"Come, I'll take care of your wounds." As I spoke, I sat down beside Mecca, took his hand and asked him to take off the fabric that had covered it, and examined his wounds.

Mecca's wound was deep, and the blood had glued the cloth to the exposed flesh, and there was still a little flesh attached to the cloth when it was removed. The wound was very deep, and I could faintly see the shape of the mouse's teeth and bite marks, and a large piece of flesh had been torn off Mecca's calf, and the wound looked very scary, accompanied by Mecca's unstoppable pain, which made me feel terrified.

I'm not a professional doctor, not even an amateur, and this is the first time I've seen such a hideous wound, and I don't know what to do with it. I only know three ways to deal with trauma, sutures, bandages, and band-aids. Mecca's wound was so large that it was not a cut but a large piece of flesh that had been bitten off, so that even if I dared to stitch it up, I wouldn't know where to stitch it up, so I had to rely on my instinct to simply treat and bandage him.

First pull the trouser leg up to the knee, then pull a long bandage around the wound in Mecca and tie it tightly, as a simple tourniquet, and then take the anti-inflammatory medicine out of the package, find a piece of gauze to wrap a few white anti-inflammatory pills, put them on the seat and use a knife to cut them through the gauze to crush, so that after crushing dozens of anti-inflammatory drugs in a row, the broken pieces will be found in a small medicine bottle to wrap up, shake a few times and take out the part that is not too crushed, and the rest is the coarsely ground powder.

I found a few bottles of wine in the pile of supplies, and I don't know who brought them, palm-sized bottles, and the average supermarket sells a few yuan to a dozen yuan of inferior liquor, but the degree is quite high. I first carefully wiped my hands with gauze dipped in some white wine, and then found some random cloth to put under Mecca's legs.

"It might hurt, just bear with it. You've been bitten by a rat and you have to disinfect it, and I don't have anything else to do but use alcohol, so bear with me. I said as I took a piece of clean gauze and handed it to Mecca, "I'll bite you, I have to bite something in TV dramas, it's said that it's too painful to bite your tongue." ”

Mecca nodded with a pale face, and reached out to take the gauze I had handed over, and his hand could be seen to tremble visibly, not knowing if it was because of his own pain or fear of the coming pain.

As Mecca bit down on the gauze, I took a deep breath and began to tilt the bottle slowly. To be honest, I was also nervous, even though the wound was no longer on my body and the pain was not bearable, I was still nervous, and even a little afraid to pour the wine down.

In fact, I have a slight blood sickness, and I have the strongest reaction to the bright red blood that I look at, and every time I see it, I feel a burst of dizziness in my head, and I will have a slight nausea. Before, when I was on the rooftop, I was probably too nervous, so I didn't feel the discomfort of blood sickness, but now this feeling of blood sickness is all coming up.

I really wanted to go outside the car to get some fresh air, but I still had to help Mecca get her wound in care first.

Gritting his teeth fiercely, he poured it down hard, and the white wine was poured on the bare flesh of Mecca in an instant.

"Hmm-"

Mecca screamed in pain, her cheeks slightly bulged and tensed because of the clenching action, her forehead was covered with sweat, and a trace of flushing appeared on her pale face, except for the injured leg that only trembled slightly, Mecca's whole body couldn't help but writhe and twitch, like a fish struggling out of the water in pain.

I really admire that he hurts like this, and I still remember that my injured leg can't move.

The wound was irritated and more blood flowed out, and the wine mixed with blood ran down his calf. After one bottle was emptied, I opened another bottle of wine, and after the second bottle was used up, the mixed blood changed from bright red to light red. Seeing that it was almost over, I gently dipped the excess liquor from the wound on the gauze, and then sprinkled the prepared powder on it.

Sprinkled with the powder was probably another torture for Mecca, but when the prepared powder was completely sprinkled, it really had some effect on stopping the bleeding, but I didn't expect that the method I came up with would still have some effect.

I took a few new pieces of gauze, folded and put them over the wound in Mecca, and then began to wrap the wound with a bandage, and there was only so much I could think of.

"Sister Mo Li"

"Huh?" I was concentrating on putting a bandage on Mecca's leg when I heard Mecca call me before I looked up at him, "What's wrong?" ”

Mecca looked hesitant, and was silent for a few seconds before she said, "I pushed you on the rooftop." ”

"Oh." Hey, I thought I was going to say something, but it turned out to be this matter, "Then you think I don't know that you pushed me?" ”

Mecca didn't seem to expect me to be so calm, and was silent for a few seconds before speaking again, "Wang Guoen and Chen Yun were also killed by me. ”

My hands were stunned, I didn't expect that Wang Guoen and Chen Yun were really Mecca, and Mecca seemed to want to say this, and didn't wait for me to say anything, as if I was talking, I took the initiative to talk about the previous situation.

