Chapter 114: Some People Can Only Love This Place
Fu Shaocong immediately said: "Miss Bai, you are deliberately reversing black and white to speak for him because you are following my brother now, right?" ”
I smiled again, "Speaking of which, I also want to thank Mr. Fu, if you hadn't given me a 'mystery'./'medicine' and sent me to Mr. Fu's room by mistake, I wouldn't have had a chance to get close to him." -.-But I can't listen to what your mother said about how upright you seem to be, after all, Xiao Fu's personality is clear to the whole company, and it seems impossible to clear your name in one or two sentences. Oh, I can't turn around when I speak, don't take it to heart. ”
Fu Shaocong's mother and son both had ugly faces, and Fu Shaocong shouted coldly: "Bai Suran, don't spew blood!" How could I possibly do such a thing as 'mystery'./'medicine'! ”
"Didn't you?" I turned my head to look at the two policemen, "The two of you remember the incident I reported more than a year ago so clearly, so you shouldn't forget the fact that our little Fu always gave me 'mystery'./'medicine', right?" ”
Needless to say, these people can come to the company at the same time to make trouble, and they must be in a group!
The two policemen were at a loss, one said he couldn't remember, and the other said he didn't seem to have such a thing.
"The reaction of the two police comrades is really interesting, and one has to question whether this incident is deliberately aimed at one person, or...... Is it a bureau set up by several people working together? I summarized this matter, "It's just the love of men and women, you don't have to be so serious, and you don't have to question him because of my relationship with Mr. Fu, because I have broken up with Mr. Fu." ”
Although Fu Lingye never mentioned it to me, I still told the result, but I didn't expect it to be in such a situation.
Fu Lingye looked at me with a complicated look, "White ......"
directly interrupted Fu Lingye's words, and continued what he said just now: "And I also resigned, so everyone must have a clear judgment on this matter in their hearts." Excuse me. ”
I know what Fu Lingye wants to say, he definitely doesn't want me to take all the responsibility on himself, but now this is the only way to save his reputation.
In the more than half a year that I have been with Fu Lingye, he has sheltered me from the wind and rain for everything that happens, and this time I also hope to do something for him, but I didn't expect it to be so unsparing, and my only choice is to leave. Although I have actually prepared in my heart, it is still heart-wrenching to actually implement it, and my heart hurts beyond measure.
After finishing speaking, I didn't leave Fu Lingye a chance to defend at all, turned around and left.
When I returned to the sales department, I handed over the important work to my trusted old colleagues and packed up my things. My colleagues didn't know that I was leaving, and I didn't plan to say goodbye, it didn't make sense, and I was a little reluctant to take it to heart.
After getting in the taxi, I sent a text message to Wang Shu: I 'handed over' the work to Sister Zhang, thank you for taking care of me all the time, I'm leaving, take care.
After a while, Wang Shu replied to me with a text message: Bai Suran, you are very brave, I hope you have a better tomorrow.
Looking at the notes on Fu Lingye on my phone, my tears couldn't help but fall after all.
Although I have only been with Fu Lingye for more than half a year, my feelings for him are really no less than those for Song Huanian back then. It's just these things that happen one after another...... It's impossible for me and him after all......
When I got home, I called my aunt and asked how they were doing.
Zhang Yiyi's arm is broken, and she has to live in the courtyard for a while, and the house at home is also hanging out, and a buyer came to ask today, and their family will leave S City at the end of this month, and they will never come again.
I told my aunt about my resignation and returning to my hometown, and my aunt was stunned and asked me tentatively, "Is it because of Yiyi?" ”
I tried to suppress my emotions, took a slow breath and said, "It's me who wants to go back." ”
The aunt was silent for a few seconds, and said, "Su Ran, it was us who caused you to be tired, I heard Guoguo say that you have a good relationship with that Mr. Fu." Before, I always thought that you didn't take care of Yiyi to let her do that kind of thing, during this time I also thought a lot, in fact, the responsibility is out of me, Yiyi is the youngest in the family, she has been pampered since she was a child, and she doesn't even fold the quilt, because she studies well, and I have something to let Guoguo do, for fear that tired Yiyi will also delay her study, I spoil her too much, your uncle said before that I am too used to her, and when she enters the society in the future, she will definitely suffer, but I can't listen to it at the time, Who would have known that she would suffer before she entered society! At this point, my aunt couldn't stop crying.
"Auntie, let her go in the past, I'm glad that Yiyi still has a chance to start over, she has suffered so many losses, I believe she will never be stupid again in the future."
