I don't want to use a man's care to unclog the tear ducts when I am weak, because I need too much care at this time, so it is easy to be moved and become dependent, so when Dr. Liang sent me to my accommodation, I only poured him a cup of tea and chose to send him off.

It was snowing outside the window, and I was afraid that it would not be safe to drive on a snowy day, so I sent Dr. Liang to the gate of the community and told me several times before I felt a little relieved.

I also know that the worry on his face is more pronounced than what I admonished.

Turning to say goodbye, lest he see my weak appearance, he hurried back home, and his heart was slightly calmer.

The room was quiet, because of the cold, Dabao also lay motionless in the nest, I walked slowly to the window, looking at the snowflakes falling outside the window, tears instantly couldn't stop.

Good thing there was no one in the room, my weakness would not be seen by anyone.

When my crying calmed down, I began to reflect on my actions. As the saying goes, fireworks are too beautiful and fleeting, and I think this sentence is also quite appropriate to describe the short period of good time between me and Mr. Zeng. During this time, I was so nervous, because I was so eager that I wanted to grab a little warmth.

If he hadn't suddenly fallen into the swamp of emotion, Mr. Zeng wouldn't have been able to take advantage of it, right?

I have self-knowledge, and if I say that this period of happiness is an illusion, I don't agree with it, and I also understand that people who are qualified to squander do not need any eternity at all.

It's me who was naïve.

As for Wang Luoqi, frankly speaking, I am naturally unwilling to lose to her twice on the issue of men, but people do have the means to do it better than me, and they are indeed better than me.

I am not a self-indulgent person, I once had a little inferiority complex because of Mr. Zeng, of course, I was also proud, and I was glad that my mediocrity defeated that excellent woman, but I didn't know that this victory would not last long at all.

Why? In this real society, there is always a need for face and vanity, and I can't afford Mr. Zeng's face, let alone vanity.

When I didn't fight with Wang Luoqi, because of Yang Heng, I was immersed in stupid love performance, thinking that true love was guarding, thinking that true love was giving, because if you dig out your heart and lungs, you can work together for a lifetime, and it turns out that when you dig out your heart and lungs to others, you can't forget to love yourself. Because of Zeng Ziqian, I was immersed in a short period of pleasure and pampering, thinking that the me he liked was the best me, and even under his sugar-coated shells, I accepted everything he gave with peace of mind.

All I can say is that I'm a stupid woman.

True love may have no expiration date, but isn't true love?

I lost to Wang Luoqi, I obey her, but I won't lose to her forever. A person's appearance cultivation is one thing, ability and emotional intelligence are another, and I don't lose to her anywhere. She can beat me at the starting line, not necessarily at the finish line.

Life is still long, I will try.

As for Mr. Zeng, I will force myself to come out of the phantom of favor he sketched for me, even if I am not worthy of this excellent man, but I will try to make myself worthy of other excellent men.

You have a happy vacation and live the life you can enjoy.

I continued to struggle and live my mediocre and comfortable life.

At that time, my hatred for Yang Heng was deeper, and Mr. Zeng, although I couldn't let go, I didn't want to be a woman who pestered him and made him look down on him.

After making up my mind, I was naturally ready to break up, and some people might laugh at me when I said this, because Mr. Zeng had already broken up with me, but I just insisted on it secretly.

Now, I don't hold it out.

Since I don't insist, I naturally don't want to be entangled anymore, I'm glad that I have always grasped the bottom line and didn't have a deeper economic entanglement with him, as for what I owe, I will pay it back.

Xiaobai asked me, how can you pay it back? Hundreds of thousands before and after, how can you pay it back.

Selling the house is my last plan, after all, upstairs and downstairs, it will be embarrassing to meet.

Before that, I already had two ideas, saving money, nothing more than to restrain spending and increase income. The former is a piece of cake for me, after all, I used to often visit the City God Temple to buy parallel goods, and the latter has only two ways, first, work overtime, and second, follow Chen Xia, who is financial, to learn to speculate in stocks.

Chen Xia is famous for speculating in stocks, this girl played stocks when she was twenty years old, caught up with the best years of stocks, bought a suite, and was full of famous brands, the stock market has gradually entered a downturn in the past two years, but for her, the impact is not great.

Chen Xia studied finance in New York, and I always felt that she was a little wronged by staying in our company.

If you want to make money, the first way is to worship her as a teacher.

After all, I studied economics, and Chen Xia's logical thinking is still quite good, and after I hinted left and right, she gave me a straightforward response - no time.

The first way to make money failed.

The rest is only desperate overtime.