"The three of us were looking for some water, and we saw the rats. They are large and numerous, chasing us in droves. We had no choice but to run, but we couldn't run away from those monsters, so Wang Guoen said let's find a place to hide, and we hid in the building according to his words, but instead of avoiding the tracking of the rats, we were trapped there. On that rooftop, Wang Guoen asked me to check the movements of those rats, I didn't want to go, but he forced me, I had no choice but to go to the edge of the rooftop to see, but I didn't expect it, but I didn't expect him to kill me! ”

Mecca suddenly became agitated as she spoke, and her speech became incoherent, "He wants to kill me!" You want to kill me! He squatted while I wasn't paying attention and moved to my side after someone suddenly! Choked! Suddenly choked my neck! He's going to kill me! He said he was going to kill me and use me as bait! Use me as bait to lure away those rats! It's him! It's all him! That's why he pushed him downstairs because he wanted to kill me first! It's him! He is he"

Mecca buried her head as she spoke, and her other uninjured leg was bent up, and her arms were placed on it and her face was buried in it.

I didn't know what to say, so I continued to put on the bandages in silence and waited for Mecca to calm down. What can I say? Am I going to tell him he's right? Or can I condemn him for killing Wang Guoen? I couldn't do anything, so I had to be silent for a while, and only when the bandages were tied and Mecca's mood had probably calmed down, did I try to ask softly.

"What about Chen Yun?"

"Chen Yun, I don't know when Wang Guoen tied a rope to himself and Chen Yun. Chen Yun, Chen Yun was directly pulled out of the rooftop by Wang Guoen, I want to save her, I want to save her! But the two of them are tied together, and I can't pull them up, and if I keep pulling the two of them, I'll be dragged down, so that's why I let go, I don't want to die."

Mecca's shoulders shook as if she was crying, and he paused for a few seconds before he added, "Later, I saw that Brother Wolftooth was about to lose his hand, and I was afraid that the rats would catch up and kill me, so that's why I pushed you." I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I'm sorry, I just don't want to die! I don't want to die."

Are you really crying about this, this, this? I looked at Mecca's trembling shoulders, which were shaking even more, and I was a little overwhelmed, so I could only sit there in silence and wait for him to calm down.

To be honest, it's impossible to say that I don't care about the way he pushes me, especially after hearing what Wolf Fang said. But if you really have to talk about resentment

"Sister Moli, don't you hate me?" Mecca gradually stopped sobbing, and raised her head slightly to reveal a pair of red eyes, "I deliberately wanted to kill you, why are you still so good to me?" Do you want to help me like this? ”

I glanced up at Mecca, then turned to look at the gauze in my hand, and thought for a moment before replying, "I can't say that I don't care about it, but I can't say that I don't care about it at all." You did almost kill me, you pushed me, and I almost fell into a rat pile and was torn to shreds by those monsters. The time to fall down should have been less than a second, but that second was a long time for me, and I remembered a lot of things in an instant, and I didn't even regret saving you after thinking about it. However, I didn't immediately come to the judgment that I regretted saving you, so I still believe that I was right to choose to save you. ”

"It's also because of that moment that I have a deeper understanding of the fear of death, and probably because of this, because I know what kind of fear you have experienced, I can't even feel any resentment towards you." I paused, looked at Mecca again, looked him in the eye and said, "If it weren't for you, if it was Wang Guoen who was trapped there, I would still choose to save him, but I would never forgive him for pushing me to protect myself, because he was originally that kind of person, even if he was given a second chance, he would still do that." And you believe that the ones you did were made because of the fear of death, and I would like to believe that if you were given a second chance, you would not do that again. ”

Leaving no longer mind the stunned Mecca, I picked up the garbage I had just generated during the treatment of him and threw it away, and when I walked to the door of the car, I heard Mecca say to me.

Mecca: "Even if it is Wang Guoen who pushes you today, then I am different from him and I am sacrificing you to protect ourselves?" Why can you forgive me and not him? What is the difference between me and him? ”

I stood silent in front of the car door, a little unsure of how to answer Mecca's question: "How to say it, maybe it's a feeling." I would also divide people into two kinds, one good and one bad. It's not that good people don't have an evil side, but they control their evil, while bad people indulge their evil to grow rampantly. Although I don't know you very well, but Wang Guoen, he is a person, harming others and benefiting himself is not a special case for him, but his values are constituted in this way, so he is classified as a bad person in my heart. And you and I think that you were not what you are now before entering the Endless Room, and it was only because of the fear of death that your evil got out of control. ”

I turned my head to look at Mecca and smiled, "We hate because revenge is too hard, and forgiveness is too powerless, so only hate can make us find comfort in self-deception." But after our hearts have also experienced that fear of death, how can I deceive myself into hating you? I only hate this endless room, this place where you have to struggle to survive, because I believe that many people were not such wicked people before they entered here. ”