I thought of Qiu Ce again, that sunny boy, infatuated and decisive. When I met him several times, every time he asked me about Zhang Yiyi with a smile, but such a beautiful young man, his life stopped because of Zhang Yiyi, like a 'flower' that was beaten down by the rain, and he went away with the flowing water and never came back.
My aunt sighed deeply, "yes, it's good that she has a chance to do it all over again." ”
Even if this is to say goodbye to their aunt, there will be very few meetings between the south and the north in the future.
I started packing my things the next day, sending back my clothes and other luggage, having furniture and other items dragged to the thrift market tomorrow to sell, and loading my computer and other valuables in my suitcase.
After packing my things, I sat on the sofa in a daze, the place where I had lived for so long seemed to be like this, as soon as the things were cleaned up, there was nothing left, and even some memories in the house faded in an instant.
I looked at one place after another, thinking back to this place where Fu Lingye had stayed, and that place Fu Lingye had also stayed...... The more I 'forced' myself not to think about it, but the more I couldn't help but think about it, tears fell from my eyes, and my head hurt but I still couldn't help but think about him.
I sent everything in the afternoon, and tomorrow morning I asked the family to come and haul away the furniture and everything, and I left the city tomorrow night.
I had just taken a shower in the evening, and I heard someone knocking on the 'door' with great force, like slamming the 'door'.
Hurriedly opened the 'door', and a person just bumped into me and pounced on me, I panicked and tried hard to support his weight.
The 'door' slammed shut again, and he really pressed the gravity of his whole body on me, I couldn't stand it, so I could only retreat and sit on the sofa with my ass, and he also fell down and pressed on my body, and the 'kiss' rushed to cover my 'lips'.
The familiar smell came to my face, mixed with a strong smell of tobacco and alcohol.
Fu Lingye must have drunk a lot of wine.
His strength was very strong, I was pressed by him and couldn't move, a little out of breath and wanted to struggle, but his 'kiss' made me sink / fall, and gradually 'lost' and lost my way, thinking that this should be the last goodbye.
The buttons of the pajamas were torn and fell to the ground making a "click" sound, and Fu Lingye gnawed at me as if venting at the moment.
I was uncomfortable, but I knew that he was also uncomfortable, but no one could speak again at this point, so he could only vent his emotions in the end.
At first, there was almost no prelude, and I was very unwell-adjusted.
Fu Lingye lifted me up in such a position, I was dazed, but I was terrified and uneasy, knowing that this was wrong, but I was faintly looking forward to it, no longer entangled, and hugged his neck tightly.
When I got to the room, he put me on the 'bed', and the whole person went crazy, completely devoid of the pity and tenderness of the past...... After the body's reaction, I couldn't help but cry quietly, and my heart was really uncomfortable.
He was stunned for a second, and then continued to vent.
When it was over, Fu Lingye didn't hug me like before, and directly turned over and sat up to get dressed.
I wiped my tears and looked at his back, but the tears were still like short beads, falling down one after another.
Why did he do this? Torture me, but also torture yourself.
When Fu Lingye walked to the door of the room, he turned his back and asked me, "When are you leaving?" ”
It turned out that he knew that I was going back to my hometown.
In a thought, I told him, "The night after tomorrow." ”
He stood for a few seconds and said indifferently, "I'll come over tomorrow night." After saying that, he turned around and left, and for the first time I felt that his back was so cold.
When I heard the sound of the door closing, I cried with my hands over my face. My ticket is tomorrow at 7 p.m., and tonight will be the last time we'll see each other in life.
A thousand words can't be said in the throat, and can only be replaced with tears.
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The next day, I called Xu Fangfang and Tang Dahai to say goodbye.
Tang Dahai said that he would send me at night, but I refused directly and told him: "We are not with anyone, I keep your mind in my heart, and when I go back, I can go to see Yueyue, if you go back to your hometown one day, we will meet again." ”
When she called Xu Fangfang, she said faintly: "Then I really don't have any friends here." ”
I comforted her, "If there is something you can call me, we can also talk on WeChat, Fangfang, I still say the same thing, as long as you still have the courage, it's not too late to start again." ”
But she is still the same as before, "I am like this in my life, I can't change it." ”
After the call, I called again to have the furniture in the house hauled and sold. When I came back, I saw the empty house, and there seemed to be something blocking my chest, and I felt unspeakably uncomfortable.
Watching the time, I dragged my suitcase to the high-speed rail station, and I was in a daze all the way.
The moment I checked in, I said silently in my heart: Fu Lingye, I love you, but I hope we will never see each other again.
A love is not only a relationship that can survive, some people can only love here.