Jing Jing doesn't understand, how can I understand. I only know that my father is by no means a person who is willing to obey and cling to the same line, even if my father has been working under the old man Jing in Beijing in the past few years, he also has his own plans. Therefore, the phrase "he has his way to go" alludes to my father.

Politics itself is marked with different colors, and the so-called different ways are not conspiratory, and they must be divided for a long time. There are no eternal enemies and no permanent friends.

People who understand this point are indifferent in their hearts, and they are always sad if they don't understand.

For example, Jing Jing and I are not very understanding people.

He relies on me and trusts me, and I treasure him, and that's true, not fake.

"Well, your grandfather was right. But son, you have to remember in your heart that no matter where I go, I will miss you, and I will always be the eldest brother who protects you. ”

I sneered at myself, and at this juncture, I should kiss him, let him bewitch to be my person, distort and induce him. But I righteously bit out the word big brother.

It's not because of the intolerance for him.

Jing Jing is too small.

Thinking of this, I took a step back with my heart bleeding, and he sat with his head tilted back, looking at me aggrievedly. Suddenly, he opened his arms and hugged my moon waist, rubbed his face against my lower abdomen, and said, "Brother, summer vacation, I'll go to you." ”

The head of the man rubs against the man, and the visual impact must be reacted.

Hell, at this moment I really wanted to rip off his clothes, poke them in, and brand me as his man.

Jing Jing also noticed that he had withdrawn a little, looking at me with hazy eyes.

My brain was hot, but it instantly cooled down.

I tore him away, pointed to the door and said, "Go home, don't worry Aunt Ru." ”

"No, I saw Uncle Bai and his mother go out to talk."

In a panic, I squatted down and said to Jing Jing: "They have been friends for so many years, just like you are looking for me to separate." Don't mention such things to others. Do you understand? ”

"Oh. Then I'll sleep with you tonight. ”

I couldn't bear to lie on my bed, so I finally pushed him to the bathroom to take a shower, and then made an excuse to buy cigarettes and let him go to bed after the shower.

As soon as the door was closed, I took advantage of the night to come to Jing's house, and saw the jujube forest behind Jing's house along the corner.

The reason why I know is because my dad goes there every night when he comes home, and I have a hunch that they are there.

I didn't go far before I heard Aunt Ru's cry, she was wearing a beige dress, her hair was coiled, and her body had become more plump and mature over the years, elegant and decent. And at this moment, she was pulling my dad's collar and asking hysterically: "Bai Zhiming, why are you hiding it from me!" Why are you hiding it from me! Why do you do this! ”

I paused, listened with my ears steaped, and squinted. I also wanted to know how my father could ignore my own mother and not love me as a widow.

"Xiaoru, you loved Jing Zhen at that time!"

Aunt Ru and Bai Zhen have always been a model couple in the military compound, the male protagonist is outside the female protagonist, the male is funny and considerate, and the female is gentle and elegant. ”

"I love him! If I knew he was like that, how could I still love! White matter chirping! Don't say it's good for me! You men, you only have yourself in your eyes, only power! ”

"Xiaoru, I'm not!"

"Not? It's not you who wipe the ass for Jing Zhen! You married Sister Juanzi for 17-year-old Jing Zhen? Are you willing to take a green hat and raise a child for Jing Zhen? No wonder when Sister Juanzi gave birth to Bai Yin, Jing Zhen's soul was not guarded. No wonder Sister Juanzi often comes to me with her child in her arms and wants to be friends with me! ”

I fingers picked at the book cover, and the whole person was screaming, and I was so excited that I couldn't blame it one after another.

No wonder my mom died in the river two years after giving birth to me. My mother, Guozi, is the daughter of the chef of the Jing family, she is five years younger than my father, and she is as old as Jing Zhen.

Jing Zhen was not yet eighteen, which made her belly bigger, in the situation at the time, it was considered a crime of Niu Mang, and the Jing family knew that they could not let their son have an accident and not let the Jing family be embarrassed, so they let the pregnant fruit marry the guard. That is, my father, no, I should say my adoptive father.

No wonder, my mom died in the river when I was two years old. Because she once hugged me and approached Aunt Ru, maybe Jing Zhen was tired and scared, maybe the Jing family was annoyed, and maybe my mother was forced to die.

No wonder, within a few years, a soldier became an officer, which should be a way for the Jing family to give Bai Zhiming a way to be promoted quickly, and a road to go to Sichuan with my stain.

In fact, Aunt Ru was right, if she knew that Jing Zhen was such an irresponsible person, she would not marry him, but Bai Zhiming chose power and made a deal with the Jing family, seeing that her beloved woman was kept in the dark.

"Xiaoru!" White Matter let out a low roar of pain, like the painful screams he had been with the final blow on the other women for years.

