197 I'm just too lonely
"Running away is really the stupidest thing to do." Qin Zezhou laughed self-deprecatingly, "This day is still here." ”
"Do you think that with Xiao Tao in the middle, it can be treated as if nothing happened?" Su Yan got up and looked down at Qin Zezhou, "Since I talked about this today, I'll make a statement to you first, I didn't forgive you, but I don't hate you either, otherwise, I would have turned around and left when I saw you again, so don't have illusions about things like being good friends between us, it will be ridiculous." ”
The words that Qin Zezhou was most afraid of hearing finally came out of Su Yan's mouth, but fortunately in the misfortune, her tone was very calm, and she didn't embarrass him too much, it can be seen that it is really as Su Yan said, she doesn't hate him anymore, but because they are sideways between them, they can't be the same as before.
"My first love was never Yang Yun'er, I made a mistake, and I was wrong for so many years." Qin Zezhou stood up and looked at Su Yan, "That girl has a shaved head, but she is proud like a peacock, she doesn't have a good temper, and she will fight with boys, but she has never seen her lose, and she has never been cowardly." ”
At this moment, Su Yan's heart still trembled, made a mistake? Oh, she's hearing jokes again!
"I have always refused to admit it, because I think I am too ridiculous. And now, I'm not afraid that I'm more ridiculous, in front of you, I no longer have a reason to be arrogant, after all, I owe you more, I know. ”
Qin Zezhou said and stretched out his hand and held Su Yan's shoulder, "You said that you don't hate me anymore, it's really enough to flatter me, but you don't hate me, I still hate myself, I was too naïve and self-conscious, and I didn't understand what was most important until I really got to the point where I didn't have a ghost or a ghost, I had no reason to be proud, and I didn't have plump wings, but I had nothing left." ”
These words undoubtedly deeply shocked Su Yan's heart, but she was cold and cold on the surface, listening lightly, laughing at him from time to time, not wanting to admit it.
"Say what? What about tongue twisters? Don't waste time by saying these unintelligible words at night, okay? Let's go back! "Su Yan wants to escape, obviously wants to escape.
Qin Zezhou insisted on pulling her arm and asked her, "Can you give me a chance to compensate you?" Or, give me a chance to redeem the disgust in your heart, anything, I just hope that I can be a follower, an assistant, or a fireman by your side, and I can do anything. ”
"I don't lack anything." Su Yan said coldly.
Qin Zezhou's heart was full of hope, and he was shattered little by little, and even heard the sound of shattering, which kept echoing in his ears.
"I'm just too lonely, I miss my friends so much, I don't want to lose Mi Ran and Mingyu, but, I messed up." Su Yan said a little sadly, "I'm ashamed of them, I know that Mi Ran has always loved Mingyu deeply, and Mingyu may not be ruthless to Mi Ran, but I have been selfish and unwilling to be that wicked person, because I know that if I mention breaking up, I will lose Mingyu as a friend forever." ”
That day, Mi Ran was careful or unintentional, she didn't care, after all, in this matter, she was the one who shouldn't exist, and she was selfish and refused to be a villain In short, emotional matters are really unclear and unclear.
"Since you don't want to do it, let me do it well, and give me a chance to compensate you." Qin Zezhou thought for a while and said seriously: "What you want to have, I will try to give it to you, as long as you give me the opportunity, let me do it." ”
Su Yan frowned: "Qin Zezhou, I remember I said that we don't owe each other anymore, why do you bother?" ”
"You're not happy without me, so why should I let it go? It doesn't make any sense. You are with me, I hurt you too much, but at least, when you are with me, you are very happy when you are happy, and you are very happy when you are happy. I used to be selfish and selfish, but now I don't have this capital anymore, do I? Besides, you are not afraid of me. Qin Zezhou said self-deprecatingly, as if he was making a profound self-criticism and summary.
