When he heard this, Hulan was not surprised, he just smiled slightly, he had already expected it, Hulan said slowly: "Fang Han, you should be lucky, you only met me after ten years, if it was ten years ago, I would have killed you without hesitation,"

"But the past is the past, and the present is the present,

Yes, I'm a policeman, I was already a policeman a long time ago, and there aren't many people who know about this, because I'm a policeman who may never see the light, I have two matching guns, but I've always used the guns that Luo Feng gave me, not that I don't use them, but as a last resort, I don't dare to use those two matching guns.

The police are equipped with guns, it is easy to be analyzed and identified, exposing my identity, my task is not to be exposed, I am doing things for the police, while trying my best to investigate what I want to investigate, Hulan asked me, when did I become a policeman, why did I become a policeman,

The corners of my mouth raised a wry smile, and I replied, It was a long, long time ago, I didn't say the specific time, I didn't say the specific reason, this is the rule, exposing my identity to Hulan is already my bottom line, there are too few people who know about this matter, even within the police, there are very few people who know,

Except for the police officers who directly connected with me by the Beijing police, only Lu Fatzi, Shen Cheng and Team Li knew my identity, and many people, including Wang Yazhuo, had asked me why Lu Fatzi and Shen Cheng let me go so easily in Chongqing City, and even had the intention of helping me

That's because of their suspicions, it will bring me a lot of trouble, don't expose their identities to them, I have no way to leave Yushi, when I was in the Yushi Reservoir, Lu Fatzi pointed a gun at me, I was in his ear, and the sentence he told him was my identity, and after that, Lu Fatzi called to confirm,

In the Southern District Bureau, Shen Cheng interrogated me as a criminal suspect, and I also exposed my identity, so, after Shen Cheng confirmed, he also released me, these two people, I took the initiative to expose my identity to them, and Team Li is different, on the day I broke with Luo Feng, I walked in despair, and when I sat in front of a bush, the person who stood behind me and spoke was Team Li,

Team Li, graduated from the Beijing Police Academy, at the beginning, served in Beijing, obviously, Team Li is not an ordinary policeman, he knows my identity, even when talking to me face to face, Team Li is afraid that the wall has ears, never revealed my identity, he just kept asking me to do what I should do, do the right thing,

I sent my mother and sister to prison with my own hands, also because I was a policeman, and the moment my inner emotions exploded, I began to can't tell whether what I was doing was right or wrong, I hated myself extremely much for being a policeman, and I was a policeman who couldn't see the light.

I didn't even have a chance to explain to them, everyone would only think that I was cold-blooded and ruthless, no one knew, on my shoulder, there should have been a police rank, but on my shoulder, except for a few old wounds, there was nothing, I had been around for a long time, and sometimes I even forgot that I was a policeman.

Sometimes, I can't tell whether I am a friend of the police or an enemy of the police, and I can't tell whether I am a policeman, a criminal suspect, a good person, or a bad person.

I don't feel the justice of the police, I only know, because of my identity, I am often awakened in the dead of night, I feel that there is a huge stone, pressing on my heart, often, I will hate the police, I hate them, since I am a policeman, why can't I be openly armed with a gun, wearing a police uniform, and I want to be a person, ghostly and mixed in among the many criminal suspects that the police want to arrest,

What I hate even more is myself, I keep telling myself that I won't have any feelings, what I want to do is to complete my task, find out everything, and give an explanation for my hatred, but, damn it, I've been with Luo Feng for a long time, I really treat him as a friend, as a brother and sister,

Luo Feng was extremely grateful to me for saving him, that night, Luo Feng was surrounded and beaten, and almost lost his life, it was I who saved him, but, he never thought that it was arranged by the police a long time ago, and I saved him with a purpose, because, I want to get close to him,

I have been lurking by Luo Feng's side for many years, collecting evidence of his crimes in the mainland, and using his resources to do things for myself, but, in addition to illegal gun possession, the police determined that Luo Feng may be suspected of a more serious crime, so I have been lurking and standing still.

At the beginning, I obeyed the orders of my superiors incomparably, which is a good thing for me, Luo Feng's resources, in many ways, are more useful than the police, but, year after year, Luo Feng has an irreplaceable position in my heart, Yuanxi Town, I already know that the police are about to do something to Luo Feng,

At that time, I suddenly found that I couldn't bear it in my heart, and I deliberately let Luo Feng leave me.

A gentle is not enough to make Luo Feng break with me, but over the years, I have continued to use others, and even Luo Feng can use the behavior, which completely broke my relationship with Luo Feng, Wen Wan's death, like a fuse, exploded emotions, I would rather Luo Feng hate me than see him cold when he was arrested by me,

I'm thinking, I've done enough for the police, I don't want the last step to be done by myself, I don't know, for me, Luo Feng left Beijing so quickly, is it a good thing, because of the special geographical area, it is very difficult to arrest people directly in the port area,

Luo Feng returned to the port area and escaped for the time being.

Team Li knew that I deliberately let Luo Feng go, but Team Li did not report to his superiors, because for my identity, this was definitely a major dereliction of duty.

When I was wanted by the police, my heart was even more desperate, in Miyun Reservoir, before calling Chen Fan, I also called another man, he was the one who made me a policeman, I asked him to help me, but he didn't choose to help me,

I was disheartened and fled all the way to the original province, but I fell into another big trap, the man behind the scenes knows far more things than I imagined, he definitely knows that I am a policeman, he knows me better than myself, he is sure that even if the suspects are my relatives, I will eventually send them to prison with my own hands,

He was right,

With the resentment against Xu Yun, with the identity of the police, I sent them to prison, but when I knew everything happened to Xu Yun and the resentment against Xu Yun was eliminated, my heart was bleeding again, I don't know, what kind of powerful person I have offended, he wants to make me suffer this pain that is worse than death,

I've been carrying the identity of a police officer for a long time, and when I wanted to throw away this burden desperately, I found that I couldn't do it anymore, Team Li called it the charm of police and justice, but, in my opinion, this is pain, it's pressure, after sending Xu Yun and Fang Yun to prison, now, the person I'm facing is Hulan,

When did I become a policeman, why did I become a policeman, or a policeman who could not see the light, all of this cannot be said, it is very likely that I will rot in my stomach for the rest of my life, unless, when the police no longer need me to do such a thing, Hulan patiently finished everything for me, the blood on his body became more and more bleeding, and his face became more and more pale,

"What would you do," Hulan asked me suddenly,

I shook my head: "I don't know, would you like to come with me,"

Hulan smiled: "Will I go to prison with you, or guillotine,"

For a while, I didn't know how to answer, Hulan told me that the killer organization had been destroyed, and he had been looking for the lurker, although the past had been all remembered, but in Hulan's memory, there was never such a person as the lurker.

He didn't know why the Killers wanted to kill him, or why the Sleepers knew him,

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