The blowing of midsummer, I feel cold to the bone.

Bai Zhiming's love is not deserved. And I am the proof that he deserves it, he looks at me and is tired of himself, and he lives in such a contradictory and humble shame.

No wonder, I can't get his approval, because I'm Jing Zhen's child after all, and Jing Jing just said what I said to Jing Jing: Wherever I go, it's his brother.

yes, I'm his brother

I turned my head, my body was embroidered, and my heart was locked with shackles one after another.

Walking home, Jing Jing was wearing my big vest and his long legs were hanging beside my bed.

"Where's your cigarette?"

Elder brother!

I glared angrily, and my resentment against my father for twenty-four years rushed out.

"Don't call me brother! I'm not your brother! ”

The "white and white" Jing Zhenshui's tender face was pale, and his round eyes were churning with tears.

I was distressed and irritable, got up, pushed him down, pressed his body hard, raised his head and gritted his teeth: "In the future, don't call me brother!" ”

is also a child of the Jing family, why is he protected innocent, and I have to go away to a foreign country to take the road I don't know whether to live or die!

I bit loudly, and my face tilted and bit Kei Uei's neck.

He ached, but he didn't struggle, it just hurt my back.

"Bai Yin, do you know, do you know that you are my brother?"

The aggrieved and indifferent voice in my ears was like a basin of ice water splashing down my head.

I was relieved, and looked at the boy who was crying with his eyes covered in shock.

"Jing Jing, what do you mean?"

"Woo woo I know you're my brother, you're my dad's child"

The words came out of his little pink mouth, and I realized how stupid I was. I treat my son as a pain in the flesh, and I protect his innocence.

But he knows who I am.

"When did you find out?" Anger went crazy in my heart, and I tore his hand away and smashed my forehead on his forehead: "When did you know! ”

Jing Jing was scared, his tears kept coming out, and finally spit out: "Today, I went to beg my grandfather and father, but they didn't follow." I was pulled away by the babysitter. But I always feel that if I ask a few more times and pester, they will relent, and let you stay in Beijing. I went to my grandfather's study for the third time and heard him reprimanding my dad. I also learned why my mom was messing with my dad lately. ”

As he spoke, Jing Jing put his hand on my face, and his fingers rubbed the corners of my eyes and said, "Bai Yin, I know that you are my brother, I am." So wherever you go, you're my brother. I'm glad to be related to you by blood. ”

His hand kept rubbing the corners of my eyes, and the corners of my eyes were hot and painful, and I didn't know why I was crying.

I cried because I couldn't love him because I was related by blood, and I cried because the whole world hated me but only Jing Jing me was connected to his blood.

"Brother, am I particularly selfish, knowing that this is what Uncle Bai and my mother said, I have to tell you, let you know your life experience before leaving, and let you know that I am your tail that you can't shake off."

I thought Jing Jing was innocent and innocent, but I ignored that he also grew up in the Jing family, an upper-class family, and had a lot of thoughts, he, like me, inherited his biological father's meanness and calculation.

It was I who underestimated him and underestimated the enemy. That's why I made myself so passive, I couldn't go up or down, and I didn't know how to move forward.

"Brother, don't cry, I won't call you brother in the future, just call you for nothing. If you want to beat me, I'll hit me. Anyway, no matter what happens to those adults, you can't rely on our feelings anyway! ”

"You!" Feeling powerless, I rolled over and lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling with my eyes wide open: "What the hell are you thinking!" What are you worried about about adults! ”

Jing Jing may have heard more conversations between the old man of the Jing family and Jing Zhen today, so he designed me in a broken way, because I spoiled him too much, spoiled him too much, so that I didn't lose my temper much when I was angry now.

"I" Jing Jing always had an innocent face, and he climbed on top of me, like when he was a child: "Bai Yin, I'm afraid that we won't be like this in the future." It's like my dad and my mom, they used to get tired of being together, and when I was seven or eight years old, they split up and were still very good, but"

Raising my hand and rubbing the back of his head, I corrected: "We are not like them. "They are husband and wife, and the faint relationship between them is called love.

What are we?

You treat me like a brother.

"That'll do." Jing Jing rubbed me coquettishly, I turned sideways and pulled the quilt, let him sleep on my arm, and patted his shoulder again and again.

After a while, I thought he was asleep, but I didn't know that he was moving back and forth dishonestly, and I said impatiently, "Sleep!" I have to catch a train tomorrow. ”

But as soon as he raised his head, his little pink mouth was close to my ear and whispered, "Bai Yin, teach me again." ”

I was stunned, pulled him away, and glared fiercely at Jing Jing's face that made me unable to distinguish between truth and falsehood: "What to teach you?" ”

He cut me off, turned his smooth back to me, and the thought of what he was doing with his subtle movements made me feel angry.

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