Being able to talk to Su Yan quietly like this, even if the atmosphere is not harmonious and beautiful, he feels quite satisfied, otherwise, she would not dare to ask Su Yan to forgive him and give him a chance.
"Impossible, Qin Zezhou, you will only do more things to hurt them, I don't believe in your ability." Su Yan shook her head.
"Maybe I used to have been, but now, I've learned to cherish it more than I used to."
He knew what he was doing, it would push Su Yan farther and farther, and he also knew what he should do and what he shouldn't do.
In fact, he doesn't have a clue what to do now, and his goal has always been Su Yan, how easy is it to want her to accept him again? Their relationship was so stiff at the beginning.
Su Yan didn't say anything, but she didn't refuse either, she probably needed time to think about it. Qin Zezhou is not in a hurry, her uncle has been living in the Qin family's old mansion recently, and he will have many opportunities to get close to Su Yan. He could feel that sometimes Su Yan was annoyed by him, and even disgusted with him, but she was not resolute enough to push him away and warn him, and he was quite satisfied.
Men chase women, but if you want to chase your wife back, I'm afraid it's just another mountain.
But no matter what, he's already on the move. He got rid of all the bad things that he once thought he was right, and summed up many advantages in Huo Mingyu's body, and learned them, such as stalking and never giving up, and putting down his dignity and filling her heart!
After Su Yan returned to her apartment, she was not very well, slumped on the sofa, thinking about everything that happened tonight, it was like a dream, and all kinds of fragments echoed in her mind.
Sure enough, as she expected, Qin Ze didn't look for a girlfriend for three years, and it was a matter of time before he turned back, but he was always looking for opportunities, and all this was not something she could avoid with caution.
She suddenly remembered something, picked up Diàn Huà, and called Yaorao.
When she received Su Yan's diàn huà, she was a little flattered, and her words were a little knotted: "Su Su, are you really Su Su?" Why did you suddenly call me diàn huà? Did you encounter something difficult, where are you? I'm going to look for you! ”
Su Yan hurriedly said: "Xiaorao, I'm fine, but I want to ask you a little something from a long, long time ago, can you help me recall that there is Qin Zezhou in the list that chased us or had a crush on us at the beginning?" ”
There was a moment of silence in Diàn Huà, and then a "poof" laugh came out, and Xiao Rao was already laughing so hard opposite Diàn Huà that she couldn't stop laughing.
"Is that funny to ask?" Su Yan frowned and asked a little helplessly.
"I'm sorry Susu, forgive me for the situation, hahaha, I really know a little bit about this." Yao Rao smiled and said shyly: "Shang Yi told me that Qin Zezhou once liked a bald girl, and they always thought it was Yang Yun'er, but in fact, when I heard his description, I guessed that person was you, who shaved his head and returned to the cow like 251000?" You've got to do it! ”
"Oh, when did you hear about that?" Su Yan was a little incredulous and continued to ask.
"It's been a long time ago, when I first met Qin Zezhou, oops, it's been too long, I can't remember."
"Okay, thank you, let's have dinner another day."
Hanging up diàn huà, Su Yan's heart kept pounding, she was not nervous, and she didn't have a spring heart, but why did this heart stir up inexplicably?
Qin Zezhou has mistaken his first love for Yang Yun'er for so many years, going around and around, it turns out that the girl has always been his own wife? This is simply the biggest joke of the century.
However, he finally failed her because of Yang Yun'er, didn't he? What kind of marriage is this? Isn't it a bad fate?
Suddenly, a text message came from Su Yan's shou ji, which was sent by Qin Zezhou. He's never been a person who likes to post this kind of thing, but today it's fresh.
The content of the text message is very simple, Su Yan saw it all in her eyes at a glance, it is really a message that makes people cry and laugh, because it was not sent by Qin Zezhou, but by Xiao Tao secretly sent it from Qin Zezhou's shou ji.
"Aunt Susu, my dad has been giggling with your zhào piàn for half an hour"
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