I don't want to hear anything now, I just want to see my children, and nothing else.

At this point, I turned around and ran desperately in the direction of the holding room. And Song Yichen also followed desperately.

When I came to the warming room, I looked at a room full of babies, and I couldn't tell which one was my baby.

It seems that I, as a mother, am really a failure, and my own children can't recognize me.

Just when the house was heartbroken, Song Yichen ran over and hugged me tightly in his arms.

"Xinxin, calm down and listen to me, our children are not here." If the child is not here, then where is she.

At this time, I stretched out my hand, pulled Song Yichen's clothes tightly, and said with a pleading face.

"Yichen, I beg you, let me see the child, don't worry, I promise not to cry when I see the child, I just need to look at it from a distance, I just want to make sure that the baby is healthy or not, you can rest assured that after reading it, I promise to go back to the ward to rest well, and I will never come to disturb her."

At this time, Song Yichen also left some sad tears.

"Xinxin, you take it easy, I'll take you to see the child now."

They said that the child was in the insulation room, but in fact, the child has been in the isolation room since he came out all his life.

Now I know that Song Yichen lied to me, how hard it was to deceive.

When I was looking at my baby from the window, he was covered in tubes, which made me feel very painful all over my body.

It's hard for me to imagine that a child who is less than 30 days old has so many tubes on it.

And my baby lay there very quietly, looking over with big eyes open, as if the tubes were part of her body.

When I looked at everything in front of me, I was already weak and fell into Song Yichen's arms.

"Xinxin, don't worry about the child, I will definitely cure the baby."

I never imagined that the child I gave birth to would suffer so much as soon as it was born.

What did I do wrong to cause my child to be born with this disease?

"What's wrong with our baby?"

I don't want to get an answer from others, I want to get an accurate answer from Song Yimin's mouth.

"Baby, it is leukemia, but rest assured, I will definitely find a suitable bone marrow for her, and I have contacted a big hospital abroad, as long as we find a suitable bone marrow, we will take the baby abroad for treatment, and I will definitely cure this disease completely."

Actually, I know this disease very well, because I have seen this report in a magazine before.

Even if the bone marrow transplant is successful, it is possible to develop the disease in the future.

Is it true that my daughter will be tormented like this from birth, and such an illness will follow her for the rest of her life?

In any case, I believe that now that medicine is developed, this disease will be completely cured, and I will definitely save my daughter.

"Can this disease be cured?"

At this time, Song Yichen, who was holding me, deepened the strength of his hand a little more.

"Don't worry, I will definitely cure our daughter, not to mention that there is a high chance of curing this disease abroad."

Although I don't know if Song Yichen comforted me by saying these words, I was very confident in my heart.

Like my mother, she was able to save her in such a difficult situation, and I believe that my daughter will be very brave to survive.

"Well, I know that you have all done bone marrow configuration without success, I believe that the chance of success of mother's match should be much higher than yours."

In fact, I knew very well in my heart that Song Yichen was worried about my body, so he didn't tell me.

But I hate him, why doesn't Song Yichen discuss such a big matter with me, and make decisions for me, am I so vulnerable?

As a husband and wife, shouldn't such a thing be borne together, in his heart Song Yichen, did he regard me as his wife.

"Xinxin, I know your feelings, but your current body is not suitable for bone marrow ligandization at all, even if it is successful, according to your current health, you will not be able to have a bone marrow transplant."

How is this possible, after giving birth, I have enough milk for the child to eat, I eat desperately every day, I feed myself as a pig, like such a good body, why can't I have a bone marrow transplant.

"Song Yichen, I have such a good body, why can't I have a bone marrow transplant, you haven't checked it yet, why did you make such a decision, in your heart, did you put the child in your heart."

If I can't do bone marrow treatment for my child, I believe it will be very difficult to find the right match in this world.

What's more, my child is still so young, she can't wait long at all, if it continues like this, then the chances of my child surviving are definitely not very good.

So in order to save the child, even if I risk my life, I will save her.

"Xinxin, listen to my explanation, you have just given birth to a child, and your body itself is weak, plus, if you really want to do bone marrow treatment for your child, your body must meet the standard of health, not to mention that your body is now seriously over-standard, and you are not suitable at all."

What does Song Yichen mean by this, is it because I am too fat, so I can't configure the bone marrow.

If that's the case, I'm willing to lose weight, and I'll definitely use the healthiest way to condition my body, as long as it can save the baby's life, I'm willing to do anything.