When I work overtime, I occasionally think of Mr. Zeng, this guy is a source of stimulation, pulling Wang Luoqi's name out of my mind together, and I am immediately full of energy, and I don't need caffeine to refresh myself.

For three days in a row, I rushed home after work, and returned to the company after taking care of Dabao, because it was too cold, and I also brought my own small blanket.

Yang Xiaoyun will still arrange all kinds of chores for me, but every morning I will complete the task on time and hand it to her, she looked at me as if she had been beaten with chicken blood, and finally couldn't help asking: "Xiao Yuan, you are so desperate, let me, the director, be ashamed of myself." ”

You're ashamed that you're also my boss, and I certainly can't let you die with shame.

I smiled and said, "Director, these things you have arranged for me are too easy, if there are any things that have bothered you recently, leave them to me." ”

It's okay to work overtime, it's okay to stay up late, it's okay to talk to you well, as long as the commission is high and the income is high, everything is fine.

Yang Xiaoyun probably hadn't guessed that Mr. Zeng and I had parted ways, and her attitude towards me was also hot and cold, she didn't dare to be too strict with me, and of course she wouldn't be too gentle with me.

I was depressed and thought that I could be stable in this environment for a while, and in the end, people gave Mr. Zeng face.

Mr. Zeng, yes, I still owe Mr. Zeng.

Yang Xiaoyun finally relented under my "respectful" attitude and gave me a good advertising case, and after receiving the case, I began to think about creativity, so busy, and busy until eleven or twelve o'clock.

In fact, I still have my own careful thoughts about working overtime in the company. The company's central air conditioning is turned off at nine o'clock every night, and I bring my own small oven for the remaining two or three hours, saving electricity and heating.

In fact, people are really not so proud, and when it is really time to run around for life, it is still necessary to have some talking skills with the boss.

Perhaps, this is also part of emotional intelligence, I comfort myself.

Xiaobai said that I had gone crazy, sent me supper for three consecutive days, and went back to the company on the fourth day, seeing that I was still busy with work, I gritted my teeth and handed me the bank card that had been hidden for a long time.

"Yuan Xiaojie, here is the dowry money I have saved since graduation, I don't want to lose your good friend, otherwise, you can use it first."

Xiaobai is more open than I think, she thinks that men and women have a relationship, and the man must have the ability to take financial responsibility, so she spends each man's money with peace of mind, and three years after graduation, her savings have been 80,000.

See, everybody is more motivated than I am.

I confiscated the money, and it really got to the point of being forced into debt, and I would sell the house when the time came. After all, Xiaobai is also working hard and living an active life.

Xiaobai and Kuroko have a relationship, Kuroko often takes him to various alleys to eat snacks, I don't know a small place that has lived in this city for 6,000 years, but the taste of snacks is very high, it is said that they are decades old.

Xiaobai said that she was quite relieved when she was with Kuroko.

Indeed, both of them have similar conditions, in exchange for peace of mind.

On the sixth day of overtime, it was supposed to be a day off, and I was still thinking about the idea of the foundation advertising case in my hand, when the mobile phone rang suddenly, it was ten o'clock in the evening, and only Xiaobai called me at this time.

I pulled out my phone from a pile of disorganized drafts, swiped the answer button, and said, "The girl's date is over again?" ”

"Huh?"

The male voice came from the earpiece, and I hurriedly glanced at the phone screen and was startled.

It was Dr. Liang who called.

"Oh...... Dr. Leung. That's when I changed my tune.

"Have you eaten?"

At this point, who is still hungry?

"I'm sorry......" Liang Wenhao saw that I didn't speak, and said, "I just came out of the operating room, and I didn't know it was so late." ”

"The angel in white has worked hard."

"Are you still working overtime?"

Xiaobai has no lower limit since he has the sunspot festival, and he said that he is not allowed to tell anyone about my situation, but what is the result? Dr. Liang still found out about my overtime.

"Well, I'm not done with any work." You won't be despised if you pretend to be like that, right?

"I'm still hungry, why don't you eat some together?"

The last time I met Dr. Liang was a week ago, when I was still an amorous girl immersed in pain, and now I have become a Transformer in my heart, so I guess I won't be embarrassed after meeting.

I've been thinking about the foundation advertisement for two or three days, but I still don't have any inspiration, so if it goes on like this, I'll wait for Yang Xiaoyun's spitting magic on Monday.

I went downstairs wearing a knee-length down jacket, which was a little older, but it was still very warm, even in this -three or four degrees Celsius weather.

Liang Wenhao's car had already parked downstairs, and this man had a natural gentleman's scale, and he was still standing outside the car waiting on such a cold day.

I ran up quickly and said, "You stupid, get in the car." ”

Liang Wenhao opened the passenger door for me, and only after I got into the car did I get into the car.

