairy nodded.
It seems that after thinking about it, the inexplicable sadness has diminished a lot.
It's just that there is still some stuffy emotion in her chest and there is nowhere to vent, she wants to go out for a walk, maybe she will find an exit.
"Fairy, I'll go out for a walk......" she whispered to the Hundred Flowers Fairy.
The Hundred Flowers Fairy nodded, at this time she really needed to walk around more, "Do you need me to accompany you?"
The Peach Blossom Fairy shook her head, she wanted to think quietly by herself.
When the Peach Blossom Fairy looked up again, she found herself standing in front of the gate of the Spring Breeze Crossing.
She came here unconsciously, she has been walking aimlessly since she left the Hundred Flowers Palace, it turns out that she is most familiar with this road!
Yes, you have to walk once a day to go to the lower realm.
Chunfeng Jun saw Xiao Peach Blossom coming this way from a distance, and his heart tightened slightly.
He was anxious to see if she was doing, but he was afraid that she would see him and ask about the monsoon.
He wandered inside the Spring Breeze Crossing, and she hesitated outside the Spring Breeze Crossing.
Finally, the Peach Blossom Fairy strode in.
At this time, there was only one Chunfeng Jun in the Spring Breeze Crossing, and the Peach Blossom Fairy was surprised to see Chunfeng Jun when he entered the door, did he already see her?
"Spring Breeze Jun ......"
The mood that had obviously calmed down, but the moment he saw him, he suddenly fell into an extremely aggrieved state, and tears began to roll in his eyes again.
Chunfeng Jun's heart was twitched hard.
His little peach blossom, her eyes were already swollen from crying, and he reached out and gently hugged her into his arms.
The Peach Blossom Fairy had long since stopped rejecting Chunfengjun's embrace, and at this moment, this embrace was very warm, and she reached out to wrap her hand tightly around his thin and powerful back.
"It's alright......" he patted her on the back.
He regretted a little why he hadn't done things more meticulously and safely.
His goal was achieved, but his little peach blossom was injured, and his heart was the most painful.
If he could, he would rather suffer for her himself.
He ...... How's it going?"
The Peach Blossom Fairy was silent for a long time, and then asked Ai Ai.
Chunfeng Jun leaned his head down and stared at her, he hugged her tighter, "Little Peach, he's gone......"
He knew that this moment was inevitable, she would definitely ask herself, and she actually knew this answer, but she didn't want to accept it.
His answer had only one effect, and that was to completely shatter her self-hypnosis......
Little Peach Blossom is very quiet, she actually knew it for a long time, didn't she?
What was she expecting Chunfeng to tell her? He's okay? He's alive and well?
Behold, she now had nowhere to run, and at last her guilt was overwhelming again.
She doesn't actually have such a strong sadness anymore, she just feels guilty, guilty, and deep emotions for herself, because she didn't do well enough.
"If there is an afterlife, can you come to me again?"
"Little Peach Blossom...... Afterlife...... Goodbye......"
The Peach Blossom Fairy's ears echoed the words that Monsoon said to herself that night, the next life...... She thought she should give him back an afterlife.
Because the emotion of guilt can only be eliminated by making amends, she doesn't want to carry this heavy guilt for the rest of her life, thousands of years, tens of thousands of years.
But as a peach blossom fairy, she couldn't promise him an afterlife.
"Chunfeng-kun," she seemed to have decided something, "I want to give him back an afterlife." She said softly.
She didn't know why she was telling him, it was like a habit, and she felt at ease after telling him.
"What did you say?"
Chunfeng Jun's body stiffened, he couldn't believe what he heard, she wanted to return Monsoon to an afterlife?
No, there is no monsoon in this world, where is she going to give him an afterlife, but......
"I want to be reincarnated in the mortal world and give him an afterlife. ”
The Peach Blossom Fairy stared blankly at his chest, but her voice was unusually firm.