"You mean, if I'm healthy, I can have bone marrow configuration, right?"

Song Yichen didn't say anything, just nodded.

"Okay, you go and arrange a check-up for me now, if the check-up is appropriate, I can do a bone marrow transplant for the baby, I will try to make myself healthy, if I am fat I can lose weight, if I am thin I can gain weight, no matter what I do, I will definitely take care of my body."

I believe that I will be able to match my child's bone marrow, after all, I am the only mother of the baby in this world, and if I can't, I believe that there is no one in this world who can be configured.

When we came back from the isolation room, Song Yichen arranged various examinations.

The results of the examination were exactly the same as I expected, and my physical report was very unsatisfactory.

In addition to my body weight, the indicators are also very poor, so Song Yichen made a detailed health recovery card for me.

Now my first goal is to lose weight, and according to the current situation of my body, I now have to lose 30 pounds to reach my health goal.

In addition to losing weight, I also need to use medication to condition my body. So I'm going to work hard for the next period of time.

Because I am still in confinement, some drugs cannot be used yet, especially for weight loss, I can't do too much exercise, so it is very difficult to lose weight.

But after knowing about me, I bought a yoga weight loss book for me.

Looking at the above movements, I feel very simple, although I have heard of yoga before, this can also be shaped in addition to weight loss, but I think these movements can lose weight?

Think about it, I'm going to lose 30 pounds of meat, this is not a simple number, not to mention I have to lose it in two months, if there is not much exercise and healthy recipes, I think the chance of success should be very small.

But now this is the only one that suits me best, I can't go to the gym to exercise, or put on sneakers to climb the mountain every day, these projects are simply impossible, even if I am willing, Song Yichen will not agree to me to do such a stupid thing.

"Sister-in-law, don't worry, don't look at this yoga, the movements are very simple, in fact, it is not a simple thing to complete these movements."

These actions are so simple, and it takes minutes to be able to complete them, and I am happy to say that it is as if I want to do something big.

If I was asked to do the movements in this book, I would have learned them in a day at most, and I did them more standard than the models in the book.

"Sister-in-law, I used to have a lot of friends who were very fat, and finally listened to my opinion, took the book back and practiced it well, I didn't expect that after a month, their bodies were very beautiful, and the most important thing is that they actually lost weight, I believe sister-in-law, as long as you work hard to practice the above movements, I guarantee that you will change back to your previous good figure after two months."

Now for me, it doesn't matter if I can get back to my previous body, I just need to train to a healthy body now.

"Happy, are you sure you didn't fool me, I can tell you that your sister-in-law is not playing with you now, I have to reduce it, and your niece's illness is not waiting for anyone, I tell you, if you dare to fool you with this matter, I will definitely break off your friendship."

At this time, Song Xingxing looked at me with a serious face.

"Sister-in-law, how could I joke with you about this! I have personally experienced it, I just introduced it to you, I believe that as long as you work hard to practice the above movements, plus this recipe I gave you, I believe that it is guaranteed to be effective within a month, if there is no effect, I am willing to come to see you. ”

At this time, Song Xingxing took out a book from his pocket and put it in front of me.

I believe that she is happy and likes to joke about it in normal times, and she shouldn't dare to do this, after all, this is a life-threatening matter.

"Okay, I'll trust you this time."

Although I couldn't accept it when I first knew that my daughter had such a disease, I still recognized the truth through my own efforts.

No matter how sad I am now, my daughter has such a disease, so I should not be uncomfortable now, but work hard to cure this disease for my daughter.

No matter how difficult it will be in the future, I will hold my daughter's hand and keep going.

"Sister-in-law, don't be too sad, I believe that Yanran's illness will be cured, besides, now that medical skills are so developed, diseases like this one are already very ordinary, don't be awkward with my brother, in fact, my brother is also for your good."

Since I learned that day that my daughter had this disease, I have never said a word to Song Yichen.

Although I know that he is doing all this for my good, but what I can't accept the most, my daughter has such a big thing, and Song Yichen is still hiding it from me, which makes me unable to pass this hurdle in my heart.

"I know what to do with your brother, don't persuade me anymore, this time I must let your brother know, there are some things that I have to tell me whether I can bear it or not, instead of making decisions for me without me knowing."

Maybe they'll think I'm hypocritical, but that's what I am.

"Sister-in-law, in fact, my brother already knows that he is wrong, will you forgive him this time? You don't know that you haven't paid attention to my brother in the past few days, my brother has lost a lot of weight. ”