The ghost weather is really not suitable for going out.

With the air conditioner on in the car, Liang Wenhao looked at me with a shocked expression on his face.

I was a little embarrassed, maybe it was because I didn't wash my face at night, and when I thought of this, I immediately wiped the corners of my eyes.

There's no cat.

Liang Wenhao sighed, started the car, turned left and right, and entered an old restaurant.

The decoration style of the old restaurant belongs to the typical Hui style, the table and chair furnishings are also very particular, and what is more interesting is that the boss is not called the boss, but the shopkeeper, and the waiter is not called the waiter, but the little two.

I asked the shopkeeper for a cup of tea, Liang Wenhao sat opposite and ordered, and after ordering three dishes in a row, there was still the meaning of continuing to order, I hurriedly stopped and said, "Two people can't eat so much." ”

Liang Wenhao glanced at me and said, "Am I hungry?" ”

For me, who has been industrious and thrifty lately, three dishes and one soup are enough luxury, but looking at the six plates of meat dishes on the dinner table, such as black fish soup, braised pork ribs, stir-fried pork kidney, etc., I am a little depressed.

What's even more annoying is that Dr. Liang, who kept saying that he was hungry, desperately served me soup and vegetables after the dishes were finished.

I think it's a pity to waste it, so I just ate it openly, and the food was a little bit supported in the end, and half of the dishes on the table were left.

I glared at Dr. Liang and said, "You can eat, you can't leave if you can't finish eating." ”

Liang Wenhao looked at me and smiled, and after laughing, he called Xiao Er to settle the bill. I was distressed, so I could only let Xiao 2 pack the rest and carry four or five lunch boxes out of the restaurant.

The culprit walked beside him, and he seemed to be in a good mood.

"Dr. Liang, is it the first time you have eaten with the opposite sex?" I carried the food and teased Liang Wenhao, "Let me tell you, you don't have to order so many dishes, if you meet a girl who can live, you will only feel that this man is too wasteful in my heart." ”

Liang Wenhao turned around, took the packed lunch box, and said, "Put your hands in your pockets, it's windy." ”

When I got in the car, I sat in the back seat, saying that the down jacket was too big and uncomfortable to sit in the front, but I had a little mind in my heart.

Liang Wenhao didn't say anything, turned on the music, and to my surprise, it was my favorite singer Maximilian Hecker's "SummerDaysInBloom" because the melody was too familiar, and I relaxed a lot.

However, what I didn't expect was that by the time I opened my eyes, it was already midnight.

Liang Wenhao was sitting in front of the car, and after hearing the noise, he turned his face and said, "I thought you would sleep until tomorrow morning." ”

I smiled awkwardly and said, "Is your hospital still on duty?" It's been a long delay, hasn't it? Why don't you call me? ”

Liang Wenhao shook his head and said, "You don't have to be on duty, but haven't you worked too hard lately." ”

Xiaobai, you wait.

"Let's go back quickly." I hurried to the car door and said, "If you eat too much, you will get sleepy." ”

The doors are locked.

"Yuan Xiaojie," Liang Wenhao suddenly called my name and said, "You have been too thin recently, and it is only a matter of time before you get tired like this." ”

"No, what Xiaobai said is too exaggerated."

"Aren't you going to trade stocks? I can teach you. ”

I was stunned and said, "Do doctors also speculate in stocks?" ”

Liang Wenhao glared at me and said, "There is no profession for stock trading. ”

When I got on the elevator, Dr. Liang's words rang in my ears: "The stock market has been sluggish recently, you must not make your own decisions, if necessary, call me...... By the way, I'll rest tomorrow", glancing at the number 10 on the elevator, my hand involuntarily pressed down.

Then, I pressed cancel again.

Heh, it must have been that sleep just now that made you feel good, so you don't remember it for a long time, right?

I didn't need to call Liang Wenhao, I still went to the company on Sunday, I woke up in the middle of the night last night and finally had inspiration, I desperately wanted to finish the case at hand quickly, busy can paralyze my nerves.

Look, half a month, it's also easy to come over.

Yang Xiaoyun was very satisfied with the content of my submission, after all, I had also been exposed to the environmental protection foundation's advertisement before, and I was very confident myself, but what I didn't expect was that there was another piece of news that was the most exciting this morning.

On the 20th of this month, the city will hold the second Taihu Lake Marathon, as an informal but large-scale outdoor event, this event has welcomed the participation of long-distance runners and enthusiasts from all over the world in the first year, and the influence of the event can be imagined.

At such a time when it is suitable for large-scale advertising, various businesses are also very busy. The most famous is Hengyu.

