But before I could run to the elevator door, I felt a thorn in my waist, like an insect eating bones, and the knee of one leg instantly weakened, and I knelt down directly, and I had no strength at all.

"Jojo!! Jojo!!! ”

My sister-in-law and my uncle saw me running and kneeling on one knee, and they were so frightened that they ran towards me while calling my name.

I tried to stand up with my hands propped up, but I didn't have any strength on my waist, it was sore and soft, like countless insects drilling around in my body, my mouth was open, and I couldn't even speak, and the people who got out of the elevator were startled when they saw me, and thought I was suffering from some emergency, so they gathered around me and asked me what was wrong.

"You can't get out...... Don't think about it, you can't break my curse, take a good rest, this spell won't hurt you......"

Cheng Baize's lazy voice came inexplicably in his ears, as if he was lying somewhere, looking at me through a surveillance video as if he was dying.

"Xiaobao, Xiaobao does this......" I asked him in a low voice, and in the eyes of the onlookers next to me, it was more like a vague self-talk.

Some things are like this, if I choose not to donate at the beginning, then Xiaobao's life and death really have nothing to do with me, no matter how difficult it is to accept or how ugly it is, I don't listen to it, but since I have made a choice, and I dare to say that if today's matching is over, I may have to prepare for surgery as soon as possible tomorrow, if it is a non-human reason, then I admit it, I can only regret Xiaobao, but I can obviously do it, in other words, it is also a cheat that Cheng Baize did to me, so I feel guilty, this feeling is really indescribable.

It doesn't matter if I want to donate or not, I just feel that I shouldn't be like this, and even this sense of pressure at the moment is stronger than when I was forced by my parents, as if I lied to Xiaobao, I can save him, but I can't save him when I see death, and it's no different from being a bitch and setting up a memorial arch!

"I can't care about anyone else...... Tell you the truth...... That's how the kidney was donated...... Your brother is choking enough to live...... Really capable...... You broke it for him yourself...... But he didn't live...... It doesn't matter if it's your kidney donation......"

Cheng Baize's words came into my ears intermittently, I didn't understand, wouldn't I be able to live if I didn't donate to him!

The sweat on my forehead flowed down my eyebrows, and at that moment, I felt like a drug addict, unspeakably uncomfortable, and every pore on my body seemed to be gnawed by insects with fangs.

"Jojo!!"

The little brother-in-law ran to my side, picked up the onlookers, and helped me up: "What's wrong with you! ”

"I ......" I opened my mouth, my tongue made a difficult sound with teeth, and I raised my eyes, but I saw a familiar face behind the crowd of onlookers: "Xu ......"

Before the words could be spoken, it was directly dark in front of him.

Tired......

It seems really tiring......

I seemed to be climbing a mountain again, in the layers of fog, I was crawling, I was tired and panting, I had this dream before, so I thought, as long as I climb down, I will see grandma.

I don't know how long I climbed, I can only vaguely see a step in front of me, I feel that my mouth is dry, my legs and stomach are tendoned, I can't climb standing still, I just hold the steps in front of me with my hands and climb it, like an endless road, I can't see hope, and I don't know where the end is......

It's like the road I'm walking now, I can only vaguely see the road ahead, but I don't know whether I should go on or not, I'm tired, really tired, so when I sit down, I only have one thought, I don't climb, no matter what, I don't climb, whether it's good or bad, I don't climb.

"Jiaolong, go on."

There was a faint voice of grandma in my ears, I couldn't see anything around me except the thick white fog, I opened my mouth, only to know that I was crying, tears salty and astringent flowed into my mouth: "I don't climb, I can't walk......"

"Go on, don't go, how do you know you can't walk?"

I shook my head: "Why is there only this road, it's so difficult to walk, grandma, I'm tired, since it's a dream, why don't you let me have some good dreams, I want to hug you, I feel like I haven't seen you for a long time." ”

The world seems to have always been like this, cloudy days, white fog, when grandma was there, the world above my head was clear for a while, all the cloudy snow and rain, grandma carried it for me, grandma left, my world was dim, until Zhuo Jing appeared, I thought I would never see such a day again, but a sunny day is always short, grandma, I don't want to have such a day again, I can't turn back, and I can't see the road ahead.

"Dreams are born from the heart......" Grandma sighed: "If you go down, it will pass." ”

I shook my head: "How do I go, grandma, when will my life not be dominated by anyone." ”

"Jiaolong, you get up and look high."

I sniffed, got up and turned my face, the fog gradually lifting, and the mountain path of steps pointed far to a peak.

"When you stand up, you don't feel tired."

Grandma's voice still rings in my ears: "People suffer from the seven emotions and the six desires, how can they help themselves? You just have to remember that the reincarnation of heaven and earth, everything doesn't matter whether it's right or wrong, what you owe you will eventually be repaid to you, and what you owe will eventually be repaid. ”

I looked at the ethereal peak from afar: "Grandma, is it the most painful to be a human being, and always have to make some choices painfully, as if it is right and wrong, so what is right and what is wrong?" ”

"Hey...... It doesn't matter if it's right or wrong, it's all a definite number. Grandma sighed again: "You haven't come yet, go back......"

The pain in my waist came out instantly, my eyelids moved twice, but I didn't want to wake up, maybe grandma was detached, but I was still a mortal in the flesh, I couldn't see through it!

"Alas, Mom, Hui Juan'er, don't cry, you're crying, your eyes are blind, oops, if it weren't for my family Anqi, she just went out and couldn't come back, she would have donated this kidney properly, call me and I'm in a hurry, I'm afraid that something will happen to her brother, I told her yesterday, I said that Xiaobao's sister is back, don't worry about the kidney, who knows, how can she still have a tumor in the kidney, you said she didn't rise sooner or later, why do you have to rise now!"

I opened my eyes directly, as long as there is a place for her Lin Xinyun, you don't want to be born.