That's right, Hengyu, where Yang Heng is.

In the past, I often used Hengyu Company to describe, but after listening to Yang Xiaoyun's introduction, I learned that Hengyu Group actually has 28 subsidiaries, involved in finance, food, foreign trade, commerce, entertainment, electronics and other industries, and the upper level of the city's Hengyu branch has taken a fancy to this advertising opportunity and is planning a series of business activities.

This matter has nothing to do with us, but in the activities planned by Hengyu, there is also a competition, about the food advertising plan, once selected, not only has a generous prize worth 120,000, but also can put the work into the sponsorship of this marathon.

Event marketing is very common, but Hengyu actually spent a lot of money to select a suitable work from many advertising planning plans before the method is unexpected, presumably also want to put the event and this advertising selection together, in order to obtain the advantage of the recent bidding.

What's even more admirable is that Hengyu has now released a statement that once it obtains the advertising right of the Taihu Marathon, it will take 15% of the profits from the next series of activities to donate to ten nursing homes in the province.

From advertising screening, to advertising and later donation activities, it is clear that the power of this placement is inevitable.

I admire the minds of Hengyu's upper echelons, and I pay more attention to the special prize of 120,000 yuan.

That's right, I need money, and I need a chance to show what I'm capable of.

Of course, I believe that every advertiser is looking forward to this opportunity, not to mention, there are Yang Heng and Wang Luoqi in the Hengyu branch.

They all belong to the sales department, and once the work is on the list, they will definitely know it as soon as possible, and if they see my name, how will they feel?

As a director, Yang Xiaoyun gave everyone a chance to compete fairly, including me.

After the meeting, she left me alone and said, "Xiao Yuan, you did a great job in the Foundation's advertisement this time, and you have to cheer for Hengyu's competition." ”

I don't know if it's true or not, but it doesn't matter to me.

Hengyu's competition is divided into preliminary and semi-final, the time is a week apart, and the preliminary round will delete 30 advertising talents to enter the semi-final, and the final number of rankings and awards is only six.

120,000 prizes, only one person.

It is also possible to sign a contract with the advertising department of Hengyu Group, and the salary and treatment are naturally much better than the current conditions.

I learned all this from other colleagues, after the gossip ended, everyone was calm on the surface, but secretly held back, I understand that from now on, everyone is a competitor, everyone must keep the standard and strive for the top.

I also attach great importance to this competition, and as for the works, I am quite confident.

Xiaobai was also very nervous when he learned the news, you must know that if he entered Hengyu, at least on the surface, it would mean that he would soar.

The works of the preliminary round are optional, after all, it is creative to see, and the results come out quickly, and the answers are available on the website and in the email in the newspaper on Wednesday morning. And there are three people in our company who have entered the semi-finals.

Yang Xiaoyun, Wang Hao, and me.

I need to go to the Hengyu branch for the semi-finals, and I am very familiar with the location, but this time I didn't go to the sales department.

The reason why Hengyu invited us to come over was just to talk about the precautions and rules of the competition, etc., and thirty people sat in a large conference room, with the illusion of entering a first-class enterprise.

After the meeting, we were arranged by the person in charge to take the elevator, and what I didn't expect was to meet Wang Luoqi here.

Wang Luoqi is back, so, what about Mr. Zeng?

The relationship between Yang Xiaoyun and Wang Luoqi is not ordinary, and they quickly stepped forward to say hello, Wang Luoqi's eyes swept to me, and said with a smile: "It's quite a coincidence." ”

I'm here to compete, so I don't have to deal with people like that.

Who knew that Wang Luoqi actually had to inch in, twisted the cat step and walked towards me, and then looked at Yang Xiaoyun and Wang Hao, and said, "Do you mind if I talk to her alone?" ”

Yang Xiaoyun and Wang Hao got on the elevator, and Wang Luoqi stood opposite me, saying with a smile: "I didn't expect you to participate in this kind of event." ”

"Hengyu gives money, we contribute, Miss Wang is so smart, can't she even figure this out?"

Wang Luoqi touched the long nails and said with a smile: "Didn't you hear what I meant?" ”

I didn't bother to say more to this woman, and replied: "I have other things, I am out of company." ”

"What's the hurry? Go to Ziqian? Wang Luoqi accentuated his tone and said: "Yes, if you want to win the first place, you always have to go through the relationship." ”

I think it's a bit of a temperament to be a man, but at this time, I want to throw away my temperament.

"What's the matter, Miss Yuan, did my truth touch you?" Wang Luoqi was slightly annoyed when he saw me, and said, "Your expression seems to say, you still don't know that Ziqian is back?" ”

"Or is it that he's been back for three days and hasn't looked for you?"